Freya POV
My body aches from Jackson dropping me on the floor. I panic, unsure what to do. In my condition, there's no way I can fight him off, and I need to get to the kids to make sure they're safe. I notice the camera on the floor and reach over to grab it and quickly turn it on.
Jackson always hated me using it when he was around because he said he hated the way the flash bothered his eyes. Before it can turn on, Jackson lifts me back up by the throat. I clutch onto the camera, holding it for dear life and counting in my head the seconds it takes for it to turn on.
My body starts to go limp. I look down at the camera and notice the red light, which lets me know it's ready to go. With every last bit of energy I can muster, I lift the camera, putting it directly in his face, and take a picture of him. The flash caused Jackson to release me and scream in pain as he uses his hands to cover his eyes.
As quickly as I can, I run upstairs and shout for the kids and search for them until the smoke becomes too thick and unbearable for me to stand. My heart only begins to ease when I hear the sounds of sirens approaching. When I hear Jackson's footsteps coming up the stairs, I open the nearest window and jump out of it.
Unaware of where I'm going, I run into the forest and keep running until I'm surrounded by darkness, praying Jackson won't be able to find me. The tree branches scratch up my arms and face, while the stones and random forest debris I'm running on top of cut up my feet, but none of that is slowing me down.
My head is spinning and going a mile a minute with my adrenaline spiking which makes it hard to focus. My breathing becomes rapid, and I'm unable to catch my breath, which has me stopping for a moment.
"Oh, Freya!" Jackson's voice appears all around me in a sing-songy tone, almost like a whistle.
I fall to the floor, prepared to give up. Unable to tell where he's coming from, I accept my fate to die here. It's too dark to find any type of path, and being lost in the forest in the middle of the night might as well be another type of death sentence.
Tears fall on my face with regret and sorrow. If I had stayed home, none of this would have happened. Matthew and his family would be alive. Their deaths are on me.
The sound of leaves rustling has me looking up instead of burying my head on my knees. Preparing myself to see Jackson, I wipe the tears so I don't give him the satisfaction of breaking me, but he doesn't appear; instead, I notice the tree canopy opening up, allowing the moon's rays to appear.
It was as if it was showing me a path to safety, and with nothing left to lose, I decided to follow it, although it felt more like something was compelling me to do so. The light leads me deeper into the forest when I come across a familiar setting of the open field. I continue walking forward when a strong grasp pulls me back.
In the same instant, the moonlight disappears, and it's pitch black once again. The only thing I can make clear is Jackson's pearly white fangs.
"Did you really think you could run from me? There's so much to learn about my kind. Too bad you won't live long enough to ever learn it."
"Jackson, please, if these last seven years ever meant anything, please let me go."
"Meant anything," he laughs, "darling, you were always a means to an end, but you weren't ready yet until now. You could have been just as powerful, not that you'll ever know now."
Jackson licks his lips, and I shut my eyes, mentally asking Matthew for forgiveness, wishing so much he would appear and save me. After a second of nothing happening I open my eyes and see Jackson paralyzed with fear. I'm able to wiggle out of his grasp, thinking Matthew is behind me, my heart skips a beat in relief.
I turn around and see a giant monster appear in front of both of us. While I'm scared, Jackson is downright terrified by the massive beast. It looks like a wolf at first glance, but there's no way it could be. The animal is the size of a double-decker bus, with teeth larger than those of a megalodon shark. I have a strong urge to go close to it and stroke its fur.
While I move closer, Jackson takes a few steps back. My eyes grow wide when I notice another beast appearing behind him. When Jackson takes notice of my expression, he looks behind him, then back at me again with a look of disgust.
"Until next time, Freya." Jackson smiles at me, then, in a swift moment, disappears.
One of the beasts runs after him while the other moves closer to me. It growls at me as if it's trying to scare me off as well. My arms reaches out to touch it quicker than my mind can understand what or why I'm doing it. The beast continues to growl and even takes a step back from me, but that doesn't stop me from moving closer to it.
