Castiel’s P.O.V
The gunshot still echoed in my head, louder than I thought a single pull of the trigger could be. But what haunted me most wasn’t the sound. It was the blood splattered on the walls, the blood pooling on the floor.
I stared at the gang leader, my hands trembling as the gun fell to the floor. I didn’t even know his name, only that he was the boss. And now he was lying in a pool of his own blood, lifeless.
For a moment, the room seemed eerily quiet, the silence broken only by the noise of my own ragged breathing. But then, suddenly, Celia’s cry shattered the tranquility and the reality of it all came crashing down on me.
"You're dead," someone snarled, stepping forward, fists clenched. Another man grabbed a bottle and smashed it against the wall, shards flying everywhere. I took a step back, instinct kicking in. They were coming for me. All of them.
"Get him!" someone else shouted, and before I could think, my sister, Celia, pulled herself out of the dead man’s grip and stumbled toward me. Her face was pale, her eyes wide with fear, but she made it to me just as they lunged.
I tried to shield her with my arm. "Celia, stay behind me!" I shouted, heart pounding against my ribs.
We had to get out of here—now. I grabbed her wrist and bolted toward the exit, dragging her with me. My pulse roared in my ears, drowning out their shouts. We sprinted through the narrow room, but the men weren’t far behind. I could hear their heavy footsteps closing in.
Then I felt it—a hand on my shoulder, yanking me backward with brutal force. I twisted in their grip, throwing a wild punch, but it barely connected before I felt something hard slam into the back of my neck.
Pain exploded through my skull, white-hot and blinding. My knees gave out. I staggered, desperate to stay on my feet, but gravity pulled me down.
"No! Let go of me." Celia screamed. I could barely see her through the haze clouding my vision, but I reached out, grasping for her hand. My fingers brushed against hers—so close—until they were ripped apart by rough hands dragging her away.
“Celia…” I gasped, fighting to hold on.
I clenched my hand as tight as I could around hers, every muscle in my arm screaming, but I was slipping. My vision blurred, the world narrowing into a pinpoint of light. Celia’s terrified face was the last thing I saw before the darkness swallowed me whole.
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I woke up on a gasp, my eyes snapping open to unfamiliar surroundings. My vision was still hazy and even though I kept on blinking, I couldn’t bring the world into focus.
My head throbbed like it had been split open, and every part of my body ached. I tried to move, but my arms didn’t obey. That’s when I realized—I wasn’t standing. I was…suspended.
My wrists burned as cold metal dug into my skin. I lifted my head slowly, grimacing at the strain in my neck, and blinked the blurriness from my eyes. Chains. My hands were chained above me, pulling me just high enough off the ground that I couldn’t stand comfortably or sit fully.
The room was bare—no windows, no furniture, just cold concrete walls and a dim, flickering light above me. It smelled like damp stone and iron, the air thick and stale. I tugged at the chains, testing them, but they didn’t budge.
“Damn it,” I muttered under my breath, trying to think through the pain clouding my thoughts.
Where the hell was Celia? The last thing I remembered was holding her hand—trying to, at least. And now… I was here. Alone.
A wave of panic rose in my chest, cold and sharp. I yanked harder at the chains, my shoulders screaming in protest. If they’d hurt her—if she was out there, scared and alone—I had to find a way out. I had to find her!
The room was freezing cold, biting into my bones. My clothes, damp with sweat and fear, did nothing to stop the chill. The wall felt like they were closing in, suffocating.
A lump rose in my throat as panic gnawed at the edges of my mind. I twisted my wrists against the metal cuffs, the sharp bite of iron digging deeper into my skin. Each movement sent waves of pain up my arms, but I didn’t care. I had to get free.
“Hello?” My voice cracked, brittle from dryness and fear. “Is anyone there?”
Silence answered me. No footsteps. No voices. Nothing.
I gritted my teeth and yanked hard against the chains, frustration boiling in my chest. The metal rattled loudly, but it didn't give, not even a little. My arms burned from the effort, my muscles shaking with every attempt.
"Come on," I whispered to myself, pulling harder. The cuffs scraped my skin raw, but I kept going. I had to. I couldn’t just hang here. I couldn’t leave Celia alone out there, wherever she was.
“Celia!” I called out into the void, the sound bouncing off the walls like a ghostly echo.
I squeezed my eyes shut, breathing hard. Killing that bastard wasn’t a mistake! The gang boss had his hands all over Celia, his disgusting grin carved into my brain. I’d warned him, told him to let her go. But he didn’t listen. None of them cared.
