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JaxonI felt like such an idiot as I stared at my suits, all neatly lined up on the rail. I had nothing else to wear and I was pretty certain Blue was going to make fun of me if I wore one of them.I couldn’t wear a suit to a fast food chain. It was such a petty thing to be concerned about, but I had to win Blue’s interest. I could already see how she prefers Xander, yet, I couldn’t understand why. It wasn’t like he had anything to offer. He was a weakling in comparison.“Xander!” I corner him as he comes up the stairs“What?”“Have you seen Ophelia? Has she left yet?”“She is downstairs with father. Why, what are you up to?”Even though he was my twin, sometimes I found it impossible to read him. He had an excellent poker face.“I need her to pick me up a few things when she heads into town.”A smile appears on his face.“What?”“Blue doesn’t want anything.”“Huh?”“You keep trying to force your way of living on her. She doesn’t care for things, or clothes or purses. She only wants o
BlueHe doesn’t speak. He keeps his eyes locked on the road in front of us. Maybe he was as surprised as I was about my actions.I had been thinking about it for days. Just to try it and see what happens. Nothing major. I had heard stories about the mate bond. How their touch was supposed to bring you comfort no matter what. Jaxon wasn’t my first choice, but I had to get it over with. I had been battling with this fear of mine for several years now.My eyes being closed hadn’t made it any easier. The sparks hit my fingers as his hands connected with mine. I had opened my eyes just for a second and saw the happiness in his eyes. But it was just too much.Everything from that night came flooding back. How I had fought against Bree’s brother. His scent. The unnerving desire in his eyes. How I was so weak, I couldn’t even push him off of me.I was a wolf and I was supposed to be stronger than humans, but he had held me down like I was nothing and now I couldn’t get it out of my head. It
Jaxon“You have her spying on me?” Blue raises her voice a little and Bree turns her attention to her computer, trying to act like she wasn’t listening.“It’s not spying!” I mutter, “I wanted her to inform you of things. I thought it would be better coming from her than me.”“Why?”“Because I’m the one being watched, not Ophelia”“You? Who and why are they watching you?”“I’m always watched in the pack. Father is just waiting for me to make one wrong move.”“Why would Alpha Cyrus do that? Does he not trust you?”I glance at Bree who is still refusing to look at us. Her eyes glued to the computer screen. But she could obviously hear every word we were saying.“He has been keeping a closer eye on me since Xander and I started rejecting our mates. He probably thinks I’m up to something. Because of course he blames me for everything."She stares at me with her odd eyes. “And are you up to something?”"Yes.” I decided to be honest, because thats what she was looking for.“Why haven’t you s
BlueMy head was banging before I even opened my eyes. The drink that Bree had given me was something else. I remember feeling deliriously happy the moment it had hit the back of my throat. I remembered Jaxons annoyed face. But as my eyes slowly opened, I find myself staring up at a familiar blue ceiling.“How did I get here?” I mutter to myself“You were wasted last night.” Jaxon’s lazy voice comes from next to me.Slowly turning my head, I see him laid on my bed, wearing nothing but his trunks. My stomach ties up in knots immediately.I look down to see a baggy tee and joggers and breathe a sigh of relief. Then it hit me, that this wasn’t what I was wearing yesterday.“What happened?” I mutter, frantically climbing off the bed.“Well, from what I can gather, you had a new drink that actually affects wolves.”“I know that.” I snap. “What happened here? Why am I in different clothes? Why the fuck were you sleeping in my bed?”He sits up, putting his hands up in front him, “Blue, calm
JaxonNothing I did or said could jolt her out of her shock. She just sat there, staring into space. It didn’t even look as if she was thinking about anything. She doesn’t blink, her eyebrows don’t even twitch, she just stares, almost statue like.Giving in, I call my brother. Somehow, he always seemed to get her to talk.“Are you coming home yet? You’ve had her to yourself long enough!” He snaps when he answers.“I need you to come to the flat!”“What the fuck have you done?”“I have done nothing, but Bree, she’s dead?”“The human? What the fuck did you do, Jaxon?”“Nothing, I swear. The cops were here a little while ago. Blue has to go and identify her in the next few hours, but she’s in some kind of shock and I can’t snap her out of it.”“So you need my help?”I roll my eyes and mutter yes through gritted teeth. As much as I hated to admit it, he had a knack of getting people to talk.“I will be there as quickly as I can.”“Don’t tell father.” I mutter as he hangs up the phone.Tur
