I secured the ribbon of the thick cloth tighter before I looked at the mirror.
Even though half my face is covered, it is easy to tell how sad I am.Last night had been a disaster. The wedding itself had been beautiful.Sure, there had been a few glances and whispers that had upset me but it was fine because of Prince Barlion.He had been, somewhat, a very attentive husband.He had made sure to hold my hand and keep me close until we were behind closed doors.He was a gentle man, until he wasn't.The amount of humiliation I felt last night was undescribable.It made me want to run back home, hide away and never show my face again, or at least some of it.But I knew it would be impossible. So instead, I ran back to my temporary chambers and spent the entire night in fear, wondering if he would do something else.And today, Mira woke me up to tell me that I would be dining with the royals living in the castle, including the King and Queen."Are you okay, My lady?" Mira asked and I looked st her through the mirror before nodding my head."What happened last last?" She asked again but I remained silent.Mira waited for a few seconds before she realized that I wasn't about to give her an answer and sighed.A knock on the door caught my attention and I waited for Mira to open it. I turned around to see that it was the guard that had let us in the day we first came to the main castle."Lady Frost, let me escort you to the dining room." The mad spoke as he stared at me with his dule brown eyes.Mira stepped in front if me blocking my view of the man."I wasn't informed that any one would come to take her..." She tried to protest but the man stared her down with a heavy glare on his scarred face."And you, a handmaid, expected to be informed because?" He asked.I saw Mira physically bow her head to avoid his glare.She is always very protective of me that she would stand up to anyone. But she too has her own scare and men scare her."For-forgive me..." She stuttered. "I was just told I should escort her myself..."Placing my hand on her arm, I gabe her a soft squeeze before turning my eyes to the man at the door."The King wished for me to show you to the dining room, Lady Frost. King Viper was afraid you might not be able to find your way in time."That statement brought a frown to my face. Why would the King think I wouldn't be able to find the dining room?I mean sure, the castle is really big and I still haven't been able to take in even half of the entire place, but I had been to the dining room and a few more rooms in the past three days.The King would have known that too. So why would he send a guard to escort me?The man must have understood my confusion.He lifted his left hand and reached out his fingers to scratch the scar that ran across his right eye before he cleared his throat."His grace will be joining the table soon. We must get to the dining room before he does."Nodding my head, I slowly walked out of the room as Mira followed after me."Handmaids do not join the royal family." The guard spoke as he drew his arm to block Mira from following me.I turned around to see Mira quickly stepping away from the man."What do you mean?" I asked and the man glaced at me."Handmaids are not allowed to seat around the table. They have a quarter of their own.""But..." Mira whispered but stopped when the man turned his eyes over to her."I shall send someone to show you to the handmaid's quarter. In the mean while, I will escort Lady Frost to the dining room."The guard doesn't let Mira or myself say another word before he slammed the door shut and turned around to leave.With a worried glace over at the door, I let out a silent sigh before I followed after him.The guard walked slowly to let me catch up to him. As soon as I was next to him, he slowed down even more and started following after me from a short distance.It felt like he wasn't here to show me where the dining room is. It was as if he was my guard."The name is Hundre Bowman, My Lady." The man introduced himself. Turning my head to the side, I took a quick glace at him.Hundre Bowman. His name is not unfamiliar. His, among a few others, is a name I have heard of. My father spoke of him with two other names a lot of times."The night sword?" I asked only to stop when I hear a loud laugh boom from behind me.I stopped and turned around to see that the man had thrown his head back."It appears, your father loves his story telling." The man smiled down on me and I watched as the scar across his right eye wrinkle.A small smile crawled it's way to my lips as I saw his once tight face relax. I know the man can't see my smile, but I was sure he could tell by the way my eyes would curve upwards when a smile stretched my cheeks."The Night Sword? I haven't heard that name in a long time." He said as he looked in to the distance.Yes, my father does love his story telling. I've heard about the Night Sword one too many times that I know the tales by heart.The man standing infront of me had been one of the best soldiers in the war.He had joined the army at the young age of ten and it had taken him a single year to master the art of wilding sword.My father had told me that Hander Bowman is the best swordsman in the entire five Kingdoms and most probably beyond. Not even the King at the time could handle a sword like him.Hander Bowman, King Viper Great, My father and one other Knight were considered as the four horsemen during the war about thirty years ago.From what I've heard, the four had led the war with full force and