At the same moment the beast is ready to strike, my hand manages to touch it, causing a shock to run through my mind. An image of a man appears in my mind. He looks to be a little older than a teenager, with blue eyes, brown hair, and a semi-scrawny build of someone who has yet to build any muscle. The beast stops growling and changes his stance from fierce to a bow.
His head is now bent down, and he motions to me as if he's trying to tell me to get on top. When I don't move the beast stands back up and growls like he's telling me to get on or else. I do as the beast says and slowly approach him to climb on top. Being unable to steady myself on top of him, I grab hold of his fur and hold on tight. At first, riding the beast was like riding a horse until it started to run
The wind rushes past us so fast I had to shut my eyes for fear they would dry out. I wasn't sure how long we ran for, but when he finally stopped, two more giant beasts appear in front of us in front of a gate. For a moment, it looked as if they were communicating with each other. One of the beasts guarding the gate circles around us, causing the hairs on the back of my neck to stand.
The one still standing in front of us growls, causing the one I'm on top of to bow, signaling me to get off of him. The two guarding the gate now are both circling while the one I was riding moves out of the way and watches them. They begin growling and baring their teeth at me. One of them looked like they were going to pounce and attack me until the moon's ray appears down on me in a spotlight.
It stops them both in their tracks. One of them huffs, but they both backdown and take their position in front of the gate again. The beast I was riding comes to my side and motions me to go through the gate. I slowly walk forward, keeping an eye on the one beast that is still barring part of its teeth. When we pass the gate, a small town appears off in the distance.
I look at the beast next to me when I notice he's no longer a beast but the man I saw in my mind when I touched him.
"Hi. I'm Justin," he says playfully.
My eyes grow wide, and I stumble back.
"Don't be scared," he moves quickly toward me like he knows I'm about to faint.
I try and slow my breathing and calm my heart as I try to think of rational ways of what just happened. Is this what I'm supposed to be looking for? Am I supposed to be one of these beasts?
I start wishing I had the journals and the letter from my mom explaining everything, but like everything else, it's all gone now—all but the camera I somehow instinctively kept on me. I try and speak but I have no idea what to say. Justin takes my hand and leads me to the town.
"Welcome to the Moon Spirit pack! We're one of the only remaining packs in the world. We usually don't let outsiders in unless they let us know they are coming first, but you have special permission to enter," Justin explains.
"Special permission? From who?" I ask.
"The moon goddess," he says plainly, "the guards at the gate told me to take you to the alpha. That's where we're heading now."
Cole POV "We've been contacted by a small group of survivors seeking asylum," Derek remarks, standing up from his seat at the round table. "How many are we expecting?" Alyssa asks, taking a drink from her wine glass. I placed them both together and gave them a seat on the council because of their yin-yang personalities. Derek is a strong fighter and an expert warrior in battle; he's also the most strategic in bringing back survivors alive. Alyssa is more of the nurturing type and has a very gentle touch that helps with dealing with survivors who just made the dangerous trek here. While they both despise each other, it doesn't stop them from working well together—in more ways than one. They don't think I know about their affair, but it's obvious, at least to me, it is. "They started with ten, but now they are down to six," Derek says in a more somber tone. He knows the loss all too well from making the journey himself once before. "We can't keep taking in every stray pack that c
Freya POV "I don't think I caught your name," Justin turns to me. When I don't say anything, he continues, "So what is it?" "Freya. It's Freya," I say. Justin has been showing me around the town on our way to meet this Alpha person, and I'm amazed at how it reminds me of the stories grandpa used to tell me. The area kind of reminds me of the Wild West, but only if the Wild West was brought into the new age and had internet and running water. There was a small shopping center, but all the lights were off except for the ones out in the storefronts. The hospital is next to a police/fire station that looks to be up and running. We keep walking and pass the park that leads into a neighborhood. We continue straight, and a big house that looks more like a mansion appears. All the lights were on inside, and this place seemed to be the most active thing in the whole area. I'd think that they are throwing a party inside, as I see so many people coming and going with smiles on their faces.
