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BITTERSWEET PART 1: GHOST AND GIANNA
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The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 1: GHOST AND GIANNA
Ghost/DivanI grew up with the scent of death and neglect around me and I grew up knowing I was never loved or wanted by both of my parents. When I would see other parents with their kids and how they were treated, it always left me wondering why mine were so different.Why did they hate me so much? What am I doing wrong?I tried to shrink myself so they wouldn’t notice I was there; be a ghost while they bathed in violence. But then my siblings came along and I could no longer do that. I had to be the parent and protect them…until the day my father snapped.How long did I lay in that house, covered in the blood of my siblings while knowing they were dead? How long did I wish to die along with them, to be gone from here and finally feel… free?There’s one scene I relive every night when I fall asleep; my father slitting their throats and forcing me to watch so I knew what was coming. The only problem is by the time he got to me, he was weakened from the drugs.The knife didn’t go deep.
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GiannaThe delicious aroma of roasted meat and vegetables fills the kitchen and I breathe in a long, content sigh. Today has been a pleasant day for me; I took a long walk around the pack forest alone and just allowed myself to appreciate the view.Divan woke up before I did and snuck out of my bedroom before I even woke up this morning. There was a slight tinge of anxiety in his scent, which made me realize he never intended on sleeping in my bed last night.I know I shouldn’t feel disappointed since we’ve gone months without speaking, but I can’t help it. Living here for months and living with someone who doesn’t even acknowledge you… it gets difficult. I try to be strong and advise the other women to give the men time, but I’m falling apart without anyone noticing. Shaking my head, I grab my glass of wine from the counter, take a sip and slip on some oven mitts to remove the roasting dish. I decided on a bit of comfort food today, and the carbs are just what I need. I can always
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GiannaSpending time with Divan last night felt like we broke the ice. After dessert, we spoke about unimportant things before he abruptly said goodnight. I have a feeling he started getting uncomfortable with being close to me, so he ran away.It’s sort of odd to know or to think that, Divan is the leader of this powerful group of infamous Gammas, and yet he might be scared of getting to know me better. I probably shouldn’t read too much into it. It’s not like I know him that well, anyway.Sighing, I lace up my running shoes and get to my feet. I don’t exercise much, but I do run to clear my mind. My wolf is a timid ‘lady’ who loves fighting and hates sprinting with me, so I’ve taken it upon myself to keep fit this way.After doing my warm-ups and stretches, I take a breath and start my run. This always used to help me think clearly in the past, so I’m hoping it has the same effect on me now. I set off at a comfortable pace, not allowing my mind to drift to anything, but the more I t
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Ghost/DivanHasretim. I was so wrapped up in Gianna and being close to her, that my true feelings came through without thinking. Thank fuck she doesn’t speak Turkish, or she would immediately have seen through me.I tried to keep my feelings neutral, tried to just clean her wounds and help her but how could I have predicted this? The softness of her skin, listening to her heartbeat, her sweet scent, and how she responded to my touch…Gianna is supposed to be afraid of me, not willingly offering herself up to be ruined.Running out the back, I sprint towards the back of the forest to clear my mind again, but for some reason, I find myself at the back of the main pack house. I suddenly see my wolf raising his head and nodding before he disappears again.I can’t even ask him why he’s brought me here because he won’t hear me, but as I’m about to leave again, I spot Luna Mia passing the upstairs window where I know the Alpha’s office is. Gritting my teeth, I know now why my wolf brought m
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GiannaI haven’t been able to sleep.Divan kissed me, he really kissed me and then left again while I stood with my heart in my throat and wondered what the hell just happened. Everything about our conversation felt so intense, the way we were finally letting out our truths and how I saw right through his lie.I draw my hand to my mouth and a small smile tugs at my lips as I remember the kiss. The feeling of his hands in my hair, the way it felt like he claimed me with a kiss alone…my entire body was on fire just from that one kiss.What will happen when we see each other tomorrow? Will we both be too awkward to speak about it? Knowing Divan, he’ll probably avoid it and run away from getting too close again, but I don’t want to be the one to do it, either.It needs to be addressed; I want to know where we stand.As I think this, the unmistakable sound of groaning echoes through the silent house and it sends a shiver up my spine. I sit up in bed, straining my ears, and dread seeps into
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Ghost / DivanShe’s looking up at me expectantly, waiting for me to say or do something when I never prepared myself for taking things this far. Gianna’s scent in my bed, the way she helped me through one of the worst night terrors I’ve had in a long time; it made me lose all reason.Now I’m on top of her, inside of her with the taste of her blood like honey on my tongue.“Divan?” she says in a breathless voice and reaches out to touch my face. “Are you okay?”I lay my head on her chest and breathe out a sigh, trying to get my thoughts together without hurting her feelings. I’ve come this far. There’s no way I can turn back now… it wouldn’t be fair on her.“I’m just… overwhelmed right now,” I admit, breathing out a long sigh and then looking back up at her. “I just need a moment.”She nods, because why wouldn’t she? Gianna is the most gentle person I know; even if she were hurting, she’d never show it. I rest my forehead against hers while allowing her heartbeat to anchor me.I can fe
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GiannaEden looks at Divan and me with wide eyes as she opens her front door. “Hey! What are you two doing here?” she exclaims, and I can see the questions in her eyes. She’s going to want the full play-by-play and every little dirty detail, even if it’s mortifying for me. I hold up the plastic container of cookies. “I made too much of this and thought you might like them,” I say, and the way her face lights up at the mention of food makes me nearly laugh out loud.“I don’t know whether to feel offended or happy,” she says with a giggle, then she holds the door open for me. “Would you two like to come in for a cup of—”“Gianna,” Divan suddenly says, interrupting her, and I turn to look at him. “I apologize, both of you, but I need to go. Alpha Nikolaos asked me to meet him at the pack house immediately.”A shiver runs up my spine when I notice the warmth has left his eyes; this must be serious.“Of course, I understand,” I say and touch his upper arm lightly. “I’ll see you at home.”