So I had shot him.
Fuck! What the hell was I thinking?
Now that he was dead, and we were caught in the crossfire of something bigger—something I didn’t understand. Whoever these people were, they weren’t just loan sharks. They were organized and dangerous.
And now Celia and I were going to pay for my mistake.
The fear clawed its way back into my chest, sharp and relentless. I twisted against the chains again, a ragged breath escaping my lips. I pulled and pulled, the cuffs cutting deeper, warm blood slicking my wrists.
“Somebody!” I shouted, my voice cracking with the effort. “Help me! Please.”
Nothing. Just silence.
I sagged against the chains, exhaustion pressing down on me like a weight. My shoulders throbbed from hanging too long, and the cold gnawed at my skin, making every muscle cramp. My mind spun, teetering between anger and regret.
Suddenly…the sound of the door opening made my head snap towards the source of the sound.
The lights from outside pierced through the darkness, almost blinding me, and I blinked rapidly, my vision swimming until everything slowly came into focus.
A door opened in front of me, one I didn’t even knew existed, and a man stepped in, dressed in a sleek black suit that fit over his body like a glove. His dark hair was combed back, and the sharpness of his features made him look like a wolf in human skin. He wasn’t bulky, but there was something about him—a stillness, a control—that felt more dangerous than brute strength.
He smiled, but it was cold, the kind of smile that spoke of pain and torture.
"Castiel, right?" His voice was husky, yet deliciously rough, making a shiver run down my spine. "I’ve been waiting to meet the man who killed my 0wn."
He stepped closer, and that’s when I saw his face, and immediately, realization hit me like a punch to the gut.
He was none other than Damien Synclair of the Synclair mafia syndicate. I knew the name. Everyone did. They were the kind of people you stayed away from if you had half a brain. And I had just killed one of his men.
"You have some guts, don’t you, kid?" Damien Synclair asked, stepping closer, his hands in his pockets like this was just a casual chat.
I opened my mouth, closed it again…unable to form coherent words. What the hell was I supposed to say?
Damien lips tilted up in an almost sinister smile as he dug his hand into his pocket, and flicked open a small knife in front of my face.
The blade glinted under the cold light, and my stomach knotted. He tilted his head, studying me with a kind of lazy curiosity that made my blood freeze in my veins.
"Now," he drawled, turning the knife in his hand, "what I should do with you? What should be an apt punishment for someone who shed the blood of my kin?"
I fought against the urge to panic, but the rapid rise and fall of my chest gave me away. My heart hammered like a drum, and the cuffs rattled softly as I tried to shift my weight. I forced myself to meet his gaze, even though everything inside me screamed to look away. He was a very powerful Alpha, that much was clear from the get go. But what scared me was the murderous glint in his eyes.
"Please," I rasped, my voice dry and cracked. "Let my sister go. She didn’t do anything wrong—none of this is her fault."
“Let her go?” He raised his eyebrows, clearly reveling in my pain. “Do you really think you have the right to such mercy? You're fortunate to be alive, let alone asking for favors.”
“I know. But my little sister…she doesn't know anything about this. She is so young and has her entire life ahead of her…please. You can have me…do whatever you want with me , but please let her go. Please.” I whispered, my throat tight. "Don’t hurt her. I’ll do anything—anything you want. Just… just let her go."
Damien stopped turning the knife, his gaze locking onto me like a predator sizing up prey. For a moment, he said nothing, letting the silence stretch thin and heavy between us. Then, slowly, that cold smile crept back onto his face.
"Anything, huh?" His voice was soft, but it carried the weight of a decision already made. "I like that. I like a man who knows how to beg. It seems like a fair trade."
And then he stepped impossibly closer to my body, leaning in as he took in my scent, just like that boss had done with Celia. But this…this felt very different.
"You’ve got an interesting scent," he murmured, almost to himself. "Something… unusual. I think I might have a use for you after all."
Castiel’s P.O.V Damien’s breath was hot against my neck, and I couldn’t suppress the shiver that ran down my spine. I grit my teeth, trying to focus on anything else—anything but the weight of him pressing into me, the feeling of his hands moving over my body like he has some kind of right to it.The room is dark, but the feeling of his hands on my body kept me grounded to the here and now, making sure I knew exactly what was happening.I knew what he wanted, after all, Damien’s interest in men was no secret. But I never imagined myself as his next victim…how the hell had I ended up in this scenario? Why was I so powerless to stop this?“Stop.” I grit out, yet another futile attempt to break free from the binds. “No!”But the metallic snap of his knife jolts me back to reality. I felt the cold tip of his blade glide against my chest, slipping under the fabric of my shirt. Then, the sound of fabric tearing fills the silence. My shirt falls away in jagged pieces, baring me to his eyes.