Freya POV How can one random stranger make me feel so whole? He stood a few inches above six feet and was built like a tank. His hair was charcoal black, and his eyes were a striking grey. His whole body lured me in and had a soothing effect on me, but it couldn't calm my mind. I still wasn't entirely sure what was happening because suddenly, all I could do was think about Matthew and the others. This man somewhat reminded me of him, which only brought back the painful memory of watching him burn. The more he asked questions, the more I spiraled out of control, and the more I felt I was floating out of my body until it just stopped altogether. My dreams weren't any better. I could hear the screams of Luke and Juliana and the sound of Marcy's bones breaking. The flashbacks of seeing Matthew's body in the fire forces me awake. I sit up and wipe the sweat off my forehead. My hands touch the soft sheets, and my eyes search the room, making me realize I don't know where I am or how I
Cole POV "Wilson, have Callie meet with Freya, and please send some food to her room as well," I direct. Wilson nods, hands me yesterday's notes, and tells me Theo is waiting inside for me. The headache from all the confusion is not going to help me with Theo's inevitable questions about Freya. I debate whether I should go into my office or walk around the perimeter for a security check. However, Theo decides for me when he opens the door and pulls me inside. "Brother!" Theo cheers. "Brother, why are you awake so early? I thought you didn't get out of bed until at least four." "You know damn well I don't need sleep. I need answers, and I need them now," he states. His eagerness to know about Freya angers me slightly, but I push that thought down. I walk to my desk to take a seat on my chair while Theo serves me some coffee before slumping on the couch across from me. The way he is seated makes me think he's expecting me to tell him a bedtime story. Theo's reaction shifts as if
Freya POVDinner? Sounds easy enough. I am hungry and there's so much I need to know about Cole and this place. Ugh, why didn't I throw away the letter and vile!? I could have pretended everything was normal. I was normal. I may have been miserable, but this feels like another level of hell. I'm trapped in a room in an unknown mansion someone brought me to after the second worst moment in my life. The last time I tried to open the door to get out of this room, it was locked. However, I'm unable to tolerate being cooped up here anymore without it driving me insane. I search for something with a flat edge when I find a flathead screwdriver in a toolbox hidden underneath the sink in the bathroom. I move to the door, shove the flat part of the screwdriver between the frame and doorknob, and push back on the lock until it's jarred open. "Finally," I let out a sigh of relief. I peek outside and take note of the empty hallway. I exit the room, closing the door behind me. I sneak down the
Cole POV A chance? She must be exhausted being stranded here and is trying to cozy up with me so I can let her out. Jokes on her, I don't plan on letting her leave until I've thoroughly verified her story. She may be my mate, but there is still no way I can trust her. I ordered Wilson to have the chefs make us this dinner so there would be no lurking eyes on us while I attempted to figure her out. I dim the lights, pour us each a drink, and then take a seat. Looking at her like this reminds me of a dream I had when I was younger after finding the photo album. She's wearing a simple black dress covering her arms and hangs below her knees, which Callie brought her for tonight. Although, with Freya's stubbornness, I'm surprised she actually put it on. Freya didn't look as fragile as she did when we first met. Her long brown hair rested below her shoulders, framing her breasts perfectly. Her hands, which were bloody, bruised, and covered in bandages, almost looked back to normal. She wa
Freya POV A week has passed, and I have yet to see more than a shadow of Cole. I try to get to know him better or at least talk to him, but he does everything to avoid me. His brother Theo shows up every night, sneaking me out of my prison until the sun comes up in his attempt to reassure me things will work out if I'm patient. During the time I'm left alone, I train and practice getting stronger. I notice it's almost twelve, which means Callie should be knocking on my door at any moment. I slip on one of the sweaters and leggings she brought me and wait by the door for her gentle two knocks. Like clockwork, her knocks appear. I let her in, taking a step back to allow her room to bring herself and her bag of tools inside. "How are you doing today," Callie's cheerful voice sings. "Better. My muscles feel stronger, and I'm not as tired as I usually am," I reply. "Great. It means the antidote is working," Callie says grabbing out the ingredients to make the same medical concoction sh
