MaddoxCharlotte’s arousal fills the air and I have to fight the urge not to barge into her room and take her. Dad and Cassian are waiting for me and although I don’t want to hear what my father has to say on this matter I know that I have no choice. I don’t care if Charlotte has no wolf. She is still my mate.A small part of me hopes that Cassian will care though so that way I don’t have to share her. It’s not the fact that she has two mates that bothers me… it’s the fact that one of the mates are my brother and I don’t want to constantly be in second place compared to him.But… who am I kidding? Everyone always likes Cassian more and I’m sure that Charlotte will be no different.The image of her with her dirty blonde hair spread out behind her with her face in pure ecstasy pops into my head again. It’s so familiar, it feels like it’s happened before even though we have yet to be in any position to be that way.I discreetly adjust myself as I walk down the stairs. I want her. My wol
CharlotteMy door opens and shuts and my body instinctively tenses. It’s not my mates, but when I take in a deep breath I recognize the scent, but my body doesn’t relax. I sit up and see Sebastian walking towards me and I ask, “What are you doing? The twins will be furious to find you in here alone with me.”He chuckles and shakes his head before running a hand through his auburn hair and says, “They sent me, Char, it’s fine.”My eyebrows crinkle and I question, “They sent you?”Sebastian chuckles as he nods, “Yeah, they did. They didn’t want to come in here because they didn’t want to scare you. They know you view me like a brother so they thought you’d be more comfortable with me than some stranger.”I murmur, “That was very thoughtful of them.”He nods, “They seem like good guys, Char. I’m happy for you.”There’s butterflies in my stomach at the thought of them and for a moment I can’t help but wonder, will things be different than last time?I get out of bed and ask, “Hey Seb… do
CharlotteI sit beside Maddox and Cassian sits across from me at the table. I can’t help but wonder if this will be our permanent seating arrangements at the table as long as we’re here. I know they plan to split up the packs, I also know that it will make some things more complicated, but it might also be best for all of us.I don’t know. I’m not sure how to feel.They aren’t fighting as much as they used to, but as the days go on it’s harder to remember my previous life. A small part of me wonders if I could’ve been overdramatic in my past life. A few quarrels between brothers here and there shouldn’t be too bad.I pick at the salad in front of me as we wait for our main course. We’re all quiet. No one knows what to say and how this dynamic is supposed to work.It was already awkward in here, but the moment the door opens and Alpha Ethan walks in, the whole atmosphere changes.He walks to his seat with Luna Anna trailing behind him. He takes a seat and some omegas scramble to bring
CharlotteIt’s hard to finish my food knowing that tonight I will be marked by my mates. I’m not fully sure if I’m ready for this step, but I know that the tension with their dad will get worse if I don’t comply so I want to get it over with.I’m just grateful that they seem respectful towards the whole ‘no sex’ thing right now. Then again, I can vaguely remember the sensational pleasures that I would get from being with them.There was a lot of things wrong with our relationship in my past life, but sex was not one of them.Once we all finish our meal, Cassian looks at me and asks, “So, what now, Charlotte?”Maddox looks at me as they both wait for my answer. I swallow the lump in my throat and say, “Well, now, I suppose I should go out with one of you so we can get more bonded and mark one another. Then… I’ll go out with the other one.”They both look to one another before asking, “Who goes first?”They look at me as they wait for me to make the decision which makes things a hundred
CharlotteI’m beginning to understand why most couples have intercourse whenever they mark each other. The piercing white hot pain that courses through my body is unbearable, but I also know that if I was in the throes of passion then it would help ease the pain just a little bit.There’s a fine line between pain and pleasure.I can feel Cassian’s lips on my face as he peppers me with kisses and tries to help me through the pain, but I don’t think he can help me through it. How could he? There’s nothing I can do but force myself to breathe and try to get through it.Eventually, I blink away the pain and his face comes into focus. His forehead is creased with concern and he asks, “Are you alright, Char?”I nod my head slowly, “I’ll be okay, thanks Cassian.”He nods his head in response and then after a moment he looks back at the view and murmurs, “I suppose I should take you back.”He moves to get up, but stops when I say, “Wait!”He looks at me with concern shining in his amber colo
CharlotteIt’s like I’m not in control of my own body.I wasn’t planning on kissing Maddox, not like this. But suddenly, my arms are wrapped around his neck, his lips are pressed to get mine, and I have the urge to slip my tongue into his mouth and taste every bit of him.My breasts are pressed against his chest and I can feel his length grow against me. Now I want to taste more than just his mouth.Arousal pools between my legs and I don’t know what has gotten into me. I swear, it’s like I’m in heat or something! Which, you know, that would be impossible for me considering the fact that I don’t have a wolf.Maddox’s hands roam down my back until he reaches my butt and gives it a firm squeeze making me gasp. At that moment he slipped his tongue into my mouth and I couldn’t help but moan into him.I clutch onto his shirt as my mind goes wild, but after a moment, he pulls away from me and breathes out. His eyes are closed as he says, “As much as I’m enjoying this and I don’t want to sto
