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"Forgive me, dearest." He says, without making any efforts to sound or seem remorseful. After pulling me out of the car, his grip finally loosens on my arm. I am about to breathe a sigh of relief when he swings his hand back and interlocks his fingers in mine.
"What the hell are you doing?" I spit through clenched teeth. He grins crookedly at me, all crisp, perfect teeth on display. I yank my hand from his hold, but he squeezes my fingers tightly then clasps his right arm around my waist, pulling me smack against his side.
Gasping, I insert a hand between his rib and my chest to add in enough space for my sanity while terribly hoping that my face has not turned scarlet like a red LED bulb. That would be embarrassing.
Gulping in oxygen, I nearly gag, as the air, to my dismay, is thick with his scent—mainly of musk and amber, and like he'd frolicked in the woods. I overlook how they wrap around me, clogging every open orifice, and instead wait for his answer.
By the time he opens his mouth to address my question, my neck has begun to hurt from craning it for too long to see his face. I attempt and fail woefully to comprehend whatever the reason could be for his mountain-like height. He's virtually as sturdy as a boulder.
"What did you say?" He questions with an absent-minded atmosphere about him.
I let loose a silent groan. "I asked, what the hell are you doing?"
"Taking my lady with me."
"Your lady?" I feign annoyance by flaring my nose in faux-disbelief when I am secretly, only slightly, revelling in his possessiveness.
"On whose command?" I tug on my captured limb, and yet again, my effort is in vain.
"Mine." He sneers at me, an expression that curls the corners of a kissable mouth. Not that I think so or feel the urge to press my lips against his at all, by the way. I most certainly do not.
"Is this how you treat the woman to marry you? You capture her out of nowhere?" I make sure my 'indignation' is palpable without any miscommunication.
"She did not come to me. So I came to her. And she will have to plead her case once I've taken care of some pressing matters." How can a voice be so...so...good-looking? Its vibrations work their way through my body, mercilessly torturing me. My lungs shrink, their capacity to hold enough air for one breath gone in an instant. My body is on the verge of betraying me. I can tell by the lust seeping into my favourite lacy panties.
I am barely breathing when his palm strolls down my back. I frown. Suddenly, I cannot tell whether he is resting his hand on my lower back or my upper butt. What in the—
"In fact, I might have to punish her,"
Punish? Who? My mind flails at his words. And his touch. Especially his touch. The damned thing was causing traffic in my head, forcing all my rational thought processes to collide with one another. "Keep your hands off me!" I hiss, but he ignores my request, which makes me contemplate whether to scream like a banshee or stay calm, cool and collected. Neither option is really calling out to me in this case.
"Stay still." he refers to my struggling, and when he fixes his gaze back at me, I gawk, transfixed. His eyes are no longer amber-coated like they were before when his wolf was ascended. Instead, they are ice blue, alert and intelligent. They smoulder brilliantly, hot and cold all at once. And I can say with foolish confidence that they rank top on my list of 'most beautiful irises ever seen.'
"What do you..." I stop in the middle of my sentence when he closes his fist around a portion of my long tresses.
"Your hair. Nay, I do not remember it this gloomy." His accent is sexy and thick, but I don't ponder on it. I shouldn't give myself the tempting option of basking in his charms. That would be too risky.
So, I smack his arm away and draw back from his now open reach. I can only go so far since his other arm, still on my waist, is immovable. "I dyed it." And, wait just a minute, Mr. Alpha. "What do you mean by you don't remember it that way? Have you met me before?"
His expression hardens at my question, and I believe a look of puzzlement crosses his features. He recovers speedily, nonetheless, and gives the vaguest answer he could have pulled out of his ass. "You'll know someday."
"I don't care for that. Let me go, or I'll screech and let the whole world know that I'm being kidnapped." Not my best threat to date, but it's the sweat of my brow taking in the absence of coherence in my scattered mind.
"You can go ahead, sweetheart. Anytime." He gifts me a close-lipped yet confident smile. One that hints he is aware that I'm bluffing. I shake my head to rid the anger building up. Forget about the giddiness spinning in my stomach at his presence; the man is equally as annoying as he is prepossessing.
