“YOU LOVE her a lot, don’t you? Me, too.”I glanced at Valerian. He was the first to break the silence between us by saying those words. He was sitting on the ground and was leaning on the steel bars with his eyes closed as if he didn’t want to see me. Heck, the feeling was a hundred percent mutual. I despised being here.But I had to see him at least. I had to see the reason why Alexandra was wavering. I had to see if he was real to her the way she was to him before I could let them meet each other.Amid Alexandra’s anger, I left her in the room and had the guards surround her to stop her from meeting her lover.‘All right. I will do what you want. I promise to stay here but in return, promise me that you will not hurt him, Luther,’ I remembered her saying before I went out of our room.‘And if I do? Will you hate me?’‘No,” she sobbed. ‘I really hate myself right now for being the reason why you’re wearing that kind of expression on your face, Luther. And I would hate myself more if
(Valerian)I DIDN’T have to look into the mirror anymore. The emotion written in Sinclair’s eyes mirrored what I was feeling. He was jealous of the seven years I spent with his wife while I was jealous of the eternity he would get to share with her.Seven years? That was a rookie number compared to what he would have. He didn’t know how fortunate he was. I would give my all to trade places with him, to have a shot of that eternity with her.While looking at Sinclair, memories of the past all played in my mind like a CD. It was Cassandra wearing a Santa Claus’ costume early in the morning, mischief was dancing in her eyes, as she greeted me a loud ‘Merry Christmas’. Before that, she filled the house with Christmas tree, with glittering lights, gifts, and who could forget about the socks she hung all over the living room?All the socks had handwritten letters in them for me and Nick about the reasons why she loved us. And then she read them in front of us while blushing.‘I can’t think
(Luther)DEEP inside, I was hoping Valerian to give me a reason to end his life. If only he was half as cunning as Kenji or as the Vampires I dealt with, I would have no problem crushing his heart with my claws.But Valerian’s every word was about my wife, about how to take care of her better. I only knew Alexandra and not Cassandra. That’s why we also knew different ways of loving her and protecting her. And right now, his ways worked better than mine.Thinking of how much pain I was unknowingly inflicting on Alexandra had made me feel embarrassed to be called her husband. I regretted how I flipped out. I could now see what she saw in this hybrid.After some time, Valerian released my collar.“I’m sorry. I tend to lose my temper when it comes to her. I may have been born a hundred years earlier than you, but up until seven years ago, I didn’t know anything about love. You can call me whatever you want, but I didn’t really believe in it,” Valerian said. “Meeting Cassandra had changed
(Alexandra)I BROKE out in cold sweat after seeing the warriors marching toward a specific direction. From the balcony, I ran to the door and opened it. A man I had not seen before quickly bowed upon seeing me.“Greetings. I am Giovanni Montenegro and I will be your personal guard beginning today. I feel happy to see you again, your grace,” he said in a hoarse voice as if he was trying to contain his emotions. “Please count on me. My loyalty lies with no one else but you.”“Lift your head and look at me, Giovanni,” I commanded.When our eyes locked, I immediately recognized that emotion in his eyes. I saw it in Nick and Val’s eyes before, too. I knew right away that Giovanni was an ally. He was with me. Meeting him was like meeting a long-lost friend. The connection was still there.“Then as your first task, Giovanni, I want you to report to me what exactly is going on outside this house. When I was in the balcony, I saw several knights. And they don’t look like they were out to train
(Alexandra)“MY BROTHER and my best friend have names. They are Valerian Willers and Nick Hudson so please, stop calling them with whatever you like. They are very important to me. They came here to help and they deserve to be respected. The reason I could stand in front of you here again was because of them. They saw my worth even when I couldn’t. And they believed in me even when I didn’t. When I was weak, they were my strength. And now that they are weak because of me, I want to be their source of strength, too,” I confessed to the wolves as I shift back to my human form.“The times that we all spent apart were nothing compared to the times we spent together. You know me best. Most of you even watched me grow. I will never intentionally harm this empire, this family. I am not forcing you to trust Valerian and Nick right away. I understand that ‘trust’ should be earned. But I am asking you to trust me like you did before. Me and my wolf will personally vouch for them. And if I am wr
VAL turned to me. If I could take away the pain in his eyes like he did for me before, I would. When I was broken, he shared his pieces with me. Tonight, if I was whole again, Val was among the reasons why.“I’m sorry. You had to find out about my identity as a hybrid that way. I’m sorry I lied to you about myself and about Nick,” he said.I shook my head. “No, you didn’t. You told me the truth, remember? You mustered the courage to show me who you are. You have always been true to me.”His eyes widened. “You mean you didn’t forget it that night?”“No.”“And you still accepted us and lived with us after knowing who we are?”I sobbed. “How could I not? Both of you loved me even when you didn’t know who I am. And even if you knew the truth now, you still love me. And I feel the same, Val. My only regret was that I pushed you away before. I’m sorry about that. I was too guilty that’s why I couldn’t tell you that I remembered that night. But it will never happen again. With or without my
I FOUND Luther in the garden. He was sitting on a wooden chair and he seemed to have fallen asleep while waiting for me. My heart dropped at the sight. It was past one in the morning already. While most of his subordinates were resting in their quarters, their king was here, alone and uncomfortable. He must have planned to be the first person to greet me when I come back from the guest house. He was still as thoughtful as ever.I quietly sat on the chair beside him and just gazed at his face. When the warriors saw me and they looked like they wanted to approach me to greet me, I instantly shook my head and motioned my hand for them to be quiet. They nodded as if they understood. They threw a quick glance at their king and dispersed after lowering their heads.It had been a month since I returned in this town but without amnesia, it felt like I was looking at Luther for the first time after seven years. Since I was not sure about so many things about myself before, every day when I loo
I FELT my blood run cold after seeing what was waiting for me downstairs. My mother was in her wolf form and had a dagger struck in her right thigh and yet, she was still trying her best to block the Vampires from getting through the door. When I saw how she stepped back after seeing the number of Vampires who forced their way in and encircled her, my vision became blurry with tears.Still, I shook my head and wiped my tears as I tried to take another step. Each time I move, I could feel blood dripping between my trembling legs. The sword I was holding was becoming heavier with each second.When Mom and the Vampires sniffed my blood, I saw terror in her eyes. I tried to smile at her.She linked with me. In my head, I heard her voice. ‘Run, Alexandra!’‘No, it’s useless now, Mom. But thank you. Thank you for trying your best for me. I won’t let you die alone. We will face death together. You and I.’I saw her wolf in tears. I must have looked a complete mess in her eyes. Even without l