~Akara
It feels strange, returning here.
The Blue Glass Inn, where it first started. I met Marek here, and part of me hopes we can be reunited here, also. It's unlikely, but it's a place to start, even if the memories are stained with the thought of Jessa. At least she won't have the courage to come back here and try to find me.
And this weather helps keep anyone tracking us far in the distance...
Nakoa seems reluctant to step out into the snow once we reached the Inn, eyeing it as I jump into it, reaching out my hand for her to follow. It's evening, like the first night I arrived. The lights from the village below help lure her out, pulling her coat closer against her body.
Kicking out boots at the door, we wander inside the inn, which only a few temperatures warmer than outside.
"Akara...This is a surprise," Ms Grier exclaims as she appears from around a corner.
"It's good to see you, Ms Grier," I admit honestly. A peace of my past that doesn't haunt me...Even though she wasn't always the nicest, she never lied to me, never betrayed me. "Would we be able to book a room?"
Ms Grier's curious gaze shifts to Nakoa. Here, the flaming red hair and pretty face isn't all that common. Despite the fact that her life as a Noble has been torn down around her, she still looks has that air about her. It's graceful, sophisticated in a way I'm still intimidated by. Ms Grier is likely wondering how I came across someone like Nakoa.
"Of course," she says, leading us into her office. "How have you been?"
"I've been okay. My friend and I have decided to return to the Azure Province for a break," I tell her, shrugging off my thick fur coat, draping it on one of the hooks. Nakoa follows suit, daintily brushing the snow off the expensive fabric of her jacket.
Ms Grier fidgets with the hem of her blouse. "You disappeared."
"I apologise about that-"
"She was kidnapped, by one of your visitors," Nakoa cuts in, destroying any chance for me to make up an excuse about how I had to leave early, or maybe I fell in love with Marek over night, and we ran away together. Anything to not come off like a burden. "Have you seen him around, he's apparently returned here."
"Oh...Marek, isn't it? The Hunter?" She asks it like she doesn't know. I know that she knows.
A girl doesn't just randomly disappear the same night as a notoriously dangerous hunter does. Even though I feel no resentment toward her anymore, it's obvious she knew what happened to me, and instead of calling attention to it, swept it under the rug to not lose business.
"Yes, that's the one." I swallow tightly, glancing at Nakoa, who looks far from impressed.
"I've heard rumours that he has returned, but he is not here. If you wish to find him, I recommend asking around. Maybe it will come back to him that people are asking for his whereabouts," she offers. She speaks so much kinder to me, now that I'm a client and not a staff member.
I smile, tense. "Thank you, Ms Grier."
"Your room is down the hall," she steps around the corner, motioning to one of the three rooms here. And of course, it's Marek's old one. Where we first met.
Nakoa meets my gaze, her own icy, but says nothing, as we settle in for the night.
***
Nakoa wasn't so impressed when I woke her at the crack of dawn the next morning.
Not only did I have no interest in remaining in that sad room for any longer than I needed to, I'm itching to see Marek. I mean, what if I turn into a Tani before I get to tell him I'm alive. I can only imagine what his reaction would be.
Now, fully dressed and in slightly better spirits, Nakoa lets me lead her toward the old bar, which I'm planning to spend the entire day in, asking about Marek and spreading the word to hopefully not drunk patrons.
If he even hears my name, I am certain he will come.
"This place looks horrid," Nakoa mutters, her face taking on a permanent grimace. There aren't many places like this in the Jade Province that Nakoa would find herself in. And it seems everyone can tell, as we sit at the bar, pretending figures in the shadows of the room don't exist.
Most are here from last night, who haven't yet left. I'm convinced at least half are based out over their table.
"I agree, but hopefully he is in here." I'm not even sure he came in here for any other reason than to talk to me about my Tani all those months ago...So maybe this isn't the kind of place Marek visits on a whim.
But I'm hopeful.
For awhile, Nakoa and I just sit, refusing to order anything from the grouchy barman. Nakoa stares down at the surface of the bar, blinking slowly, while I look across the room, looking for anyone conscious enough to speak to.
And then I see him.
It's just his back, dressed in a dark coat, as he appears briefly from the hallway, before he goes out the back door, not glancing my way at all. I'm up in a second, snagging Nakoa's sleeve as I point dramatically toward where he has gone.
