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27 The Dilemma
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The Love I Have Hoped For 28 The Man in the Motorcycle
As expected, Geoff was furious about what happened. I sent a message to him after Lance left, telling him everything that happened. He called immediately to check on me."Sorry for being busy tonight." It has been the nth time he apologized which I said was okay many times as well. "I should have been there to protect you from him, I should have been the one to talk to him instead of you. And how dare him go to your place after what he did to you.""I'm okay Mr. President. I just want to tell you about it because I don't want to hide anything from you since you are my boyfriend.""And your fiancé, don't forget that. I will do everything in my power for us to get married after two months." He now sounds calmer. Oh my gosh! I miss kissing him!"Can't I really see you tonight? Even just for five minutes?" I asked."I'm sorry baby. I am in another city. As much as I want to see you, I have to check the factory the
Last Updated : 2020-09-09The Love I Have Hoped For 29 Geoff's Family
Geoff just looked at me. He didn't say anything. I understood that time that he trusts me, and he supports my decision. I feel sorry for him. This time should be my time with him."Hello." I answered the call."Jez! I was already worried when you were not answering the call. I am here in front of your apartment. I have been waiting for an hour now. What time will you come home?" He asked. I put the call on loudspeaker so Geoff can hear our conversation.When Geoff heard it, he turned his back at me."Lance, sorry. I am here in Annie's place. You remember her, right? I was with her when I was at the bar the first time we met. We have to finish some reports tonight." I lied."Where is her place? I can go there. I just want to see you tonight, even only for 5 minutes.""I think I can't invite you here. This is her place, and I can't give her address to anyone. I hope you understand." I was hoping he would just give up. This situation is getting
Last Updated : 2020-09-09The Love I Have Hoped For 30 The Future Mother-in-law
Having dinner with Geoff's family is rather awkward. I can feel that his stepmom doesn't like me at all. I guess she only agreed to have dinner with me out of respect. Her son, though he smiled at me a couple of times, also looks uneasy the entire meal. I already expected her stepmom to be this cold since it is the same with what I saw in dramas but it is still different when you are in real situations."So, what does your family do? What kind of business are you in?" Mrs. Park asked."Her parents are separated. Her mom is now retired and is enjoying her life in the countryside. I'm marrying her not because of her background, but because I love her. Please don't unnecessary questions." Geoff snapped."How can I get to know my future daughter-in-law if I won't be asking her questions? I thought we are having dinner here so we can be comfortable with each other. And besides, I and Christof will be spending more time with her once you are married. Don't we have at
Last Updated : 2020-09-12The Love I Have Hoped For 31 The Joke
The rest of the week became very busy for me and Geoff. While I was busy preparing my presentation for the possible ad ideas for companies under Limited Group, Geoff had to visit their branches in different cities to personally check their operations. I never had a relationship before, so this set up doesn't bother me since I don't have any comparison basis.Lance also didn't call me recently which makes me feel calmer. I hope he is doing okay. As for Mrs. Park, Geoff's stepmom, I stopped thinking about her. I will cross the bridge when I get there.Tomorrow is Saturday and as planned, I and Geoff will visit my mom in the countryside. I miss her. I haven't seen her for ages. Actually, I am not very close with her. I spent most of my childhood alone at home because she has to go to work. I rarely see her at home when I was young. The only communication we had in those days were phone calls and notes in front of the fridge. She tried to close that gap between the two of
Last Updated : 2020-09-12The Love I Have Hoped For 32 An Impulsive Decision
"I already told my mom I and Geoff can't visit her today. She is not expecting to see me. Maybe she already made plans with the neighbors. I also told Geoff I will wait until he's free and we can go there together." I told Michael who seems to be so focused on his driving."I'm afraid we can't go back now Miss Myers. I am merely following instructions." He said smiling. How can he still smile until now? If he told me earlier that we will go to my mom's place, I should have brought some of my stuff. I prepared a gift for my mom, but I couldn't give it to her now."Is this still part of your prank? Please stop it now, it's not funny anymore." I asked, almost begging. I love surprises but this one is making me feel scared.He didn't reply and just focused on driving. I remained quiet the whole trip. I feel upset for being played at. I was expecting for this trip for the past days and it was suddenly cancelled last night. But now, I am on my way to my mom's hometown
Last Updated : 2020-09-14The Love I Have Hoped For 33 Mr. and Mrs. Geoff Park
After the wedding, Geoff and I went to a restaurant to celebrate our first night as a married couple. He wanted to order room service, but I insisted on going to a restaurant. I want to make him wait a little longer. Seeing him in this situation amuses me. I find him so cute throwing tantrums because he couldn't get what he wants easily. He is the president of a big company but a simple woman like me can make him wait.I enjoyed the food in the restaurant with the view of the sea. It has always been my dream to have a date in such a place. Having red wine, enjoying the stars and the beach with the man I love, what more can I ask for?Although he is a bit upset, Geoff tried his best to show that he enjoys the meal. We held hands from time to time, exchanging kisses whenever possible. I could see the desire in his eyes. Oh God! I am so in love with this man!We headed to our hotel room immediately after dinner. After entering the room, he held my waist right away.
