Autumn POV
Dax had an iron grasp on my arm. I thrashed and kicked, but to no avail. My feet fumbled for grip as he hauled me across the pack hall's shiny floor. "Please!" I opened my mouth to scream, but only a pitiful squeak came out. Oh, how I hate having to pretend to be silent. Go to hell, damn it all. I made a desperate attempt to grasp anything or anyone who could assist. I ran my fingertips along Zane's sleeve. Hope blazed in my chest for a minute. My foster father would never allow this to occur, I'm sure. However, he withdrew his arm, his expression displaying icy indifference. "Zane!" With tears flowing down my face, I silently mouthed. He moved on. Bessie was standing close by, her mouth hanging open in a victorious grin. I went flying at her, snatching a handful of her blouse in my fist. She flinched back as though I were sick, pushing me off so hard that I staggered. She growled, "Get your dirty hands off me." "You ought to give me thanks. At least you'll be useful now." As Dax yanked me by, the elders looked on impassively. I made frantic gestures, attempting to convey that Bessie had cheated and that the situation wasn't equitable. But my protests meant little without a voice. They were staring at me with disgust in their eyes. Just an omega who is silent. Worthless. Expendable. I saw Alpha Rafe for the last time as we got closer to the doors. With Catalina tucked protectively under his arm, he stood erect and proud on his dais. Their faces of icy contempt were the same for both of them. My pack was this one. my household. And they were discarding me as trash. There was a loud boom as the doors slammed behind us. The sound was as definite as a coffin lid closing, and it rang through my bones. The air outside was chilly and fresh. In other conditions, it could have been energizing. It feels like a slap in the face right now. Real life is beginning to emerge. I staggered on the uneven surface, my injured leg aching. Dax stopped, and for a split second, pity appeared in his dark eyes. But as fast as it materialized, iron resolution took its place. "Stop fighting," he snarled. "You're only making this harder on yourself." I gave a fierce shake of my head, still fighting against his iron grip. He let out a sigh that was half irritation and half admiration. "You seem to have a strong spirit. It won't help you here, though. Girl, accept your fate. It will be less difficult for us both. As we ventured into the forest, the thick canopy above us enveloped us in almost complete darkness. The smell of rotting leaves and soil filled the air. Motionless shadows surrounded us. The remainder of Dax's group emerged from the shadows, resembling specters. Suddenly, Dax let go of me. I staggered and almost fell. My breath stuck in my throat as I gazed up. A huge black wolf suddenly towered over me where Dax had stood only moments before. With the exception of a jagged scar across his left eye, his fur was pitch-black. With that vicious look on my face, a low growl erupted from deep within his chest. The other rogues changed, one by one. Before long, a sea of shining teeth and bristling fur encircled me. Clearly, Dax was saying change or risk falling behind. I willed my wolf forward and closed my eyes. But the reassuring warmth was absent. The stinging reminder of why I couldn't shift was my leg's throbbing. The agony was too intense, and the injuries were too serious. When I opened my eyes, Dax was staring at me. I shook my head and made a hopeless gesture toward my leg. His ears prickled, and I thought for a split second he was going to attack. But suddenly, he let out a puff of breath and dropped to the floor. It took a moment for me to comprehend. My eyes widened in shock when I did. Did he want me to mount him? Dax gave a frustrated snarl. Get moving or get left behind was the unambiguous message. I gently got on his broad back, swallowing my pride. As soon as I composed myself, he took off quickly. Dax dashed into the trees, the rest of his pack following behind with ease, and the forest began to blur around us. I buried my face in his neck to shield it from the slashing branches as I clung to his fur. It was almost hypnotic to see his strong muscles contract in a constant beat beneath me. I found myself gradually relaxing in spite of my fear. For what seemed like hours, we ran. Dax slowed just when I thought I couldn't take it any longer. I looked up, squinting in the bright light. We had appeared in a tiny, undiscovered valley. Stretched out in front of us was what appeared to be a town, but was eventually taken back by nature. Buildings in disrepair drooped drunkenly, ivy climbing up their