were able to defend the throne from those who wanted to do harm to the kingdom."Well, I'm hoping he didn't alter the events to turn the story in his favor." Hander commented before he cleared his throat. "We should get going, Lady Frost."The smile I had on my face dropped when I remembered where I was and where I was about to go.Nodding my head, I turned around and started walking again.Just as we were close to the dining room, I stopped and turned to look at him again."Will Mira be okay?" I asked."Mira?""My handmaid, Sir. Would she be okay on her own?"Hander Bowman looked at me for a few seconds before he sighed."I'll make sure she finds her way to the handmaid's quarter myself, Lady. Don't worry about her for now, worry for yourself."A frown once again made it's way to my face as I watched him take a step closer to me and leaned down until he was fairly close to my left ear."Don't let your guard down. Keep your ears open and never let them get to comfortable with you.""What?" I whispered."You jabe a very limited amount of friends in this castle and the royals are not one of them."Hander pulled back and turned around before I could even stop him.***I sat down next to my husband as we awaited for the King and Queen to arrive.I glanced around the long table as Sir Hander's words kept ringing in my ears."Don't let your guard down..." Why would he say that?King Viper joined us a few minutes later and soon, everyone had started to dig in.I reached for a fork only to remember that I was still wearing my mask and that they wouldn't want me to take it off.I looked around the table one more time to see that some were glancing at me while others were glaring.It seems none of them wanted me here. If it wasn't for the King, I can tell they would have gladly asked me to leave the table.Would they mind if I just take off the cloth and start eating?They think my illness is contagious and the face under the mask is quite hideous. It would bother them if I do take it off.My eyes turned to the side and I glanced at Prince Barlion, the man I'd married just the night before, only to see that he doesn't even pay me a single mind and was digging in to his breakfast.I moved my eyes slightly to the right and they land on King Viper who had been watching the two of us with indifferent eyes.He doesn't say a word. Our eyes met and he doesn't even blink as he looked down to his plate and continued to eat.At this pont, I was more than confused. He would have known I wouldn't be able to the the mask off, not because he knows the royals would be uncomfortable but because he thinks I can't go with out the mask anywhere.The King doesn't know the outside is the only place I have trouble breathing in. I'm more than fine when I'm indoors as a clean area.So why would he insist I have breakfast with all the royals when he's well aware that I won't be able to eat without taking my mask off?I reached for the thick cloth covering half of my fave and brushed the tip of my fingers against it.I remembered what Prince Barlion had said to me the day we first met and snatched my hand down.I placed both my hands on my lap and looked down on them. The nose of knifes and forks clicking against plates filled the room and even though my stomach was twisting with hunger, I didn't reach for the fork or my mask.I could once in a while fill their eyes on me yet none of them say anything."You have a limited amount of friends in this castle and the royals are not one of them." Hander's words kep on returning to my ming once in a while, making me wonder if he was referring to this moment right here.I'm very different from the people sitting around the table. I'm not one to fit in this crowd.Yet here I am. I'm married to one of them while each one of them wished I was anywhere else but here."What a night it was, the wedding." A voice commented and I looked up to see the mam sitting from across me.His comment made almost everyone stop eating to look at him.The man sat his fork down and crossed his arms over his chest as he leaned back on his seat.His long black hair was suspended at the back of his head and wrapped in a messy bun.He looked close to my age and the clear skin of his face made it obvious that he is pretty young.But what made me look at him was the fact that he looked like the spitting image of King Viper.I glanced at the King and then back at the man across from me."I would have joined the wedding ceremony but you see, I was quite busy with... things." He smiled, shining his perfect white teeth at Prince Barlion.I looked over to my husband to see that his once careless eyes are now sharp and he was holding his knife just a little too tight."It's a shame you missed it, son." The Queen commented as she looked at the man sitting from across me. "It truly was a beautiful ceremony."Son?The queen had a warm look in her eyes when she looked at the man. It's a warmth I haven't seen in her eyes since the day I came here, not even for Prince Barlion."Victor is just being Victor." Barlion spoke for the first time. "He must have been busy playing with his little friends."He said it with such a voice that might sound calm but is too sharp to the ears.My eyes bounce from Barlion to the man infront of me. And I realized that he is Barlion's younger brother Prince Victor Great.The tension around the table was growing by each passing second. The two brothers stared down at each other without breaking eye contact.it does not take a brilliant man to notice that Prince Barlion and his younger brother Prince Victor do not like each other.Prince Barlion's grip on his knife kept tightening up to the point that his knuckles started turning white, looking like they were about to pop right off.While my husband was angry, it seemed his younger brother was enjoying his reaction.Prince Victor stared at my husband with a slight smile stretching against his thin lips.It was as if he was enjoying angering his older brother."Now Now, dear brother..." Prince Victor spoke as he waved his right hand. "No need to be upset that your brother missed your big day. It's not like I did it on purpose."Prince Victor spoke with such a lazy cat manner that it made him seem like he didn't care for anything at all."Besides..." Prince Victor continued. "I had wanted to come to your
