Valerian's POV I sighed and turned to leave but stopped when she suddenly spoke out. "I..?" "Yes?" I inquired curiously, anxious to hear what she wanted to say. "I just remembered I saw a lady with a white dress dripping red walk into the room in the left wing. I just remembered because she said she didn't want to be disturbed by anyone." "Which room?" "The third." I thanked her and made my way to the part of the building she described. As I was walking, I was thinking about Elena and the back and forth that we have been having ever since I brought her here. To be honest, I was a little bit tired myself. It was becoming an almost every time occurrence that something would happen to drive us apart just when we started becoming close... and it would be so easy to just give up like that, but something kept me going. My father used to regale me with his stories of my mom, back then when he was still accessible. He would tell me about the trials they had to face before they could b
Elena's POVInwardly, I gasped when Valerian opened himself up to me. Showed me his gifts and abilities, the sheer skill it took to seamlessly form a pathway between two minds and not only communicate but share feelings and emotions.When I was able to grasp the depth of the emotion he felt for me, tears pricked the back of my eyes and my throat felt scratchy."Valerian….." I gasped out, overcome with emotion and his beautiful eyes opened to look at me, all his love shining through. I didn't know how or what to feel, especially when he has opened himself up to me like this, made himself vulnerable and I'm still keeping secrets from him.Secrets I know would hurt him when he eventually finds out. Which is why I must leave now, no matter how painful it would be to us both.I knew that Zayn and Ethan would stop at nothing to get me back, that little stunt they pulled earlier just confirmed it. If I was being truthful to myself, I think all that they've been doing so far had made me real
Valerian's POVI HAD a sinking feeling in my chest that I shouldn't have left Elena all by herself, especially at that critical moment when she felt what she was about to do was the right thing.I probably shouldn't have blurted out that I wanted her to marry me but I felt like I was going to lose her, and at that moment I was blindingly grasping for anything to make her stay.But Jared said it was important, which turns out that it was a minor security issue he thought was related to her mates but it wasn't.However, I still stayed a while and waited despite my whole body protesting to run back to Elena and finish what we started if she might still be thinking of leaving but I sensed my men needed me more here. Especially right now, with how topsy-turvy everything has been since the incident at the party.It came at the wrong time. When we were just getting our footing back after...after what happened to my father, and now this.Jared and I were still running points on how the blood
Valerian's POV "How serious is it? Is it harmful? Is it something that could affect her health? Will she-" The questions spewed from my lips as my panic ratcheted up a notch the longer I spoke. Doc held up his hand to stop the rapid flow of questions, a sympathetic look on his face. "There's no need to work yourself up just yet." He says before placing a hand on my shoulder. "I'll need to go through the results though before I could give you a conclusive answer." "How long will that take?" I inquired. He thoughtfully looked to the side, his gaze drawn in with a faraway look. "Give me a couple of hours, I should be done." I clasped his forearm in a handshake, and drew him in in a kind of bro hug, letting our shoulders touch briefly before I let go. "Thank you." I watched him walk down the hallway, and move forward to watch Elena through the small see-through glass on the door. I wanted to be close to her but I didn't want to stay by her side feeling helpless as I waited for her
Elena's POVNOTHING quite compares to a near-death experience. Nobody explains to you how you're feeling after the ordeal is perfectly normal or tells you how to go about the after-process.I had an out-of-body experience that, trust me, I never want to have again. How bizarre was it that I could hear and see everything that was happening around but I just couldn't find a way to respond. It was like I was trapped in my body. With no way out. Then when I felt myself slowly lose grasp on reality and hold on to this world, it was deeply upsetting and frightening. Even though I'd prayed several times for the bliss of death, nothing ever prepares me for that journey.It was all shades of weird and scary. I guess this was a sign that I should take things happening in my body more seriously.After I had 'woken' up, and had all the proper checks done to me to make sure I was okay, apart from the slight worry that I couldn't feel my wolf which they said was normal for now everything was perf
Elena's POVIt had been a long time since I participated in a pack gathering and usually, I wouldn't like to participate in one I wasn't familiar with, but I knew sooner or later I would have to suck it up and approach Valerian. I guess that time is here.After the whole incident which of course made me abandon my earlier plans of leaving the city to another so Zayn and Ethan wouldn't have them anymore on their radar, I've found myself in a constant state of anxiety.Unable to sleep for fear of what happened earlier repeating itself, my hands shook so badly whenever I wanted to eat that I just gave up the whole thought of eating altogether. That meant I hadn't eaten for a while.When I couldn't take it any longer because initially, I had thought I could keep it in, I resolved to seek Valerian or anyone I felt was in a better position to talk to.As it so turns out, he wasn't around in the house after an exhausting search for him. I found out that he had gone out to an event in the cit