walls. Old, rusted cars dotted the perimeter, acting as temporary security posts. I caught a few glimpses of other wolves sitting atop the cars or scavenging among the wreckage here and there. Thus, this was the notorious region of rogues. It was not what I had anticipated. Yes, there was a strange sensation of home there, but there was also an air of neglect. Dax stopped in front of a pack of wolves who were waiting as he padded into the heart of the dilapidated village. We stopped, and I removed myself tactfully from his back. My legs grew weak from the extended journey. When we arrived, a cacophony of yips and whines greeted us. A few of the eager wolves came trotting forward and gave Dax a tender nuzzle. He took a moment to get used to their attention before growling softly and shaking them off. A thin female wolf with tawny fur came over to face me warily. With a little flick of her tail, she sniffed at me. She then moved, exposing a woman who might be a few years my senior. She murmured, "Welcome home, Alpha," to Dax, who had also changed. "I see you brought us a guest." Dax moaned. "Go to the infirmary with her. Tidy her up and tend to her injuries. Ensure that she is at ease." The woman gave me a warm, surprisingly genuine smile after nodding. "Please, honey, come on. Together, let's get you well. Gently taking my arm, she guided me toward one of the better-preserved structures. I turned to look at Dax again, but he had already started to walk off, giving commands to his group. The infirmary, as it was called, was actually an auto repair garage that had been transformed. A few rickety cots had been pulled to the corners, along with old tires and pieces of machinery. The harsh fragrance of antiseptic barely covered up the lingering grease stench. The woman introduced herself as Amber and led me to a cot. "What's your name, sweetie?" I let out a frustrated groan and shut my mouth. How would one explain? Amber scrunched her brow. "Can't you speak?" I gave her a headshake. She said, "Oh, you poor thing," with sincere sorrow in her voice. Don't worry, though. Here, we'll look after you well." She brought in two more women, and between them, they started taking off my frayed clothes. I initially recoiled, unaccustomed to this kind of treatment. But they had a cold, impersonal touch. "It's okay," Amber reassured. "We just need to check you over; make sure you're not hurt anywhere else." They did a good job of cleaning my wounds and applying new bandages to my wounded leg. Their caresses surprised me by being kinder than any I'd experienced in the Crescent Night group. Amber chattered nonstop while they worked. "Actually, things aren't that bad here. Although the rogues have a bad image, we're all essentially part of the same family. Consider Sarah as an example." She gave one of the other women a nod. "She worked as a municipal nurse in the past. arrived at our place after being expelled by her pack for falling in love with a rebel. She is now our mental healer." Sarah gave a timid smile. "That is accurate. I never imagined coming here, but now I find it impossible to picture being anywhere else." I stood there silently, half-afraid, half-trusting. This was not what I had anticipated from a rogue pack at all. Then again, what was it I knew? Up until now, the Crescent Night bundle had been my entire universe. Amber clasped my hand as if she could read my mind. "I realize it's a lot to process. Give us a chance, though. It's possible that you're intended to be here exactly." There was a lump in my throat. I considered the Lycan King Kavan and his invitation to become a pack member. Why had I not accompanied him? But no, it was useless to think about what may have been. This was an improvement over the Crescent Pack, at least. Here, at least, I was met with friendly looks rather than disdainful ones. After providing me with care, Amber assisted me in changing into a fresh pair of slightly used but clean clothes. "There," she remarked, taking a step back to examine her work. "Feel better?" I managed to manage a tiny smile of appreciation as I nodded. "Good. How about some meals now? You have to be very hungry." Right on cue, my stomach gave a loud growl. Amber chuckled. "That seems like a yes to me. I'll be right back; please wait here." After a few minutes, she came back with a hot platter. My mouth started to moisten at the smell. "It's not much," Amber apologized while placing the platter in front of me. A small amount of pork with roasted potatoes. Since we raise much of our own food here, there's not always an abundance of meat. However, we wanted to extend a formal greeting to you." I couldn't help