Theo POV"Are you coming to see me later? It's almost been a week since you've come to lay with me," Jasmine asks, batting her eyelashes at me.She throws herself on my lap and wraps her arms and legs around me and the chair like a snake coiling its dinner. Jasmine kisses my face and then my neck, trying to get some sort of arousal out of me. If she wasn't yesterday's news, I might be interested. "Let's continue this another time, shall we? I have a meeting with the Alpha soon, and you know I can't keep the big boss waiting," I excuse myself and stand up.Her body tightens around me, but she's not strong enough to keep me in place. I unwrap her arms from my neck and let her slide onto the chair. I leave her with a pouting look on her face. I walk away with a sense of relief for dodging the bullet that is Jasmine.She's a good fuck when I need it, but other than that, she's a pain in the ass to deal with. If she didn't have a killer body, to begin with, she wouldn't have caught my eye
Freya POV The elevator doors opened, and I was immediately hit with the sound of loud chatter and music. I would have thought I was transported to a concert instead of the grand hall. I was never good with loud crowds, and now I'm in the middle of one. Theo rests his hand on mine as if he's attempting to reassure me. I let out the breath I'm holding and take the first step out. People parted as I walked by, staring at us in awe. Some of the faces look familiar from the times Theo snuck me out. They would give me a timid smile and turn away quickly, scared as if they might turn to stone if they gawked at me too long. Theo directed me outside, and through the crowd, I could see Cole off in the distance. He was standing near an older man, which made him seem uncomfortable as Cole was hunched over instead of his usual tall stance. Cole catches us walking towards him. He excuses himself from the people he is speaking to and starts striding over to us. When he stops in front of us, The
Freya POV Tonight is the big night and the last time I'll be sleeping alone. These past few days, Cole makes himself known, but by the second sentence, he finds a way to close himself off. It was like there was a switch that went off inside him every time we locked eyes. The time I had alone would make me miss Theo, at least I think it's Theo, he used to visit me all the time, but something also changed with him. It's like he's trying to keep his distance from me. Even when we were in the same room together, he would find a way to stay as far away from me as possible. I push those ideas to the side and focus on tonight. I still find it hard to believe I'm just supposed to shift into a wolf, but then again, everything I've experienced since being here is all hard to believe. I've been living among them for a month, and slowly, I've become one of them, but after tonight, once I shift, I'll officially be one of them. Callie arrived right on schedule with a garment bag in one hand an
Cole POV With each day, I was hopelessly drawn more and more to Freya. I tried to keep my distance, but after I caught Theo lingering at Freya, I knew. He had found a way to love her. It made my blood boil that I almost nearly killed him at that moment. How could he love her so easily and openly? The worst part of the whole thing was how she looked back at him. It nearly killed me. I called Theo on it but he denied everything. Since then, I've forbidden him from seeing her. I made him take care of the day-to-day jobs while I would use that time to get to know Freya. I wanted to learn more about her because there was still some part of me that didn't trust her. I looked at the photo album every night and studied the women and family in those pictures. I need to know who she really is before I let her in. However, the idea of getting close to Freya also makes me anxious. I was scared of what it was all going to mean when she was officially my mate. How are things going to change, and
Sofia POV I knew it was only a matter of time until I got Cole into bed, even though it was more of a challenge than usual. However it's good to know not even Freya can get in my way. She's going to make my plan of becoming a Luna difficult, but it won't deter me one bit. When I first saw her, she was a helpless bird, and now she seems just as fragile, although she's doing a good job hiding it behind a tough exterior. I mean the way she ran out of dinner with the girls all but tells me she won't last long. And when she's ready to leave, aka escape, I'll be the first to help her out. There's no way she'll be able to survive outside the barrier with dirty vamps lurking nearby. I open my closet and pull out my skimpy purple dress that I know Cole can't resist, and bonus points are every woman who sees me in it gives me the dreaded side eye of jealousy of knowing they could never pull it off themselves. I shimmy into my dress and color my lips a deep shade of red. Tonight's my last opp