Xander“You can’t be sure!” Jaxon mutters as we load up the car with Blue’s belongings. “I know you don’t particularly care for our sister, but do you really think she would stoop so low?”“I know what I can smell. Her scent is all over the human. I glanced at the other car where Blue was still staring out of the opposite window. “Maybe it’s best if we don't say anything to her yet.”My brother nods his head in agreement. But an agreement from him didn’t necessarily mean he would stick to it. He chose what suited him best and if it screwed others over, he didn’t care.“I will speak to Cece.”“And say what, Jaxon?”“I will figure it out.”“You mean, you will let her sweet talk you like she always does.”“She doesn’t!” He grits his teeth, half snarling.“You don’t see what I do.” He screws his face up at me. “Anyone would think she was mated to you.”“Don’t be so fucking disgusting, Xander. She is our sister.”I stare at him for a moment. Wondering why she could always convince him of h
BlueOphelia was waiting in my room for me. She quickly smoothes down her red hair as she smiles at me. “I’m really sorry about your friend.”“Thanks,” I murmur. It was still a lot for me to process. I blamed myself. If I had convinced the twins to reject me, Bree would still be alive.Ophelia's green eyes are staring at me as she loosely braids her hair. “Do you know who did it?”“No.”“Humans can be so mean to each other.”“It wasn’t…” I pause for a brief second, wondering if I should say anything. “The twins think it was a Lycan,”“Shit!” She throws a hand over her mouth. Her green eyes wide as she stares at me. “Sorry, I shouldn’t cuss, that’s rude of me.”“Trust me, I’ve heard worse.”“What are you going to do?”“What can I do? Alpha Cyrus probably won’t care. I mean, she was human.”“Alpha Cyrus isn’t as bad as how people make him sound. He will consider things.”“Even human problems?”She gestures to herself. “Remember, I don’t even know what I am yet and he still allowed me to
Xander“Spill!”“What?” He tries to pretend that he doesn't know what I'm talking about.“Don’t try and bullshit me Jaxon. She wasn’t asking you where her things were. What was she asking you?”“You really want to know?”“She is our mate, so yes. I would like to know.”“She thinks you killed Bree.”My mouth drops open, “Me?” I ask, horrified.“Come on Xander, you can tell me if you did it. We both know that you were not particularly fond of Bree.”“I already told you that Cecelia’s scent was all over Bree’s body.”“And we both know that you don’t exactly get along with our sister.”“You think I’m setting her up? Jaxon, I didn’t fucking do it.” He stares at me with a blank face. “Look, we both want her, right! And soon enough we will have to fight one another for her. If I had killed Bree, it would just push her more in your direction. And I have no intention of doing that. I’m guessing you agreed with her?”“I neither agreed or disagreed. I just said it wasn’t Cece’s style.”“Fucking
Blue Jaxon laughs at me as I waddle back from the bathroom for what seemed like the millionth time today. “It’s not funny!” I snap. “I wasn’t laughing.” “You try having a pup use your bladder like a bounce house.” “I will say no more.” But I could see the little glances he gave me. Trying to keep his laughter contained. He will be quiet if he knows what's good for him! Anika grumbles Jaxon accompanies me outside. I knew he was worried about me falling. My balance still wasn’t perfect since I had come out of the coma four days ago. But Jaxon had been right, everything was calm. “What are we going to do about Black Moon? The land is empty.” I ask quietly “Xander wants it. Just like he has always said.” “And you don’t?” “My place is here. Next to you and our pup. I thought that leading a bunch of Lycans was what I always wanted. But now, I want nothing more than to stand next to you and our children.” "Children?" I hadn't thought that far ahead. It was impossible to think of
Blue“Blue, say something, anything, please!” Carla begs me. I was trying to concentrate. Anika was fighting to keep the connection between Luna Charlotte and I open.It was funny. Only moments ago I was desperate to keep her out. Now I wanted her to feel everything.I could feel her anger, her rage as she moved forwards. Get ready! Anika muttersI could see the trees moving, like something large was making its way through them. I hold my ground as Carla continues to beg for me to move.“Carla, if you don’t want to be here. Go inside!” I snap, keeping my eyes locked on the moving trees. She was getting close.“What about you?” I could hear her desperation.“I have Anika.”“That’s not enough!” She pulls on my arm again.She knows what I’m capable of, right? Anika is smiling“This is it, once and for all. Either she dies or I do.”Carla lets go of my arm. She stands next to me and I hear how her bones crack. “I made a promise that I would stand with you. Blue, just know that I am will
BlueHer voice echoed inside my head. “You think you can outsmart me, child!”I could see Jaxon’s eyes. He was tugging at my hands, trying to pull them away from my face.“Talk to me, Blue.”How is she doing this? Anika screeches inside my mind.The mark was from Luna Charlotte, it had to be if she could link me. But how? I didn’t think a woman could mark another.I stare at the gashes in my hands, blood pooled in my palms as Jaxon tries to pull me to my feet.‘Anika, block her the fuck out!’ I growl at my wolf.It takes a few moments and then there is silence.She isn’t happy. Anika whispers‘I don’t give a shit.’I flash my eyes up to Jaxon. “What is she?”“I don’t understand. Are you okay? What the hell happened?”“What is your mother?” The flesh on my hands slowly knits together“She’s a Lycan like me and Xander.”I shake my head at him. I had felt her power. Marking me wouldn’t have allowed my palms to slice open. She had to be something else.She’s trying to break through! Anik
