RIEKA
I was in the woods alone at night. I kept hearing something and glancing around, but there was nothing I could see. Just trees and bushes, and silver moonlight peeking through the branches illuminating patches across the forest floor.
A thin layer of mist also covered the ground. It reflected the moonlight, and made it easier to see my surroundings, but somehow it also added the eerie feel of the area.
Another noise caused me to quickly spin around to look behind me, but the only thing I could see was a massive tree. It looked like it was at least 100 years old and strong. It would be a perfect tree for the kids to climb if it wasn’t in the middle of this creepy forest.
The branches split and stretched out in every direction beginning around 4-5 feet off the ground, but every branch was thick and strong. Aleksandr could climb this tree without any fear of it breaking under his massive muscular form.
I was suddenly captivated by the tree and moved closer to get a better look. The branches appeared to be two different types of wood, and there wasn’t any apparent pattern to how or where they changed.
While I was admiring the unique beauty of the tree, the dream shifted and suddenly I am standing in the kitchen of my old house in Riverview. I begin briskly walking through the house, searching for my children, but I can’t find them anywhere. I step outside and I see shadowy figures that look like my children, but they are facing three other shadowy figures that look like adult men.
I take a step to run to my children and help them when the dream shifts again. This time I’m sitting in a car with my aunt Meri. She was my mom’s sister and I’d only met her once when I was very young, but I recognized her from pictures my mom had around the house when I was growing up. Aunt Meri doesn’t appear to see me. It’s like I’m not really here.
She seems stressed and she’s driving fast. I glance behind us, and I don’t see any cars, but she doesn’t slow down. Suddenly, we’re standing in a vacant house. She seems happy and relaxed. She’s talking to a young married couple with a little girl. I can’t make out any of their faces, but the little girl appears to be about 3 years old.
There’s a loud bang and I turn to see the front door open and a large man standing in the doorway. The bright sunlight behind him makes it impossible to see his face, but the dad scoops up his daughter as Meri and the young family all turn and run for the back door.
My heart is racing, and I want to follow them, see if I can help, but everything fades to black as I realize this is just a dream, there is nothing I can do.
“Rieka, sweetheart, wake up.” Aleksandr’s voice is gentle but urgent, “It’s just a dream. You’re okay.”
I open my eyes to the very concerned face of my loving husband.
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ALEKSANDR
After way too long, I’d finally fought my wolf back enough that I could relax with my mate and get some rest myself. I pulled her in closer to my chest as I drifted off to sleep, but less than an hour later I woke up with my wolf on high alert as if he knew something was wrong.
I quickly realized that what I was feeling was stress and tension from Rieka. I leaned back just enough to get a good look at her face. Her forehead was wrinkled, and her brow furrowed with concern. She must be dreaming.
As I watched her, I could see and feel her emotions intensifying until she began shaking. I tried to wake her, but she suddenly calmed down. Unfortunately, it didn’t last. A couple of minutes later she was shaking and crying as I tried to wake her without scaring her more.
When her eyes opened, I could see the fear in them.
“It was just a dream. You’re safe.” I tenderly reassured her as I swept her bangs away from her face and stroked her cheek with the backside of my fingers.
She nodded that she understood, but the haunted look in her eyes didn’t go away.
Since we didn’t have a habit of sleeping together before the wedding, I had no idea if this was normal for her. Did she have night terrors that I was unaware of? I wanted to give her some time to fully wake up and calm down before I questioned her about it, so I just did my best to sooth and comfort her.
When her heart rate returned to normal, I started asking her about her dream.
“What were you dreaming about, love?”
Rieka wouldn’t look at me. “I’m not entirely sure,” she mumbled as she buried her face in my chest.
My fingertips danced up and down the back of her neck, and I could tell that it was helping her relax.
“Do you have bad dreams often?”
She pulled back and looked into my eyes with a fierce determination “No, never anything like that.”