"I see him. You stay here, I'll go grab him," I tell her excitedly. Despite everything, I can't wait to see him.
I push out the back door, ignoring the sting of cold as I examine the space. The snow is nothing more than sludge, stained with mud. A track leads into the small cluster of trees that back the village, the shadows suggesting I have no chance of seeing if Marek went that way. When I look to the right and left, there is almost nothing, aside from a group of people huddled together, talking.
And Marek isn't one of them. Although Fran is.
She turns at the sound of the door opening, eyes widening when she sees me. "Oh...Akara?"
"Fran..."
"What are you doing here?" she questions, pulling away from her group to approach me. She works here, it's obvious, considering her stained coat and mussed hair. What drew her away from the Inn?
"I'm trying to get to that man that went through here, but he's gone,” I tell her, pointing out to where I hope she noticed Marek passing by.
"I think I know where he is going, and you don't want to follow him,” she admits anxiously. At the mention of this subject, those who she was conversing with all seem to shift on their feet, watching me with a wary gaze.
So they do know who Marek is. Or at least, they know he’s an infamous hunter.
"Why not?"
"I've heard rumours, from what people say in this place, that he is going to slay the Snow Demon, and revenge...Some family member, I'm not sure on the whole legend,” she exclaims, shivering. Even she doesn’t bring up the night he stayed at the inn; the night I vanished…
"Legend?" I frown.
I know the story. Marek’s sister is was murdered, he told me himself. It broke my heart to hear, and gave his reasoning for hating Tani’s so much weight. It makes perfect sense that after my death, Marek is wanting to fall back into his old habits.
"About the ancient hunter?" She questions, looking at me I’ve lost it. "Don't you know him? He's the one who came to the Inn that night, who you apparently ran away-"
"I was kidnapped," I wave my hand. "But that doesn't matter...What do you mean by ancient? Can you tell me the whole story?"
"Everyone here says that Marek is hundred's of years old, that his father was the first ever Summoner when the river was forged through the lands," she explains, breath fogging in front of her face. I frown, taken aback. Marek can't be hundreds of years old...I mean, there are many ancient Tani's who have lived since they first drank from the river, such as the Beast, but that can't be Marek, right.
He would have told me...I think.
"How is that possible?" I question. It's not like I expect Fran to know anything intimate about Marek, but being that she has seemingly lived in this small village her entire life, she would know about legends and rumours that run deep here.
"I don't know, but apparently all the villagers who have grown up here say their parents and grandparents knew of him, that he's immortal," she exclaims, looking out into the forest as if he may emerge suddenly and kill her. "You best bet everyone is far to scared to get close to him to ask."
"Do you know how I can get up the mountain?" I ask. It looms over this village, casting it in shadow for most of the day.
"You're going to need horses and a map. I know someone who can get it for you," she responds. I nearly melt with relief. Marek could be up that mountain for months, and I doubt Nakoa will want to wait down here with me until he returns.
"Thank you," I murmur, stepping forward to clasp her shoulders. "I'm going to go up the mountain, and I'm going to find Marek."
~AkaraSnow laced wind whips against my face, as I nudge my horse on.It took me a day to prepare. Fran pointed me in the direction of someone who could lend us horses and enough gear to take us partially up the mountain. We also attained a map, which thankfully highlights that the Snow Demon territory is relatively close to the base of the mountain.Marek should be there. He will be there."Do you have any idea how dangerous this is," Nakoa yells over the wind as we c
~AkaraIt looks more frightening than I could have ever imagined.It stands tall, scorpion like in it's appearance, with glossy white scales like ice. It has no eyes...In fact, it doesn't have a distinguishable face. But it doesn't need to have massive fangs and a drooling mouth to be terrifying. It's large tall curled up over it, with pincers that have Tai's unconscious body snagged around them.There are no thoughts in my head as I start trudging through the snow toward it. I don't get very far, as a hand comes out to grasp my arm, yanking me back curtly."No...Akara no, that's not what you think it is,” Marek hisses.I blink
~AkaraNo one spoke the entire way down the mountain.By the time we made it back down to the Inn, we were all equally exhausted, and rattled after what happened with the Snow Demon. Nakoa nodded at us once we stepped inside, before slipping into her room. I don’t stop her, knowing she needs some time to decompress and come to terms with the fact that she nearly became a victim to an ancient Tani.With legs like lead, I drag myself into my room, collapsing into the chair next to the bed. Marek lingers at the doorway. When Ms Grier sees him, she’s going to be in for a surprise."I can't believe you're alive,” he murmurs, resting against the doorframe.&nbs
~AkaraMy head rests against the wall of the carriage as it rocks unevenly over the unpaved path."What can we expect there?" I ask, watching Nakoa who sits opposite me. She turns her attention from the window to me, looking tired. Her and I haven't spoken about her run-in with the Snow Demon, and I don't think she wants to. I think she just wants to be home."The inside of the place has been mostly trashed. At least what Vaia's followers had access to," she notes, shuddering.Marek adjusts in the seat beside me. "Any guesses on where Tai went?"