To confirm my declaration, my eyes lick up his muscular, beyond-fit body—visible even in clothes matching the 'summery' weather—then end their journey on his artistic, manly face, complete with low arching eyebrows, brown short lashes and a full beard. And I know I am a liar. Most certainly not equally.
As if to offset the bright, startling attraction burning under my skin for him, I hold my ground and carry on with my considerably ridiculous threat. "I hope you meant what you said because I have a good mind to alert the public of this..." I wave a hand between us, "abduction in progress."
"What are you waiting for?" His eyes sparkle with mirth as he gazes at me intently. "You can do so anytime. But then again, I'd hoped you'd be a lady smart enough not to draw attention to yourself in a place you have not the upper hand." I glare at him, but I know he is right. I could not even pinpoint his spy as a werewolf. Who knows what other creatures loiter around, and worse, are not under his command?
"Whatever. Why should I listen to what you've said?"
"Your choice, love."
"I really dislike you," I say, praying I added in enough spite for my words to be taken seriously.
Apparently, there was neither enough spite nor seriousness for him to care. "Gwendolyn!" he completely disregards my comment and calls out loudly. I flinch at the unexpectedly boisterous volume and change in tone.
"Alpha," The cashier who snitched on Wade and me appears from behind. However, I don't know why I can't bring myself to hold a grudge against her. Maybe, it's because I know she must have been instructed to do what she did. Moreover, I'd planned to head for the pack with Wade after our short shopping spree. This was before I was intercepted by you-know-who.
The Alpha's intense stare does not leave my face while he gives his orders. And though I outright avoid his gaze, I sense the heat consuming my insides when his eyes switch tracks from his focus on my temples to my body. They roam sluggishly over my curves, and I barely hold back the shudder that shakes me up. Thankfully, he doesn't notice.
"You will return to the pack right away with him." He tips an index at my escort, who has been disturbingly quiet since the start of the whole ruckus. I regard him suspiciously. It is evident that he cannot do anything that will get him in trouble with my captor. That should be the reason for his absolute obeisance. Or, maybe... Could there be something else?
Before I can get lost in my head by thinking too far, I anchor my sentience to the present and make a conscious effort to keep it right where it is supposed to be.
Stories of Alpha Mikael and his well-fought battles are famously recognised across the realms of supernaturals, and they've proven he is indeed stronger than other pack rulers. Including my father. This, in other words, means I cannot underestimate him, no matter how handsome he is. And fuck, he is gorgeous. Maybe, too much so for his own good. Mine also.
"We should get going soon." He announces to me before centring his attention on Wade. "Crestengallt, isn't it?"
"Yes, Alpha," Wade nods solemnly.
"I fought with your grandfather, Greg. He was a great man. Stubborn, yet perspicacious leader."
A warm glow creeps up slowly on Wade's face, and I see hints of pride in his restrained smile. "He was quite smart."
"That he was. Wish we kept in touch before he met his inglorious end. Well, it's too late to cry when the head is off. They say, don' they so? Hopefully, you know better." Wade stays mute in response to the un-subtle jab, but I can tell he is all roughed up as the nerves in his face continuously tick without stopping. And is there something I'm missing? Why the ugly animosity from Mikael? "Talk to me later, lad. I have business to take care of, and I need not remind you why ye should drive safely. Or do I?"
"Not at all, Alpha." I take an extra note of how formal his tone and words are compared to his usual demeanour, and I feel an unwelcome chill run down my spine.
Am I expected to kiss the Alpha's ass as well? I mean, he does have a pretty fine one. But, what if he forces me to do so, figuratively this time, to be clear? Or results to physical bruteness to keep me in check?
I'd heard gory stories of his ways. But instead of experiencing any emotions comparable to dread, I feel a slight rush of anger. Why should I have to be obedient to him or be submissive? Why do I have to do anything of what he wants if I do not want to?
My decision is made then and there that I will never submit to him, especially if my dignity is threatened. After all, I am not a wolf. He can't force me to obey his behests.
"Good. Leave." Wade and his new comrade bow to the Alpha before settling in the car and speeding away with all my bags and baggage and, most importantly, my oatmeal cookies. I can't stop the profound feeling of loss that binds to me like a slug to a tree. It's almost like I have lost all that I hold dear. All thanks to my spouse-to-be.