I gave her a minute to think as she chewed her lower lip before her eyes snapped back to mine with a hint of the panic that was there when she first woke up.
“Do you think we’ll all be safe? Maybe we should go back home!”
“Everyone is safe. It was just a dream.” I reminded her again. “My mother confirmed before we left that we have nothing to worry about and everyone would be safe during this time. She wouldn’t have said that to me unless she was absolutely certain.”
My mother understands the weight of her words as a seer. When her gift first presented on her 20th birthday, she quickly learned that everyone scrutinized every word that came out of her mouth. She no longer had the luxury of being able to share her opinion.
It took her a few years to get a handle on how to talk to others without unintentionally misleading them, and even longer before she learned how and when to share a vision or prophecy that she had.
Rieka seemed to relax when I told her that my mother said we would all be safe, but I could still sense the underlying tension. I wanted to keep questioning her about the dream, find out what had her so stressed out, but instead I decided to let it go hoping that if I didn’t focus on it, she wouldn’t either.
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RIEKA
When I first woke up, my heart was racing, and it took me a few minutes to come back to reality and stop focusing on the dream. As my mind calmed down, I realized that there was one face that became clear in my mind. The little girl in the house with her parents and my aunt Mari.
I’m not sure why her face was clear to me now. I was sure all the faces were shadowed or blurred in the dream, but the longer I was awake the more clearly I could see her in my mind.
As the flight continued and Aleksandr and I began reminiscing how beautiful our wedding ceremony and reception were, I was able to stop thinking about the dream, but the face of the little girl was still clear in my mind. I buried it far in the recesses of my memory and focused on my husband.
My mother’s heart was already aching from being separated from my children, but I was at peace knowing they were safe with Lis and the pack.
A few hours later a flight attendant came back to let us know that we needed to buckle back in, and we began our decent. Butterflies erupted in my stomach knowing that we were almost to our destination.
All the windows were covered, so I couldn’t see where we were, or even tell if it was light outside or not. I’m sure this was all a part of Aleksandr’s plan to keep everything a surprise for as long as possible.
The plane finally touched down and I felt like a kid on Christmas morning. I couldn’t wait to see where he brought me. I’d done such a good job of not thinking too much about it until now but knowing that we were finally here really had me amped up.
As we began to deplane, the first thing I noticed was how humid the air was the minute we stepped outside of the plane. Glancing out the window of the loading bridge I observed that it was still dark outside. I guess that makes sense, since we’d been on the plane so long. Back home it had to be around mid to late afternoon, but I had no idea what time it was here, considering I didn’t even know where here was.
Upon closer examination, I noticed there were palm trees, no surprise there, and a few other planes, but nothing that would give away our location.
We walked off the loading bridge and into the airport and a blast of cool air made me shiver. Aleksandr wrapped his arm around my shoulders to share his body heat and keep me warm while the gate attendant asked us to wait here for our bags.
I guess that is another perk of having your own private plane. You don’t have to wait for your bags at the baggage claim carousel.
Less than ten minutes later a tall lean young man, a wolf, came through the doors carrying our bags.
Aleksandr removed his arm from around me to take the bags, and I was disappointed at the loss of his touch. I just wanted to get out of here and to wherever we would be staying.
Although I’m an extrovert, I was done with being around people. The only person I wanted to be around now was my amazing, sexy, new husband. He smiled at me, as if he knew exactly what I was thinking, and then we turned and made our way to the exit of the airport.
As we walked through the terminal, I caught sight of a sign that said, “Welcome to Thailand!” I guess that answers one question. The moment we exited the airport, the weight of the humidity in the air hit me, and it felt like a warm blanket. I was actually warm enough to remove my sweatshirt. Then it hit me. I’m certain Aleksandr chose this location to ensure my comfort, but I was suddenly very aware of how this must feel to him.
He’s basically a human heater, and always runs hotter than any other person I’ve ever met. I hope he isn’t making himself too uncomfortable on my account. After all, this is his honeymoon as well. I want him to enjoy it.
