*LYCIA*
Trying to gain control over myself I am about to pull him away from me when I heard my mother’s voice.
“Lycia? Are you done with the potion that I asked you to make?” she asked making me realize that she was seconds away from barging into my room.
The unknown lycan man perked up at my mother’s voice and standing up he said, “She must be your mother, I should greet her-”
At his words panic took over me. With my mother’s footsteps approaching my door and this lovesick man inviting his own death and mine with him I could only think of one thing and twirling my hand in the air I clicked my fingers. Thankfully I was quick because just as a knock came and my mother opened the door the lycan turned into a dog.
The fur that he had as a wolf remained still but smaller than his wolf’s size he looked more like a husky. There was confusion on his animalistic features at the sudden transformation and whimpering he looked back at me. With its tail dropping down he plodded to my legs and looked up at me with hurt in his eyes.
What the fuck? How could he become cuter this way?
Almost over come with the strangest urge I bent down and patting his head I said, “Sorry. I had to.”
At my words he licked my palm making me chuckle and just as I was about to tickle its soft fur on his back I felt a murderous aura surround me. A chill ran down my back and remembering who had entered my room I froze in my place.
Are you insane, Lycia? How could you forget your mom’s presence?
But I am sure people who have pets would know how hard it was to resist the puppy dog eyes.
“Lycia Amoret! How dare you defy me and bring a dog into my house? Are you rebelling now? Where did you even find it?” she snarled, glaring at Wolfie. I know that was a lame name but hey I don’t have time to think of one, right now, and well technically he was a wolf.
“Mom, I did not rebel against you. I found Wolfie near the woods on my way home, hurt and so I brought it back to give it some first aid,” I said and staring at it for a little while making Wolfie press closer to my feet she then moved her poisonous gaze to me.
“Did you use your magic to heal it?” she asked and nodding at her I felt my heart quicken at her scrutiny.
“That is why I can feel some traces of magic from him but I think you used more than you should have. He might get sick,” she said and then giving me a disapproving looked she continued, “Seems like you still need to practice more.”
I was thankful that my mother had always underestimated me because if not she would have realized that instead of one magic spell I had used two on him. besides the rest of the magical power belonged to his own spirit as a supernatural being.
It was a nightmare for my animal hating mother to have a begotten daughter like me who couldn’t stay away from animals. I had been crying for the last twenty years for her to let me have one but her answer was always a no. When I was younger she would have to forcefully pull me away from the pets of my friends and neighbors because I would sneak out a millions time to go meet them. I had been so out of control that she had to put a tracking spell on me to make it easier for her to find me each time.
But could you blame me?
They were just so adorable!
“Well since it is treated now then go and leave it where you brought it from,” she said ending the discussion and turning to leave but how could I do that? How could I just leave this lycan to fend for itself when he couldn’t even remember his most basic details. Not to forget I’m sure he would come straight back to me claiming to my mother that he was my mate warranting for himself an early death.
“But Mom,” I needed to save him from that fate, “You said that it might get sick because of the magic that I used on him so let me keep it until it gets better. Please. I will never pester you for another pet again. Just for a month! Let it stay with us for a month!”
“No, I am sure you will get attached to it,” she said eyeing Wolfie and then me with annoyance. I wondered why I had to go to such lengths for a stranger especially a lycan but what can I do, I just had to be a good person!
The stare of her eyes was unnerving but then turning her face away she said, “Remember the deal. It can only stay with us for a month and after that I never want to hear you talk of another pet again. Also keep it in your room and never let it come in my sight. I will not guarantees its safety otherwise.”
“Alright but then you should stop barging into my room,” I said hoping that I would be able to avoid such nerve wracking experiences.
“I am staying as far away from your room as I can,” She said and rolling her jewel eyes she glared at Wolfie and then went out leaving me alone.
Sitting down, feeling exhausted from the hateful aura of my mother slowly dissipating from my room I petted Wolfie’s dog form and felt it lick my face. It was almost like I had a pet in reality and enjoying the rare moment I mumbled, “I wish you were just a wolf.”
At that moment he transformed into a human once again and instead of its rough tongue licking me it was his lips showering kisses on my face and pushing him away I asked, “What are you doing?”
“Kissing you?” he doubtfully replied and then settled his head atop my breasts and below my neck as he rejoiced, “Yes! I can stay with my mate.”