"Why are you still holding unto me?" I snap. I need my hold on reality back. Since it's not likely that he will ever stop being wickedly attractive, I have no choice but to become immune to such winsomeness.
"So you can't escape, dearest."
I let out a prodigious puff of air in exasperation. "And what makes you think I'll do that?"
"The question, darling, should be what makes you think I weren't aware when you arrived in this city?" He checks his wristwatch then nearly shoves it in my face. I wind my eyes in a clockwise direction. "Which was almost four hours ago. What do we have to say to that now?"
"Nothing."
His brow immediately furrows, forming frown lines on his lightly toned skin. "I see you're quite the stubborn one, eh?"
"Do you always ask vacuous questions, Alpha?" I query and watch his eyes blaze in irritation as he lets go of me. Were they always that harsh?
When he smiles, the expression is so fake that I wish he'd stop trying. "I suggest we get on with what we need to and save the insignificant questions for later, my dear."
"Where are we going?"
"You'll see," he says, leading me across the street. I avoid his wandering sight and hurry ahead of him. He, however, catches up to me in mere seconds and steers me towards a dark, expensive-looking ride.
It's a sports car, which I am clueless as to what it's called. But it is overly flashy. The windows are tinted, and I glance at our reflections standing next to each other. I almost look like a dwarf in comparison to his domineering build. Yuck? Since when was I this short?
His shock of long, marble blond hair happens to complement my midnight-coloured locks. But his piercing pale eyes make my green ones seem like they have since forever lost the battle in beauty.
Oblivious to my ogling, he opens the door for me. And in that hoarse voice of his, says impassively. "Get in!"
☽☽☽MIKAEL'S POV☾☾☾Ah, a mhuirnín.She is fighting me—my darling. I can't help but be amused. Piscín fiáin. A very wild kitten she is. She butts heads with me straight on, but at the same time, she is fleeing. I see her trying to escape from me. What a sight... It reminds me, say, of prey running from a predator.In the meantime, it's alright, almost fun and games for the racing deer. But as soon as it stops, for a mere second, to rest or to catch its breath, the beast swoops in on it for devouring.It will only be a while before she tires and returns to where I want her to be. Then, I will consume her like a fire does a moth.I've met women like her before. Women so painfully beautiful, it physically hurt a man. They act tough at first, pretending and denying their attraction to me, but eventually, they give in.At the end of their charade, they are on their knees begging. It does not take them long to realise that I am the one who can save them; sex was usually, merely, a gatekeepe
☾☾☾SASKIA'S POV☽☽☽"Where are we going?" I look him over as we narrowly slide past a yellow light. His side view is even more impressive than I thought; strong jawline, a bold nose and set cheekbones that must have been harshly contoured in by a deity.It goes without saying that he is a painfully attractive man who calmly exudes control and confidence without even trying. Watching him manoeuvre past slower cars with such sensuous coolheadedness makes me fill up with a desire to see him naked, lying next to me or inside—Shit.Get your head back in the game Saskia. I scold internally. It's only been a day since you were with Sage, and now you're letting yourself drip over a man you just met. What the hell?"Don't worry yourself," he replies at last, and I realise that he'd been quiet for quite a while. I shiver slightly, and a prickle bumps over my skin. It's as if the atmosphere in the car has shifted into one completely devoid of a sliver of warmth. I'm not sure why, but I know who
☾☾☾SASKIA'S POV☽☽☽"Let go of me!" I rip my arm from his vice-like grip, then wince at the pain that accompanies the forceful act. I keep forgetting of the strength this man has."Behave!" He barks, his rough hand remoulding their grasp on my arm. His eyes flash amber, and his clasp on me tightens, almost entirely cutting off the blood supply in my arm. When they regress back into pale blue orbs, his clutch loosens, restoring blood flow in the limb."I am not a child. I am an adult." I ground out, my chest rising up and down while my breath bounds out in leaps. My arm stings and I watch the angry red lines take form in circles. "Do not tell me what to fucking do!" My chest hurts with the rage filling it up, expanding my lungs, pressing against my diaphragm."Then act like a bloody adult," I take into record that in his anger, his voice has lost the drowsiness it ordinarily bears. Now, it reeks of pure, unadulterated ire. "You have offended me twice today, Luna. There will be severe c
