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BITTERSWEET PART 2: PANZER AND DEMI

Author: J. Tarr
last update Last Updated: 2023-07-03 22:03:43

Demi

My entire life has always been planned out for me; from the time I had to wake up, to what I had to eat right down to what I had to wear. Everything was a routine. I had to smile when instructed, had to reply to questions in a certain way, and laugh when instructed.

My mother set everything up for me. You would think my father was the leader since he’s Alpha, but no…my mother controlled him and used her influence to control everyone around her. I was nothing but a puzzle piece to her, so when she told me I’m being married off to another pack, it didn’t surprise me.

Routine and expectation were engraved right in my bones… so imagine how I felt when I found my mate in a man who wasn’t my husband.

My life changed three weeks ago when my wolf recognized Levi’s brother as my mate. Not only did it throw out the routine of my life, but immense guilt started setting in my heart. We had just gotten closer, and just planned to start a family—things were looking up.

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