Last Updated : 2020-09-14The Love I Have Hoped For 34 Moving in with Geoff
Geoff and I became very busy in the next days. We met only twice for the whole weekday. He promised he would make it up with me once the problems in his company are resolved. He came to my place at night looking very tired and I couldn't help but pity my husband. We agreed that I would finally move in with him this weekend. He hired someone who could be with me in his mansion while he is away. She would also be my personal assistant.Saturday morning, Michael and a woman came early in my place. The woman was wearing casual clothes smiling from ear to ear. She looks young and pleasant."This is Nancy. She will be your personal assistant from now on Mrs. Park." Michael said. I'm still not used to being called Mrs. Park. It's like music to my ears."Nice to meet you, Madam." Nancy said bowing lowly."Nice to meet you Nancy. Please call me Jessica." I said politely."Oh no, Madam! I shouldn't be rude by calling you with your first name. It's my pleasur
Last Updated : 2020-09-14The Love I Have Hoped For 35 Hiding from Regina
I went inside our bedroom for the first time after talking with Regina. The room is like a suite in a hotel. I was welcomed by an area which looks like a living room because of the sofa. It is surrounded with soft couches. In the middle is a coffee table with a flower vase on top. Geoff is sitting on the sofa, checking some papers. The elegance of the room doesn't stop me from thinking about what Regina said. I didn't come here to get whatever her role is in this house. I am here because my husband lives here, and as his wife, I have to be wherever he is."What's wrong? What did you talk about?" Geoff asked."Nothing!" I lied. "She just told me that I can go and talk to her if I have any problem.""Are you sure? You don't look okay." Geoff stopped what he was doing and pulled me close to him. He hugged me making me feel better."This is my house and since you are my wife, this is now also yours. Don't make anyone tell you otherwise. If she ever gives you
Last Updated : 2020-09-14
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The Love I Have Hoped For Final Chapter Starting Anew
After almost a month, Geoff finally decided to introduce himself to Athena. I have been preparing her ever since because I know that someday, she would meet her real dad. Colin supported my decision of introducing her to Geoff. They have talked a couple of times about it. Geoff has invited him to have drinks and Colin never said anything bad about him during their meetings."He's a respectable man. He's too different from how I saw him in the past months. You know I had this image of him as a bad husband because of your story, but I think he's just manipulated. He was furious thinking that the woman she loved betrayed him." He said once before we went to bed."He was nice. I guess love can really make us a monster once we got hurt.""But I think I'm the one who benefited in what happened to the two of you. If Ericka didn't say nasty things about you, maybe you and Geoff are still together until now. Then, I wouldn't meet you in Marshville. I wouldn't be your second husband. So, I shou
The Love I Have Hoped For 114 The reunion
I felt very light and dizzy. I didn't know what was happening. Everything around me was turning. I could see Ericka's back while she slowly disappeared from my view. Ericka was just here on the rooftop a while ago. She was here mocking and insulting me. I could hear her voice clearly. She was just here."Aaah!" I shouted as I got up. I was dreaming. It was all a dream. I woke up in a familiar room. It's the master's bedroom in Colin's apartment, it's our room.Colin rushed inside the room when he heard me screaming. He hugged me immediately and patted me in the back. "You're here now. You're safe.""Where's Ericka?!" I asked, panicking. "She's dead. She jumped from the rooftop in one of Geoff's hotels.""Where's Geoff?""He called me and asked me to pick you up. He said you lost consciousness. He told me about what happened to you the other night. You should've told me about your plan.""Sorry. Geoff asked me to stay with him. I thought it was best if I followed what he said.""I und
The Love I Have Hoped For 113 Ericka and Geoff
"Eat!" He said with a smile. He put some food on the plate in front of me."What are you planning? Please, I just want to go home. Ericka is the last person I want to see tonight." I couldn't help but feel scared. She is the person I trust the least and her presence means trouble. She has never liked me and the feeling is mutual. The best thing to do to have a peaceful life is avoid her."I won't let her hurt you. Don't worry.""I really don't wanna see her.""Why would you be scared? If you're telling the truth, then there's no reason for you to be afraid of her. Unless you don't want me to know that you are lying.""I never lied to you. Her mere existence reminds me of all the bad experiences I had after marrying you. I don't want to go back to that time again.""Just eat. The food is getting cold." He turned the video on his laptop. It's an English romance movie. I can't focus well on either eating or watching the movie. All I could think of is meeting Ericka and the trouble she co
The Love I Have Hoped For 112 The Night With The Ex