Castiel’s P.O.VThe chains that bound my wrists had left angry bruises, a painful reminder of the ordeal I had just endured. As Damien finally released me, I slumped to the floor, my muscles weak and trembling from the strain."Am... am I done?" I managed to choke out, my voice barely above a whisper, but my mind was still reeling from the ordeal.How could an Alpha do this to another? But then I wanted to scoff at my own stupidity. I wasn’t a true Alpha, was I? I had no real powers to fight him off. But that didn’t mean I was going to sit back and take it. The only reason why he was able to take advantage of me was because I was bound and helpless.Damien's cold gaze met mine, and he shook his head, a cruel smile playing at the corners of his lips."Not yet," he said, his voice sending a shiver down my spine. "I'm not satisfied yet."Dread coiled in the pit of my stomach as Damien's words washed over me. I had hoped that the nightmare was finally over, that I could escape the clutche
Castiel’s P.O.VI closed my eyes, trying to block out the sensations that threatened to overwhelm me. I knew my orgasm was close too, my dick twitched with want, but I refused to give in to this insane desire.What the hell had gotten into me? Why was I getting turned on by this humiliation? Why…was I starting to like this?No! It couldn’t be possible!But before I could fully process what was happening, his lips claimed mine once again, and I felt a wave of exhaustion wash over me. I was spent, physically and emotionally drained from the ordeal I had endured."Please," I begged, my voice barely a whisper. "Enough."But Damien's touch was relentless, his desire burning like a fire that refused to be extinguished.And then, with a brutality that stole the breath from my lungs, Damien took what he wanted from me once again. I gritted my teeth, trying to push back the rising tide of pain and humiliation.But Damien paid no heed to my pleas, his hunger driving him onward. And so I endured
Castiel’s P.O.VDamien leans against the doorframe, buckling his belt with that smug grin I hate. The click of the metal prongs into place feels louder than it should, like the final snap of a trap I just walked into. I stay still, my chest rising and falling too fast, my fists balled at my sides, my wrists finally free from the shackles.The air feels too thick, and I’m sweating under his gaze even though the room is cold."You've proven yourself useful, Castiel," Damien said, his voice dripping with menace. "But now, you owe me a debt that must be repaid."“What do you mean?” I ask him sharply.“That means you owe me.” Damien says, his voice smooth and deliberate. He steps closer, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. “You killed one of my men. Now, you’ll be his replacement."I swallow hard, forcing down the bile rising in my throat. I know exactly what he means. Damien isn&r
Castiel’s P.O.V I follow Damien down the long, polished hallway, the air thick with the scent of power—sharp, heavy, impossible to ignore. I keep my gaze low, watching the way the guards stationed along the walls shift when Damien passes. Each one lowers his head in submission, the kind of respect reserved only for someone at the very top of the chain.The place is a masterpiece of luxury. Marble floors gleam under the soft light of chandeliers, and the walls are lined with ornate gold-framed mirrors and abstract art that probably costs more than I’ve ever make in my entire life. The air smells faintly of cedarwood and leather, a scent so rich it feels like it’s meant to remind you that you don’t belong here.But what catches my attention is the presence of the men around me—Alphas and Betas, all of them strong, radiating authority and command. Their scents are unmistakable, and I can feel the intensity hummi
Castiel’s P.O.V The moment Damien leaves, the door clicking shut behind him, I feel my knees buckle. I can’t hold it in anymore. Celia is still in my arms when we hit the floor, and I clutch her tight, as if letting go would mean losing everything. My heart pounds against my ribcage, a mess of fear, anger, and relief tangled together.I pull back just enough to check her, running my hands over her arms, her legs, anywhere I can see. “Celia, did anyone hurt you?” My voice is low and shaky, betraying every ounce of the terror I’ve tried to keep buried.She shakes her head, her soft sea-green eyes meeting mine. “No, Cas, I’m okay. No one hurt me, I promise.”I examine her hands, turning them over to check for bruises or cuts, but her skin is smooth. I move to her legs, then her tiny wrists—looking for anything, any sign that these men did what men like them usually do.
