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“I want her.” Ryan demanded “It’s good to see you again here, Sir Ryan.” “Yeah, yeah, I said I want her.” “Who? Let me go get Betty for you,” Mama replied. “No!! Her,” Ryan pointed. “The new girl.” “The new girl, you say?” she asked, as if shocked. “Oh, you’re serious. Well, would you look at that? I guess it’s her lucky day.” “Yes, I am, Mama. What’s her name?” “Natasha. She'll meet you in there in a minute.” “Tasha, get off that stage! Come with me!” Mama called, breaking Natasha off the trance she was in while dancing. Surprisingly, Ivy loved it. Ivy loved being Natasha. She had never felt so wanted and adored the way they wanted her tonight. This made her scared—scared that she would love it too much and wouldn't be able to leave. “There’s a very important man in the VIP section waiting for you. You have to be good, okay?” Mama warned. “B-but I thought you said no touching.” “Girl, what do you take me for? A pimp? I didn’t say you should prostitute yourself to no man! Go in there and dance. Whatever happens in there is none of my business; it’s solely on you. You allow whatever you want and don’t want, okay?” She walked off, and Ivy shyly made her way to the section. A bouncer opened it for her. She saw a man man-spreading on the couch directly facing a mini stage. He looked at her, and boy, did he see her. He was wearing a mask too. She guessed he wanted to remain unknown—maybe he was married; who knows? She got on stage and started to dance. The way he looked at her made her nervous. She had to remind herself that she was wearing a pink wig and a mask; no one would be able to recognize her. She hoped. He suddenly raised his hand, gesturing her to stop and move closer to him. She got off stage and took little steps toward him. He stood up and moved closer until they were practically breathing the same air, making eye contact. Those eyes, Ivy thought, looked like eyes that knew her—eyes that wanted today a lot from her. His hands moved to grab her neck when— “St—” “Ryan?” a voice called from behind, cutting Ivy's stop and Ryan from touching her. Ryan turned around. “Oh, Ryan, there you are!” A man clad in an expensive black suit without a mask said. Ivy recognized him; she knew him. In fact, Ivy had slept in this man's house before—‘Alex.’ Shit, what was he doing here? “Excuse me,” Ivy whispered, running out of there. “Oh, I haven't seen that one here before,” Alex said as she disappeared from their sight. “What's with the mask?” Alex asked as he took his seat. He called out for the bouncer to bring in some girls. “I'm not in the mood for that,” Ryan said as he took his seat. “You rarely come here. Why are you here? Cynthia ain't doing you too well?” “To hell with Cynthia. She's doing too much—too clingy. She's not even my girlfriend. The girl I can't wait to bed and get off my head is that Ivy girl. I had her right in the palm of my hands the other night, but I didn't do shit.” “And why is that?” “If I had an idea, I wouldn't be here. I need to get everything off my mind. Besides, we need to celebrate—” Three strippers walked in. “The shipment was a success, and I got you this.” Alex reached into his pocket and brought out a box. “Don't tell me you're about to propose to me, Alexander. If yes, I'm not interested; no offense, I do the other gender,” Ryan grinned. “Hahaha, very funny.” The girls began to dance. Alex handed the box over to Ryan as he opened it. It was a key. “I bought you a Rolls Royce; it’s outside. Pick any girl; it’s on me.” “Oh damn, thank you, Alex,” Ryan sighed. “I'm not interested.” “In what? The car or the girls?” “When have I ever said no to a car? I'm not interested in the girls; you can have them tonight.” “Your loss.” Ryan took his leave. 'What’s got him all edgy?' Alex thought. With Ryan gone, one of the girls took the initiative to give Alex a lap dance. She sat on his lap as she started. “I can give you a BJ right now, Alex, and make these girls watch. Are you into it? ‘Cause I'm down for it,” she said sultrily into Alex's ear. “It's Mr. Donatello to you,” he said as he slid her off of him. Standing, he left the section, leaving the girls in awe. “What did you say to make him angry? Bitch, we almost had him!” another girl said angrily. --- “Oh shit, oh shit! What is Alex doing here? I really hope he didn't recognize me. What if he did? Fuck, fuck, dammit!” Ivy said out loud as she made her way to the girls’ dressing room. Most of the girls were already seated, trying to change their outfits back to their normal clothes to close for the day. The girls, upon sighting Ivy, were cold; the way they all stopped talking when they saw her looked like they were talking about her. But