Once outside, Aleksandr turned to the left and approached a shiny black Jeep Wrangler. A woman was standing there holding a set of keys. Her eyes never left Aleksandr as he walked to the back of the Jeep to load up our luggage, and a sudden surge of possessiveness overtook me. I wanted to claw her eyes out for looking at my husband like that.
Startled by my sudden change of demeanor, I shook my head to clear my thoughts, and focused back on my husband. He obviously saw her, but he didn’t pay her any attention.
As soon as the bags were loaded up, he flashed me another boyish grin before leading me to the passenger side of the Jeep and opening the door for me to get in.
I watched through the window as the smiling she-wolf handed the key over to Aleksandr. I could hear that they were talking, but I couldn’t make out their words through the closed door and over the sound of the blasting A/C.
I quickly reached out to turn it down, both for my own comfort and in an attempt to hear what she was saying, but Aleksandr was already walking around the front of the Jeep to the driver side.
A part of me wanted to glare at the she-wolf, but I was unable to take my eyes off of my husband. It was as if I was watching him in slow motion. The way he moved as he walked around the front of the car was nothing short of poetry.
His muscular arms stretched the sleeves of his t-shirt, and the sway of his gait had me transfixed on him. I noticed that he already had beads of sweat gathering at his temple, but he didn’t appear to be uncomfortable.
The trance was broken when he opened the door and climbed behind the wheel. Another gorgeous smile spread across his lips, and I realized that I’ve never seen him smile this much.
Suddenly filled with pride at the idea that I was the reason for all his smiles, I beamed back and him.
“Where to now?” I question.
“It’s not far.” He replies before pulling the Jeep away from the curb.
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ALEKSANDR Now that we were in Thailand and driving to our final destination, my wolf was getting antsy again. He knew we were getting closer to completing the bond with our mate, and if I hadn’t been driving, he may have been almost impossible to control at this point. The 35-minute drive felt like hours, but I tried to distract my mind with the drive and keeping watch, just to make sure we weren’t being followed by anyone. I know that my mother said we would be safe on our honeymoon, but my protective instincts wouldn’t relent. Rieka was quiet, but I could sense the calm in her, so I didn’t try to get her talking. We enjoyed the peaceful silence and the beautiful scenery as we made our way south. We parked the car by the docks, and I could see the excitement building on Rieka’s face as we approached a yacht that would take us to our private island. The destination wasn’t far, but I refused to give her anything less than the best. I carried our suitcases and Rieka followed clo
RIEKA I’m back in the vacant house where my Aunt Meri and the young couple had run for the back door, The large man is still standing in the doorway, and since I don’t know what he’s waiting for, I turn and run towards the back where the others went. The back sliding door was left open and as I move to the back yard, I see a large Grey wolf with black paws snarling as the young father stands between the wolf and his family. Aunt Meri keeps glancing towards the woods behind the house like she’s looking for a safe way to escape. Suddenly the large man appears in the doorway at the back of the house and the little three-year-old begins crying. The grey wolf lunges at the young father at the exact moment that the large man charges towards them. Even though I couldn’t see his face clearly, it was obvious that this man was a werewolf, though he never shifted. I was surprisingly calmer than the last time I had a dream like this. As if my brain knew it was just a dream, and there was n