☽☽☽MIKAEL'S POV☾☾☾I let my gaze burn into her flesh. Yet, she remains unfazed. Does she not know that I hate churning out fibres of discourse over again when I'd previously set them free?I'm not one to mince words or, in specificity to this case, requests. Nor am I one to repeat them. But in her silence, I'm forced to. It's an unpleasant surprise that she just as comfortably keeps her lips sealed."Saskia!" She sends me a look I find to be indecipherable. It amazes me how she manages to drag out my anger by its tail no matter how well I bury it from her reach. "Answer me." My hand squeezes hard on her arm. But at her low gasp, I release her completely from my grasp.The car's windscreen tells me all that I need to know. In my reflection, I catch my eyes glowing amber. It's only a matter of time before he rises. "Hold still." I press against the beast stirring in me.He's been half-asleep for the entire day. But he knows when to take action. The odious smell of the blood-suckers awa
☽☽☽MIKAEL'S POV☾☾☾"It's not funny at all." She glares at me, flapping her fabric-sheltered hands. They are invisible as the sleeves swallow them up. I think it to be a cute image, but she unmistakably hates it. "How am I supposed to do shit with the sleeves this darn large? And do not freaking put your teeth on display." She warns. I smile only to spite her and because it's quite enjoyable when she's annoyed as her subtle Southern accent strains through in her speeches."I'll smile when I want to, piscín." Apparently not in the mood to spit out retorts anymore, she swivels away from me and works on rolling up her extensive jacket hands. Immediately finished, in a short half-leap, she's off the car and onto the ground.She unfurls, reaching for the sky then to her side, her nubile body bending into weird shapes, which I delight in imagining making her hold for hours. She's doing this on purpose. No one stretches this way... In such a way that triumphantly stretches the fabric of my t
☾☾☾SASKIA'S POV☽☽☽His shoulders are the sexiest pair I've ever seen. They are also the broadest, most view-obstructing pieces of shits I've been forced to come face to face with so far in my reasonably long life. I can't see anything. Not a single damn thing. Just by standing in front of me, he's taken over the situation himself, leaving me back, keeping me out of what clearly involves me.It was Wade and I who were followed in the first place. Someone, please tell me why he's so worked up about an issue that should be none of his concern? I'm sure he doesn't even know. But by pulling me behind himself, he sent out a silent statement that he does not deem me capable enough to take care of my matters and somehow has concluded that they should be left to him to deal with.The only problem is that's everything but the truth. I can pull my own weight, and I don't expect or need anyone to lug me along with themselves, believing that they are doing me a favour. I think it bothers me even
☾☾☾SASKIA'S POV☽☽☽He pulls out the stick, and the break in his skin heals almost immediately. I raise an eyebrow. For a feat that took most of my energy, it did not leave a mere scratch on him.I'm at a very huge disadvantage, I know, despite my unwavering confidence. Never have I fought a vampire before. And, from the many stories I've heard, I understand they are scary fast, faster than many wolves. Oh, and they love human blood; yeah, this is really not the best time to be human. Though my assailant has not shown any signs of being interested in fighting me, that could change any second now. I can't tell what he's thinking or what he plans to do.My close combat skills are at a solid level, but chiefly when I have a reliable weapon. Like my damn dagger, which Mikael made me leave in Wade's car when he appeared out of nowhere. Without it, my strength in battling dips down by a little. "Cat got your tongue, Luna?" He shuffles towards me, his grin stretching wider with each step he
☾☾☾SASKIA'S POV☽☽☽I close my eyes and wait. Then I wait a little longer, then even longer. Nothing happens. Finally, I pop open my eyes, one after the other and there he is, calmly staring at me with an amused look on his face.Like I've suddenly been smacked back to my senses, I slam against his arms with a careless abandon that hurt more than it should to break through the stronghold he'd formed around me.After my display of delusion, I take a good number of shaky steps away from him. "Really, I didn't know you wanted me so badly, love," he remarks while massaging his right arm.An uncivil blush spreads across my face in return like a forest fire, setting my cheeks and the bare tips of my ears ablaze. I flame hot and wince as something suspiciously close to hot shame slithers around my wrist, hauling me into a wall of embarrassment.Twirling around, I try my best to pull myself together while registering a hundred thousand ways I could erupt that might really be too akin to a bo