she wasn't bothered; after all, she was new. She was probably just overthinking things. Ivy smiled as she saw Pundy cleaning off her makeup. She took a seat beside Pundy. “Hey girl, you wouldn't believe it! What you said was true; it was magical! That stage is something else. My fear dissipated just like that. It felt like I really belonged somewhere. Did you see me?” Ivy ranted without reading the room. Pundy looked at her with a hint of sadness in her eyes. “I saw you; we all saw you.” “Yeah?” “Yes.” “Yep, and it ain't cool,” the other girls said. “Uhmm, what did I do?” “You were all over the place, stealing our men! I thought we were all in this together!” a girl said, whom Ivy thought was too young to be a stripper, but who cared? They were all too young to be in the club. “Look, I get it, you're new here, but we are all here for a reason too, and that’s money. You can’t—you can’t—” Pundy couldn't find the right word. Mama came in. “Where is she? Oh, there you are, girl!” referring to Ivy. “Natasha, I do not know what you are doing, but keep doing it! You need to see the crowd out there. Here’s your cash—a total of five thousand dollars.” “ 'You need to thank Sir Ryan for that’” Mama whispered loudly “Gurlll, I need to see you tomorrow, okay? Make Mama proud!” Mama handed Pundy another bundle of cash. “Share it amongst yourselves. You all should emulate Natasha here, okay, if you want to be making as much cash as her. I need a good sleep. Bye, girls, go get it!” Ivy's eyes were clear now. She really could see where the hate would come from, but they were all missing an important piece—that this situation wasn't her fault too. It really did hurt Ivy; she had thought she had finally found a place, if not maybe in the future a family. But she was just being delusional as always. Ivy didn't want Pundy or the girls to see the tears that were about to drop any minute now. She carried her belongings, her money, and headed for the restroom where she could be alone. In one of the stalls of the ladies' restroom, though she knew she couldn't hide there all day, it was almost 2 a.m. Probably she’d just wait it out until her shift was totally over. She cried her eyes out when two girls came into the restroom. “I cannot even have it again! I can't take it! That bitch has gotta go—like now!” a voice said. “I know, right? I earned $300 today; I was expecting like a thousand with the crowd tonight, but no! She goes and steals them all like the thief she is!” another voice said. “And what is with that ass, Queen B?” Betty said. “I'm sure it's BBL. Girls do that these days,” Queen B replied. “She better give me her doctor's contact before I throw her off a bridge,” Betty giggled. “You know Ryan, right?” “The boss?” “No, like the second in command.” “Oh yeah.” “He rejected me today! I thought I had him wrapped around my fingers. He always called for me—always me—until that bitch came. She hadn't even spent three hours when she literally had everyone— I mean everyone—eating from the palm of her hands,” Betty said as she started to fake sob. “Don't cry! Come on, let’s leave. It's 2 a.m.; are you hungry? Terry Eats should be open. My treat, okay?” --- “Mama!” Alex called out. “Mr. Donatello! What a pleasure to have you here! What would you like to have? Drinks on us tonight?” “That won't be necessary. I saw a lady run off minutes ago. I'd like to see if she's available tonight. The ones in there are pissing me off.” “Uhmm, what lady? Natasha?” “I have no idea what her name is. She had pink hair.” “Oh yeah, Natasha! She's really a star! Everybody—I mean literally everyone—wanted her tonight. Unfortunately, her shift is over; the girl would probably be tired.” “Are you saying no to me, Mama?” Alex growled. There was a moment of brief silence. “No, no, no, sir! Of course not! I'll get her!” “Tell her whatever she has earned tonight, I'll double it.”Chapter 8 Mama makes her way to the girls' dressing room as soon as possible. Mr. Donatello is not someone anyone wants to annoy. Most people don't know it, but he owns the nightclub—hell, he owns the whole city. “Where is Natasha?” Everyone looks around for a bit, but it's clear she isn't here. “Pundy, I need Natasha right this moment.” “I have to get home, Mama. Natasha left minutes ago; she's probably home by now. What do you need Natasha for? I can help with it.” “I said I need Natasha! Look for her right now! Call her! If she's halfway home, tell her to turn back right this instant!” The girls look at each other, questioning what is going on. They had never seen Mama this frantic over any girl before. “She isn't picking up, Mama. What should I do?” “She must be around. Look for her.” “Okay, Mama.” Pundy lazily stands up to look for Ivy.
