Gabriel's
Maze and I looked at each other after we heard the doorbell ringing.
The only guests that we're expecting today were Michael and Mysty who had obviously arrived a long while ago and I can't help but to feel nervous just by thinking who the person outside could be.
"Gab." I was quite stunned when I heard Maze speak for the first time today and my heart can't help but to flutter because the first word that came from his mouth today was my name.
I know that it's such a cliché but you can't blame me.
Some things never really changed all throughout the years.
And that's Maze's effect on me and the same goes to my effect on him.
"What is it, Maze?" I asked him as I internally castigated myself for being able to think of such mushy things in the middle of this freaking situation.
"Will you please open the gate for me?" My mouth went agape when Maze said those words and I can't help but frown as well.
'What the hell is he talking about?'
Was he expecting other guests aside from Michael and Mysty?
Am I missing something here again?
"W-what--"
"I guess the help's here, Gabriel." Maze sounded so determined when he said that and I can't help but to look at him incredulously.
Unbeknownst to him, he's actually showing a side that I've never seen before.
I've seen him deal with his father's bodyguard with the same aura but now seems a lot different.
He looked more menacing, fierce.
But instead of feeling afraid, I felt more perturbed.
Why do I feel like my husband's about to do something dangerous?
I looked at him once again but the determination flustered on his face did not falter even a bit. So I had no choice but to sigh as I left him at the dining room and walked outside towards the gate.
But then again, I stopped when I'm already halfway through the gate when I felt a presence behind me.
So I turn around only to see my husband with one of his hands on his back.
"M-maze." I called his name but his facial expression remained blank as he stared coldly at the gate.
Everything's creeping me out.
I wish to call Michael to at least help me with this thing but I also want him to just stay beside his daughter and my son no matter what happens.
I saw how my husband clenched his jaw but his face immediately softened when he looked at me.
He may have seen how perturbed I am with what's happening but nothing's helping right now.
And all of these fiascos just because of a freaking phone call from Maze's dad.
I'm growing more restless in each passing minute as we both stood not far away from each other. His hand is still behind him as if he's holding something that I'm not allowed to see and he's wearing an expression that looks like he could kill anytime.
It was then he sighed before looking away.
And it made my heart ache.
Why does everything seem to become complicated and scary?
"I'm not really sure what's behind the gate, Love." He said in a low voice. It's as if he doesn't want anyone else to hear what he's saying.
I felt my throat's dryness so I had to swallow a couple of times while still looking at him.
"It can be the help we need or the other way around." He continued, and this time, he looked at me again.
Is this even real?
Is that fear I'm seeing in his eyes?
Was he also afraid like me?
"The worst case scenario is that you'll have to run when I say so. And you'll go and take our son, Michael and Mysty with you to save yourselves while I try my best to protect you. Cause that's what I'm supposed to do." His voice cracked when he said that and I also felt a lump in my throat while stare at his teary eyes.
Why do I feel like he's leaving us?
I clenched my fist while looking at him.
"I am not leaving this house without you, Maxe. You should know by now that we're a package. You go, we go and likewise. No one will be left behind." I said with great determination. As much as I want to smack his head for thinking morbidly, I know that it's not the right time to do that cause there's still someone waiting outside. "I suggest you put aside your morbidity and try to fucking think positively just this time." I can't help but to give him an attitude as I was too frustrated right now with what he said. I refuse to accept that. And I will never accept that. "No one asked you to act like a hero, Maze. So stop your fucking morbidity."
'Stupid dork.'
Then I sighed and turned my back to the stunned Maze and paved my way towards the gate.
I gripped at the handle tightly as I twisted it for a couple of times. It's creaking sound didn't helped at all to lessen my nervousness. In fact, it's been added and I can also feel the beads of sweat forming on my forehead and my stomach twitching because of the mixed emotions I am feeling right now.
I never thought that opening a gate could ever make me feel great anxiety.
But now here I am, my hands were shaking as I continued twisting the handle while listening to its agonizing creaking.
I heard Maze walking closer towards where I'm standing but I seemed to not have any strength left to turn and look at him.
Just simply opening the gate drains my entirety.
I gasped when I was finally able to open it but stopped on my track as I contemplated whether to totally open the gate and close it once again and just hide inside our house for the rest of the day.
"Gab." Maze's soft voice is enough to lessen the tension inside me. 'I'm here." And those words are more than enough for me to finish what I started.
And so, I took a deep breath once again and mustered all my guts before swinging the gate open.
And what's behind the gate is enough to cause me to freeze to where I'm standing.