Castiel’s P.O.V The next morning, I barely manage to sit up when there’s a knock at the door. Before I can answer, it swings open, and a tall man with blond hair and piercing blue eyes steps inside. He’s dressed casually, but there’s an ease in the way he carries himself that tells me he’s not someone to mess with."Castiel, right?" he asks, giving me a once-over. His voice is smooth, but there’s a sharpness beneath it that puts me on edge."Yeah," I reply, forcing myself to sit straighter.He steps further into the room and leans casually against the doorframe. "I’m Stephan. Damien’s right hand. From now on, I’ll be in charge of you until you’re properly trained. You’ll call me 'sir' if you know what’s good for you."The way he says it sends a chill down my spine. My mouth goes dry, and a sinking feeling settles in my stomach. Another one to obey,
Castiel’s P.O.V “What is it that you needed to ask?”I watch as Dr. Andrea finishes jotting down notes, a frown creasing her brow as she goes over the results once again.“You believe you don’t have any powers?” she finally asks, her voice laced with confusion.“Yeah,” I reply, trying to keep my tone steady, though uncertainty creeps in. “I mean, I’ve never had any powers. I’ve never felt special in any way or form. I’m already twenty-four. If I had any powers, wouldn’t they have manifested by now?”She shakes her head slowly, her expression thoughtful. “Castiel, it doesn’t matter if you have powers or not. As long as you’re an Alpha, you possess strength that surpasses normal humans, omegas, and betas. The rest is just something you can learn through training and practice.”I take a moment to absorb her wor
Castiel’s P.O.VTwo years later, life had settled into a rhythm. The quiet days of simply living with Damien were now filled with the soft cooing of a little girl, our little girl. Our journey to parenthood hadn’t been the traditional one, but it had been ours, and in the end, that was all that mattered.The decision to pursue surrogacy had been one we made together after countless conversations, sleepless nights, and more than a few tears. It was the right choice, and as I watched Damien cradling our daughter in his arms, I couldn’t help but feel overwhelmed with emotion.She was perfect. Her tiny hands curled into fists as Damien gently rocked her back and forth, her face still scrunched up in that adorable, baby-like confusion. His deep voice hummed a soft tune as he cooed to her, trying to get her to focus on him. The sight of him like this—so gentle, so tender—always made my heart skip. He had become a complete
Castiel’s P.O.VThe soft murmur of waves filled the air, a rhythmic lull that blended with the distant chatter of guests. A salty breeze carried the scent of the ocean, mingling with the fragrance of fresh roses and lilies. As I stood at the entrance of the resort’s private beach, my heart pounded in my chest. The sight before me was breathtaking.The ceremony space was set on a wide wooden deck extending toward the shoreline. Fairy lights draped overhead, twinkling like stars against the deepening hues of the sunset sky. Rows of white chairs lined either side of the aisle, each adorned with delicate golden ribbons that fluttered gently in the evening breeze. The path itself was covered in a thin layer of ivory rose petals, leading to a grand arch at the end, wrapped in white silk and lush greenery. Soft lanterns cast a golden glow around the space, their reflections dancing on the surface of the water.“You okay?&r
Castiel’s P.O.VThe urgency in Damien’s voice had struck me in a way I couldn’t shake off. My heart was already racing as I stood up, the sudden sense of unease creeping up my spine. Without thinking, I turned toward the door and started walking briskly toward the main hall. Stephan was right behind me, his footsteps quick, the same uncertainty in his voice when he asked, “What happened? What did Damien say?”“I don’t know,” I replied quickly, glancing over my shoulder at him. “But his voice sounded…urgent. He said he needed me now.”We reached the entrance to the main hall, and I threw open the door without hesitation. The first thing I noticed was the oppressive darkness inside. The room was completely black, the absence of light making it feel heavier, like a weight pressing down on my chest. My confusion spiked, and I called out for Damien, my voice echoing in the silence.