Chapter 9 “A faceless woman? Would you look at that! And who do you think this woman is?” the professor asks, glancing at Tim. “Tell me what you feel, Miss Ivy.” “Uhmm...” Ivy, instead of defending her supposed painting, found herself staring at the painting beside her, which was Tim's. From afar, it looked like just a portrait of her, but closer inspection revealed the deep sadness in her eyes. How he was able to capture such intricate emotion in a painting was unbeknownst to her. Half of her face was smiling, while the other half was sad. It reminded her of herself. Side by side were the two paintings created by Tim; something told Ivy that the women in the paintings were her. Of course, the paintings were about her. “A faceless woman,” Ivy begins. “I painted this because I do—I—” “Did you paint this, Ivy?” “Of course I did.” “Then tell me about it.” “It's a woman who doesn't have a face because she doesn't know who she is. At night, she puts on one face, and by day, a
Chapter 10 “Welcome, Natasha. I've been waiting,” Ryan said. “What happened to your pink hair?” Ryan, who was also wearing a mask, asked. “It's a wig. I'm feeling brunette is better tonight,” Ivy replied. “I'll spend an hour with you. I want to dance on stage tonight.” “Why? I paid exclusively for you.” “You paid for me without asking me if I exclusively wanted to dance for you.” “I'll double the payment,” Ryan countered. “I don't want it.” Sighing heavily, Ivy felt she might be stepping on his toes, but like Mama said, I get whatever I allow. “What can I do to stop you from dancing on that stage? I'll pay you—name your price.” “I can't be bought. That's what you don't get, do you?” He violently stood up and held Ivy by the neck, making her gasp. She expected to be choking by now, but she wasn't. His hands were stern, unmoving on her neck, yet soft—not in a way that could hinder her from breathing. “Please, call me Ryan.” “I want a lap dance, Ivy,” he coarsely
Chapter 11“What restaurant do you work at? I should come over once in a while. Do they sell good food?” Tim asked.“No, they don't. You would distract me; I don't need you there.”“Okay, whatever you say, your highness. Please tell me I'm not the only one getting weird messages from this Bella girl.”“You too? She has been blowing my phone up, saying we should come for this exhibition thing that will gain us more credits for this course.”“Hmmm. Ivy, you're doing it all wrong. She's going to know the last drawing isn't your work if you draw like that.”“Well then, Mr. Perfect, you should probably do my homework for me again. This time, come up with a different concept.”“Don't patronize me! I wasn't the one who slept off when I should be doing my assignment.”“Shut up and let me focus, Tim.” “What are we doing? We are always at each other's necks almost every day. This isn't how it used to be.”
Chapter 12_WARNING: MATURE CONTENT__VIOLENCE__RAPE_Her lips were soft and plump; she smelled heavenly. Alex grabbed Ivy's boobs as she let out a sigh. He used a finger to check if she was ready, and she was soaking wet as he inserted himself into her. His alarm rang out."Shit! It was a dream," he cried out. That felt too real. All he could think about was Ivy. Yesterday, after the exhibition, she had asked him to take her home. He didn't want to, but also didn't want to scare her off. He'd have to sway her heart slowly into his world – a dangerous world at that – but he's ready to do anything to have her by his side. Maybe it's time for him to settle down; this could be a sign. He hoped she'd never learn the truth about her father's death, because then she'd never forgive him."Your breakfast's ready, sir Alex," Eliza said."Thank you, Eliza.""When would Ivy be visiting again?""Soon, El
Chapter 13 Cindy stared into oblivion as two men wrapped her stepfather up in transparent plastic. She sat on the floor by the dumpster at the back of KlubRush. She watched them carry her father and scrub the floor clean. Anyone who passed here wouldn’t even know a man was killed just minutes ago. Though he deserved it, murder was murder. She knew these people all too well; they could make her disappear—hell, they could make anyone disappear, just like they did Nasty. It was an untold truth that Nasty got messed up in some business she shouldn’t have, so she was taken out. They had told all the girls that Nasty found love and got married, but it was a lie from the pit of hell. Now Ivy comes to replace Nasty. Ivy! Where is she? I hope they don’t hurt her. “Cindy, here. This will flush your system out and rid you of any unwanted stuff he might have put in you.” Ryan handed her some drugs and a bottle of water. Ther
Chapter 14TRIGGER WARNINGRyan went through the CCTV footage of the club to see if he could identify the van that shot at them or even find out the identity of the shooters when he stumbled upon something.Pundy's stepfather didn't come to the club alone; he was with another man. “What do we have here?” “Officer Cecilia.”“Why are you calling me at this hour? Don't you rest, Ryan? Don't you have a happy home, a wife, a girl, or something?”“Luckily for you, I don't. Except you want to leave your husband for me?” The voice from the phone hissed.“What do you want?”“I'm going to send you a picture of a man. I need you to run an ID on him. I need to know everything about him—his criminal records, everything.”“Sure, I'll do it tomorrow early in the morning.”“I can't wait, Cecilia. Can you do it now?”“What part of ‘laying low’ don't you understand, Ryan? Do you want to cost me my job?”“There's a job always waiting for you as a stripper, Cecilia.”“Get off my phone! I'll send it in t
Chapter 15 TRIGGER WARNINGThe door creaked as Paul let himself into Cindy's room. He was drunk to a stupor. "Are you awaaakk-eee, Cin... Cindy?" he asked. Cindy was lying on her bed, pretending to be asleep, but she was wide awake.He held her cheek as he lay beside her. "Why can't your mother be this peaceful and beautiful, you witch?" He caressed her neck, going down to her bosom. Nothing was obstructing him; all Cindy wore was a baggy top and shorts.He reached her breasts, playing with her nipples. "I know you are awake, Cindy. You are a slut, just like your mother. You like what I do to you, don't you?"Cindy opened her eyes, looking at him. "Raise your head," he ordered. She did, and he lifted her top off her body. She was young, but she could see the lust in his eyes. Somehow, she got off of the feeling. She always felt she was not pretty enough for men; she had low self-esteem. Her mother broke her confidence.
