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38 What They Think about Me
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2020-09-18 22:17:20I woke up earlier than usual the next day. Since Geoff is back, Nancy slept downstairs with the other maids. I went directly to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for me and Geoff. This time, I won't be intimidated with anyone's presence, including Regina.
It is only past 4 a.m. and as expected, everyone is still asleep. I checked the fridge and was surprised to see how big it is. It is like the fridge you see in grocery stores. Inside it, you can see almost every ingredient you need for cooking. It has all kinds of meat and vegetables. On the side, it has eggs and cheese. I opened the other fridge door and in here, you can see many kinds of drinks. I never thought I am missing a lot of things by not exploring the kitchen. We also have a small fridge upstairs, but it only has a few things, just some sandwiches and drinks.
I chose bacon and some eggs for breakfast. I made myself busy by cooking bacon in a pan while preparing eggs. A little later, a maid in his early fifti
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