CHRISTINA.The raging noises through the wall was what brought me to a halt. The person yelling sounded a lot like Rafael and his voice was followed by the slamming of a door that shook the entire building."What do you think you're doing?!" He yelled at the top of his voice, throwing what sounded like a punch. I made my way around the corridor and came to a halt right in front of the door which had somehow bounced open, leaving a partition from where I could see him.It was a vengeful altercation between him and his brother. Although I knew neither of them, I wasn't a stranger to the news and the gossips that spread around the pack about them. Rafael was the first to grasp Lucien by his collar, throwing across the wall and into a pillar. He seemed so furious like he wanted to kill Lucien in that moment.His anger was evident in his eyes."What do you want with Kayla?" Rafael yelled and Lucien raised his head, struggling to stand to his feet but the king didn't allow him so much time
APRIL.“Come with me!” I immediately clinched my sister’s hands, grabbing her behind a door. A million questions raced through my mind all at once and I wanted to make sure I’d heard correctly. “Is Kayla pregnant?” I asked her and Christina was so fearful in her eyes.You could tell she was burdened by the unwillingness to say the truth.“Tell me, Christina” I grasped the collar around her neck and pushed her into the wall. “You weren’t even supposed to be speaking to her. I told you to stay away from her after you claimed she fell ill” I said and then my eyes widened in realization.“She fell ill—“ I echoed. “Now that makes sense, I fear.” I muttered beneath my breath and Christina struggled until she broke free from my hands.“She was ill” She admitted.“She was ill and I had to help her. Not everyone finds it easy to turn their backs against the whole world like you do, April” She yelled in my face and it was the first time I’d heard Christina shout so much. I freed my hands from
KAYLA.It was in the earliest hours of the morning that I heard the door click open. My eyes snapped almost as fast as my feet rose to the ground because I knew it was him even before I saw him. His gentle scent serenading the room and it was sickening how hard I tried to be mad.To stay mad at him.“Kayla” He finally appeared with his hands in front of him and I fell quiet, not even sobbing because there was only so much tears that could fall from my eyes. Both our own locked into each other with the pain and the overbearing emotions that built up from the last few days.And it was an intense few seconds before I finally turned away.“Can we just talk, Kayla?” Rafael whispered, desperately trying for it not to end in another argument but by the look across my face, I made sure he knew that I was done. “Leave” I muttered, forcing the words out of my mouth but he went against them, inching closer instead and his hands clawed around the bars that separated us. I wondered if he could ju
TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE.RAFAEL - SEVEN YEARS AGO. “Come on, Rafael!” Gerald’s voice brought my feet to a halt and I fell to my knees, breathing heavily. “Oh you’ve got to be kidding me” He snarled, running his hands through his hair before turning back to me.“You’re going to need to run a lot faster if you plan on beating Lucien in the challenge” He added and the sweat that dripped from the sides of my face could fill a bucket. I chugged a bottle of water before looking back at him. My beta, Gerald had dedicated his entire day to train me for the battle against my brother.Last week, Lucien had announced his intention to challenge me for the Alpha kinship title. That when Carlos’ reign was over, he would take charge as the leader of the pack. It came as a shock at first even though a lot of us probably saw it coming since his outrage the first time I was announced as heir instead of him.Carlos was like a father to the both of us and he raised us to even call him one. He raised
RAFAEL. Then came a few years later while I was hunting with Gerald, I saw her again but this time from the foot of the hill that held up her packhouse. She looked so much older now, tendering to the flowers in her garden and I took a picture. From one picture, to two and to three. Each time I was around there, I would search for her and wouldn’t leave until I saw her—until I was sure she was safe. But then came a night that I happened to be close to her and saw for myself, the treacherous ways they treated her like she was worse than an animal.There was a man who pushed her to the ground and struck her sides with the heel of his shoe. It took everything to restrain myself from saving her, even as I saw her struggling to breathe. I could hear her cries and I could feel it even inside of me. It was like an unexplainable bond which ignited my need to save her from them.I knew with the way she was treated, it wouldn’t take her long to try to kill herself again and what if I wasn’t ar
KAYLA.I keep a lot of things to myself.It was the way I grew up—without really having anyone but my journal to talk to and when even that was gone, I was left with nothing. My mind was accustomed to hold these many secrets I burdened it with and my heart was no longer willing to open up to anyone after everything. I was barely living throughout my whole childhood, I was only surviving. And the closest thing I was to feeling anything at all was the pain from all the torture and the guilt from the fact that I killed my own mother and I remember hearing repeatedly in my head that I didn't deserve this life—I didn't deserve to live.Many people told me that so many times that it registered in my brain and haunted me in my nightmares and daydreams. I was suffocating and still, no one to talk to. Jumping off the cliff wasn't the hardest part, it was finally caving in to the voices in my head.It was walking all the way there and thinking killing myself was the only way out of this. I hat
KAYLA.“You should walk faster if we’re going to get somewhere before morning” Lucien threw a look over his shoulders back at me and I diverted my eyes from the pictures in my hands. We walked through Manila forest in the dead of the night and he was just a few meters ahead of me.Although, he paused in that second to snatch what was in my hands.“What are you looking at?” His eyes fell on the photographs before rolling them to the back of his head. “Give me that!” I fought back as he burst into a soft chuckle a second later. “I’m sorry but this one is just plain hilarious—“ He stretched out one of them and I got a hold of it.“This is an interesting angle too, I’ll give him that” I brushed his shoulders and his laughter died down. Lucien trailed behind and I could foresee how insufferable this journey was about to be with him here. Although I never saw more than a smirk across his lips, it was harder to believe that the sound of his chuckles were even more infuriating.“Where are we
KAYLA.“You know maybe he has his reasons” Lucien muttered, sitting by the edge of the cliff and looking over the forest. I paced behind him, before coming to a halt some distance away. “Take it from someone who knows how obnoxious and spontaneous Rafael can be sometimes” Lucien looked back and when our eyes met, I didn’t know why he was defending him.“It’s one thing to destroy my home but it’s another thing to not tell me about it. He’s had so long but these secrets keep piling up. I don’t think they’ll ever stop, Lucien—“ There was a crack in my voice. “I deserved to know. I deserved to know there was nothing left for me. You know giving up everything was the hardest thing I had to do but I comforted myself by thinking at least I still had my home, my little garden that when everything is over, I could return to” I whispered to him even though I didn’t expect Lucien to understand.But there was a sense of thoughtfulness behind his eyes while tears streamed from mine. A short silen