I had been staring at Jimmy for quite a while now. His face was flushed with sadness. We had only been able to speak few times ever since the incident and he was finding it really hard to digest the fact that we were no longer going to see for a while. I seriously wished there was a way he could go with us but he had someone he lover here. I could not imagine not being witu my best friend for days, not to talk to months. My heart clenched, the same way it had done the time I had been with dad. It was going to be a refreshing start for me. But it was also the say of goodbye to everyone that had something beautiful to do in my life in the past. I could no longer deal. Jimmy was still staring at me. Although, he was not feeling as sad as I was, I knew there was something there. The same thing that was making him stare at me, remove his eyes. We were a little bit away from the rest of the people. But still, there was no privacy. Especially not with Adam staring at us every now and then.
There is nothing about my life that is interesting at the moment, but we could talk about other things. When I say other things, I mean the thing you and Adam were up to, before I walked in. Don’t even go to deep, tell me how far you have gone. Has he put it in, and oh my gosh, is it huge? I can tell it is huge. He looks like one of those. Answer me!” Jimmy exclaimed, and I laughed. Although, my face was in flames already. I was sure the red flush I had worked hard to get rid of before coming out had now made an entrance once more. The questions jimmy asked, made me think about it the more. “Hey, calm down. Is that not like private? And no, he has only seen me naked from up. He has not even seen anything yet. So please can you calm down? I am not a hoe like you.” I rolled my eyes at Jimmy and he laughed. “Whatever it is you want to believe, princess. At the end of the day, we are both the same thing, you are as much of a hoe as I am. And he has seen you naked? How was the first kis
We had, had breakfast finish. With Martin now next to dad, telling him how much he loved his hands, and the way they could cook. I rollled my eyes. Martin was really something else, and I had no idea that he was going to start behaving like this after having dads meal. I was able to figure something out. He was probably someone that likes food a whole lot. I glanced at the both of them from where I was seated on the dinning chair. Martin kept saying something, whatever it was that was making dad laugh his ass out. I knew that they were going to be so comfortable around dad, and it did not even occur to me, but the comfortability was there already, and I smiled. That was what I wanted to see, and it was making me happy because in a way, both people were my family. Adam had received a call from Ben, earlier, because we did not want anyone to know that we were leaving the pack, we are not going to be going with any escort, or leave in the royal way. Ben had arranged two cars to come pi
“Oh, my gosh.” Jimmy’s voice interrupted me, and I did not even bother to look. I nodded my head. “I know right, he is so handsome.” I said, and was still looking at Adam. They started to make their way over to the house, when all of a sudden, another car came in. It was the latest SUV, 2021. Ben looked back and said something to his wrist watch. The car packed, and two men got out. They were both on sun glasses, so there was no way I could pin point them. They stood next to the door, and with thier stance, I knew instantly that they were body guards. They were also on black suits also. “This is the finest piece of meat I have seen in a whole while. He is such an epitome of beauty.” Jimmy said next to me, and I only nodded.“This was exactly how it felt like with Ella and I when we first met him. Sometimes, the guys got pissed at him. He is just something to look at, can’t you see that?” Remy was next to us already, and I ha don’t even realized. I finally managed to tear my eyes awa
“Dad, stop saying it like this. You saying it this way seems like we are having a fair well, and the next thing I would hear is that, something has happened to you. Please, stop talking like this. You are making me emotional. I have a feeling something bad will happen, dad. I don’t want to talk to you this way.” My eyes shook with unshed tears. At the same time, it felt like I was going to lose my resolve. Dad was looking at me caring i and sighed. I had been trying to hold in my tears, but it seemed like there was no way I could do it. My thought just kept wondering from dad, to Jimmy. I was still with dad, when Jimmy came to my back, and hugged me from behind. I closed my eyes, unable to hold it in. The tears dropped from my eyes, there was no way I could feel it like that without having to key out my emotions. Every part of my heart was clenching in pain, and all I wanted to do was sob my eyes out. Two things were stopping me. First, I had to think of the rest of the Lycans who we
So many times, I had thought about it, and I had listened to what it is, I had known that I would one day become what I am, at the moment, but it still felt bad for me for months. I want you to always remember that there is also a good in you, regardless of what you are, don’t see it as a choice from being a monster, and being human, and that you decided to be a monster. That is not what should come out of you when you think of it that way. Think of it like you are entering into something new, something that could be great, and however way you want it, but you are more a monster. You are still the Cody, and you will still always remain the same Cody that you have been from the very beginning. I don’t what you to think too much regarding it.” Dad finished, and I just felt like hugging him the more. It was so easy for him to say things, as if he could see through my mind, see what it was that I was starting to feel. I was not yet able to say this out to anyone, there was no way I coul
We were in the car already. I had not realized that the only occupant was just Martin Remy, and me and Adam. Adam was stalked to the other side, pulsing with his arms folded. It felt like he had not even realized that I was sitting next to him already, my head was starting to radiate with heat. Sometimes, there was just some way that he acted that did not sit well with me. Adam could be such a baby. I had not even done anything with Ben, and at the of the day, he was being mad at me for nothing, Adam was such a possessive somebody, it came down to really annoying, Remy understood the struggle I was going through, so she just sealed her lips. I knew she was taking a struggle, not to say anything to Adam. Since he was going to behave like a kid, I was simply going to ignore him all through till he dropped all his tactics. I was not in any mood to speak to anyone that was was not going to speak to me too. My eyes went back to the bracelet that was sitting pretty on my hands. It was gli
I was about to move completely away from Adam, when I felt arms wrap me up from nowhere. It caught me off guard, and I knew that I would have panicked, and screamed my head off if I was not in the car, and the rest of the Lycans were not next to me. I glanced behind me, and that was when I realized that Adam had removed his arm and had adjusted them to come close to me. All this while, I had thought he had simply done that to avoid me. I wanted to smile, I would have, if there was still not this renaming prickling hurt that was still in my chest. He had a weird way of showing how he actually felt. In a bid, still in my own anger, I refused to put my hands around him back. He was not just going to come from anywhere, and act in anyway that befitted him, just because he felt like I was looking at another person. When of course, I had just been appreciating the beauty which meant nothing more. He was always the one stressing on how much I did nit care about his feelings sometimes, bef