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Divan/GhostAs soon as Alpha Nikolaos called me to come see him, I knew something was wrong. Isaac and Romano have been out on a mission, with Liam following shortly after. They’ve never been gone this long for something as small as a hostage situation.I stand at attention in the Alpha’s office while he’s on a call, my heart thudding against my chest. It charges the atmosphere with tension, as he seems to be speaking with his brother, Alpha Bastien, in Greek. Fuck, I hope this isn’t that serious. But that hope is squashed when he ends the call and Levi walks in, looking confused. What the fuck, even he was called?Alpha Nikolaos’ voice cut through the noise in my mind, commanding our attention. He leans with both his hands on the desk in front of him and sighs.“We’ve received critical intel about a rescue mission in the volatile and war-torn region we were investigating. It’s a high-risk operation that demands both of you be present. Sorry Ghost but this calls for you as well,” he
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The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
Epilogue Armata / Levi Six months have passed since Calista and I tied the knot, and now it’s time to take her home to my pack. I can sense her nervousness as we drive toward the estate, her hands fidgeting slightly. I reach over, taking her hand in mine, giving it a reassuring squeeze. “Don’t worry, Princess,” I say, trying to ease her anxiety. “You’re going to fit right in. They’re going to love you.” She gives me a small, nervous smile. “I hope so, Levi. I just want to make a good impression.” “Where’s that kick-ass attitude from when I met you, hmm?” I tease her with a wink, and she hits my shoulder lightly. “Don’t make fun of me! This is all new to me, okay!” she says, biting her bottom lip. I sigh. “I know, baby, I’m just trying to make you smile.” As we approach the estate gates, I feel a familiar sense of homecoming. I squeeze Calista’s hand again as we drive through, her grip on my hand tightening slightly. When the car pulls up to the main pack house, my heart swells
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
CalistaAs Levi and I drive towards the hotel for our mini honeymoon, my mind races with a mix of emotions. I’m excited, of course, but also undeniably nervous. The idea of what’s to come, this new chapter with Levi, is both exhilarating and intimidating. Levi, with his rough edges and protective nature, has opened up a part of me I didn’t even know existed. He’s shown me that beneath the façade of the spoilt heiress, there’s a tenderness, a vulnerability that I’ve never exposed to anyone else.As we pull up to the hotel, it’s like stepping into a dream. The hotel is elegant and understated, its ambiance a perfect reflection of our relationship.Walking into the hotel room, I can feel my heart pounding in my chest. The room is beautiful, a perfect blend of luxury and comfort. The soft lighting and the plush bed seem to beckon us, promising a night of intimacy and connection.Levi pulls me close, his front to my back as his lips brushing against my ear. “Are you okay, Princess?” he wh
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
Armata / LeviThe day of our marriage officiation is a mix of nerves and understated excitement. Calista didn’t want anything big, which initially struck me as odd. She just wanted it to be a simple affair, something intimate and personal. In a way, it suits us – no grand gestures, just a true union of hearts and souls.Standing in the small, elegantly decorated room, a sense of anticipation courses through me. Today, Calista and I are taking a significant step forward, embarking on a journey fraught with challenges but one we’re both fiercely committed to.The door swings open, and Alpha Nikolaos strides in, his presence as commanding as ever. But it’s the man following him that stops me in my tracks – Liam; my brother, not by blood, but in every way that counts. We haven’t seen each other in months, and his appearance here, now, is both a shock and a profound relief.“Liam!” I exclaim, my voice a mix of disbelief and joy.“Fuck, Levi!” Liam responds, his voice echoing my own warmth.
