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The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 06: She's Back
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Last Updated : 2024-10-01The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 07: Healer
Chapter 07: HealerAs I stepped out of the door, I was greeted by three women. Two of them smiled, gazing at me with awe, while the third stared at me with a serious expression.Three unfamiliar faces. I pressed my lips together and steadied myself. Slowly, I walked toward them with the chauffeur following behind.I stopped right in front of them. They all bowed their heads in respect, and I nodded. "Welcome to our humble kingdom, my lady. His majesty, Reagan, has given us the honor of greeting you, Lady Selina."I couldn’t tell if I imagined it, but something in her tone seemed odd when she uttered the name Selina. Perhaps it reminded her of someone. A faint, secretive smile crept onto my lips as I watched.I'm glad to know that they haven’t completely forgotten the woman who bore their prince. But truthfully, I wish they had. It would be easier that way.I cleared my throat and looked at them. "It’s my pleasure to be here," I said flatly. They nodded. "The king won’t be able to see
Last Updated : 2024-10-05The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 08: Monster Like You
Chapter 08: Monster Like You The silence was deafening me. The table was filled with food, yet the atmosphere felt so tense, making it hard to breathe. The silence was broken only when Giselle spoke up. "Aren't you busy right now?" she asked Reagan sweetly. I saw Reagan continue eating, barely acknowledging her presence—he didn’t even spare her a glance. I tried my best to stay calm as I watched Giselle's smile slowly fade. That's kind of satisfying to see. Her disappointment lasted only a moment before she forced a smile and gently tapped Reagan's arm. "It seems you're not busy. Can I have some of your time later? Maybe we could go on a date?" she suggested. My brow furrowed as Reagan's expression remained unchanged. Is this how a married couple should behave? It felt strange. I looked away, focusing on my plate instead. It didn’t matter how they acted in front of me; I didn’t care anymore. Or should I say, I shouldn't care anymore. "Behave, Giselle. I’m busy," he replied cold
Last Updated : 2024-10-12The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 09: I'm Happy
Chapter 09: I'm Happy The night was deep, but I still couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking about Jiya and Abigail. Are they doing well? I'm also feeling anxious about my first meeting with Sky tomorrow.I have no idea how I’ll react. I feel excited but nervous, scared that I won’t be able to stop myself from hugging him.I need to control my emotions tomorrow. I can’t afford to ruin everything I’ve planned. So many years have passed, so many years wasted.I can’t destroy this chance to reunite with my son. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Slowly, I opened my eyes and gazed at the sky. Sky… what a beautiful name."I can’t wait to see and hold you, my dear son," I whispered to the sky. I sighed deeply before deciding to step outside for some fresh air.This place is suffocating me as always. I wish I could easily leave with my son. As I walked through the wide, silent hallway, I noticed a strange feeling, like someone was following me.Did Reagan already hire someone to keep tabs on
Last Updated : 2024-10-19The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 10: Ethan Sky Valor
Chapter 10: Ethan Sky Valor “No! I don’t want to eat. Father said we’d eat together today!” From a distance, I could already hear Sky's tantrums coming from his room. I glanced at Reagan, who was standing beside me. I couldn’t help but judge him for what I just heard. He promised him something and yet didn’t follow through. But then again, when did he ever keep a promise? I looked away, pretending not to care. “I want my father! I want him here now!” Sky screamed again. I quickened my pace. “Ethan…” Reagan immediately calmed him down as we entered his room. The boy quickly turned his head toward him. His eyes lit up, and he rushed to his father. “I knew it, you wouldn’t let me down,” he said happily. For the first time since I came here, I saw Reagan smile. He chuckled as he tousled his son’s hair. “Silly you. Of course, I’d put you first before anyone else. How’s your night, son?” His voice was calm and gentle. “Great, father—” Sky began but stopped when his eyes landed on me.
Last Updated : 2024-10-19The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 11: Panic Attack
Chapter 11: Panic Attack My brow furrowed as I glanced at Reagan, who was standing behind me, watching as I healed Sky.Did I not make it clear yesterday that I wanted it to be just Sky and me in his room while I treated him?Did he forget, or is he intentionally ignoring my request? I took a deep breath and tried to disregard his almost unbearable presence, but I couldn't.Damn it.I smiled at Sky when I noticed him looking at me with a puzzled expression. "Are you alright, Pretty Aunty?" he asked innocently.I nodded and gently brushed his hair. "Yes, I'm fine. And please, just call me Selina. ‘Pretty Aunty’ is quite a mouthful," I said. His face lit up, and he laughed."No, it suits you, Aunt," he replied. I chuckled at his response. What a witty child. "Alright then, call me whatever you like," I said, smiling warmly.His laughter grew louder. "Yes, Pretty Aunty!" he said happily. I laughed and ruffled his hair.That's it, Selina. Distract yourself. I took a deep breath and, from
Last Updated : 2024-10-21The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 12: Do You Hate Her?
Chapter 12: Do You Hate Her?I saw how Sky’s face fell. "You keep telling me that, Father," I could hear the disappointment in his voice. Reagan stepped outside, drawing closer to his son to comfort him."I'm sorry, but from now on, I don't want you to talk about your mother until we---""Father, stop giving me false hope. My mother isn't coming back," Sky interrupted him.I pressed my lips together, unable to stop myself from feeling hurt by their conversation. I felt a deep sadness and regret—why had things come to this?Reagan remained silent. It seemed like he was about to lose his temper. My brows furrowed. Don’t tell me he’s going to scold Sky? Before he could do so, I spoke up."Don’t do it, Your Majesty. Sky is just a child, and he craves his mother’s affection." Reagan frowned but said nothing."And please, this kind of conversation isn’t good for Sky—""Quit it, Healer. Don’t interfere in our conversation. You should know your place," he cut me off. And before I could respon
Last Updated : 2024-10-24The Lycan King's Divine Goddess Chapter 13: Similarities
Chapter 13: Similarities"Blue. That's her favorite color," I said as we walked slowly down the hallway. He looked at me, surprised. Hmm?"Really? Blue is my favorite color, too. What about her favorite food?" he asked excitedly again.Sky and Abby might be twins, but I never expected them to share the same favorite color. "Hmm, favorite food..." I put a finger on my chin as if thinking deeply."Let me think. She’s a picky eater, so this might be hard to answer," I said. His eyes widened even more. "Oh wow, we're the same again!" he exclaimed, making me look at him.No doubt about it—they were really twins. I smiled widely while staring at him. "If you two are this much alike, let me guess your favorite food," I suggested. He nodded eagerly, his excitement almost childlike. He was so cute."Given you two have similar tastes, I'd say... homemade chicken nuggets. Abigail loves to eat those every morning. Apologies if I’m wrong, Sky—I mean, Your Highness."He quickly shook his head. "No,
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Chapter 75: Tears And KissesSelina's POVI released a deep sigh as I watched him, still lying motionless in bed. He looked peaceful, but I knew better. He wasn’t getting better. Not yet.I’d done everything I could—cleaned his wounds, treated him. But there was only so much I could do.Biting my lower lip, I let out another shaky breath. Don’t care. Don’t worry about him. I had told myself I wouldn’t. But here I was, caught in the same cycle, fretting over him.I pressed my lips together and whispered, “You’re really something else, Reagan,” before standing up from my chair.Now that I’d done my part, I could leave and return to the twins. It was time to go.But just as I turned to walk away, his hand shot out, gripping my wrist with surprising strength. My heart skipped a beat.He pulled me toward him, and before I could react, he pinned me down on the bed. His eyes were still closed, his grip firm, but his face was contorted with something far deeper than sleep.He must be dreaming
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