but seem puzzled as I gazed at the plate and then back at Amber. What made them so generous? What was it they desired from me? Amber appeared to detect my discomfort. "Suck in," she said softly. "You're safe here, I promise." I hesitantly started to eat. The meal was flavorful and straightforward, with seasonings I was unfamiliar with. I could feel some of the strain leaving my body as I was eating. This might not be as horrible as it seems. The door suddenly sprang open as I was finishing the final bite. A boy, maybe twelve or thirteen years old, staggered in. As if he had run the entire distance, he was panting profusely. "Amber!" he exclaimed. "I was dispatched by Alpha Dax. He's eager to meet the new female immediately." Amber's expression darkened. "Already? She hasn't even had time to relax, though." The young man shrugged. Alpha's directives. declared that it was critical." Amber turned to face me, her countenance a mixture of resignation and worry. "I apologize, sweetie. We should not keep him waiting too long." My heart raced again—the one that had just started to quiet down. What was it that Dax wanted from me? Why is it so urgent? A knot of chilly dread grew in my stomach as Amber escorted me out of the infirmary and into the fading twilight light. I'd let myself go easy and dream. But now that I knew the rogue alpha had ulterior motives, all of my worries returned. Now, what waited for me?Autumn POVI followed Amber around the twisted lanes of the outlaw camp. Long shadows were being formed across the decaying buildings by the setting sun. With every stride I took, my heart pounded in my chest. How could Alpha Dax be interested in me?We arrived at a sizable warehouse with corroded and pockmarked metal walls. A pair of robust sentinels stood vigilantly near the entryway. As we walked by, they gave Amber a nod and gave me a suspicious look.The warehouse was bustling with activity inside. There were wolves running about with boxes and crates. The stench of sweat, metal, and leather permeated the air. Amber led me to a tiny office with a view of the main floor by way of a set of noisy metal steps.Dax was seated behind a worn-out desk, with just one dangling light bulb illuminating his scarred face. As we walked in, he looked up, his sharp eyes falling on me."I'm grateful, Amber. He murmured, his voice a deep rumble, "You can go."Amber gave me a comforting squeeze on m
Autumn POVDax's comments lingered in the air as I stood there, motionless. The pack of Shadow Realms The most deadly pack among all the werewolf societies And he desired that I become one of them?I think Dax saw the look of disbelief on my face. With a groan, he combed through his hair. "I realize this sounds crazy. But allow me to explain."He pointed to the unconscious wolf, whom he addressed as Renly. "He might be saved by the Shadow Realm pack's cutting-edge medical knowledge and healing skills. That's what your goal would be.A suspicious eyebrow went up. How on earth was a silent omega like myself going to succeed in such a risky mission?Dax went on, urgently and in a low voice. If you were to pose as Mathias's partner, you may acquire their healing skills. then return to us with that understanding."In uncomfortable silence, we left Renly's room and made our way back to Dax's office. My thoughts were racing. This was insane. even suicide. But I saw Sarah ministering to a pa
Autumn POVWith cold calculation, Mathias leaned over me, his eyes sweeping over my face. I continued to look down, my heart thumping hard in my chest. I was aware of the irony: I had just discovered my voice, and now here I was, acting silent once more. My deceit weighed heavily on me and served as a continual reminder of how vulnerable I was."Can you speak?" With a tone that pierced through the tense atmosphere in the room, Mathias demanded.I gave a little sigh just for impact and shook my head. My nose was filled with his aroma, which was a mix of pine and something deeper and more sinister. It required all of my strength to keep from running away and to keep up the appearance of the submissive, silent omega that I was meant to be.Mathias's face muscles tensed with evident annoyance as his jaw clinched. He spit out, "This is ridiculous," his words brimming with contempt. "Dax! Enter this place right now!"With such power that it banged into the wall, the door exploded open, lett