Elena's POVAfter Andromeda calmly dropped that bombshell on us, everyone went their respective ways in silent confusion. I could see Jared and Valerian in the corner furiously whispering to each other, probably about me but I didn't care. Jared is not exactly my number-one fan at the moment.Valerian however over the past few days has been more accommodating, always checking on me. If he didn't do it lovingly, I would have felt smothered but I wasn't.I had taken some time away from everyone after what I heard from Andromeda to just think. Think about what I was going to do now, where my life would go from here. I needed to grow a spine and ask myself the difficult questions I didn't want to be confronted with. Once again, I didn't like the way my life would go would be determined by others, and for once I wanted to steer it how I wanted. However, I might like it or not Valerian and I know we're bonded and I had to face that fact. Not bonded in the true sense of soulmates, but from
Elena's POVWe stumble into his room, our lips still fused but he breaks us apart so he could set me down and remove my heels. He took so much time caressing my feet- which was lovely but...All the while, I simply want to strain the extra inch and press and press my lips to his. I want to kiss him as hard as I can."Elena…" he pulls back just enough to peer into my eyes. "Are you sure?"I nod, giving him the go-ahead, not trusting myself enough to speak right now.His hands slide over my neck, then my shoulders. I can't pretend my flesh doesn't tingle beneath his touch. His fingers press into my skin when he can no longer hold back the desire. His need to claim me is just as strong as my need to be taken. It's like a veil has been lifted and I can see everything so clearly now.When his head darts forward and his mouth covers mine, I melt like ice under a flame, clawing at him like a wild animal. This is the only time I can feel calm when he's kissing me. When his hands roam my body
Ethan's POV I jerked awake out of the darkness with a deep gasp, clutching my heart which felt like it was going to jump right out of my chest.I felt my chest knit itself back slowly in my chest, and I felt the faint sharp cut still worrying me."What do you remember? Can you hear me?" Someone asked, leaning and blocking the light, which upset me. And of the three men, one guy came close being brave to check on me.I remember his cute, innocent eyes peering at me...I loved when those same eyes were bleeding with fear.I tried to raise my other hand only for the hand to stubbornly refuse my command, the other hand however have graduated enough to learn movement.Before even the next morning, I had already learned about the major languages in the country and can strangely pronounce them.My body and joints felt very awkward like they weren't mine and it took some getting used to.I moved forward, my muscles grinding against my bone, creating a very unpleasant experience.I wanted to s
Valerian's POV Ethan was so caught up in what he was doing that he didn't hear me coming in time and only turned back at the last minute.I rushed towards his knees, tackling him to the floor.I raised my fists and brought them down on his nose, breaking it with a sick crack.I lunged again but he dodged, rolling to the side and I lost my balance."Why. Won't. You. Fucking. Die?" He banged my head against the floor harder with each word he uttered as he tightened his hand on my head.I reach out to hit him but He rolls and leaps to his feet kicking me in my stomach. I curl into a ball as fresh pain blooms in my stomach as the kick reopened the wound. He didn't care, kicking me harder, so much so the force made me fly backward hitting the window and shattering the glass to pieces.I was so badly hurt that I didn't move after I slumped to the floor, just moaning in pain."Fucking pathetic prick." He spat, stumbling to his feet, and walked drunkenly towards Elena. She scrambled back,
Valerian's POV My heart was in my throat as we sped back to the city, all the while inside my mind I was beating myself up for not seeing everything they had planned out sooner.I should have known it was all a setup.I've heard stories about how sick those men were and I can only imagine the twisted and depraved things they were doing to my pack mates, people who right now were looking up to me for help….and I let them down."You'll drive yourself crazy if you don't stop." Jared came to stand beside me where I was fidgeting. I couldn't keep calm, eager to get back home and fight."I can't stop!" I hissed, whirling around to turn furious eyes at him. "It's all my fault that this is happening. I was in such a hurry to get to Elena, I rushed in blindly avoiding a lot of blinking red flags.""Blaming yourself won't help our people, pulling yourself together will."Due to my whole display in the woods, everyone kept away from me giving me a wide berth.I didn't like messy killings prefer
