I had no idea when I'd fallen asleep, but when I woke, it was in complete darkness. I was also freezing, and by the sound of it, still very much alone.
I straightened and stretched out as I yawned quietly, before carefully making my way over to the cavern wall, and along it, tracing it with my fingers as I edged towards the opening that led out to the hidden pool.Out here, the almost-full moon shone brightly, and I was able to see well enough to gather some kindling for a small fire. And it would have to be very small, I realised, to not announce my location with a plume of smoke. I cleared a patch of ground near the opening, where there was some cover, and set to work getting the fire going.Once it was burning on its own, I huddled close, grateful for everything Mama had taught me about survival. She'd always been insistent on that, though I'd never really understood why. Judging by our last conversation, there was clearly a lot I didn't yet understand about her. I just hoped she'd be here soon to explain.I continued to wait, warming myself, until the soft light of pre-dawn filled the sky, then covered the fire with dirt, stamping it out. I shivered, wrapping my arms around myself, as much from fear and uncertainty as from the cold itself. Where was she? Did something happen to her? Where would I even go from here, if she failed to turn up?My stomach turned, beginning to feel sick with worry, more and more so as the sky became brighter, the first rays of dawn filtering through the trees on the cliffs above.Shit. She still wasn't here, and I had no way of reaching her. Or anyone. Abigail had always forbidden me from having any kind of electronics, and anything at all except the bare necessities, really - leftover food, hand-me-down clothes, and worn-out linens. She had always seemed resentful of her husband's 'charity', in allowing Mama and I to stay with the pack. It was really no surprise that her sons had also treated me poorly.I guess that didn't matter now though. I had to leave. I just wish I knew why. I sighed, running a shaky hand through my hair. I can do this, I told myself, several times over. I have to. Mama wouldn't tell me to go if it wasn't serious, and I knew she wouldn't let me down if she had any kind of choice. Something must have happened, and that meant.. I was on my own.I drew a deep, shuddering breath, and stepped back into the cavern, checking it for any signs of her just in case. There was nothing. I took a moment to wipe a tear from my cheek, then headed out through the gap behind the fall, and as I stepped out from behind the water, I froze.Matteus and Tyler were lazing on a large rock by the edge of the water, smirking as they looked up and over at me. I took half a step back, and they laughed softly, "Don't bother, little nitch," Matteus said mockingly, "We know as well as you do that it doesn't lead anywhere you can escape from."He was right. But maybe.. I took off as fast as I could, scrambling around behind the rock they were on, and past them, running as fast as my legs would carry me. I knew they'd catch up quickly, but maybe if I could just reach the border of their territory, they'd stop and consider letting me go. After all, Lycans were notoriously particular about their territories.I bolted frantically, without care for the uneven, rocky ground, or the branches that scratched and stung as I raced through them. I heard them both swear loudly, calling for me to stop, as they chased after me, caught off guard and slowed by their more careful steps. The ground grew more even though, the further from the water we got, and they picked up their pace quickly.I pushed harder, surprising myself - and even them, by the sound of it - with my speed, and assumed it was merely raw adrenaline. I knew the border was close now, though not exactly where, and despite the burning in my chest and my legs, I kept pushing hard, desperately hoping that they wouldn't cross into another pack's territory, even just long enough to pin me down.I was wrong, I found out moments later, as they continued right on my heels, until Tyler suddenly sprung forward, tackling me to the ground and pinning me there. I struggled wildly, though futilely, pleading with them to let me go, until I realised they'd fallen deathly silent. Even their breathless sounding pants had ceased."Get off me," I growled, trying to squirm under Tyler's heavy form, and heard a gruff laugh in response. "I can't say I've ever seen a pair of Lycans quite so eager to catch a witch before," a deep, masculine-sounding voice said with a touch of humour, and I felt Tyler tense on top of me.Feeling the stranger's eyes on me, I looked up, as his gaze swept over me, seeming to notice every detail. He looked.. fearsome. Much larger than any of the Lycans I'd grown up with, and far more imposing. His eyes lingered a moment on the metal cuffs, before turning back to the twins, "And a powerless one at