Prince Barlion froze.I don't know of my question made him stop of the fact that I dared to call him by his first name. Either way, he stopped.His shoulders slumped for a split second but rose up high again before he turned around.His brown eyes looked like they were about to be engulfed with flames.Prince Barlion fully turned around and stalked closer to me in a such a speed I was afraid he might knock into me.I walked backwards until the back of my leg met the cold marbles of the fountain, stopping me from cowering further."Agree?" He snarled at me. "You think I had a say in this? You think I walked in to this marriage all happy with my consent?" His voice was low, almost close to a growl that vibrated to my ears."No. I didn't." He continued. "O had no choice. It was either take a wife or kiss the throne goodbye. My entire life, I've bleed sweat to prove myself worthy. I have jumped through hoops to get to my crown. If marrying the likes of you is what gets me to the finish li
I took a bite of my bread and slowly chewed on it.I was hungry this morning, but my appetite was lost after the walk I took with Prince Barlion and the visit I got from Queen Sity.The though of the other royals wanting to see me was also bothering me.But the dreadful thought of going back to Prince Barlion's chambers tonight made me sick even more.The image of all the woman that walked in to his chambers the night of our wedding kept playing in my head, mocking me just as he and the woman were.Shaking my head, I sat the bread down on the plate and pushed it away."Are you alright, My Lady?" Mirra asked as she walked over to me and sat down on the chair to my right.Mirra placed her right hand flat on my forehead."Are you not feeling well, My Lady?" She asked again.Shaking my head, I gently pushed her hand away before I leaned back in my seat with a sigh."I don't have an appetite, Mirra." O commented as I looked at the small table filled with food."You need to eat something, o
I sat on one of the chairs as I waited for Prince Barlion to return.It's probably been about thirty minutes- or more- since he went to get his bath. And lucky me, the woman that drew him his bath didn't return. Or so I thought she wouldn't return. But she did.When she came back, she didn't even look at me. She just bowed her head and walked in to the bathroom.Again, I saw that same shame and pity she had when she left earlier.I had no idea why she was back, but when she entered the bathroom, she didn't fully close the door like she did before. Instead, she left it slightly opened.In a few seconds, I heard a groan... his groan. My body immediately tensed up as I pictured all sorts of things they might be doing in that bathroom.I had hoped he wouldn't humiliate me for at least a single day or night, but it seems I'm wrong.I tried to stay put, let them do what ever they want to do. Just pretend that I am not even here.I tried to close my eyes and picture my home but the soft no
I woke up the next morning to find the space next to me empty. And with how neat it was, I knew he never came to bed.In whole honesty, I am glad he didn't.Getting out of bed, the first thing I did was grab my thick cloth and cover my face. Even though I need a fresh cloth and white flower powder, I wasn't about to leave this room without it.At first, I was tempted to just leave without saying a word. But I was too scared to anger him. So, I decided that I would see if he is still in the room and inform him that am about to leave before I do.Taking a deep breath, I walked over to the door I saw him walk in to last night and softly knocked on it.At first, there was silence and no one answered. But after I knocked again, I heard his voice."What?" He called out in a husky voice."My lord I need to return to my temporary chambers to change and get my medicine. I wanted to inform you of my leaving before I left."I didn't hear him reply for a few minutes, so I leaned closer to press m
I carefully watched as the man slowly approached me as of he was predator stalking a prey. I didn't like the way he walked, asked his question or smirk. And I ended up taking a step back, causing the man to stop his his track.He glanced down at my feet before another smile crawled its way to his face."I am Dorian Great, son of Lord Dom Great and Lady Cassandra Great. I believe you must have heard of me?" He spoke lazily, as if he had all the time he wanted at his disposal.Dorian Great? No, I don't know him. But if his sir name is Great, then it would mean he is a relative on King Viper Great's side."Dom Great is my father." He commented when he realized that I didn't know which one he was.Still, I gave him no response as I didn't exactly know who Dom Great was.My father had once told me that the King has three younger brother but he never specifically told me their names or who was which.When the man standing infront of me- Dorian Great- realized that I still didn't know him,
