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2024-10-29 19:42:56TJ’s POV
I was so annoyed with them, why didn’t they believe me? Especially Erik considering the fact that we are apparently married. I was definitely remembering something, he even confirmed he thought that i had been shackled.
I was shocked when I turned around a few metres outside the door and he wasn’t following me for once. As much as I hated him for doing that, it was frustrating that of all days he chose now not to follow me.
Pausing for a moment, I took a few deep breaths, the air in my lungs felt amazing like i was finally fully healed. After walking for a while my legs were beginning to ache, so I found a bench to sit on and closed my eyes, I just needed some time to think when I felt someone sit down next to me. Opening one eye I saw that it was Hayley.
“What the fuck do you want?” I scowled and went to get up
“Please, just give me a minute to explain” she watches we while playing with something
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