• to be continued •
Maze'sI heard Gab's conversation with Crimson over the phone. I heard it loud and clear. I just pretended that I'm in deep thought while eavesdropping because I'm worried that Crimson might spill something that Gabriel doesn't need to know, yet. That's why I kept a keen ear to their conversation while pretending that I'm not hearing anything at all. That's why I know that my subordinates will come knocking at my door one of these days. I just didn't think that it would be this early. That's why I've tried to brief Gabriel on what to do if ever it's the other way around. Gab had enough of my father's wicked scheme and I am not letting him hurt the love of my life again. Not when I've already vowed to protect him and our son until I drew my last breath.And I couldn't help but to let out a sigh of relief when I saw Heather and Royce's face first. But something's weird with Gabriel's reaction while still looking outside. He looked like he'd seen a ghost as his body turned visibly r
Maze's Gabriel immediately went to our kitchen to cook some food for lunch and I totally forgot the food he made for me a while ago. Royce decided to help Gabriel while Heather went upstairs to play with the kids and also to greet Michael. But I know that aside from the reason they said to excuse themselves, their main purpose is to actually leave me and my subordinates to have a private talk. And I couldn't be more thankful to them as they both know what I want and need. And that is to talk things over to the guys who're well enough to analyze this dreadful situation of mine. "We heard what happened from Sir Crimson." Jake was the one to talk first and I sighed before looking at the three of them and nodded afterwards. "Before anything else, I would like all of you to just call me by my first name because Gab's not actually fond of formalities." I said, still trying to sound superior like before when in fact, I slowly transitioned into a brave ass guy to a husband that's scar
Gabriel's"As much as I want you to know everything about Mew's past, I'm afraid I am not in any place to answer your questions, Gabriel. It's much better to ask Maze. After all, you're a team. He may have a hard time telling you but I know for sure that he doesn't want to keep it from you if you really want to know. I know you trust my friend more than anyone under this roof, Gab. And I'm sure that he doesn't want to break it and you just need to sit down and talk things over once and for all."I know for a fact that Royce's actually trying to soothe me with his words but instead of calming down, I don't know but I feel more anxious and scared at the same time. Royce sounded like he's telling me that there's still a lot of things that I don't know about my husband. That there's something more about his past that he kept from me for 11 years. And I can't help but to ask myself. Wasn't I able to probe deeper?Did Maze never really let me in after all these years?Such questions over
Maze'sI tried to come up with words to answer Gab's question but just like I thought, I can't speak. My husband's crying in front of me, wondering about his worth because of all the secrets I've kept from him and I feel guilty just by seeing tears rolling down his cheeks. So instead of letting out a single word that might put me and my secret at stake, I rushed towards him but then just when I was about to hold him, he looked at me indifferently and that made me stop in my tracks. Tears are still streaming down his cheeks, nonstop. He looked as if he's been betrayed and it made my heart ache to no end. "G-gab--" I tried calling his name but the lump in my throat won't let me speak another word other than his name cause I am too nervous. I've hurt him, which is the last thing I would want to do in this world. "Who are those three guys, Maze? And why didn't you tell me a single thing about them for over 11 years that we're together? And what kind of help will they be lending us?"
Maze's I woke up not having Gabriel beside me so with blurry vision, I looked around the room whilst roaming my hand at the other side of the bed just to make sure that he's not there. And he's not. I don't know why but I felt perturbed right away. Yes, this is not the first time I woke up without him beside me since he always got up first to prepare our breakfast but right now feels so unusual for me. I dunno why but I rushed outside the master's bedroom without even washing myself. I didn't even bother to wear something aside from my boxers and rushed downstairs. Only to regret it cause I saw Gab talking to Crimson and they were both laughing from something when they both looked at me with skeptical eyes. "Maze!" Gabriel called my name with widened eyes as if taming me and I had to run again upstairs, totally embarrassed as I heard my dear friend's laugh. "C'mon, Bro. It's not as if I haven't seen you wearing boxers before! Oh yeah, not with a One Piece printed boxers!" I hear