Chapter 9: The Dawn of Deception Autumn's POV Beside Mathias, I was motionless as a stone. Intoxicated slumber had a heavy rhythm as his chest rose and fell. Sweat and booze stank filled the room. A little glow seeped through the draperies. I hadn't had any sleep. unable to get any sleep. The weight of all I'd accomplished and what remained to be done was racing through my mind. My skin felt scratchy against the blankets. I wanted to move, to scratch, and to run. However, I didn't. As I waited, I breathed steadily and slowly. Mathias let up one big snore. Then he resumed his silence. Cautiously, I lifted my head. gazed upon him. His mouth was agape, and his face was vacant. His chin glistened with drool. This man believed he now owned me. The truth was unknown to him. I am not able to know the reality. As I placed my fingers in my mouth, they trembled. After a moment of hesitation, I forcefully bit my index finger. My hand hurts so bad. I tasted copper. Blood shot up, thick and da
Autumn POV Not long later, a convoy arrived. elegant black vehicles with darkened windows. Men with earpieces in their ears and dark outfits. They maneuvered with military accuracy. Mathias said, "Time to head home." He extended his hand toward me. I accepted it. Against my palm, he felt dry and warm. Strong. I allowed myself to fantasize briefly about what this might be like in real life. If this man, who appeared friendly and interested in looking after me, was the one who genuinely owned me,. However, it wasn't genuine. I also belonged to no one. We bid Dax and Amber farewell. Amber gave me a strong hug. whispered, "Autumn, you're so lucky." in my ear. Mathias is a decent guy. Treat him well." I nodded, not believing I could talk. even though I was able to. The vehicle was cozy. Leather chairs, mellow music streaming. With his arm around my shoulders, Mathias took a seat near me. As we drove, he pointed out various landmarks. explained the Shadow Realm pack to me. Regarding t
Autumn's POV Unable to take my eyes off it, I nodded. It was very striking. and horrifying. I had assumed I was going into a pack. I recognized now that I was walking into a prison. one that I came up with. As we got closer, the gates opened. As we went by, the guards saluted. I got a peek at their faces. Hard. Alert. These were not the indolent border patrols I knew. These were experienced fighters. The packlands spread out before us inside the fortifications. a mix of more traditional pack structures and modern buildings. Everything was shining. Clean. Prosperous. Powerful. As we drove, Mathias pointed out locations. the exercise area, the medical facility, and the educational institution. As he related the history of the pack, his voice grew proud. How they had developed into one of the most powerful packs in the nation from a tiny, struggling gang. I paid attention. Nodded. smiled when it was appropriate. However, I felt empty within. Empty. Despite its grandeur, this venue fe
Autumn POV I picked up the mask and touched the elaborate design with my fingertips. It was similar to keeping a secret. How appropriate. After assisting me with mask security, Mrs. Potts took a step back to evaluate her job. "Oh, Miss. They won't be able to breathe after you." I gave her a smile, appreciating her generosity. But with every minute that went by, fear spiraled closer inside. The mantelpiece clock struck seven. A maid materialized in the doorway as if by omen. She curtsied and said, "Beg your pardon." "But the guest of honor is requested to make her entrance." Mrs. Potts gave me a handshake. "Love deep breathes. You'll succeed." I gave a nod, lacking confidence in my ability to act further. As she escorted me out of the room, Mrs. Potts's incessant speech provided a calming background to my racing mind. She remarked, "Now don't you worry about a thing?" as we strolled. "Just nod and grin. Let Mathias speak for himself. If someone invites you to dance, sim
Autumn's POVThe tune intensified. Mathias's hand was waiting there. I gazed at it. My thoughts were empty. The room fell silent. Everyone is looking at us."Shall we, my dear?" Mathias spoke in a soft voice. Not in his eyes, however.I reached into his hand. It was a surrendering feeling. He guided me to the ballroom's center. Like the Red Sea, the multitude was divided. I felt like they were staring at me. Judging. waiting on my failure.Mathias touched my waist with one hand. I winced. He acted as though he were blind. He lifted our combined hands. I stiffly and hesitantly followed his direction.The tunes began. Mathias shifted. I faltered."Calm down," he murmured. I felt his warm breath in my ear. "Follow my lead."I made an effort. God, I really did try. My feet, though, were lead. My body refused to comply. We made abrupt circles. I infringed on his rights. Once. Twice. thrice.Mathias was always smiling. However, his hold became more firm. Warning.Gazing down, I saw our feet