*Ainslee*I watch as Longclaw forces assemble then march in two directions, one section to the north to fight Rallegrad, the larger section to the south to fight the Tormentians and protect Shadowmanor castle.My father stands to one side of me waving to the troops as they pass the house. Marcus, his Beta, stands on my other side, also waving.I force a smile and raise a hand to the troops. I am still surprised at how quickly they’d assembled. People in all the towns and villages worked their fingers to the bone quickly making uniforms with fabric and accents provided by Warfang. Warriors fell all over themselves volunteering to protect Shadowglade.What Lucia said must be right. The feeling seems to be that Shadowglade is an ally and should be protected.Lucia herself stands behind us, her eyes on Marcus. I know it’s killing her that my father keeps trying to throw Marcus and me together. For my part, I have absolutely no intention of taking a husband ever again, no matter what happe
*Rafe*I walk along with the Longclaw army, my troops, and my friends, seeing the destruction all around. My heart is sick over the burnt bodies I see in our path as we go from village to village, trying to find enough provisions to make it back to Shadowmanor Castle alive.There are bits of bread and scraps of fruit and vegetables here and there, though the fields and orchards are scorched. This area is going to need a lot from the Crown, as soon as we win this war.A few green soldiers in the Longclaw army stop periodically to throw up. I don’t blame them. Just when we think we’ve seen the worst of depravity, something worse appears.One new recruit now carries a charred stuffed bear with him everywhere. When I ask him why, he simply tells me he wants to remember what he’s fighting for.It takes longer than I’d like, since it means the Rallegrad army has gotten further south than I like, but two days from the castle, we come upon enemy troops.“Finally,” the leader of the Longclaw s
*Geoffrey*Smoke carries the smell of burning bodies.I hear a terrible silence where there had been the screaming of children. Everything is so awfully, terribly silent.More smoke rises from the crops in the field, and the last of the women and children who had run in there to hide shriek in agony before there is, again, terrible silence.I want to throw up, but can’t. I am the leader of the Rallegrad army, after all. It would show terrible weakness if I lost my lunch, especially a second time.“Is this really necessary?” I ask the man King Maximus calls my steward. He seems to be more in charge of things than I am.“Oh, yes,” Boris replies. “We must make them fear us. We do this now so we don’t have to later.”“That doesn’t make any sense to me,” I tell him.He sighs, clearly despairing of me ever being a king worthy of waging war. “What we’re trying to do is to scare the Shadowglade forces into submission. That’s why this is necessary. We must do something to scare them. That way,
*King Maximus Lupus*Five Days Earlier…“This is what he was trying to send, Your Majesty,” Geoffrey’s messenger tells me, handing over the letter.I flick the seal open and read the contents.Regent Zeke Winters,I wud like to negoshiate the imediat sirender of Shadowglade so as to stop the bludshed.Pleese reply soon.King Geoffrey BrodcrazI slap my knee and laugh, then cackle. At least he managed to spell his own name correctly. “And I’m sure he asked for you to stay until Regent Zeke Winters pens a response?”The messenger bows with a snicker of his own. “Yes, Your Majesty.”“Well then, I think we should let him stew for a bit. Get him really riled up and angry that the other side hasn’t sent a response,” I say. “They’re monsters, after all. Monsters will let their people suffer while dithering over their answer.”He smirks. “Yes, Your Majesty.”“Good job bringing this here and not to Shadowmanor Castle. Who knows what might have happened?” I muse. If they sat down together, Geof
*Ainslee*I lie in bed because it hurts too much to do anything else. That, and I don’t want my father setting me up with Marcus. Not only is he not my mate, but he’s the mate of one of the nicest people I’ve ever met. I’m not going to snatch him out from under her, no matter how much pressure my father puts on me.“His Majesty wants to know if you will come down to dinner tonight,” Lucia asks me, popping her head in my room as another day wanes into evening.“No.” I shake my head on the pillow. “I’m still not feeling well.”She lets herself in and sits on the edge of my bed. “If it’s about Marcus, I’m not worried. I know enough about you to know you won’t marry him.”“That’s part of it,” I admit reluctantly. “But I really do feel truly awful.”“I should get you some tea,” she says, her brow pinched with worry. “Something that will settle your stomach.”I laugh bitterly. “I know you are looking forward to the lasting happiness that comes with being completed by a mate. But they don’t
*Rafe*The feeling of being knifed in my chest is worse than death. And I should know because I died once already. Still, I’ve arranged for Scott to take care of Drake while I sort things out with Zeke. I am king of Shadowglade, and much as I’d like to go storming into Longclaw to get my mate back, I need to win a war with their troops first.“Are you sure you’re all right?” Zeke asks when I rub my chest again.“No,” I reply. “But what else is new?” I look down at the map we’ve set up in the war room. My council is doing the same thing, muttering and murmuring over how Rallegrad is mowing through the northern towns and villages. And destroying them.We must have caught just the edge of their main army, or I wouldn’t be here today.“We have to stop them, Your Majesty,” a wizened old councilman says. He has a knack for stating the obvious.“The line is holding at the Tormentian border?” I ask Zeke.“Yes,” he says. “In fact, we’re gaining ground.”“As soon as their armies are no longer a