Maze's"Maze, what happened?" Jake and the other two stood up from their seats the moment I reached their table at the coffee shop where we agreed to meet the 'babysitter' I wanted to hire."Uh, what's wrong? You look like you just went through Armageddon." First and his honest mouth striked again and Heine gave him a warning look but he just shrugged.I sighed before looking at the waiter who's passing by and told her to get me some cold drink.We all sat down and they waited for me to tell what happened before I got here and so I sighed again before leaning my back against the chair. "Gabriel is against the idea, of course." and as if on cue, they all sighed as well. "You look as though we didn't expect that kind of reaction from him. C'mon, Man. We just guessed it right, you should be prepared at the very least." Here goes First again. And Jake poked him in his side to shut him up but I ignored him. He's actually right. We had expected Gab's violent reaction about this 'babysitt
Gabriel's "Dad, is there something wrong?" Nathan asked as we all strolled through the aisle of snacks here at the supermarket.I looked at him and he's looking at me intently then I heard Crim clear his throat and saw him giving me a knowing look. And I can't help but sigh before kneeling in front of him and looking at his face. Nathan is a smart kid. He's also observant. That's why it's not surprising that he sensed my bad mood. Especially when he saw that I didn't give Maze a kiss before we left which is really unusual. The goodbye kiss is a thing for our son. It's like an unspoken rule.But since I'm too pissed off of my husband's decision to get a babysitter even though we promised to each other long ago that we won't, I can't even look at him let alone think of him right now without frowning. It was then I felt Nathan's hand massaging the gap between my brows to remove my frown and I'm back to reality. I heard Crimson chuckled as he looked at my son before messing with his h
Gabriel's"Crimson, we're adding more for 4 persons." I told Crimson after I hung up the call with Mew."Noted, Maze's Wifey." I ignored his remark and peeked at the living room where Nathan is playing with his One Piece action figures and I smiled upon seeing how careful he is as he arranges the toys above the centre table.He sure knows how to take care of such collector's items.It was then the doorbell rang and I frowned.I didn't think that Maze would be that fast to arrive home. Today's quite a busy day so I supposed they'll be a bit stuck in the traffic. But then I shrugged off and looked at Crimson who's still busy cooking. Well, he volunteered to cook the steak so I let him. So I dared not to bother him anymore and just went straight outside to open the gate. Not realizing that it would be the most stupid and wrongest thing I did today. I stood frozen as I saw a tall guy wearing black clothes in front of me. And he's certainly not my husband. Nor Jake, First or Heine. Ca
"Maze, the love of my life. I know we had gone through a lot and I've witnessed how you doubted yourself about being a good partner to me and a dad to our son, Nathaniel. But I want you to know that no one can ever replace you.You will always be my person.The one that I trust the most.The one who made me feel like I was never broken.The one who made me realize that I can be someone's home.You made me feel needed.And my life before you, that's all I ever wanted.To be needed and to be loved.And you did all that.You took away all my traumas and tried your best to protect me and our son.And I want you to know that I'm still keeping my promise, Maze.That if there come a time that you wanted to weep and slack off, you can always look for me and I'll be there. Always.I am your home.And at times when you're too weak, I'll be your strength.We're a team. You need not to face a storm alone cause I'll always be with you.I love you with extreme certainty, Maze Johnson-Thornton.We
"I may have kept some things from you, Gabriel. Some things that even I, myself, hated about me. But I will never forget how you made me realize that I can be the most hideous person I think I am, and you'd still love me with every beat of your heart.I will never forget how you managed to bring light in my darkness and how you filled the void in my life with your mere existence.And it was then I realized that I don't really believe in love.I only believed in you.And I can never love somebody else as much as I love you.Cause my love is no one but you.You are my home that I'll always try to protect.The home that I'll always get excited to run to after a tiring day.The arms that I'd love to wrap around me as I sleep.The owner of the lips that I'll forever long to kiss.You're my constant reminder that I am loved.And this heart of mine, my love.It beats for you.I love you Gabriel Thornton-Johnson."