MaddoxCharlotte stares at me with her wide cobalt blue eyes. She seems surprised by my words and I’m not sure why. She breathes out and asks, “What about Cassian?”My eyebrows furrow, I don’t understand why’s he needs to bring him up and I ask, “Well, what about him?”“How are we supposed to do this? You both want me for yourselves. I’m supposed to be Luna of two packs which honestly seems like an impossible feat… I just…” her voice trails off and she lets out a defeated sigh.Her shoulder slump, hair falls in front of her, and my eyes zero in on her perfect puckered lips. I want to capture them with mine and enjoy it forever. My fingertips brush against her cheek as I move her hair behind her ear. Her eyes flicker up to meet mine and her lips part open and suddenly, I’m in a trance. I couldn’t escape even if I wanted to.I lean into her and the moment her lips are against mine I know that I am a goner for her. There is nothing I wouldn’t do to make her happy.If working with my idio
CharlotteI don’t know what has gotten into me! I don’t know if it’s the bond or him or what, but all I know is I have the desperate need for Maddox. I want to be intimate with him in every way imaginable. I want to be as close as possible.I’m his mate… I should stop running from him.I lean down to kiss him and his greedy lips eagerly meet mine. He quickly maneuvers me so that I’m lying flat on my back and he is hovering over me. He sits on his knees in front of me and spread my legs to be on either side. I watch him as he takes his belt off and my face feels hot as I stare at him.He unbuttons his pants and quickly takes them off before hooking his fingers into my bottoms and then sliding them off my legs. He lifts one of my legs up and starts kissing near my ankle. He slowly kisses up my leg until his face is at my pussy. His hot breath fans over it and goosebumps cover my body,His tongue moves up my slit and I can’t help but squeak in response. I’ve never experienced anything li
CharlotteMy entire day something just seems off. I don’t know how to explain it and I can’t exactly put my finger on it, but something about today is different.I feel like I’m going insane. I think that I died and have been rebirthed, but I’m doubting myself. Something about it… I don’t know. It just doesn’t sound like it could even be possible.All of my actions are normal, I do my chores, go to training, eat lunch, there’s nothing eventful going on. But… still.I’m so caught up in my thoughts that I don’t notice something sitting in the floor and I trip over it. Right before I hit the ground, a body comes in front of me and catches me. My eyes widen as I fall into the lap of Maddox Stark. The corner of his mouth twitches up into a smile as he asks, “Are you okay?”I slowly nod my head, staring into his eyes and suddenly, it all comes back.This isn’t my second chance at life… it’s my third.How is this possible?I push myself out of his arms as I remember the true monster that thi
CharlotteSebastian looks me up and down and his eyes shine with concern and he asks, “Are you okay, Char?”I can’t move my eyes from him, it’s like I’m seeing a ghost. The longer I don’t answer him the more concerned he looks and he asks, “Charlotte, what’s going on?”I shake my head slowly as I snap out of my thoughts and say, “No-nothing. I’m sorry, Seb, I just had a nightmare.”He nods his head, but looks at me skeptically and says, “Yeah, okay. How are you feeling? Your birthday is only two days away. How do you want to celebrate?”My birthday… my birthday is in two days.Something isn’t right. This isn’t how it’s supposed to be, but I don’t know how things should be. I had another life, I know I did. But it seems fuzzy and far away.But in my other life, I was already 18, I already found my mate… or well mates, I was mated to Alpha Cassian and Alpha Maddox Stark, the infamous Stark twins. We had been together for a couple of years, life was mostly miserable, they were the cause
CharlotteI want to scream, but I can’t. I want to call out through the mind link for Maddox to come save me, but it’s like I’m blocked from speaking to him.Raven pushes her arm in and grabs a fist full of my hair and yanks me out as she throws me to the ground. I cry out as she does this and then hear Cassian’s voice as he yells out, “What the hell is going on, Raven?”His footsteps hurry down the staircase and I turn to him and our eyes meet. He freezes upon seeing me and Raven says, “She knows, Cassian. She was spying on us.”I force words to come out of my mouth even though it feels like fear has a hold on me, “I didn’t hear anything, I swear.”Raven throws her hands up as she says, “Of course she’s going to tell you that! She doesn’t want you to know that she’s a little snoop. She’s going to tell Maddox and then what, Cassian?”His eyes move between the two of us, but he doesn’t come closer. He doesn’t try to help me off the floor and Raven spits out, “You know what we need to d