*Ainslee*“Ainslee! Ainslee!” Lucia bounds into my room while I’m staring at my canopy, resting my hand on my throbbing chest. “Rallegrad’s being pushed back to the northwest! Reports are coming in that Longclaw, Shadowglade, Warfang, and some half-breed forces are winning now!”I raise my head and smile weakly. “That’s wonderful news.”She plops down beside me on the bed, taking my hand. “It’s only a matter of time now.”“Yes. Shadowglade will win the war. Or wars, I suppose. Tormentia never did breach the border, did they?” I chuckle.“Not one man. It’s incredible!” She laughs. “It’s wonderful and incredible, and when the Longclaw troops are back, you can go home.”I shake my head. “Not unless I can convince my father, Lucia. Remember, I promised.”“But you’re dying!” she says, exasperated. “I mean, I know this is the high road and all, but you need to think of Rafe and your children.”“I am,” I insist. “If I go back on my word, Longclaw might declare war on Shadowglade, and we’ll
*Rafe*Zeke, Percival, and I lean over my desk in my office, looking at the new numbers. “I think you should also push into Tormentia,” Percival says.“You just want King Dartmoth Croft to get it right up the ass,” Zeke snorts.“Why not? He deserves it,” Percival replies.“I’ll have the army push forward into Tormentia,” I agree. “King Dartmoth doesn’t deserve to be responsible for a pet rock, much less an entire people. Reports say soldiers’ families are being threatened. I’d like to take that off their chests so they might surrender instead of fighting for a king who abuses his power.” I rub my chest.Percival puts his hand over my heart again, and the warmth spreads, taking away most of the terrible pain. But I can see it costs him as his shoulders droop when he finishes.“Thank you,” I say. “Really. I know whatever you’re doing isn’t easy on you.”“I’d rather have my king fighting fit and take a few more naps than have you curled in agony on the floor while Zeke and I try to strat
*Ainslee*Sophia and Karl kiss, and the ceremony is over in a cacophony of cheers.The High Priestess sets the goblet of blood Karl had grudgingly shared with Sophia back on the altar, and the king waves at the crowd to be silent. “I know you are all excited to begin your celebrations. But we would also like to thank the Moon Goddess for the miracle of Paisley Poe’s birth.”Rafe squeezes my hand and waves while I hold Paisley against my chest.“And for the fruitful union of Marcus and Lucia Lightfoot,” the king continues. It’s kind of him to do this during his wedding ceremony.Lucia blushes, and Marcus pats her belly fondly.“And, let us not forget, Zeke and Annamarie Winters, who were unable to join us today, but I hear are expecting a beautiful baby themselves,” Karl concludes.Everyone claps.“Now, you may all adjourn to your celebrations.” The High Priestess waves us all off.Karl kisses Sophia passionately, and they walk hand-in-hand down the aisle.“Were we that cute when we we
*Ainslee*Drake blinks down at Paisley, who is nestled in my arms.Rafe holds him just close enough to get a good look at her but not close enough to reach her nose, which he is trying to grab anyway.“This is your sister,” he says to Drake, pointing a finger. “You’re going to torment each other terribly.”I laugh. “Oh, come on. It won’t be that bad.”“It sure will be. Siblings this close in age are notorious for tormenting each other. Didn’t you see it with Brock and Sinead?” he asks, referring to my half-siblings.I think for a moment then grimace. “Yes, they do torment each other quite a lot.”“Exactly. They’ll fight over toys and chase each other around. It’s going to be chaos,” he says.“Well, there’s nothing we can do about it now,” I remind him. “They’re both here, and we adore them.”He chuckles and kisses each little head, then kisses me on the mouth. “It will be the best kind of chaos.”Drake gets a hold of Paisley’s nose and our little girl squawks in protest.Rafe grins. “
*Rafe*The ride home gives me a mix of elation and sorrow. Being by Ainslee’s side in the carriage with our son on her lap makes me feel complete, and Ainslee’s family was so happy to get to spend a few days with her and the baby before we left for home. We’re met along the way by my people celebrating our victory and sharing our joy, but among those are those who have lost so much.We stop the carriage when we notice a young girl crying as she is comforted by a woman whom I learn is her aunt. She explains that the girl’s home is in the north and was destroyed in the carnage. Her parents were killed, leaving her with nothing.“I think the gods that she was staying with us,” the woman tells me.Ainslee speaks to her while I pull Zeke aside. “Ensure this family is taken care of.”He nods with understanding. Anger churns inside me at this encounter and dozens more like it along the trip. It makes it that much easier to deal with the evil men responsible upon return.The day after our ret