Maze'sI felt my tears streaming down my cheeks as I look at the love of my life, looking as beautiful as ever, whilst he walks towards the predella where I'm standing. I can also see the reactions among our guests and I can really see that they are happy for the both of us. I looked at our friends and can't help but to cry even more because of how thankful I am to them for staying with us and for fighting with us amidst of the danger. I looked at Gabriel's mom and she smiled at me. And I uttered 'thank you' but I know that that's not enough. Those words can't really express how grateful I am to her for bringing Gab to life and for making him such a strong person that I can lean on whenever I'm weak and vulnerable. I looked at my wife again as he reached the predella and he looked at me with nothing but love in his eyes. We were to drawn with each other's orbs and we didn't notice that our son is standing between us. If Nathan hadn't taken my hand to intertwine it with Gabriel
SAVEDGabriel'sMy world's in a blur once I opened my eyes and I was welcomed by a bright light conquering the room. On a split second, I really thought that I was dead and this was already Nirvana. But as soon as I've felt the pain on my chest, I knew for sure that I'm alive and I'm probably in a hospital.I dared to get up but one was quick to stop me and firmly held me back from getting up.It's Michael.He smiled at me softly as if he's consoling me and I couldn't help but frown.The first person that comes through my mind was my husband.And after remembering what happened before I passed out, I went hysterical before frantically looking around."Where's Maze? Where's my husband?" I asked Mike as tears started streaming down my face with the immense fear I'm feeling.That aside from the physical pain I'm feeling from the wound on my chest, the pain I'm feeling within whilst thinking what could possibly be the reason why my husband is not around is much more bigger than any phys
Hitting HomeGabriel's I stared at my own reflection in the vanity mirror whilst fixing the collar of my suit. I took a couple of deep breath as I feel extremely nervous about what's about to happen. And as I stare at myself, I can't help but cry again as I remembered everything that we've been through.I cried even more when the image of Maze lying bloodied in my arms while I called his name nonstop flashed through my mind. I feel like it all just happened yesterday and yet here I am. About to hit home. It was then the door opened and my mom came in. She gave me a warm smile when she saw me crying as she walked towards me. I also smiled at her but then started crying again like a baby when she pulled me in for a hug without saying anything. She just stood and hugged me as if that can soothe me from having all these feelings. And it somehow helped to calm me down.She then pulled away to look at my face and she smiled as she stared at me lovingly.She fixed my hy hair and pa
The Last BeatGabriel'sMy eyes widened when Maze suddenly jumped in front of me to catch the bullet that was meant for me. "Maze!""Daddy!"We both stared at each other's eyes as he fell on his knees while still being tied up on that chair.I feel like I've been stabbed just by seeing him in pain and I couldn't do anything to ease it.It was then another gunshots followed and it wasn't from Mr. King's gun.He frantically looked around only to see some of his men lying on the ground.Suddenly, three figures showed up from the dark part of the building followed by two more.And I almost cried upon recognising who they are.Jake, First and Heine went on full alert while holding their guns firmly. They showed no fear as they went to deal with Mr. King's men. Heather and Royce didn't waste any time and used the three's cover to run towards Becka, Nathan and Crimson. From the other side, there goes Mark, Top, Barry and Marvin. Mark is also holding a gun whilst the other three held a m
LA VERDADMaze'sI woke up with nagging headache. I frowned and grunted as I blink a couple of times wondering why my head hurts so much. It was then I remembered that my fucking estranged father just hit me with a gun causing me to fell unconscious. With that, I immediately went on full alert and tried my best to move. But apparently, Mr. King, being such a fucking coward, had tied me down in a chair. "Maze." I heard a familiar voice calling my name and my eyes widened as my heart started beating painfully upon recognising the owner of that voice. It's my person. I looked up and saw him standing in front of me."Gabriel!" My voice turned hoarse and I felt my throat being dry. "Gab!" I called him again when I saw who was the one standing behind him."Daddy!" I looked at the direction where that little cry came from and saw my son together with Crimson and Becka being tied up together. Crimson and Becka looked at me apologetically and their weak appearance made me more enraged.
Maze'sI frowned upon hearing what he said and even if I don't want to, perturbation suddenly creeped my whole system as I try to register and understand what he just said. "Cause by then, your beloved husband and son's head would be blown cause there's a gun pointed at their heads as we speak."I tried my best to apprehend what he said but God knows how much I wished I didn't. My hands started to shiver but then, I remained aiming the gun at him. To show him that I don't believe him. He's just stalling. But then he let out a dry laugh that seems to painful to hear before he looked at me again. "We may think alike but you should know by now that I am still more cunning than you." He said before fishing out his phone and I went on full alert. I looked closely with every move he makes. Even the way he dialed on his phone makes my heart beat painfully. The way that the dialing tone resonates inside the room just added to the tension I'm feeling. I feel like once the other line
Maze'sWe didn't waste any time at the cemetery since Mr. Alba's subordinates are on their way already.I know that I still have to attend some interrogation but since I've already made a pact with Mr. Alba that I'll help him capture one of most famous dealer in the grey market which is my Dad, there's no need for that cause I've already given him the evidences I've gathered about all the illegal businesses of Mr. King.Mr. King thinks that he's the only one who can control this game.But I when I said that I'll never be his thrall, I mean it.Mr. Alba suggested that we can just perform a sting operation with me as their bait since I'm the one he wants to have in the first place but I know that that's not possible and he can easily get away with it. I know for a fact that he also have connections inside the police forces. In fact, he even tried to bribe Mr. Alba and the Director General not knowing that we have long agreed with each other that we'll catch him no matter what. The Di