RIEKA I must have dozed off after another round of incredible sex on the couch, and I have no idea how long I’d been out, but I woke up to a chuckling husband and a puddle of my own drool on his chest. I’m glad he found it amusing because I was mortified! I sat up quickly wiping my mouth, “How long have I been sleeping? Why didn’t you wake me up?” “You looked so beautiful and peaceful; I didn’t want to disturb you,” He grinned as he ran his fingers through my hair and pushed it away from my face. “Right,” I rolled my eyes, “I’m sure I looked like the moon goddess herself as I drooled all over you.” Another deep chuckle resonated in his chest as he lightly laid the palm of his hand against my cheek. “To be fair, you weren’t drooling until just a couple of minutes ago.” A fresh breeze of salty ocean air blew through the room, and I suddenly remembered that I was sitting here completely naked. Aleksandr must have sensed the change in my demeanor but rather than point it out, he p
RIEKA I had no idea what Aleksandr had planned for tonight, but if the last 24 hours was any indication, I knew I had a long night of pleasure ahead of me. My husband didn’t seem to be in any sort of a rush, so I relaxed and enjoyed his gentle touch. His hands trailed all over my body, but surprisingly not in a sexual way. It was so peaceful and relaxing that I worried I would fall asleep again and ruin whatever plans he had for later. As I tried to sit up to stay alert, Aleksandr softly repositioned me on the platform beside him and rolled me onto my stomach before he began massaging my arms, legs, and back. “I’m going to fall asleep if you keep this up.” I mumbled with my right cheek squished up against the soft surface. Aleksandr chuckled and then continued to massage my legs all the way up to my ass, which was exposed from the thong bottoms I was wearing. His hands were so strong, and he seemed totally focused on the task of getting me completely relaxed. As I was finally a
Chapter 8: The Aftermath ALEKSANDR Rieka would’ve had to bite pretty hard with human teeth to draw blood, but the evidence is there. I look back at my mate just as her eyes flutter open to find mine. Her ice blue eyes are glowing the most beautiful color I’ve ever seen. She still smells human. This must be a sign that the moon goddess heard my plea and blessed us by allowing Rieka to complete the bond. Rieka is a vision of perfection. As she lay naked underneath me, her short hair wild with the evidence of our lovemaking, I can’t imagine anything more beautiful. She doesn’t even seem surprised by her own actions. She’s cool, calm, and collected. I can feel her peace and contentment through the completed mate bond. While I’m busy staring at her in awe, Rieka simply smiles up at me, then pulls me down for another passionate kiss. It’s as if the bond has intensified everything. Her scent is intoxicating and overwhelming, her lips taste the sweetest they ever have, and my bo
RIEKA How could this be?! I didn’t speak out loud, but somehow Aleksandr heard my thoughts. I’m not a wolf, I’m human. This shouldn’t be possible… Then again, we don’t really know much about what is and isn’t possible, since having a human mate is so rare. Aleksandr could tell that I was shaken, and he was trying to find out what happened, but I was too stunned to explain. When I finally told him that I hadn’t spoken, his mouth dropped open as well. Then he cursed and turned back to the stove to move the omelets that were starting to burn. When he turns back to me, there is a hint of a smile on his lips. “I heard you… as clearly as if you were speaking to me. You’re sure you didn’t say that out loud?” I’m still too stunned to speak, so I shake my head and Aleksandr mouth breaks into a wide smile and his face lights up with a look of pure joy and delight. He rushes over, wraps his arms around me, and lifts me as he spins and laughs like a child. “This is incredible! Try it again!