~AkaraI stare coldly at the door I once never thought twice about.Months ago, I never insisted on going into Tai's workshop. It wasn't because I wasn't interested in what he was doing, I just wanted him to have a place where he could be alone and do what he was best at. At that time, I never knew he could be hiding something from me in there."Ready to go in?" Marek asks.He stands quietly beside me, having let stand and stare wordlessly at the door for the past couple minutes. Not once has he pushed me, knowing this is a process.
~AkaraWe all stand in the main part of the workshop, staring at the paper on the table.None of us want to touch it. There is no confirmation that whatever is in there will implicate Tai, and yet we all linger uncomfortably. If there is something in there, Zavian, Nakoa and I both are hesitant to reveal it, to taint the image of Tai that we all have. And all of this is because of what Evolet said right before she died.“Shall we read it?” Zavian asks, looking between us.Marek leans against the wall, not having said a word. He's been patient
~AkaraI stare out toward the forest, remembering moments where things were easier.Zavian sits next to me, letting me be silent for some time. It's frustrating, having so many questions, their answers only capable of coming from one man, who could be anywhere right now. And I'm not sure I can face him, after what has been revealed to me."Remind me of why Marek is here again," Zavian asks after awhile.He's been holding onto that question, I can tell."Believe it or not, he was working on our side the entire time," I explain, still hardly able to believe it myself. Marek sacrificed so much for me, and now I'm unsure if I'll ever be able to repay him. "Well, he was trying to protect me. He protected my family and everything, when I couldn't.""I don't trust him. Whether he saved my life or not." Zavian's expression remains solemn, as he looks out into the forest. Zavian didn't know Marek like I did, so I can't blame him for having reservations.I nod, wrapping my arms around myself. "
~AkaraImmediately I'm leaning forward, trying to get a glimpse of what is written on the note."What does it say?" I question, grabbing the small edge of it, marvelling at how much writing has been tucked onto one small piece of paper. Part of it is frayed, practically falling apart in Marek fingers, clearly having been in that ring since Tai made it, all those months ago, meaning he intended for me to see it now, and not back then."It's a bit smudged, but it's an address," Marek murmurs, pushing it into my hands. It's in the Scarlet Province, right in the centre of the city. I've always been frightened by the idea of the city for a long time, warned about it's dangers by my parents.Now, I'm going to have to go there to find Tai."What about the bottom part?" Marek prompts, flicking the bottom of the paper.If it happens, I'm here. Come find me for answers.Tai.He knew. But how?How could Tai have known I would fall victim to the river? A cold stain of fear creeps over my skin, re
~AkaraI freeze, staring at him as the information sinks in."Where is she?" I question breathlessly.Tai's mother survived, or at least that is what I've been believing since I read Tai's journal, and now, this confirms it. I must have figured it out prior to reading the journal, meaning my distrust of Tai during that time was impossibly high."She's staying in the room next door," Grey tells me. "I found out where she was and wrote to her regarding you. Thankfully she came here to speak to you."I breathe out slowly, processing that. This is just what I need, to talk to someone who has a deeper insight about who Tai is."Take me to talk to her," I demand, closing the gap between Grey and I. Maria...I know her name only because Tai uttered it once.He grabs my arm, stopping me from barging past him and out the door. "Woah...hold on. Can't we talk first?""Grey, you need to understand that you and I will never happen, okay?" I tell him firmly. There is no point hiding it from him, tha
~AkaraWith a bit of Zavian's help, I've managed to track Grey down.Someone in the men Zavian hired to infiltrate Tai's estate knew of a man who was once asking questions around town about me. From there, it didn't take long to have a note passed onto Grey, who unsurprisingly, hasn't left the Jade Province.And just like I suspected, he came to the meeting spot I mentioned in the note; about a thirty minute walk away from Zavian's estate."I wasn't sure I would ever see you again," he murmurs, coming to stand a few feet in front of me."You were meant to run away." I was hoping I wouldn't see him again. Not because he's apparently in love with me, but because I don't trust him. I need to trust my instincts, even if I don't know what my state of mind was during that time."How could I, when you're here," he says earnestly.I fight the urge to roll my eyes. This love sick act has to drop soon, I mean, he knows I'm in love with Marek, and I'm to be married to the King, and yet he still