CassianI pace back and forth in my room. I’ve made the biggest mistake of my life… again! No one knows that Sebastian’s death was my fault in our past life. But in our last life, Maddox liked me and trusted me a bit more. He believed me when I told him that Sebastian had ill intentions, this time he is doubting me.I don’t know what I’m going to do. I want to hit a reset button.And, of course, she knew I would be feeling that way.Raven shows up out of nowhere and looks at me with a playful smirk on her lips as she says, “Hey there, how’d things go?”I roll my eyes and remark sarcastically, “Oh, it went fan freaking tastic! That’s why I’m in the same room as Charlotte right now and we’re finally consummating our relationship.”I sit on my bed with a huff and run my fingers through my hair before I ask, “Did it at least work?”Raven tilts her head to the side, her black her swaying as she does and says, “What do you think, Cassy?”The growl that rips from my chest sounds a lot harsh
CharlotteI don’t want to go anywhere with either of the twins. But I know I don’t have a choice.Maddox sat with me for awhile, he tried to give me an excuse a couple of times, but I shut him right up. I don’t want to hear his excuses. I want to know what happened and what he’s hiding from me.We sat for over an hour before Cassian joined us. His eyes flickered between us before he grumbled, “I have the office getting professional cleaned. You should both come back to the Lightning Pack and stay there.”I glare at him and he holds a hand out to help me up, but I refuse to take it. Once I’m on my feet I cross my arms and say, “I’m going back there because I have no other choice. Want to make this perfectly clear to both of you that I will not lie in the same bed as you.”Cassian huffs, “Understood.”Maddox tries to argue, “I don’t understand why I’m being punished when I wasn’t even apart of this. Charlotte, please, hear me out.”I snap, “I don’t want to hear you out! I told you about
CharlotteThis can’t be happening. Maddox promised me.But seeing him and Cassian both covered in blood with Sebastian’s dead body laying at their feet, I can’t help but scream in horror.Maddox stumbles over to me and reaches out as he says, “Charlotte, I can explain.”I step away from him as he gets closer. I shake my head, my jaw is dropped open, and my mouth is dry as I keep breathing in and out. I’m unable to calm down, this has to be a hallucination or something this can’t be real life!My eyes meet Maddox’s and I can see the concern in his look, but I feel no sympathy, I only feel anger. I growl out, “You did this. You promised me that you wouldn’t! You promised me that he would live!”He argues, “Charlotte, do you really think that if I was involved in this that I would risk you catching me in the act? I wasn’t apart of this! Please, trust me.”Tears blur my vision and my eyes flicker between both of the men and I notice how Cassian is alarmingly quiet. I shake my head as I sn
SebastianCassian’s eyes eventually turned back into their normal shade as realization seemed to overwhelm him and he knew who I was. He shakes his head and says, “Damn it, Sebastian! What the hell are you doing here?”I shouldn’t talk back to him, who in their right mind has an attitude when talking to a demon. I must not be in my right mind because I retort, “I could ask you the same question! Isn’t this your brother’s pack house? Your brother’s office?!”My eyes flicker down as I look at the demonic symbol in the center of the room. My eyebrows knit together as I look between Cassian and Raven. Raven looks to Cassian in a panic and states, “He knows too much, Cass.”His lips roll into his mouth as he nods and says, “I know, but what are we going to do?”She laughs, she really thinks he’s telling a joke. But suddenly, she sobers up and says, “Oh, you weren’t kidding. The answer is obvious, Cassian.”He crosses his arm and she looks at me with a wicked smile as she says, “We have to
RavenChaos, I thrive on it. I need it to live.Cassian finally approved the plan I had to set things right. He’s allowing is desperation to be the ‘favorite’ cloud his judgement for what’s really going on.He runs off with Charlotte and goodness, the girl really doesn’t seem to know what she’s doing. She’s like a lost little sheep that needs guidance.As I walk to the Thunderbolt Pack and make sure no one is there I can’t help put think, there’s no reason for you to worry little lamb, everything will go back to the way that it should be.I find Maddox’s office and lock the door behind me. This is one of the benefits to not having a true scent, no one will ever know that I was in here. I roll up his rug and look down at the floor. I can feel my power flourish through my fingertips and I close my eyes and smile as I relish in the feeling of power for just a moment.A slow breath escapes my lips and I smirk as I open my eyes.Time to get to work.CassianCharlotte’s busy with Clarissa
CharlotteThat was awkward. I feel like a complete failure from trying to meet and greet Roger and Sam. Hopefully things will get better as we move forward.As Sebastian and I walk to the Lightning Pack he looks at me and says, “So, I have to ask… what is with the get up?”I sigh as I look down at myself and question, “Does it really look that bad?”He lets out a hearty laugh then says, “I wouldn’t say that it looks bad, Char, but it doesn’t look like you. What’s going on?”“I was going to be introduced as Luna for the first time to Roger and Sam. I didn’t want them to think that I thought I was like better than them or something so I tried to dress down.”“And by ‘dressing down’ you thought you should act country? What was with your accent?”I throw my face into my hands out of embarrassment and I murmur, “I can’t believe I did that.”Sebastian chuckles, “You don’t need to worry about what anyone else thinks, Char. You’re perfect just the way you are and I’m sure that both of your ma