RIEKA The tension between wanting to find my kids and wanting to check on Drea was weighing me down, so when Aleksandr confirmed that they were safe with his mom, but not ready for us yet, I agreed to go visit Drea at the pack hospital first. I’ve been away from my kids for 2 weeks, so another 45 minutes won’t hurt anything, right? While Ivan shifted into his wolf and took off through the forest, Aleksandr and I jumped back in the car to head to the hospital. After shifting the car into drive, he laced his fingers with mine to hold me as he drove. “You’ll see the kids soon, don’t worry.” He said as he lifted my hand to kiss my fingers. “I know,” I nodded, “I just missed them.” He didn’t say anything else, but I could tell he was mind-linking someone. I assume it was someone at the hospital who could give him some sort of update. While looking out the window watching trees pass by, I remembered that I no longer felt the butterflies under my skin when Aleksandr and I touched. I
ALEKSANDR A new pack member is always a celebration, but a pup for my beta couple is definitely a joyous occasion. As soon as we entered the room Dustin and Drea looked up with beaming smiles. My eyes were drawn to the small bundle in Drea’s arms, and I was immediately filled with a sense of protection and love for my best friend’s child. The thing I wasn’t prepared for was how hard it would be to watch my best friend become a father knowing that I would never experience that with my own flesh and blood child. But I love Rieka more than anything, and I would never make her feel guilty for not wanting more children when she already has four of her own. They might not be my flesh and blood, but I love them as if they were my own, and four is more than any wolf has ever been blessed with. The moon goddess just blessed me in a different way than other males. Releasing my m
ALEKSANDRAs eager as I was to see Rieka, my mother had already made it clear that she was stable, and Dustin, my best friend and my Beta, was awake!I turned down the hall towards the room where Drea and little Link had been staying with him.It was a joy to hear his voice as I approached the room.Although I am the alpha and this is my pack house, I didn’t want to walk in and interrupt the moment this family was reunited.I slowed in the hallway as I approached the door, and as I raised my hand to knock, Dustin’s voice broke through my mind.‘You don’t need to knock Alpha!’Laughing, I lowered my hand to grab the handle and open the door.I’m not usually an emotional male, but when I saw Dustin sitting up in bed with Drea beside him and Link in his arms, my vision blurred from the tears welling up in my eyes.“It’s good to see you up!” I smiled“It’s good to be up!” He answered with a twinkle in his eye.“What happened? How did you get out of that?”“Jacinda released me.” Dustin
EMMETT A game? I turned to look at the alpha and, on the surface, he looked bored, but there was something in his eye that felt like a warning. He’s planning something. If I want to figure out what it is, I need to play along. Who knows, maybe I do have some special abilities that this crazy little she-wolf can help me unlock. “Okay,” I smiled cockily, “How do we play?” “Oh, yay! This will be fun!” Devan jumped up and down excitedly. There was something very child-like about her. It seemed odd, but then again, she was working with an interesting pack, so who was I to judge her behavior. “We can’t play here. There isn’t enough space,” she grinned, “Follow me.” Without waiting for a response, she turned and disappeared between the curtains. Slowly, I stepped forward, attempting to appear confident but unbothered to rush. I still couldn’t get a good read on this alpha and I was unsure if he expected me to listen to Devan and do as she said or wait for his instructions. Whe
EMMETTStartled by the sound, I spun around to see a petite female with wild, curly red hair standing next to the curtain that framed the shadows beyond.She was wearing a bright, cherry-red pantsuit with a white blouse and black heels. Her clothes looked much too clean and professional to be in a place like this, however, her wild, unkempt hair and pale, almost translucent, skin fit perfectly with the vibe of this underground labyrinth.She was pretty enough, albeit very small for a wolf. The things that unnerved me though, were her eyes. Framed with dark makeup, they were such a light grey that they almost looked like they had been drained of life itself. There was a vacancy in her gaze that made me feel like she wasn’t fully here.I realized I was staring, and a slow, devious smirk made its way across her red lips.“It’s been a long time since I saw another red wolf,” her voice was higher than I expected, but not childlike.“This is Devan,” the alpha gestured towards the female
