The mid-afternoon sun was very pleasant and warm as spring was about to arrive. But I was feeling very hot and uneasy for the entire morning. And I decided that the workload was catching up with me because of which I was getting panic attacks and my body was overreacting.
I was walking down the stairs as I had very little time for my lunch I had to get back to work and finish up the news that was supposed to be printed in the next day’s paper. And the reason why I had come out to have lunch was that I was annoyed with the piled-up work on my desk and I direly needed some fresh air. I had been sulking under the paperwork for about a month and still, there were lots of things that needed my attention so I decided to take the pending work home and complete it. I ordered some white pasta and wine to go with it. I usually never had wine during working hours but the work pressure was killing my head and I had to relax or I would go mad.I looked around the café while I waited for my order. Macy’s was always crowded as it was in the Centre of the town and the food was very good they served all kinds of cuisines. I looked around and observed the families who were enjoying their meal and somehow my eyes were wet with tears. But when a drop of tear landed on my cheeks, I became alert and quickly wiped my eyes wondering what had gone into me and why was I being so emotional. It’s been a long time since a scene like that affected me. I felt like pinching myself
Just then my food arrived and I gave a sigh of relief after thanking the waiter I started eating my food slowly, while I sipped the wine along with it. I was enjoying my food when my phone started ringing.I looked at the caller and when I saw that it was Don, I smiled and picked up the call.“Hey, what’s up?” I said softly as I gulped my food.“Hey Carmen, where are you?” Don asked me from the other end.“I was just enjoying my quick lunch at Macy’s. You never call me at this hour. Is everything alright?” I said with concern because, for the past five years since I have known him, he would never call me during office hours. Although we work for the same company we work in a different department and we hardly meet.
“No, no nothing’s wrong I was just calling you to ask if you could come to my house for dinner today?” Don asked me hesitantly.
I was shocked because the Don I know would never ask me out on weekdays as he was a workaholic. I came out of my shock after a few seconds and asked. “But Don it's Wednesday and we have so much work pending I don’t think I will be able to make it,” I told him truthfully not that I did not want to go for dinner.
“It’s alright, don’t worry I have talked to the boss, he said he will let you go off early and so you see there is nothing to worry about the pending work as James is ready to help. Now I am going to hang up. I will meet you at home.” And without waiting for my response he hung up. I looked at my phone and shook my head. Why is Don behaving so mysteriously?
Anyway, I had to get back to the office so I ate my lunch hurriedly and after paying the bill I rushed towards my office. As the elevator door opened and I walked towards my office I was shocked to find James Cameron standing outside my office and grinning at me.I rolled my eyes and walked towards him.“Don’t you have work of your own? Are you so free that you came down from your department to help me?”James looked at me angrily and said. “Listen, you little witch I have better work to do than help an ungrateful woman like you but what can I do when my boss has sent me to help you.” After saying that he went and sat on the chair.I laughed as I had never seen James so angry before. He usually was a messenger between me and Don whenever Don had to send something for me he would send it through James his convenient secretary but today was the first time he had sent him to help me.“Hey, It’s okay you know, I can manage, you don’t have to go through this ordeal. You can take a break and go and enjoy the sun or go home.” I added generously.James pouted his mouth like a kid and I wanted to laugh at his expression wondering why was he behaving in such a way. First Don and now him. There is something wrong with them.“If I don’t do your work how will my boss get ………………………………” James dragged the sentence and relented at what he was about to say and said. “It’s alright I like working. Now can you please brief me so that I can get started?”He ignored me and focused his eyes on the computer screen.I looked at him helplessly and told him the work that needed to be completed and sat on the chair to guide him.After that, we were both so engrossed that we forgot it was time to leave but thankfully everything was completed on time so we both decided to wrap it for the day and leave. James walked me out to the parking lot as I waited for my company’s car to drop me home.After the car arrived I said goodbye to James and got inside that car and waved at him and I heard him shouting. “enjoy your dinner, Miss White!” And when I turned and looked at him he was grinning.
I wondered what was wrong with him just a few hours back he was grumpy and now he was grinning like a naughty kid. Then I thought maybe he was happy because he was going home. Anyway, I had better things to worry about so I did not ponder on that thing and looked at the outside view of the city.
It was almost eight when I arrived at Don’s doorstep and I tidied my dress as I rang the doorbell but he did not open the door I wondered if he had still not arrived from the office or if there was a load-shedding. His apartment is on the fifth floor and he didn’t know what to do. So I started knocking on his door but soon the door moved slightly and I pushed the door wondering if Don was playing any prank with me so I called his name softly.
“Don! Are you home?”
But there was no response so I pushed to door open but I couldn’t see anything as the room was dark. I put my hands inside my bag to retrieve my phone but to my dismay, there was no phone. I then remembered that I had left it at the charging point when I had reached home and forgot to get it. I was feeling very helpless and scared but I still got inside the house to find the switch. But as soon as I got inside the house the door was closed and I closed my eyes and screamed.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!”But suddenly a hand closed around my mouth and I heard someone whisper.
“Carmen it’s me.”My whole body was tensed up but when I heard his voice I calmed down and looked at him angrily.“You !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“What is the meaning of all this?”Don just smiled at me and turned me around and when I saw the beautifully decorated room with red roses, I was speechless but the next thing that caught my eyes brought tears to my eyes.At that moment Don got down on his knees opened a small box looked at me adoringly and whispered. “Marry me, Carmen!”