Somewhere on the outskirts of Red Sun Hill CityZayn's POV The soft rays of the early morning sun were filtering through the clouds and I moved around impatiently, waiting for the signal.We were all gathered here since yesterday, camping in their backyard. It was quite hard to conceal this large number of people from the city's radar but our people on the inside helped with that, diverting any attention away from us."What's the status?"I spoke into the earpiece I'd wired into my ear for easy communication, while one eye was on my mate. She was by Ethan's side, her head swept to the side to display her collar which was a symbol of our ownership. "It's a go, sir." A voice squeaked over the earpiece, quite difficult to hear but I easily got the message since it was what I'd been waiting to hear all day.Immediately I signaled to the Alpha for them to kick into action, then called Trent to the side.He jogged over to meet me, decked in his battle gear with several daggers and a knife
Valerian's POV "Hey," Jared calls out and I turned from where I was on the balcony to stare at him, watching his long legs eat up the space before he crossed over to where I was."Heard anything from her yet?" It had taken him a few hours but he healed from the wound, and after being placed on mandatory bed rest he was back to his normal jovial self.The search was still out for Ruby but I doubt we would catch her, I had a feeling she was long gone.I turn back, looking down at the activities taking place below.I was at the Court for some meetings- which seems never ending recently - and also because I needed to think. Being clouded by Elena's things and her scent in the house wasn't helping me think clearly.I had needed to come to a fast decision on what to do, either to forget about Elena and try to move on with my life or to fight like hell for her.I was quite torn about it for a while, the natural instincts as Alpha to protect my pack weighing heavily against my selfish desir
Ethan's POV"I've been thinking," Zayn announced out of the blue, gesturing for us to take a walk down the line of trees by the cabin away from prying eyes. "About what?” I ask, watching two birds tweeting at each other.“Elena.” The sound of her name was like a blaring alarm which caused me to look up at Zayn.“What happened to her?” I think back to the unconscious woman lying on the floor a few feet away from where we stood.“I want us to perform the mating ceremony today.” He informs me, not looking anywhere near me.“That’s sudden,” I turned to look at him. “what caused the change?” “If she’s mated with us, she would truly become one with us in every aspect physically and up here” he tapped the side of his head looking fierce. “she won't be able to hide anything.""You're not giving her the choice?"We might have not been the most loving of mates but there are some lines I do consider extreme, we are mates but performing the mating ceremony has to be the choice of both people i
Ethan's POV I watched Zayn down drink after drink of alcohol, trying to blot out whatever he was feeling.When he first found out, he yelled, raged, and raked for the longest time until I thought he wouldn't stop.I totally understood why she would do that, she was a simple creature that just wanted love and to be loved, unfortunately, she got saddled with the wrong people but what made Zayn so angry was that she was going to take our child away from him.I opened the door quietly and looked at where Elena lay unconscious on the floor with the mark on her thigh.Zayn had rubbed wolfsbane into the wound to ensure that it didn't heal properly, even if it did heal, it would ensure that his name would forever be branded on her thigh.I had initially wanted to stop him thinking that that would be too much and it would definitely make her hate him all the more, but then I understood that he was hurt and he needed to lash out, in whatever form.After he stomped out still angry, his marks on
Elena's POV I was rudely awakened when someone dragged me out of bed in the morning by thrusting the covers back, letting the chill of the morning air kiss my skin, and winding their hand around my arm, pushing me out. I blinked my eyes several times to clear the grogginess and focus on the brick of a man dragging me away, my night dress flapping around my feet. I whimpered when my bare foot stubbed on a table, effectively clearing the sleepiness from my eyes and the man turned to look at me and I realized it was Zayn. I sagged in his hold with relief and looked up at his face. "Za-yn slow down!" I shrieked when he increased his pace. He rounded the corner, his long legs eating up the floor and I hurried behind him walking twice as fast to keep up. He almost ran down the stairs, still dragging me without paying any attention to me or even stopping. If I thought my words were going to convince him to let up, boy was I wrong, because if anything he started to walk faster. "Zay-n! P
Valerian's POV "Someone get me, Jared!" I yelled to the entire room not speaking to anyone in particular, raking my hand through my hair in agitation. I've been trying to get across to him but to no avail. We were supposed to meet up this morning but he wasn't picking up at all and after a while, the calls were going to voicemail. I was getting worried, it was not like him to dismiss an important meeting without cause. "Sir." Someone called my attention to the front and I turned in that direction, meeting one of the younger shifter's earnest gaze. "I've tracked his phone as you suggested, its location is still pinging that it's at his house. 'So why wasn't he picking up the phone?" I mutter to myself. Then I picked up my keys and dashed out of the room like my tail was on fire. The beta assigned to drive me today saw me rushing out of the building and standing up in a hurry, to jump into the vehicle but I paid him no heed, rounding to the driver's side and I sped off without lo