ALEKSANDR As I rushed towards the house that I’d been told was where the mother of the pup lived, my natural instinct was to scent the air. I knew that Jacinda didn’t have a detectable scent, but that didn’t stop my wolf from searching for her with every sense he possessed. Glancing through a window as I approached the house, I thought I saw two women standing inside. I rushed to the door and thought about shifting, but Jacinda had already had me in compromising situations too many times before, so I remined in my wolf form to avoid being naked in front of her. My weight slammed the door open with such a force that it hit the wall and I heard a loud crack. I would apologize later and make sure the door was properly repaired. Turning in the room, eyes searching, I saw a she-wolf standing there in shock with her mouth open, but there was no one else with her. I opened my mind through the pack link to the she-wolf before me. ‘Where is she?’ I demanded. ‘I know I saw her through
ALEKSANDRPanic, anger, and fear flowed through my body like I’d never felt it before. Why does the moon goddess taunt me. All the strength and power I possess as an alpha, and it’s all worthless. I hated that my mate was once again in danger, and there was literally NOTHING I could do to save her.Here I am, one of the most powerful alphas in the world, and I’m powerless to save and protect my own mate.Leaving my mother with Rieka, I had to move. I had to do something, to take action.Flinging the door to the pack house open, and smelling the forest outside, I immediately shift into my wolf and took off towards the homes of the pack members. I only had one idea left for who could help, and as much as I didn’t want to go there, I was desperate.The challenge was how to find her. Jacinda has a skill for staying hidden when she doesn’t want to be bothered, but she had to know what was going on.With only one idea of how to find her, I went to the only place I thought she would be
ALEKSANDR After several minutes of trying to rouse Rieka without success, I began to panic. My natural instinct was to shake her harder to wake her, but I knew that wouldn’t help. I would be extremely frustrated with myself if I ever hurt her, but even more so at a time like this when she was unconscious. ‘Mom, something is wrong with Rieka!’ I linked, ‘Please come to our room immediately!’ ‘I’ll be there in three minutes,’ she responded promptly. ----- I was pacing the room growling to myself when the door opened, and my mother flicked the lights on before rushing over to the bed. Lightly placing the back of her hand over Rieka’s forehead she asks, “How long has she been like this?” “I just came in and found her like this about 10 minutes ago. What is going on?” My mother remained silent as she examined my mate. Then she clasped both of Rieka’s hands together, closed her eyes, and bowed her head until her forehead touched Rieka’s. I watched in awe as my mother began to ra
I'm so sorry that I didn't post this sooner to keep you all updated, but my mental load is streched beyond capactity right now and I am forced to take a short break for both my mental and physical health. I will do my best to keep writing over the holidays and will continue publishing in January as we come to an end for this novel. You all have been so patient, understanding, and supportive of me over the last year as my family has faced some MAJOR changes and challenges, I promise you will not be disapointed with the ending to this story. I'm just sorry that it's being delayed. Check back by Wednesday January 3rd for more updates! Much Love,Anja
JACINDA I couldn’t believe how much Maeve was opening up to me and sharing with me. The more I learned about this alpha, the more I wanted to end him, but I didn’t dare interrupt her story. “I was doing everything I could to be cooperative, to make him and the guards trust me. My pregnancy was easy and even though I knew the alpha didn’t care about me, he was very interested in the pup I carried, and he visited me regularly. He had the pack doctor monitor my pregnancy very closely to see how strong the pup was.” “Before I gave birth, I started having recurring dreams of me and a baby girl. I would be holding her, and she would smile and giggle, but then the alpha would show up, and she would begin crying. The alpha always wanted to hold her, but she would just cry louder, so he would get frustrated and hand her back to me.” “A few weeks later, the alpha left the territory. I didn’t know where he was going but I knew he’d be gone for at least a week. He left the doctor with s
RIEKA The moment I stepped into the space between the curtains, I was enveloped in cold darkness. I couldn’t see a thing, and besides the cold I could only feel the ground beneath my feet. Slowly shuffling my feet forward, feeling for a drop or a wall, I pushed myself to keep going. After moving straight ahead a few feet, my toes felt something warm and I knew I must have found the other side. I reached my hands forward and my fingers felt the warmth as well. One bold step and I found myself in a small warm room that looked vaguely similar to my mate’s office. There was a desk where the alpha was sitting comfortably; his chair reclined, and his feet propped up on the desk. There were two chairs in front of the desk, but Emmett was standing beside them rather than sitting. This space was darker than the large room we’d just come from, so I stayed close to curtain hoping I would not be noticed by Emmett. “Tell me, red wolf, what is it that you’re hoping to gain by coming here?