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Lose my mind

Author: Joy Apens
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Chapter 71:

Axel’s POV

I looked down the cliff hoping to see a glimpse of Willow but there was absolutely no sign of her. My wolf was enraged. This type of death was not right for her.

She deserved to be killed by mutilation at least and I was determined to make it a befitting one.

I tightened my fists and turned away from the cliff aiming to go down the bottom to find her. But I didn’t make it far as my path was blocked by Greg and some of my men.

“Axel!” Greg exclaimed as soon as he saw me. He ran up to where I was and wrapped his arms around me. “Oh, may the goddess be praised, I thought they got you…” he whispered.

I wanted to push him away as I was still very much interested in chasing after Willow, even if her corpse was all that was left but I couldn’t. This was Greg, I couldn’t be cold to him even if I wanted to.

Gently, I unwrapped his arms from my shoulders and looked into his troubled eyes.

“I need to go down that cliff and verify if Willow is dead or not,” I growled and ma
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