JaxonThe next few days, everything was quiet. The wolves had nothing to report and even Xander had stopped sulking. The problem was, it was too quiet. Ryan had stopped replying to my messages and no matter how much Blue tried to reassure me, I couldn’t help being concerned. Something wasn't right.Blue sat with her legs crossed under her. Cradling the little rounded belly that had appeared on her small frame. She raises an eyebrow at me as I move back and forth.“You’re stressing.” She mutters.“You would be too if you were in my shoes.”“It’s not you that your mother wants. It’s me. She wants to punish me for killing Jack.”“Blue, how are you so calm?”She looks down at her small bump and smiles “You should hear some of the things Anika is saying. If I wasn’t pregnant, things would be alot different. Trust me.”“Anika would go to my mother?”Her odd eyes flick up to mine. “I’m not going to tell you what she is saying. I don’t need you following her ideas.”“I can always ask her mys
Blue“A war?” Xander murmurs, “You want to kill my mum?”“Xander, just let her have Black Moon. We lost it when the pack died. There is nothing there for us anymore.” Jaxon tells his brother but Xander starts shaking his head.“Do you know how hard I have worked for that place? You may not want it anymore, now that you have a Luna hanging off your arm, but that place is mine.”I give him credit. Anika laughs. But you can’t win a battle without a pack.I repeat Anika’s words to Xander. He shakes his head in annoyance. “You can help me, Blue. You and your wolves.”Carla’s eyes dance between us. She was choosing not to say anything as Xander’s temper was rising. “I told you, we don’t leave the pack. Luna Charlotte is more than welcome to try and set foot on my land.” My wolves were more than capable of taking her out. I had watched them tear Jack apart like he was nothing more than the newspapers he liked to read.“You have to leave at some point.” Xander throws his hands up in the ai
XanderCarla comes running through the forest to find me. She looked worried. Her eyes are wide as she crashes into my arms.“What’s wrong?”“I don’t know.”“Is it Blue?”She nods her head at me, “I think so, maybe. She told me everything about Jack. Jack was hanging around by the stream, the one that separates Black Moon from Red Moon. I should have warned her. I should have gone back to her.”“Did you speak to him?”She shakes her head at me. “He didn’t see me. He looked like he was on some sort of mission.”“I need to let the others know.”Carla comes with me as we race to the house looking for Zane and Ryan. Jaxon was blocking my link, no matter how many times I yelled at him.“What’s wrong?” Zane asks, looking between Carla and I. “Is it Blue?”“What is Jack up to?” I demandSomething just felt off by the way he was looking at me.“What do you mean?” Zane mutters, not quite meeting my gaze.“Why is Jack going after Blue? She is already mated. She is happy with Jaxon.”It’s Ryan t
Hey everyone, I hope you are all well or at least better than I am. I was planning on releasing a chapter today but today my Lupus illness is not doing me any favours and for those that don't know, it makes it difficult for me to look a computer screen for longer than a few minutes. Making it impossible for me to edit. And I don't want to make myself any sicker than needs be. I can't promise there will be a chapter tomorrow either. But if I'm feeling better I will try and get one out for you. Take care and I will see you on the other side.
Blue.He wasn’t supposed to find out like this. He shouldn’t be here. The wolves were not supposed to let him through.“Are they yours?” He asks quietly. His eyes shift between Carla and me, trying to figure out who they belong too.I could do little more than nod my head.Pregnancy tests. I had taken three just to be sure. Each result didn’t make me feel any better. Carla’s words hadn’t made me feel any better. It was just such a shock. I didn't think it was possible.He wraps his arms around me. “You should have said. Is this why you ran off?”“Tell him.” Carla mouths at meShe’s right Blue, you need to tell him.“There’s something I need to tell you.” I whisper and he holds me at arms length.“The pup is mine, right? Blue, please tell me that it isn't...”“Yes it's yours. How could you even think that I would have slept with someone else?” I frown at him as I push him away.“Jaxon, for once in your life, just listen!” Carla snaps at him“What’s wrong?” He sighs, sitting on the bed
Jaxon.“What the fuck did you say to her?” I stare at Jack. She was fine until he started shoving his nose in.He peers over his cup, a sly smile on his face. “I have no idea what you are talking about.”“Jack, what have you done?” My mother asks as she finishes her breakfast.“Nothing.”Our mother scowls at him. “Jack, I know you. I have raised you. What have you done?”He turns to look at me. “I told her that she could have something more. That I could offer her a better life, an actual pack could be hers.”"She has a pack!""Of wolves!" He snorts“She is my mate!” I growl“And she is Xander’s too.” He mutters back and gives me a wink.“Jack, she isn’t yours.” Our mother whispers and for some reason, she wasn’t looking Jack in the eye.“Not yet.” He locks eyes with me.“Not ever and now she has taken off. So bravo Jack, you scared her away.” I give him a sarcastic applause.“She’s run off?” His smug smile quickly disappears from his face.“What did you expect to happen? Did you hope