Hello, lovelies!Thank you for reading to the end of The Luna’s Possessive Alpha. This is Book 1 of the TLPA Series. Book 2 is titled The Luna’s Broken Alpha, and will be made available on Goodnovel in the next few days. I sincerely appreciate all your support for Book 1, and I hope to see you all in Book 2!*Please read the blurb for The Luna’s Broken Alpha below:“To establish a balance in the supernatural realm, the two most powerful packs in North America formed a political alliance. This was achieved through the union of Princess Saskia and Alpha Mikael. However, the infection among the werewolf packs has only grown stronger since the ascension of the new Alpha. The supernatural world is currently on the brink of falling apart. War is closer than ever as corrupted werewolves escape the grasps of their vampire lords; chaos is bound to ensue.*Saskia accepted her fate in her new pack and was willing to do all that was needed of her as Luna until she had her title stripped away by
☾☾☾ SASKIA'S POV ☽☽☽ "You know that's not how things work, Saskia." Wade's reply snags my focus, and I change my train of thought. "Once I pledge my loyalty to an Alpha, I become bound to him as one of his pack. The fact that I did already means that I was accepted. The only creature allowed to admit me into Guttenbrieg is its Alpha." I squeeze my eyes shut as a tremble shakes me to my core. It's difficult to process what Wade's made plain. I don't want to try because it's fatuous to do so. It would be pure idiocy to believe that Mikael's dead. It honestly can't be. I would know. As the woman who married him, who's mated with him, and most of all, as one who has come to love him artlessly, I would have known. I, of all people, should have felt him slipping away from this world. The planet should have felt off-center, tilted off-axis when he took his last breath. How could I not have known? What was I doing when—according to their hypotheses—he died? How could I have carried on w
☾☾☾ SASKIA'S POV ☽☽☽ Kaleb Sacramone makes no sense. No sense at all. Mikael's not dead. The man I talked to mere hours ago was everything but dead. Guttenbrieg's Lieutenant General often sucked at making coherent sense, but this is simply ridiculous. How dare he fake Mikael's death only to get under my skin? I might have slapped him if I didn't think he was insane. The werewolf needs a psychiatric intervention coupled with enough mental evaluations. His days in the dungeon must have turned him unhinged, a deranged creature. I make a mental reminder to request an appointment for him immediately after this is over. "Who is dead?" I parrot, pausing for him to assert that this is all a joke and rescind those hideous words. "Mikael isn't dead." Kaleb laughs in my face. Outright does so. I contemplate pulling out my daggers and holding them to his neck, drawing blood for his insolence. I fist my hands to keep from heeding any rash decisions. "Do you have hearing problems, Saskia? I b
☾☾☾ SASKIA'S POV ☽☽☽ You're such a fool, Saskia. The berating arrives only after the fibres of my undies have suffered the deluge of an Olympic-sized pool. It's embarrassing. My body still throbs for Mikael even after learning about his misdeeds. Even directly beside the man who's made himself vulnerable by disclosing a secret he's kept for years to me about his emotions, I'm thirsting for and craving the attention of a man who's bent on using me without a care for how much I'll hurt as a result of his evil deceitfulness. It's so ludicrous. I missed him before I knew what he'd done. And now that I know the crimes he's committed, I miss him maybe even more. Frankly, I just want him to come home so we can have an earnest discussion. I want to hear the truth from the horse's mouth. If I could help it, I'd pick up my phone and call him to hurry up and head back to the pack. I won't, of course. First, I have no inkling of my phone's whereabouts. Second, I wouldn't dream of hindering