My entire vision went dark and the scent of the dust attacked my nose.The dust had rushed towards me to fast that I wasn't able to avoid it in time.The white flower powder scent was over thrown by the dust.The instance the dust got in to my eyes, I let out a loud scream at how much it burned.I scrambled out of my seat but I didn't even make it a step away as my knees buckled and I fell down.My eyes were burning, my entire face was itchy and my throat was closing up.I coughed multiple times and tried to rub the dust out of my eyes by the back of my hands but it did nothing to help.I felt hands on my shoulders and some one was shaking me. But my ears were blocked and ringing.I couldn't hear or see around me and that scared me.Tears escaped my tightly shut eyes and rounds and rounds of sobs escaped my throat.I wanted to rip the thick cloth off my face but I was too scared that it might make it worse.I struggled on the floor and I was close to passing out when I felt myself get
Taking in a deep breath, I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself.It's been three days since I woke up and I am yet to leave my temporary chambers even once.No matter how hard I tried and how much I wanted to leave the chamber, I just couldn't. I don't know what I was scared of. Maybe I was scared that what happed a week ago would happen again?Maybe I was scared that the royals wouldn't want me out after witnessing how ill I really was?Or maybe it was the fact that I didn't want to see any of the royals myself?Mirra had told me that the first day after I passed out, not a single person wanted to walk past my chambers other than Prince Victor and Prince Barlion.And to make it even worse, when Prince Victor asked for a healer, they had refused. I believe the exact words the King had used was that he couldn't risk any of his healer to get sick.That had really broke my heart.It felt weird. On the day that I arrived to the main castle, King Viper was the only person that was wa
Frost Sorrow... ***One year later***Bar sighed for the fifth time tonight. He laid under the covers on his side with my back pressed to his bare chest, his right hand fingers brushing against my large belly.I couldn't see him but I could tell that he was wide awake. But even if he was awake, I could tell that he wasn't here with me. He was somewhere in his mind.Because if he was here, he would have noticed that the soft strokes of his fingers to my belly were forcing the baby to kick me harder.Placing my hand over his, I stopped the movement."Bar?" I called out but he didn't answer."Bar?""Hmm... Yeah?" He finally replied."Where did you go?" I asked."I didn't go anywhere. I'm right here." Letting put a groan, I pushed myself up to my elbow and dragged myself to a sitting position."Are you worried about tomorrow's wedding ceremony?" I asked.Barlion sat up next toe and pressed his back against the large head board."I'm not worried about the ceremony. I think." He replied w
Barlion Great...The sight of her made my heart stop. Those frost blue eyes clashed with mine and the air left my lungs.All I wanted to do was run up to her, take her in my arms, feel her... Is she real? She has to be, otherwise I will lose it once and for all. I took a small step in to the dining hall, my eyes still trained on her.The conversation in the dining hall had long stopped and I could feel eyes on me. But I didn't dare look back at any of them. If I did, I was too scared that she might disappear.I watched as Frost slowly stood up and walked over to me. Her steps had no hesitation in them, unlike mine. When Frost and I finally stood before each other, all I needed to do was reach out and touch her to know that she's really here.Frost didn't say anything at first. Her lips were slightly open and she looked like she wanted to say something.Taking a deep breath, I slowly raised my right hand up and cupped her cheek.She's really here. My Frost is really here.My
Frost Sorrow...My stomach was making a roll when our boat got closer to the dock of the Gold Land Kingdom.It's been two long years... Two horribly long years.I was nervous for many reasons but the biggest one was finally seeing him.My father had already sent forward for a small carriage to be rented so by the time we reached the dock, a small carriage was waiting for us.Father kept my hand in his the entire way to the dock. It felt like he knew of my nerves. Each squeeze he gave my hand gave me encouragement.When we arrived at the dock, a carriage waited for us.Stepping out of the boat, I loved the feel of the cold air blowing against my cheeks, my bare cheeks. The strands of my hair brushed against my face as the wind blew, reminding me that the last two horrible years were actually worth it.There were a few eyes on my father, Sir Hunder and myself as we hopped in to the rented carriage.As the driver slowly led his two horses through the Kingdom, my ey