At that moment my heart started beating rapidly and I couldn’t breathe.So after the unexpected proposal, I collapsed on the sofa as I never expected Don would propose. I was happy but in the deep corners of my heart, I knew I was not ready but it has been a while since I started dating him so it was expected Don wanted to take things to the next level and I knew he was being sincere. After we had a long talk I agreed and decided we will give some more time and think about how it works before we decide on a marriage date but first I had to be sure of my feelings. And after dinner when I returned home, I tossed and turned and thought a lot about my future and knew that I have to move on and so I decided to take the next step as it was very important before I let go of my past life altogether. "Wake up Carmen you need to do this no matter what happens Don is a good guy and he will always keep you happy." I told myself repeatedly till I fell asleep not allowing myself to think about the past. **************************************** I looked out of the c
"Carmen................" Cathy started but then she looked at me hesitantly.Okay now I was really nervous. This conversation is getting more dangerous."Cathy what is it tell me." I asked anxiously. My hands were sweating and I felt like something is not right.I looked at Mathias but he was looking at his mother."Mom you needd to tell her." Mathias insisted.Cathy sighed and said. “He's dying,” Cathy whispered. “Dying, Carmen.”For a few seconds, I just stood there staring at the window shocked and shaken, making my stomach clench. Different kinds of emotions were churning inside me. I did not want to be vulnerable like the way I had been six years back. I tried to block away all those insults that were thrown at me. And the words triggered in my head " He is Dying.." I moved a step behind nervously.“What do you mean?” I could barely
You can’t .....” She burst out.And I looked at her panicked expression and wondered what was she thinking about and as if she understood my confusion she came closer to me and held my hand.And her eyes were staring at me hand.For a few seconds, my face was blank as I stared back not understanding then my face flushed deeply as I looked at the ring on my left hand. It was the ring given to me by Don after he proposed me that day. And I didn't have the heart to remove it. As we were about to get married.“You can't wear that........If he saw that.” Cathy groaned.“I am engaged to be married,” I said stubbornly.Cathy looked distraught and said, “Carmen don't you understand he thinks you are still together. ”“Well, he's wrong then. “I said firmly.“You've go
What a day! I sighed audibly as I washed the dishes. I would have to meet Don as soon as I had my bath and ring Mathias about the arrangements that he has made for me to travel to Milan. I am really glad he took the initiative as it would save my time.Don, as I had expected was not happy about my decision to go to Milan, “Are yousure you haven't the smallest feeling for Marc anymore? I hope you don't want to get back together with him again?” He grabbed my shoulders his eyes searching my face for some hint of my thoughts.“Don't be an idiot sweetheart, I hate that men, can you honestly think that I have any reason to want him back again, he deserted me one year after our marriage and left me to bring up my son entirely on my own.’“Are you forgetting something?” Don said gently. “ your husband does not know about Tio's situation and I feel quite sure from what you have told me about him
I was too naïve and young to realize what I had let myself into but as people say love can make you blind and you will do anything to be the person you love and that's what I was doing trying to make myself acceptable in between them by being who I was and not wanting to become a person they wanted me to become.I guess every relationship has its ups and down when they begin their new journey and I was ready to face all the challenges that come my way as Marc's love was enough for me to survive anything but I was so naïve to think like that. And once I realized it shattered everything inside me and I was too young and inexperienced to know how to deal with it but I did try.Those first months of my marriage had been heavenly Marc had been an exciting lover, sensitive and aware of my innocence and very protective of it. The only barrier to perfect happiness had been his father very cold and hostile. Antonio Garcia had made no secret
My eyes went wide with shock as I was not expecting him at all. And I was feeling a little uneasy because of his presence. “Hello Carmen," Blade said softly. I was not happy to see Blade at all. I was thinking it was Marc and I was about to give him a piece of my mind. I somehow felt dizzy and was about to fall realizing that I had not eaten anything since morning.“Steady Carmen!” Blade’s arms were on my shoulders and then somehow I was sitting on the couch in the living room as he handed me a large measure of brandy. “No, I can't drink that stuff Blade honestly. I don't need it I am perfectly OK, I really am.” I told him seriously. I wanted to ask him to leave but it would be rude. “You can't see the color of your face, you can do as you're told and drink this up like a good girl. You are very cold you need it. “ He said stubbornly. “Well, thanks for the compliment,” I said softly drinking the liquid and grasping as th
“You little bitch, you would do anything to protect your lover, isn’t it? What do you do not know is it would give me great pleasure to shake the breath out of you lover.” Marc said furiously as he came and grabbed my hand. I found myself unable to speak in my own defense but then I stood my ground said, “ So what if you caught me right-handed, even you cheated on me I saw you lying on our bed with Bella, so now we're even.” “My God you are really a son of a bitch, aren’t you? Blade's words penetrated my senses and I became aware that Marc’s hand have left me and now his attention was back to Blade. And I knew that Balde was in for a beating. “Blade please just leave us to go now for my sake please.” I found that I was unable to raise my voice for both the men turned towards me. I gulped my saliva nervously. There was a sneer in Marc’s face as he said. “ Yes, I have finished with you for the moment be thankful that I am letting you go.” He turned away from Blade his eyes coming to
I opened the bedroom door only to come to an embarrassed halt at the site which met my eyes Marc was dressed only in his shorts and was in the process of pulling a clean shirt over his body. His muscled shoulders were too much even in my present distressed condition the site of his lean body sent shivers down my spine and almost unconsciously flash of colour rose on my face and my cheeks went red. I was immediately reminded of the fact that he was lying naked in the bed with Bella and it pained my heart to think about it dragging my eyes away from his disturbing presence I turned away in the other direction. “Stay I wish to speak to you.” His words were like a command. “I will wait for you in the living room.” I insisted but he started laughing all of a sudden. His laughter greatly annoyed me. “Come on Carmen is it not a little late for modesty. I'm sure the male body can hold no secrets from you, your have a new husband and a new lover all in the span of six months, this display