Chapter 23“Gosh, I'm in love with your life right now,” Bella said as they both soaked themselves in the warm bath in Ivy's bathroom. They had decided to give themselves a little spa treatment.“I wouldn't say that,” Ivy replied, a hint of sadness in her voice.“I think I'll be visiting you very often now. What about your apartment, the one you share with Tim?”“What about it?”“I don't know. What are you going to do with it?”“It will be reassigned to someone else next semester. I guess I just worry about Tim.”“Tim? You haven't told him?”Ivy nodded, her expression serious.“Oh Lord, dang girl!”“Promise me you won't say a thing. I want to tell him myself. He's been avoiding me these days.”“Sure, your secret is safe with me.”“I won't call it a secret, Bella.”Bella was fixing her makeup and hair when Eliza knocked.“Ivy, are you in there?”
Chapter 22Ivy laid her head on the soft pillows of the bed, but she couldn't sleep. She turned from side to side, feeling restless. After a few minutes, she felt the need to drink water. Deciding to quench it, she slipped out of bed and padded quietly to the kitchen. The house was eerily silent; it seemed everyone had already gone to bed. As she opened the fridge, her eyes landed on a half-full bottle of red wine. Instead of pouring a glass of water, she grabbed the bottle and took a huge swig. The rich, velvety liquid flowed down her throat, bringing a momentary sense of warmth.Suddenly, a voice from behind her made her jump. “Couldn't sleep?” It was Alex, standing shirtless in the doorway. “Alex!” she exclaimed, quickly dropping the bottle and slamming the fridge door shut, as if she had been caught stealing candy. “I couldn't sleep either,” he replied, moving closer. He opened the fridge, pulled out the wine, and took a swig himself. Ivy couldn't help but admire the view—his
Chapter 21Ivy used her time to take in the breathtaking view from Alex's office. The expansive windows offered a view of the entire city, sparkling and alive beneath the late afternoon sun. It was beautiful, utterly mesmerizing.“You like the view?” Alex asked, his voice startling her. She hadn’t noticed him come in, so engrossed was she in the scene before her.Ivy smiled as she turned back to him. “It’s beautiful, isn’t it?” “Not as beautiful as the person standing in front of me,” he replied, his gaze piercing. Ivy felt a warmth creeping to her cheeks, a blush that she hoped he wouldn’t notice.“You ready to go?” he asked, breaking her reverie. Ivy nodded, her heart racing slightly. “I need to grab a few things at my apartment first, if you don’t mind,” she said, trying to sound casual.“Like what?” he inquired, raising an eyebrow.“Clothes, you know, basic stuff,” she replied, a little defensive.“You don’t need them. Everything you need is already at home,” he said, the word '
Chapter 20Ivy didn’t know what to feel about Alex’s interference. He had no right to meddle in her studies like that. Now, everyone was going to think she needed to be treated differently. He was going to get a piece of her mind—that was for sure.A sleek black Lexus pulled up right in front of her, and a man emerged from the passenger side. “Miss Ivy?” he called.“Uh, yes?” she replied, a bit taken aback.“I am Jerry, your personal bodyguard, and that is Tom, your personal driver.” He pointed to the man in the driver’s seat, though Ivy couldn’t see him through the tinted windows.Ivy giggled. “Like Tom and Jerry,” she said, hoping for a chuckle, but Jerry didn’t budge. Maybe he didn’t get the joke.“And you think I’m just going to get into a car with total strangers?” Ivy said, taking a step back. She could hear Jerry, now a distance away, trying to call someone—maybe Alex. After what had happened a few days ago, she wasn’t trusting anyone right now.She walked a bit further to rea