☾☾☾ SASKIA'S POV ☽☽☽ "Ignore what I said." "Okay." I can't. I swallow hard, glueing my sight to the road. Wade loves me? Perhaps he means as a friend. But we were talking about Mikael as a baseline. The Alpha wouldn't love me as a friend as I'm his wife. Moreover, that wouldn't be a kind of love worth being broached in chatter by another wolf. Things genuinely just got incredibly weirder. And awkwarder. My head feels like there's been a crater blasted into it. The indented hollowness is the equivalent of a cavity, and I find myself scrambling to fill my head with reflections other than that which refuses to dissipate: Wade loves me. I love him too, I realise. I love him as one who's been by my side for ages, one whom I've relied on in the thickest of battles, one who's never shied away from being a firm shoulder I could cry on. I love him for being an incredible person, but I have never dwelt on what kind of love it is. It's always been common sense that we care for each other l
☾☾☾ SASKIA'S POV ☽☽☽ Wade's hand is fisted by his side when I return to scrutinising him. "I w-wish I realised...earlier that this was how... you'd been feeling. I was too occupied...and engaged by my self-imposed job of being...the happy-go-lucky guy. I never noticed...that you were burdened...by how we all treated you. I'm sorry, Saskia." He lingers between his words, trying to catch his breath and possibly summon the strength to speak. My heart clenches in my chest. I wish I could take away his pain and make it nonexistent. He doesn't deserve what Absalon did to him. I guess the thought that's been keeping me restless is the odds that his injuries aren't from Absalon's antics, as he claims, but from the destruction I caused with my powers. I can't yet envision forgiving myself for what I've done so far; if I was the one who truly hurt Wade, I know I'd truly never be able to grant myself forgiveness. It wouldn't matter how many years might pass; I'd continue to hate myself for
☾☾☾ SASKIA'S POV ☽☽☽ Wade is a damned liar. I should have known better than to trust him to tell me the truth about how he felt. Even more annoying is that he clearly fooled me with his charms. While I often harped on the fact that werewolves could make themselves more attractive to others through their supernatural magnetism, I'd forgotten the fact that, in specific, they could conceal defects about themselves. In my state of despair, I'd become easily subject to his prowess. He'd gotten the chance to disguise the true extent of his injuries. If I say I'm not entirely beyond pissed off, then I'd be telling a lie—something those I cherish as friends and family seem adept at doing when I'm involved. "You don't need to do this." Wade coughs, a shadow of himself, having drained up to half the quota of blood in his body. I eye him in irritation. Is there any time he doesn't annoy me like it's a hobby of his? "I'll do what I want, Wade. Kindly shut the fuck up while I do." I want to
☽☽☽MIKAEL'S POV☾☾☾ "What the...fucking...hell was that?" I scramble to rise, but my efforts are thwarted by a force field smashing my length to the ground. It all clicks in at once: magic. The weight on my spine, crushing my neck and torso to the ground, is of a mammoth's mass in thousands of tonnes. I snarl as the invisible load intensifies at my joints, breaking my bones. Whatever witch is responsible must be incredibly skillful. It's a hellish experience that might have had a more inexperienced version of myself centuries ago whimpering in pain. I've long learnt to endure worse. Warning bells wail in my head. It's evident Cillian and Whelan planned this from the genesis of our interaction. I'd been too blinded by my fury to see through their plan. Cillian hammers on this point with his utterance, "you were an idiot not to suspect the cause of our visit, Mikael." My hateful gaze pans upward, but it does not land on Cillian. Instead, Absalon's distasteful countenance is caught
☽☽☽MIKAEL'S POV☾☾☾ A scowl overtakes my cast as I set eyes on the fair-headed man bent over a walking stick, not from age but for a ruse. "Missed the train home, Whelan?" The bitterness yet stored within seeps into my tone. "Whelan?" The old, heavy voice rumbles like a clap of thunder rolling down the beak of a mountain. Long ago, in a distant land bound by time, I'd been a lad afraid of its owner. "I imagined I was once Seanathair to you, Mikael. Ain't it so, Cillian?" Cillian pulls further out from the woods—left untouched and spared from Saskia's dismantling—at the query. I do not give the coward a chance to voice his opinion. "You mean nothing to me. I don't remember a grandfather. Nay, I recall a sadistic fiend who gloated in sacrificing others for his evil causes—his family included." As patronising as the word might ever entail, Whelan corrects, "Family means naught without loyalty. I attack not those under my wings. You must've understood that by now, Alpha of Guttenbrie