I walked in to the large library o next morning.The gates towards the other entrance of the library was not open yet so it was empty and quite. I walked through the large shelves before I made it to the sitting area.Just as I thought, I found Victor sitting at one of the large tables, looking straight ahead at the displayed book in a glass."Thought I'd find you here." I commented, drawing Victor's eyes towards me before I walked over and sat next to him.Victor returned his eyes to the book.I stared ahead and pride filled me at the sight of the single book placed in the glass.Anyone who came could look at it, admire it but was not allowed to touch it as it was incomplete."The King's Faceless Wife." I read put the titled before a wide smile stretched my lips.About a year and a half ago, after Victor had gained full conscious and was able to move around his chambers, the large library was the first place he visited.Lady Waina, bless her resting soul, had suggested that she writ
*** 2 years later ***I sat at the head of the council table, going through yet another council meeting with my council men.Uncle Hero, like always, too the lead. He reported about the matters of our people. He sat next to his son Jeremaya, who I'd made the Lord of all tales.It's a new seat on the council. After I'd met with King Ezgard of the Half Shifter Kingdom and he bragged about all the spies he has in all the other Kingdoms, I thought why not?Jeremaya has always been a quite kid and he knew how to blend in to a crowd so he was now, the Lord of all tales. The head of spies who collect important information related to our Kingdom from other Kingdoms.Landon continued with the financial reports he has for today then, surprise surprise, his twin sister Layla continued with the warfare reports.I'd made her Lady of warfare about a year ago with the council's great persuasion. Landon, most of all had supported her the most and she was able to prove herself. She had a hidden talent
Watching the first snow fall alone without Frost made me ache. She'd been excited about the first snow. I'd caught her a few times as she was looking out the window, expecting it to fall any moment before she'd gotten hurt.She didn't even get to see it before she left.I don't know how long we stood by the docks. I stared off across the water, wishing her a safe travel.When the people of our Kingdom started flooding the docks, Sir Hunder requested that we should leave.It took everything in me to turn my back to the water and walk back to the carriage.Sir Hunder and Mirra hopped in after Lady Winter did and we rode back to the main castle.Sir Hunder and Mirra were huddled at one side and the head of Nights refused to let her out of his arms. It wasn't like Mirra was complaining or anything. The two looked too cozy, reminding me that I wouldn't have that anymore.'She will return to you.' My subconscious tried to assure but I didn't dare answer it.No matter how long it takes, I
The chambers fell in silence.I watched as Lord King and Lady Winter shared a look.I looked over to Frost and realized that her eyes were following me with worry. Letting out a sigh, I looked back at Lord King."I want to talk to my wife alone first." I commented when I realized that I couldn't be selfish enough to keep her from going with them.Lord King didn't look like he was going to let me have a second with her but then he dropped his eyes to Frost and they softened."We'll need to stock up for the journey. It will take a while to get there so we need to take everything." Lord King commented as he looked back at me.I glanced at Sir Hunder and nodded my head. I had no other words. If They are really going to take my wife then they will have everything they need and more for the journey. Sir Hunder bowed his head before he walked out of the chambers. Lord King and Lady Winter followed after him. Mirra was the last to leave Frost and I alone in our chambers.As soon as the door
Barlion Great...I had my arm wrapped around Frost's waist as I looked down at the head stone of Uncle Jeremy grave.'Lord Jeremy Great. A Brother, An Uncle, A Friend and A True Protector.' That was what's written on the head stone.I read it over and over again.The head stone was made from a large green gem, one found only in our Kingdom.The green gem glows a different shade of color at the contrast of the son, each angel changing color.Our black smith had carved the words in perfect shape and hade covered each letter with black paint so it would be easier to read.The rest of the royals had left a whole ago and I could feel Frost leaning on me. She was tired but she didn't say anything just so I would spend more time with Uncle Jeremy.I let out a sigh before I turned to Frost. She looked up at me with her frost blue eyes, her gaze sad and her eyes bloodshot. Those tears would have burned the spots on her skin.After I pressed a kiss against her forehead, I leaned d
Frost Sorrow...I dreaded waking up again but my body forced me to.No matter how long I closed my eyes, it wouldn't stop the pain from blinding me even more.Stifling a groan, I slowly pealed my eyes open and I looked up at the ceiling."You're up?" Victor whispered from beside me and I turned my head to look at him."Yeah. You?""Lord Kiza was here to change my bandage he left a few seconds ago after giving me the sleeping herbs." He whispered and he looked back at me. "It's king of weird that this is the first time were talking to each other even though we've been sleeping together for the past week." I chuckled at his commented."How are you feeling?" He asked."I'm fine." I replied with a soft sigh. "What about you? You don't look good."Victor was pale and his hair was sticking to his forehead because of the sweat. "You should look at yourself." Victor commented with a chuckle.A small smile crawled on my lips but I quickly stopped it when it felt the red spots on my