that. What'd she do, insult your mother?"Quiet, mocking laughter came from a few others standing behind the intimidating figure, and I suddenly felt cold with fear. We'd clearly just been caught in another pack's territory, and this pack was not one that was known for its forgiveness."Alpha Saxon," Matteus almost choked the words out, the edge of fear in his voice obvious. "Yes?" the man responded, his tone sharper this time, "Is this the part where you make excuses for your willful trespassing?"His question was met with silence, the twins seemingly rendered speechless, and he stepped forward, his heavy, black combat boots now inches from my face. "No excuses then?" he asked, and I gasped as Tyler was lifted off me, then thrown back towards Silver Waters' territory. Saxon lowered himself, and his voice, sounding a little kinder as he offered me his hand."Are you hurt?" he asked gently, and I shook my head, pushing myself up off the ground, but taking his hand gently as I stood. It felt impolite to ignore the gesture, and the Alpha of Crimson Forest pack was not a man I dared be rude to. His smile held a hint of amusement as I straightened, brushing myself off."No, I'm fine. Thank you, Alpha," I answered, keeping both my voice and my eyes lowered. He reached for my chin, tilting my face up towards him, and I swallowed, tensing as he deliberately made eye contact. My breath caught in my chest, my heart suddenly pounding. The man looked every bit as terrifying as his reputation, and then some, as he towered over me, meeting my eyes with a pair of piercing, icy blue ones, in a way that felt like they were penetrating my very soul. His heavy, dark brows narrowed into a slight frown, "You hardly look it," he said gruffly, his thumb reaching to gently touch one of the scratches on my cheek. I winced, pulling away at the sudden sting, and immediately apologised, my eyes widening, "Sorry, Alpha. I guess the adrenaline.." I trailed off as his brows drew down further, and a low, dangerous sounding growth came from his throat.He turned to the twins, much further back from us now, where Tyler had been thrown, Matteus having helped him to his feet. They clearly heard the growl too, turning to Saxon with looks of undisguised fear. "Why were you chasing her?" Saxon asked, with no small amount of anger, as he dropped his hand and stepped around me, his full attention on the twins now. "She's ours! She was trying to leave.." Tyler began petulantly, cutting off with a swift nudge and head shake from Matteus.Saxon stepped closer, his posture menacing, even from where I stood behind him, "Yours?!" he growled, and Matteus moved in front of Tyler. "He means.. our pack's," he said unconvincingly, "She.. works for us. Her, and her mother too. She wasn't supposed to be out here.." His face was drained of colour, and his voice sounded desperate."'Works for you?'" repeated Saxon, sounding sceptical as he turned to look me over again, before turning back to Matteus. "Under what kind of conditions?" he asked, and both Matteus and Tyler shifted uncomfortably as their eyes did the same. For the first time ever, it seemed like my old, worn, ill-fitting clothing actually bothered them."I.. our father.." Matteus began, but Saxon suddenly stepped forward, backhanding him hard enough he stumbled and fell. "Your father?" Saxon growled, looking between the two of them, as Tyler rushed to his brother's side. "Yeah, our father. Alpha Yannick," he said as he lifted his chin pridefully, his eyes flashing with anger.Saxon's demeanor changed in an instant, and he burst out in loud, mocking laughter that ceased just as abruptly. "Your father's dead, you sniveling little brats. That's why I'm here. Your Gamma wants to talk merger." The twins froze, shaking their heads in denial, and Saxon stepped closer again, looming over them as he lowered his voice threateningly, "So I guess I'll be your new Alpha.""You could try," Elyanna suggested tentatively, just as I felt Ceridwen stir in the deepest recesses of my mind once more. Even at such a distance, I could sense her strong feeling of reluctance. "Try what?" I asked, my voice unsteady, and both elder womens' stares snapped sharply to me. Elyanna opened her mouth to explain, seeming almost as reluctant as Ceridwen had felt before she'd slunk away into nothingness once more, but Mathilde caught her eye, shaking her head. "I can.. read people's beasts. Even communicate with them directly, but if she is unwilling.." she said after a long moment, and I nodded understanding.'Ceridwen?' I called to her gently, within my mind, but it was met with only hollow, empty silence. "I don't think she.." I began to explain, pausing as Mathilde pursed her lips and nodded, as though she'd fully expected the negative response. "What's wrong with her?" I asked, finding it impossible to keep a worried tremble from my voice, "Could she be hurt? The pois