Castiel’s P.O.VFour months had passed, and yet the night air still carried a faint scent of flowers, a quiet reminder that the world continued on, indifferent to the storms we had weathered. The soft ripple of the pool’s water mirrored the calm that had settled over us, though the memories of everything that had transpired still lingered in the back of my mind.I dipped my feet into the cool water, the sensation grounding me, helping me to keep my thoughts from drifting too far back. The quiet evening wrapped around us, the hum of insects and distant voices blending into the background. Stephan sat beside me, just as he always had, and for a moment, it felt like things were returning to normal, even if the world we inhabited was anything but.“I never imagined I’d get the chance to do this again,” Stephan said, his voice breaking the stillness. He kicked his feet gently in the water, his eyes reflecting a sense of
Castiel’s P.O.VIt had been two weeks since Damien’s surgery, and though he was much more stable now, the hollow look in his eyes told me there was still a storm brewing inside of him. He hadn’t spoken much since we’d come out of his cabin. Even now, as I wheeled him down the sterile, cold hospital hallway, he was quiet—distant in a way that told me he was bracing himself for something he couldn’t control.I pushed the wheelchair slowly, keeping my eyes forward, not daring to look at him, knowing how the weight of everything that was about to happen must be pressing down on him. I could feel the tension radiating from him, thick and suffocating. When we reached Elijah’s room, my heart sank. This would be the first time I had ever stepped inside it, and I wasn’t sure if I was ready for what I was about to witness.I don’t think anyone could be prepared for such a sight.The room was dim
Damien’s P.O.VI woke up with a start, my body jerking forward as I gasped for air, the thick, acrid smell of smoke and fire still clinging to my senses like a suffocating blanket. My surroundings were unfamiliar, the sterile smell of the room replaced by the sharp sting of burned flesh and charred memories.The headache pounding in my skull was the first thing I felt, sharp and unrelenting, followed by an overwhelming wave of pain that made every inch of my body ache like it had been battered by a thousand blows.Where the hell am I?I tried to focus, blinking against the blurry haze that clouded my vision, but it only made the throbbing in my head worse. My thoughts were a mess, disjointed, like broken glass scattered across the floor. I tried to remember what had happened, but it was all a blur of fire, power, and chaos.Elijah.The clash of our powers, the explosion of energy that ripped through the air, followed by the suffocating burn that began to eat away at my skin. It was li
Castiel’s P.O.VThe harsh fluorescent lights above flickered slightly, casting a sterile glow over the waiting room as I sat there, my new mechanical fingers nervously drumming against the cold armrests of the wheelchair. My back ached from the prolonged stillness, but I barely noticed. I could hardly think of anything except the pounding in my chest and the fear that gnawed at my insides.Twelve hours. Twelve damn hours Damien had been in that operating room. And I was still here, waiting. The kind of waiting that gnawed at your soul, twisted every thought into something darker, something more uncertain. I had to know he was going to be okay. I had to hear it.Stephan, who’d been standing beside me like a constant presence, was leaning against the wall. His arms were folded, his face more composed than I could manage, but his eyes betrayed the same worry. After a long moment, I finally spoke, my voice hoarse, more fragile than I’d intended.“Do you think everything will be alright?”
Castiel’s P.O.VI collapsed back onto the bed, the weight of everything pressing down on me. My body ached, my mind was a fog, and I felt like I hadn’t had a single moment to breathe in weeks. The losses, the endless mess—why did it all have to spiral out of control? I stared at the ceiling, my hands gripping the edge of the blanket like I could physically hold the world together if I tried hard enough.“This could’ve all been avoided,” I muttered aloud, my voice barely a whisper in the room. “If only that stupid fool, Elijah, hadn’t let his rage and selfishness consume him and done things the damn hard way... He brought everyone down with him.”I wasn’t expecting an answer, but Stephan, ever the optimist, couldn’t stay silent for long.“Well, every cloud has a silver lining, Castiel,” he said in his usual tone, one that tried to make everything seem better than it was. “You just need to find it. You’ll see, there’s always something good in all this chaos. You just need to believe it.
Castiel’s P.O.VThe first thing I register is the rhythmic beeping of a monitor, steady and unrelenting, echoing in my skull like a distant drum. Then comes the pain. A deep, bone-deep ache that spreads through my entire body, sharp and unforgiving. Every breath is a struggle; each inhale sends waves of discomfort rippling through me. My eyelids feel impossibly heavy, but I force them open, blinking against the harsh fluorescent lights above. A blur of motion. Voices. “He’s awake!” Footsteps shuffle around me, and suddenly, a group of nurses floods my vision. Someone adjusts the IV drip attached to my arm. Another presses a cool hand against my forehead. Everything feels too loud, too bright. “Where…?” My voice is hoarse, barely more than a whisper. My throat feels raw, like I’ve swallowed sandpaper. “What happened?” “Mr. Castiel James, please don’t move too much,” a nurse says, her tone firm but gentle. “You’ve been through extensive surgery. Try to stay still.” Surgery? I att