Freya POVThe sun peaks through the curtains, waking me up. I roll over, looking down, and remember I'm wearing the dress from last night. I sit up on the bed, hanging my legs off the side of the bed, and put my head in my hands to help rub off the headache. I unzip the dress and finally take an actual breath now that I'm not stuck in a tight-fitting dress. I slump my way to the restroom to wash my face. After speaking with Cole last night and learning more about him and this place, I'm starting to feel more at ease here. However, hearing I'll never be able to leave this place is daunting and a tiny bit terrifying. I check in the dresser to see if there's anything to wear, but when I open the drawer, I find them empty. I grab the throw blanket and wrap myself up so I don't have to put on the dress again. I try not to worry that walking around in my underwear with Cole in the next room might give him the wrong idea. I peek outside my bedroom and call out Cole's name. When he doesn't
Freya POV Cole sits across from me, looking like an open book, ready to spill all his secrets. The questions I've been forming in my mind all week come forward all at once. I calm my racing thoughts and think of which of them is the best question to ask him. "Cole, why did you have to pick me?" the question slips out before I can stop myself. "I didn't," he says quietly. "Then why?" "I can't dare to guess why the moon goddess put us together, but she did." "Moon goddess. I've heard Callie mention it, but I haven't put much thought into it with everything else going on, so who is she?" "She is the spirit of the wolves, to put it simply. The legend says she blessed the first human with the ability to turn into a wolf during a time of war, and over time, we evolved to what we are today. At the beginning, there were millions of us, but now there's probably a little over three thousand," Cole explains. "And this is because of the vampires?" "Yes. We give off a scent that gives
Cole POV After smelling Freya's arousal but being too late to join her, I can't help but take a cold shower to force myself to calm down. However, even the cold shower couldn't stop my erection, so I jack off so I can feel some sort of satisfaction. At times like this, I'm wishing I didn't stop having sex with the women upstairs. I could have called Sofia, but with Freya now around, I can't be giving Sofia the idea she's still my number one. I go to grab the suit Wilson picked out for me so I can get dressed and meet the harem. There's a slight bit of worry coursing through me about how Freya will react to meeting everyone. I put on the cuff links my father gave me that I only use for special occasions, then have a quick shot of scotch. "Wilson," I yell. "Sir?" Wilson comes into the room. "Is everyone up there?" "Theo and Freya have just arrived at the dining room," he briefs me while walking over and picking up the lint roller on my dresser to go over my shoulders. "Thank you
Freya POV Callie didn't say a word to me, not even a sigh or grunt on the way back to the room. She opens the door and points to the box on the bed, then leaves. I step toward the silver box that is neatly wrapped with a bow on top. I lift the lead to reveal a green silk dress, a pair of heels, and jewelry. When I take the dress out of the box, a note falls down at my feet. I pick it up off the floor and take the letter out. Putting on the dress is the start of our new life together. I promise to make it a good one. -Cole Together? The word alone has a thousand-pound weight falling upon my shoulders. Although I can't tell if it's guilt or the pressure that comes with being forced with someone I don't know. After I put the note away, I go to the bathroom to shower. As the hot water hits my body, I can't help but think about my kiss with Theo. The idea of it alone has me squeezing my thighs together. When the image of him on top of me appears, I can no longer hold myself back. I sl
Freya POV Theo leads me out of my prison for the first time in daylight. Instead of stealthily slipping me out, he shows me around. He introduces me to the people who walk up to talk to him, but he primarily brushes them off so he can give me "the grand tour," or so he says. I've seen a lot of the city, but I have yet to look around inside the mansion aside from the stairwell that leads outside. The whole place is a mystery to me. The only thing I've really seen is a tiny bit of the foyer when I first walked through the door over a week ago. Theo tells me the top three floors above my room are the living quarters of the harem and where I'll be moved too soon, but until then, it's off-limits to everyone, aside from a select few. The second floor has a recreation center, a study, and a few game rooms. The first floor has a kitchen, dining room, ballroom, and large living space. From what Theo described the ballroom is used at least twice a month for ceremonies and events, while the l