Chapter 19“What's your name?” “Cindy,” she said as he grinned widely.“Have you ever gone to school, Cindy?” “I stopped when I was seven, sir.”“Call me Anthony.” Cindy nodded. “As of today, you will be homeschooled. Everything you need will be provided by me. Do you like that?” he asked.Cindy nodded. “If you would like to further your education, I will pay for it, but it depends solely on you. Right now, all you need to do is focus on your studies.”Cindy then received an education. She felt indebted to Anthony; she grew up under his care. She had never received compassion like she did from Anthony anywhere else. She did everything and anything to make him proud.Years later, Cindy grew into a fine woman. She chose not to further her education but to go into business with Anthony, her helper, and she did her job well. You may be wondering what led our dear Cindy—who was starting to do well—into the world of stripping. Anthony, who was the head of the Mexican mafia, needed a
Chapter 18Alex placed Ivy on her bed and handed her a towel to dry off the excess water. She was already shivering at this point.“I told you it was cold,” Ivy said, covering her body with the towel.Alex took her hands and rubbed them with his to create heat. “You should change.”Ivy nodded. “Ivy.”“Hm? Will there be any space for you to love me after what—” Ivy waited for him to finish.“Uhn?”“Never mind,” Alex said as he left the room for her to change.---Cindy and Ryan were able to locate the dump site.“Hell no!” Ryan exclaimed.In front of them were acres of heaps and heaps of rubbish. There was no way they would find the wallet in this trash; even if they searched for a whole year, they wouldn't find it.Cindy dropped her bag and started to search through the trash.“What are you doing?” Ryan asked.“What do you think?”“You would never find the wallet.”“My aunt died because of the wallet. I will find it. Watch me.”“Hey, what are you two kids doing there?” a man in unifo
Chapter 17Cindy headed out to the store, determined to find the wallet and uncover its secrets. Unbeknownst to Cindy, she had dropped the receipt she squeezed between her hands.---Ryan looked at the picture in his hands; it was of a little girl named Cindy, a girl he had met years ago. He couldn't believe he didn't recognize her at all. How could one person change that much? She looked so different now—she was an adult.Years back, when Alex and Ryan were still in their teens, there was a civil war going on in the American syndicate about who would take over after old Mr. Donatello. Alex found out there was evidence or information somewhere that could help him lay total, undoubted claim to the throne.Alex, who had been friends with Ryan from way back, instructed Ryan to find it for him on the condition that he would be the second in command after Alex took the throne. Young Ryan got intel on the escapades of one of old Mr. Donatello's associates, who was in support of the Mexican
Chapter 16TRIGGER WARNINGCindy had spent a few days at her aunt's place, and she wasn't a fool to know what her aunt did for a living. Men, one after another, would come looking for Aunt Madeline. Madeline fed her, but Cindy knew she couldn't stay there for too long. She didn't like the look those men gave her; she had learned her lesson with her stepfather, and she wouldn't make the same mistake twice.On a fateful Sunday, Madeline had gone grocery shopping. A man came looking for her. Cindy heard a knock on the door; she knew not to open it if it was her aunt - her aunt wouldn't knock. The knock was persistent."Who is it?" she called out, but there was no response."Who is it?" she said again. It must be a crook. Should she call for help or the police?"Who is it?""Madeline, I know you're in there. Open the door and give me my fucking money!""Aunt Madeline isn't home," Cindy said through the locked d
Chapter 15 TRIGGER WARNINGThe door creaked as Paul let himself into Cindy's room. He was drunk to a stupor. "Are you awaaakk-eee, Cin... Cindy?" he asked. Cindy was lying on her bed, pretending to be asleep, but she was wide awake.He held her cheek as he lay beside her. "Why can't your mother be this peaceful and beautiful, you witch?" He caressed her neck, going down to her bosom. Nothing was obstructing him; all Cindy wore was a baggy top and shorts.He reached her breasts, playing with her nipples. "I know you are awake, Cindy. You are a slut, just like your mother. You like what I do to you, don't you?"Cindy opened her eyes, looking at him. "Raise your head," he ordered. She did, and he lifted her top off her body. She was young, but she could see the lust in his eyes. Somehow, she got off of the feeling. She always felt she was not pretty enough for men; she had low self-esteem. Her mother broke her confidence.