“Don’t you understand the situation? My mother hates lycans and the only reason why you are safe and alive right now is because I turned you into a dog,” I said pushing him off me slightly buzzing rom his closeness to my boobs, “But you must not be an ordinary Lycan for you to reverse my magic so soon.”
“So when will we tell your mother that I am a lycan and that you are my mate?” he asked sitting in front of me.
His words scared me. Going against my mother was something that I never did and committing to a relationship was never my plan. I couldn’t afford to be committed to someone and potentially risk their life too.
The remembrance of my haunting life scares me and trying to push that thought away I try to fuss about the easier and simpler things in life that doesn’t put my life at risk. Like potentially being mated to a Lycan.
Did Esmeralda’s curse actually work?
“First let me make this clear to you. I’m not going to be your mate so you should give up on me,” I said watching as his features dropped farther and farther with every word, “I cannot love you. I don’t want to be tied down to a single person, I cannot stay with you.”
“But when I was injured before you said that we should stay together forever,” he reasoned making me realize that he must have been unconsciously listening to me.
“But that was because I thought you were a real wolf. I wanted a pet not a mate,” I said trying to make him understand my mind. He sulked and slouched listening to my words and I almost felt bad for him. It was already bad that he was separated from his family and now that he found his mate he was rejected.
I have heard that to Lycans, their mates are of the utmost importance and they say that their lives depend on each other but I don’t think I could ever fulfill a role this big.
To be honest he was really attractive but I would be happy to treat him as a fling and nothing more.
“Now don’t look like a lost pup, I will let you stay here with me for a month like what I promised my mother but in the meantime we’ll try looking for your family. You will also try to regain your memory but when this all ends you will have to leave and go. So what do you say want to live with me as my lycan pet?” I asked adding the last sentence in a joking manner.
“I don’t ever want to leave you, Lycia,” he said seriously coming to sit beside me, “But if this is what you want then I won’t force you. Every, moment that I be with you is full of happiness for me.”
His words once again made me blush. I was not used to this sincerity and looking away I said, “Why do you have to be this sappy? Don’t forget your place. You are just Wolfie, my pet.”
“Call me whatever you want and make me whatever you want me to be I am just so happy to be living with you,” he said, his chest rumbling with his deep baritone and turning my face to his with a rough hand against my cheek he kissed me making me let out a moan at the hot flash of pleasure surging through my body.
Fuck! Who was the one in control here?
*WOLFIE*‘Run!’Anger and fear gripped me.A voice laughed near my ears hovering close to my very heart. The sound was so chilling that it made me shiver trying to control the consistent speed and the will to keep my legs moving.‘I’ll protect you so just run!’ Someone called out to me. I could tell from his voice that he was equally shook but who was he? A terror surrounded my being as I sped past the trees, my paws scrunching on the tree leaves only revealing my location to the entity after me.I turned back to look once almost blinded by the light that came whirling towards me and jumping at the last moment and feeling it collide with my leg I howled in pain. My wolf form stronger and yet the pain seeped through my body, almost numbing my movements. Unable to do anything I thrashed midair and then went tumbling down into a deep pit.My consciousness was barely with me and with the air whooshing around me the far away cry of someone calling my name rung in my head.‘Seff!’Was that
*LYCIA*“So what do you say? Will you be coming to my party today?” Travis asked his voice husky and it was clear that he had just woken up unlike a certain someone who had woken me up at five in the morning.That’s the time I go to sleep!“I don’t know, I am not feeling like it,” I teased him knowing well enough that he would be reduced to pleading within a second. I can’t deny that it was a confidence boost for my own crush to be pleading with me.What else does a woman need?“But you promised,” he said, lowering his voice to increase the huskiness. I am sure he was trying to be more attractive but after listening to Wolfie’s voice this morning I don’t think I can find any other person’s sleep voice sexy enough.The remembrance of the vibrations, the guttural and deep baritone escaping his bobbing Adam’s apple was the only reason why I couldn’t even complain about waking up that early. I am sure if my mother found out about this new alarm clock then she would reconsider having him a