There were many messages and missed calls on my phone. Most of them were from Colin and some from my mom. I was hesitant at first to call Colin and tell him I wouldn't be home for another night. Actually, all I want now is to be home and hug Athena. I felt so sorry for growing up without a father, but now that I heard Geoff's side of the story, I felt happy that he wasn't that bad of a father after all. I can't say that he wasn't to be blamed for what happened to us though. I didn't want to stay here for another night with Geoff. I can't fully trust him, but I don't have a choice. I need to be nice to him and get his trust, so I would be sure that I could get out of here alive. Ericka is a smart woman, maybe she is part of Geoff's plan of bringing me here. I still need to be careful with what I say and do.With hesitation, I dialled Colin's number. "Hello! My God, Jez where are you?" He answered the phone right away. I didn't even hear the ringing sound on the line."I'm okay. Sorry
The Love I Have Hoped For 111 The Kidnapper 2
"Please, let my hands go, then we can talk. I promise to be honest. I have actually always been honest with you." I was already begging. He could do anything he wants to me without me defending myself. I also want to listen to his explanation about what happened to us since I got pregnant."I don't know what to believe anymore.""I was your wife. You promised to protect and be with me. I have always trusted that promise. I escaped when I felt it wasn't safe for me and my daughter anymore. You saw how violent you could be when you're angry.""You're the one who made me angry!""I didn't do anything. Anywhere I went, I was with Nancy and the driver. You could have asked them what I did for you not to believe me.""They were your allies. Of course they would not tell me what you were really up to.""Nancy did her best to protect me from you, and so did the driver. They saw I suffered because of you.""Ericka told me your plans from the very beginning. She showed me pictures of you and al
The Love I Have Hoped For 110 The Kidnapper
Having a headache, I woke up in a small dim room. The curtain covers half of the glass window on the right side of the bed. Based on the light, it seems like it's early in the morning. I immediately got up from the bed, but my left hand was pulled by something. It was tied to a metal which was fastened to the side of the bed. I couldn't see it clearly yet. I could feel pain all over my body especially from my left hand where the metal was tied and my head. A pitcher of water and a glass were set up on top of the side table. The room seems like one of the cheap motel rooms you can rent while on the road. Outside the window, I could glimpse some trees and a view of the sky. I was still wearing the same clothes I had worn since yesterday. My shoes were neatly arranged on the side of the bed. My phone and my small pouch were nowhere. I could finally check my left hand. I was handcuffed with the other end attached to the bed. Where am I? I wanted to scream and maybe ask for help from anyo
The Love I Have Hoped For 109 Finding Nancy
The next day, I was so anxious waiting for a message from whoever has Nancy. I was still trying to convince myself that Nancy is just somewhere, calming herself down before meeting me. She would show up in our house unannounced anytime soon and say how much she misses all of us, especially me and Athena. I decided to be on leave from work indefinitely. I kind of blame myself for being so busy that I didn't spend much time with my family, including Nancy. It feels like I abandoned them just because I want to prove something to Geoff and Ericka. I got so busy avenging that I forgot the most important people for me.We also asked for Athena to stop going to school for the meantime. She sounded hesitant about the plan at first since she likes spending time with hwr friends, but later she realized that playing with her toys and reading books at home are more fun.Mom is sometimes suspicious of how I was acting, but I was happy that she didn't ask too many questions. I don't want to make he
The Love I Have Hoped For 108 Where is Nancy?
The next day, I decided to take some days off to spend more time with Athena. I also would like to wait for Nancy and have a chat with her. We haven't talked for months now and partly I blame myself for being so busy that I never even tried to reach out to her. I never asked her how she is despite knowing that she comes home late almost every night for the past months and she sometimes doesn't come home. If only I tried talking to her, sending her a message or calling her, maybe this wouldn't happen. I still didn't tell mom about what happened and I don't have any plans of telling her.Two days has passed and no signs of Nancy. Her phone can't be reached and she also doesn't respond to messages. I was starting to get more worried but as Colin said, we should give her some space. She also needs time to think. We spent our weekend to an amusement park like what we promised to Athena. It was a happy day, but I can't totally ignore the worry I feel for Nancy. I don't know Cristoff's phone
The Love I Have Hoped For 107 The Worry
Cristoff! I haven't seen him in ages! He was not that nice to me either when I was still living with Geoff. If I remember it correctly, the two don't really have a good relationship. I looked at Nancy in disbelief. "What is this guy doing here? Why are the three of you together?" To give her the benefit of the doubt, although I already know the answer, I still asked her that question. I am hoping, although it may sound impossible, that it was just a coincidence that he was with her and Athena."He's my boyfriend." She confidently said. I was expecting her to say more, maybe to explain her side why she didn't tell us about him, but she remained silent after."Since when?" I picked Athena up and carried her in my arms."Long time ago.'"Why didn't you tell us?" I said coldly."For this exact same reason. You will just ask me to stay away from him.""You saw how I suffered when I was with them. Didn't you learn anything at that time?" Cristoff didn't utter any word. He was just there, li