*Ainslee*“Why does it still hurt?” I ask after we’ve been holding each other for a while. This is the second thing I ask Rafe after I demand to know where Drake is. While I’m aching to see my baby, Rafe explains to me that he’s the only reason my father is allowing us to be together, so I’ll have to be patient a bit longer. Just knowing that he’s safe and near me is a comfort.“Maybe because we were separated for so long,” Rafe replies. He strokes my cheek. “But I have an idea of how to make it better.”I raise an eyebrow at him. “I’m sure you do.”“Honest. It’s not about sex, it’s about reuniting,” he tells me.“Hmm.” I wonder if either of us have the energy for sex.“It’s worth a try,” he says.“All right,” I agree. I sit up with some effort, and he scoots out of bed to start taking off his clothes.When he looks over at me, he blinks. “I didn’t realize you were in full ballroom attire.”“This was for the mating ceremony that was supposed to happen yesterday,” I explain.His eyes n
*Rafe*“Are you ready?” Percival asks.The man looks ragged. Whatever he does to make sure I don’t keel over is really taking its toll. For that reason alone, I need to make sure Howard sees the light. I’m afraid Percival is going to die instead of me.“I’m as ready as I’ll ever be,” I admit. I step out of the carriage as it rolls to a stop in front of Howard’s very luxurious looking home.Karl is there to greet me with a wide smile and a warm arm clasp. “Rafe. You look like shit.”“Thanks,” I reply with a laugh. “You look great.”Howard stands off to the side, eyeing me contemptuously.We are already off to a bad start, it would seem. “Alpha King Howard,” I say with a slight nod.“King Rafe.” He responds coolly. “Shall we retire to the conference room? It seems we have a lot to discuss.”“Where is Ainslee?” I ask.“In her bedroom. Lying down. I didn’t think she needed to be here for this,” he replies.My heart thumps in my chest, screaming to tear past the two Alpha Kings and find he
The wind swirls the skirt of the emerald dress around my ankles as I walk to the temple with Lucia at my side. She is somber and silent. I think she has finally accepted the inevitable. Rafe isn’t here, and my father will have his way.Marcus stands at the door of the temple, looking just as somber as Lucia. He is wearing Longclaw black and silver and looks quite nice in it. It should be Lucia approaching him now in a dress suited to her. But instead, it’s me, and my father, standing at the other side of the door, is the only one who looks happy about it.“You don’t have to be here, Lucia,” I whisper to her. “This is going to be terribly difficult for you.”She squares her shoulders. “I would walk through fire for you. Do you not remember the temple where you saved me? I know it’s been a long time, but you hid me in a spot just like that one over there.” She points to a little area near the back of the building where there’s a statue of the Moon Goddess that sort of reminds me of the
*Ainslee*I sleep more now. Lucia is concerned, as is Marcus, but my father is convinced once I marry Marcus, all of this will change. I know it won’t.The ceremony is tomorrow. I know I have to go through with it. I don’t want more people of Shadowglade or of Longclaw to die. This constant war business has to end.I’m glad that my mother hasn’t seen me since my illness worsened. She’s been so busy helping with the troops. I don’t want her to see me like this. Only now I realized that on the same occasions that she visited since I’ve been here, my father found excuses to be away. He’d insisted that he felt no pain since she’d remarried, and I wonder if his brain injury had some effect on the severed mate bond.I’m staring at my canopy again when Lucia comes in with tea. “This is chamomile,” she says, helping me sit up and then pressing the teacup into my hands. “It should help your stomach and settle your nerves.”I look at her, and my heart sinks. “I’m sorry, Lucia. I promise, I won’
*Geoffrey*Boris tells me we are within a day and a half of Shadowmanor Castle when we meet a real force to stop us. Soldiers in three different liveries come up over a hill as we are marching through a valley. They are very angry, and we are in a bad position, not having the high ground.“Why are there Longclaw and Warfang uniforms among them?” I ask Boris who, thus far, has kept me off the battlefield.“I guess because they’re fighting with the Shadowglade forces,” he replies as though I’m stupid.“If we’re liberating Shadowglade, why would the wolf shifters join forces with Shadowglade’s soldiers?” I ask, confused.Boris looks at the armies bearing down on us, looks at me, then laughs. “Oh, boy, King Maximus said you’d be easy to manipulate, but you really are an idiot. We’re not ‘liberating’ anybody. We’re taking Shadowglade by force.”My blood runs cold. “We’re the aggressors?” I gape.He pats me on the shoulder. “Welcome to reality, Your Majesty. Shadowglade is actually well kno
*Rafe*Zeke, Percival, and I lean over my desk in my office, looking at the new numbers. “I think you should also push into Tormentia,” Percival says.“You just want King Dartmoth Croft to get it right up the ass,” Zeke snorts.“Why not? He deserves it,” Percival replies.“I’ll have the army push forward into Tormentia,” I agree. “King Dartmoth doesn’t deserve to be responsible for a pet rock, much less an entire people. Reports say soldiers’ families are being threatened. I’d like to take that off their chests so they might surrender instead of fighting for a king who abuses his power.” I rub my chest.Percival puts his hand over my heart again, and the warmth spreads, taking away most of the terrible pain. But I can see it costs him as his shoulders droop when he finishes.“Thank you,” I say. “Really. I know whatever you’re doing isn’t easy on you.”“I’d rather have my king fighting fit and take a few more naps than have you curled in agony on the floor while Zeke and I try to strat