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
CalistaClutching onto Levi as we sit in my father’s office, I feel a whirlwind of emotions raging inside me. My heart is still racing from the shock and relief of seeing him return, and the realization of how much I’ve missed him hits me like a tidal wave. I refuse to let go of his hand, needing his grounding presence as we face my father together.“Calista, Levi,” my father begins, his tone serious, “you both seem to have reached a decision.”I tighten my grip on Levi, my voice steady despite the tears that had just subsided. “Yes, we have. We accept the proposal.”My father’s gaze shifts to Levi, his expression scrutinizing. “Levi, you do understand that this means Calista will be leaving with you to join Alpha Nikolaos’ pack?”Levi meets my gaze for a brief moment, his eyes searching mine for any doubt. Turning back to my father, he replies with a firm resolve, “Yes, sir. We’re aware of what this entails, and we’re prepared for it.”My father leans back in his chair, his eyes neve
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
Armata / LiamRiding back towards the mansion, the steady roar of the bike beneath me is the only thing keeping my racing thoughts at bay. These past two weeks without Calista have been a relentless hell. Every day felt longer than the last, each moment stretching into an agonizing eternity. Being away from her didn’t just bring clarity; it fucking intensified everything I felt for her – every longing, every goddamn unspoken word.I replay our moments together in my head, over and over. Every laugh, every intense stare, every godforsaken time she looked at me and didn’t even realize how much she affected me. Being away from her wasn’t just about missing her physically – though I ached for that too – it was the profound, gut-wrenching yearning for the connection we have. The way she challenges me, pushes me, fucking complements everything I am..Every night away was a goddamn battle against the urge to just say ‘fuck it’ and come back to her. Lying awake in the cabin, I’d think about
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
CalistaThe following morning, I wake up with a sense of purpose, my mind clear and my decision made. I know what I want, and it involves Levi. Despite everything surrounding us, my heart is certain. I want to be with him, not because of any arrangement or obligation, but because of how I truly feel.As I get ready for the day, I can’t help but feel a flutter of excitement at the thought of seeing Levi, of telling him my decision. I wonder how he’ll react, whether he’ll share my feelings, whether this could be the start of something beautiful and real between us.Heading down to breakfast, I expect to see Levi waiting for me, as has become our routine. But instead, I find Marcus, one of Levi’s men, standing by the door.“Good morning, Marcus. Where’s Levi?” I ask, trying to hide my disappointment.Marcus seems a bit uncomfortable, shifting on his feet. “Good morning, Miss Calista. I’m not sure where Levi is. He asked us to accompany you for the day.”My heart sinks a little. “He’s no
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
Armata / LeviAs Calista dresses and heads back towards the mansion, a sense of foreboding settles over me. Watching her walk away, a part of me wants to follow, to keep her close. But I know she needs this space, this time to think and decide for herself.I stand there for a moment longer, lost in thought. The simplicity and honesty of our interaction in our wolf forms, it’s a stark contrast to the complexities of our human lives. Out here, in the wild, things are clear, primal. But back there, in the world of duties and expectations, everything is muddled.Turning away from the path she took, I take a deep breath, trying to clear my head. I need to think, to plan. Whatever Calista decides about us, about her father’s proposal, it will change things. And I need to be ready for that.I take out my phone, contemplating calling Liam again. He’s been a grounding presence in the chaos of my emotions. But I decide against it. This is something I need to work through on my own.As I walk ba
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
CalistaTwo days have passed since that conversation with my father and Levi, and the weight of their words still presses heavily on my heart. In need of clarity and space to think, I find myself drawn to the edge of the forest, where the natural world always seems to offer solace.I stop at a secluded spot, away from prying eyes. The transformation is something that always brings me a sense of power and freedom. I close my eyes, feeling the familiar tingling sensation as my body begins to change. My bones shift and reform, my senses heighten, and my skin gives way to a thick, white fur. The transformation is swift, a fluid transition from human to wolf.As my white wolf form takes over, I feel a release from the human complexities that have been burdening me. I take a deep breath, the scents of the forest filling my nostrils, and I begin to run.The ground feels different under my paws, more alive, as I dart through the trees. The wind rushes past me, and I relish in the freedom and
The Lycan Kingpin's Captive: A Baby For The Beast BITTERSWEET PART 3: ARMATA AND CALISTA
Armata / LeviI watch Calista walk away, her figure retreating into the distance of the house. The conversation we just had with her father lingers in my mind, a storm of emotions and possibilities. Needing a moment to myself, I head outside to patrol, a routine that offers a semblance of normalcy amid the chaos.Standing under the open sky, I pull out my phone, my thumb hovering over a contact I haven’t reached out to in a long time.The one person who might understand the turmoil I’m feeling. I hesitate, my mind racing with doubts. We haven’t spoken much since... everything happened. I know I shouldn’t bother him, but right now, he’s the only one who might understand.Finally, I dial his number, the familiar ringing echoing in the silent night. When he answers, his voice is laced with surprise. “Levi?”I take a deep breath, trying to steady my voice. “Hey, Liam. Yeah, it’s... it’s been a while, I know.”He laughs, a sound that eases some of the tension in my chest. “You could say t
