The heartbreak

Elva woke up and found herself in her bedroom, she was back home, not even knowing how she got here. The memories flashed on her head and she felt a tug on her poor heart, her throat was in so much pain that it was so hard to swallow.

She sat up, bringing her legs to her chest, she buried her face there sobbing silently. 

The door to her room was pushed open, a masculine and well built man entered, he went to sit beside her."El my dear" he rubbed her hairs that scattered over her covering her small figure. 

His daughter was facing her first heartbreak so he could understand how much painful it must be for her. Elva lifted her head and threw herself in her embrace. "Dad! it  hurts," she sobbed "it hurts so much that I feel like dying."

David patted her back slowly "Shhh, I know honey, I know how much it hurts," this made her cry even more, gripping on his shirt. 

"But with time it's going to stop, It would feel numb, I'm so sorry baby" he too couldn't believe what happened. 

His relationship with his current alpha was so strong because they thought their children were going to be mates. They  got worried when they both passed by the teenage phase without any reaction but they still hoped it would happen someday. 

Only to be dissapointed, he doesn't really care about the mate thing but for his daughter instead, just how much pain she must be in right now?.

Thank God her friend Aria called him yesterday and informed him about the situation. He left all his work and rushed to search for his daughter.

In that cold snow where she might have gone to, she didn't even have her wolf yet, what would save her from the brutal cold. The place wasn't called Bloody Snowden for no reason, the cold temperature is deadly there.

He was relieved when he found her still breathing and brought her back home.

Elva skipped college the next day, not because she was sick but she didn't know how to face everyone there, the humiliation she was put in was so traumatic,  but most importantly she didn't want to run into Zack and and his mate, not yet.

She still have to talk to her heart and make it understand that Zack doesn't belong to her anymore.  She locked herself in her bedroom not wanting anybody to bother her, not even her parents. 

She just kept crying, going to sleep, wake up and repeat until night time when her mother came to knock on her door again.  "Elva honey," she continued to knock anxiously.  "Mom go away please" she replied and pulled a pillow to block her head from the noise. 

"Honey please, open up already, you've been in there for a day now" complained Mrs Rowland with a broken tone, her daughter hasn't even eaten anything since morning, she kept shooing her away whenever she came to call for her.

"El it me!" That familiar voice made her dried up tears stream out again.  "GO AWAY!" She shouted and threw the pillow from her head, banging the door hard. There was a short silence before Aria spoke again. 

"Okay I'll go! I was just worried and came to check on you, " Aria paused taking deep breathe "look, I'm not gonna talk about Zack and Jena because it's not even my place to do so, I came here as your best friend and fuck! Just because that asshole has found his mate doesn't mean it is the end of the world Elva! Get the hell out of there and forget about him! I want my sexy bitch back, Elva!" 

Her voice broke and shattered with sobs, she felt bad for her and the fact that Jena is her cousin made her feel even more guilty. 

Soon the door was opened, it revealed Elva in tears, looking like a dead corpse, they hugged and sobbed together, Elva's mother had to coax both of them to stop crying before she left them alone to talk. 

She even brought some food asking Aria to make her eat before she leaves. 

"Girl, you look like a zombie and all for what? That jerk? Come on you are way too worthy than this" said Aria as she brushes her hairs, trying to cheer her up.

Seated on her dressing table, eating slowly, Elva smiled faintly.

She was relieved that Aria was there, at least she didn't ditch her too because Jena was her sister. She was grateful that at least this one important person to her was here with her, sharing her sorrows today. 

They talked for a while, Aria hinted to her about today's sessions before going away. Actually Derrick came to pick her up, turns out the two of them planned to visit her together today but he got an emergency. 

Although Aria's words were harsh for someone who just got broken, she knew she was doing it for her. She knew she was telling the truth.

For how long would she stay hiding in her room? She wasn't one to run away from problems, she faced them instead!.

She is Elva, the beta's strong daughter! She kept motivating herself on her way to college. 

Unlike every other day, she parked her bike but didn't walk to her gang and walked straight past them.

Zack was there, with Jena in her arms, all touchy and lovey dovey. She fisted her hands on her bag telling herself not to let it get to her head.

He didn't even gaze at her direction so why should she feel nervous? She didn't do anything wrong! Her only mistake was to love a wrong person, and it was normal thing in their realms to have a mate so it wasn't entirely anybody's fault. 

She walked past the corridors, all those ridiculing and mocking eyes were like a stab to her heart, some were even pointing fingers at her and laugh at her for what happened. 

She tried to turn deaf ear and entered to her session, although she couldn't get anything on today's session she still tried to concentrate. 

Her mind flooded with laughters and whispers around her, even if somebody laughed for something else she felt like they were laughing at her.

She rushed out of the class, rejecting Aria to go and have lunch with her and went to the washroom, locking herself in one of the stalls, panting for air, she felt like her lungs were burning.

But there seems to be nowhere peaceful at the college, she escaped mud only to step on a poop. Even in the washroom, she was the hot topic.

She held her head and screamed out loud, making the students quite, ask themselves who it was. She kicked the stall door open and glared at them with her moisty eyes.

They stepped back caught red handed, without a word she ran out of the washroom. 

"Oh my! That scared me!" Said on of the two students pressing her hand on her chest, she was holding her breath since the moment Elva came out of the stall, giving them deadly stare.

"Me too, she is so scary, let's get out of here" they washed their hands and quickly walked away not wanting to run  into her again, who knows what she was going to do to them with such a state of mind. 

After a couple turns and running within the corridors and stairs of the large college, she found herself heading to the library. Thank God it was lunch time now so only a few students were around, even the library monitors were gone for a lunch break. 

She walked silently and made her way to the end of the book shelves, it was a little bit dark there so it would be hard for anyone to notice her. She sat down, her back leaning on the bookshelf and started to cry.

The world was so cruel to her she can't even cry in peace, she had to hide herself to vent out her depressions. She bit her lower lip hard and cried in silence not wanting to bring anymore attention to herself, at least not here.

She rubbed her eyes at times and blow her nose with her handkerchief and then resume to cry. She wanted to let it all out today because tomorrow,  she decided she would be somebody else.

Maybe she was wrong, she wasn't as strong as she said at all, she can't even stand the critics of her fellow students. She wiped her tears, feeling so weak and the most worst person in the whole world. 

For once, even for once she wanted  to be in control of her body and emotions again, she can't keep going like this.

"Would you prefer a punch bag or tissues would be sufficient for you?" came a familiar cold voice startling her up, she raised her head and her eyes widened. The masked senior was there sitting leisurely on the opened window of the library. 

"Whe ....when did you get here?" She stuttered and got up to her feet quickly, wiping her tears and rubbing her hands on her pants.