*LYCIA*“Were you always such a pervert or did it change with that memory loss?” I asked exasperated at what happened this morning.“Hey, I already told you, it wasn’t my fault. I didn’t have any clothes to wear,” he said looking through the bags of new clothes I had bought for him.“So you thought lying naked on my bed was the most natural thing to do?” I asked, unable to understand how he could be so nonchalant about everything.“Yes, you are my mate, why should I be shy about showing my body to you,” he said with a smile on his face as he brought up a t-shirt in front of him. “Besides I am all yours, my body included.”“No, thank you. I don’t need you to be mine,” I said feeling awkward at the talk of the mates. I could see that he was being hopeful but there was no way I would ever accept him and every time he brought this up it only made me feel guilty somehow.It was stranger because I was more worried about this stranger getting his feelings hurt than I was ever with my other f
*LYCIA*“I think you brought me a little too early to this party. Shouldn’t we be fashionably late? You know we are important people,” I huffed making my way up the driveway of Travis’s house. People immediately stopped what they were doing and looked when they recognized me passing them, whispering among themselves.This wasn’t new and at first it had bothered me but now I thrived in this attention.“Oh come on, this much is fine,” she said and instead of going towards the dance floor outside she took me inside the house.“Why are we going in? That’s not where the real party happens, unless of course you want to use one of the rooms for sex with someone,” I said to which she rolled her eyes.“I know for sure that Dylan is going to be there outside and I don’t have the courage to face him yet,” she sighed at the thought of meeting her ex-boyfriend.“Well fine we’ll go in first but it’s only because I hate that guy too,” I said entering the house first to get some alcohol filled in her
*LYCIA*The anger in his eyes made me even angrier.It was as if Wolfie was trying to accuse me of doing something bad? I didn’t appreciate that gaze and glaring back at him to let him know that he was in no position to be treating me this way I hoped he received the message that he wasn’t to interfere me.“Go back and leave me alone,” I said and even though the party was so loud that people could barely hear each other shouting over the music I knew he had heard me. His expression darkened with defiance as he instead leaned against the tree near which he was standing.It was clear that even though he wasn’t going to bother me or storm up and do anything he wasn’t going to let this be easy for me with his continuous staring.If he was going to torture me with his annoyance then I was going to torture him with my teasing.Two could play at this game.Grabbing the guy next to me I said, “Kiss me.”He didn’t seem to understand but when I pressed my body against his and leaned he got the
*LYCIA*“What do you think you are doing?” I asked, trying to get out of his hold as he pulled me back towards my house.“You were the one who instigated me and now I am going to take my reward like I said,” he said repeating the sentence once again even though it made no sense to me.“You can’t just do that as you wish and that was not what I meant at all!” I said trying to break free as we got closer and closer to my home.“I think I know what you meant well enough,” he muttered his angry voice somehow hotter but that didn’t mean I was going to give in. I had been bothered by his silence, yes, but I didn’t wish for him to go all ballistic over me like this too.Why couldn’t he be civil and normal with me for once instead of driving me crazy all the damn time.With him continuously touching my body for so long I had become desensitized and used to it to not let it bother with my head more than it already had fucked it up. The booze was slowly wearing off too and with my senses back I
*SEFF*“Come on, I said I am sorry,” I tried apologizing for yesterday while Lycia continued to give me the silent treatment. Since morning she had refused to talk to me, even though she did everything for me like she usually would.She brought me breakfast, and placed clothes for me on the bed while I was showering, before she left for her own breakfast downstairs. It was the same normal routine but without her talking to me everything felt so unsettling and bland. It was as if there had been a weight atop my shoulders.When I had woken up this morning I had already realized that in my anger and jealousy yesterday I had crossed boundaries that I should have been careful about but with how she was making me feel I think Lycia should have seen this coming her way.I mean was I really completely at fault here?If I didn’t react then it was a problem and if I did then even that was a problem?Why couldn’t she just be civil and understanding about my situation for once?“You don’t truly m
*LYCIA*I can’t believe that dimwit came to my house. When did I make him believe that he was important enough to me that he could step into my house whenever he wanted?“So you are with that Jennek kid now?” Mom asked when I was about to climb up the stairs to my room.“Not yet but he is getting ahead of himself,” the annoyance was clear in my voice as I stopped to face her.“But he is better than all your other conquests,” she said, probably playing politics even now.“Is it because Travis is a counselor's son?” I asked, already aware of the fact that his mother was one of the advisors and counselor to my mother, the queen.“That’s a point too,” she admitted but seeing the disapproving look on my face she added, “You ought to realize that you just can’t settle for anyone. Your partner needs to be equivalent to the role of a king. They should be powerful enough to help you manage the coven.”“I understand what you are trying to get at over here but I hope you realize that I shouldn’t