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Chapter 84: Overthinking Much
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2025-01-31 12:55:11Castiel’s P.O.V
I stared at the stars, their shimmering light blurred by the restless thoughts racing through my mind. Two weeks ago, the memory of Damien calling out Gabriel’s name while unconscious at the hospital had seared itself into my heart like a brand. His grip on my hand had been tight, almost desperate, and though he hadn’t been fully awake, the way his voice had cracked when he said that name… haunted me.
And now Stephan stood beside me, telling me that Damien had moved on? It felt like a cruel joke.
I let out a bitter laugh, shaking my head as I stared at the rippling water. “Moved on, huh? Is that what we’re calling it?”
Stephan’s gaze settled on me, filled with a pity I didn’t want to see. “Castiel, I know what you’re thinking—”
“No, you don’t,” I cut him off, my voice sharp. “You weren&rsquo
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