I barely noticed the look of approval that was exchanged between the other three women, unable to tear my focus away from Saxon. I should have been angry. Hell, I should have furious, that he would try and take that decision away from me. And yet.. I couldn't be. All I felt in that moment was a pure, intense and unfathomable rush of love for him, and how hard he tried to protect me. My eyes welled up as they met his, and I could see all of his raw emotions in them. His love, his rage, his fear.. all of it, so intense and unbridled. But still, I shook my head. "I have to, Sax. I have to try," I said gently, yet stubbornly. I knew I couldn't give in, not to this. I needed to know. He shook his head and opened his mouth to argue, but Elyanna spoke first. "It is my abilities that might be able to remove this block from her mind, but Mathilde's might be able to reveal things.. in other ways," she said carefully, with a unreadable look exchanged with other elder women. "Is it safer?" Sa
My instincts were immediately to argue, to defend Mama, yet a glance from Saxon made me hesitate. She had lied. About a lot. Mostly to protect me, or at least I'd thought so, but there were many lies, all the same. "Three?" I repeated, a little shocked by that, and the two elder women nodded in unison. "But.. I don't remember.." I said, knowing that Lycans had developed memories much younger than that. Surely werewolves weren't so dissimilar? I'd always believed as a child that my later memory development was a human thing. But of course, that turned out to not be true, either. "Shouldn't I remember?" I asked, and Elyanna and Mathilde both nodded again. "Yes," Mathilde said gravely, shooting a pointed look at Elyanna, "You should remember.""Tilda," Elyanna said, a warning obvious in her tone, but Mathilde brushed it off, arguing. "Ely," she responded, mimicking both the familiarity and tone. "She needs to remember," she continued, though Elyanna shook her head in disagreement. "Wh
Laila and Saxon moved towards the doorway, but I hesitated, blinking in surprise. "Before the fall?" I repeated, confused, but Elyanna only motioned me inside again, with a polite, "If you would please, Luna Ava."I frowned, but followed the other inside, exchanging a glance with Saxon, though his look was unreadable. Looking around, I saw that Laila was right, they had made the cabin very cosy, especially for what would have been a dusty, disused building as recently as a week ago. It was now filled with unusual furniture, colourful blankets and tapestries, and a diverse array of candles, crystals, and trinkets, some of which seemed quite purposeful, while others seemed purely decorative. My curiosity-filled staring was interrupted by another woman entering from an inner room, carrying a tray of teacups, and a steaming teapot. She set them on a table in the centre, and seated herself on one of the couches, motioning for us to do the same. "Come, sit," she said, it sounding like ne
For the first time in what felt like forever, I felt Ceridwen suddenly stirring in the deep recesses of my mind, as though awakened by the sound of their names. Did the witches mean something to her? Did she somehow remember the witches themselves? It might be possible, I guessed, not knowing a whole lot about our inner beasts before our coming of age revealed them, but her cool and distant silence gave nothing away. Still, I felt her watching, listening, waiting.. for something. I realised it was the first time I'd felt her presence since Reagan's poison had begun to take effect.I drew a deep breath, and nodded gratefully in acceptance of Laila's offer. "Yes, thank you. There's much I'd like to ask them," I answered, and Laila gave a sympathetic smile, "I hope they will have the answers, and closure, that you're hoping for," she said. 'Do you remember them?' I tried to ask Ceridwen, but she only retreated back into the darkest parts of my mind, her presence imperceptible once aga
I woke late the following day, so late that by the time I made it downstairs, breakfast was long done with, and lunch almost ready. I yawned sleepily as I headed to the large window that separated the kitchens from the dining hall, and peered through, looking for Marta. She popped up almost immediately, placing some heavily laden sandwich platters on the window's counter, jumping slightly in surprise at finding me there waiting. "Oh, goodness!" she said, sounding flustered, "You startled me, Ava, but gosh it's good to see you, dear." She smiled warmly as she looked me up, down, and allover. "And to see you looking so well, we were all so worried," she continued, pausing briefly to turn and give orders to a few rushed-looking Omegas in the kitchens behind her. "Here, help an old lady out," she said as she turned back to me and pushed the platters over, "Take these out to the tables, and come back for more. I'll make up a special one for your table," she added with a wink and a warm