~AkaraI stare up into Zavian's earnest blue eyes, stunned.“I’m sorry…What?”“Think about it,” he breathes, going to grab my hands, but I pull them away quickly, unsure of his motivations, scared I'm about to be forced into another marriage. Zavian is my best friend, not someone I want to marry. “It would be a way around the law, if you became engaged to another King.”“I…I guess," I stutter. He's right, it could be a way around the law, but how would Tai retaliate? And the thought of this being something different...I've lost way too many friends. I refuse to lose Zavian.“It wouldn’t be for long. Just until Tai is no longer a threat," he assures me, seeing my flustered expression. Despite my panic, I believe him. He knows what I've been through, and wouldn't put me through that again without good reason. And being forced into a marriage with Tai is definitely a good one.I shift on my feet, lowering voice. “This idea is good, Zavian, but Tai is holding something over me.”“What?”
~AkaraWe walk for a while, in tense silence.Eventually, Vaia's complaints become too frequent, so we have to stop, dead in the middle of the forest, with no civilization for at least an hour's walk from here. It doesn't bother me, though, because while I'm here, I'm not locked away in Tai's estate, and if I wanted to, I could run in a single direction and get far, far away from him."We are going to have to sleep under the stars tonight," Marek says, shrugging his long hunting coat off, laying it down across the forest floor."We don't have anything to sleep on?" Tai turns in a circle, looking distastefully at his environment.I stare at him blankly.Has he already forgotten what it was like to live in hardship? We did it for so many months together, and he rarely complained. It's as if those moments are lost on him now, having disappeared into an inescapable void."What do you want? To go to a village and maybe be torn apart by people who may not like you any longer?" Marek asks, k
~Akara"We should go down and-"Tai grabs my arm, yanking me back from approaching the door. I yelp, wrestling out of his grip, frustrated. He has no shortage of guards who are downstairs, where something dramatic is clearly is happening."Are you insane, Akara? Were you not there for Vaia's rebellion?" he questions. I frown, rubbing where he had gripped me.Of course I remember that night vividly. I nearly died at Vaia's hand, but whatever is happening downstairs feels different from that night. There can't possibly be another Rebellion, right? Vaia is safely locked up, and people are relieved the political uproar has finally settled with Tai returning to the throne."Yes, I know, but-""We need to hide. This could be anything," he says, glancing at the door anxiously. My eyes narrow, realising that this isn't coming out of nowhere. Tai isn't shocked at the estate being attacked again, having anticipated it, because he knows his new motivations have angered people."Anything? But wha
~AkaraWhatever headspace I was in before I lost consciousness cannot have been a good one.But I've never been more grateful for my own self preservation.Pacing back and forth through my room, the warning I wrote for myself is scrunched up in my hand. My instincts have failed me. I thought I could trust Grey, that he was nothing more than a victim to my incessant need to get back to find Marek.Marek and I spent the rest of yesterday afternoon checking every inch of that motel room, only to find nothing. The girl at the desk wasn't very helpful either, claiming she had only just started working there, and couldn't confirm whether I was alone that day with Grey, or whether I indulged where I was going."Akara..."I turn, having already felt the cool breeze coming through my opening window, heard the soft footsteps fall onto my bedroom floor. I knew he was coming tonight.Advancing on Grey, I slam my hands against his shoulders, sending him hurtling back a few strides. His eyes widen,
*Mature Content Warning! Read At Your Own Discretion!*~AkaraI stare at the old motel. Huh.Nowhere in my memory do I remember coming here recently, but I have stepped foot into this shabby old place before. My parents brought me to this town once when they were preaching, and we stayed in this exact motel, which is how I figured out where it was after my dream about Grey.Marek isn't impressed, standing next to me with his hands shoved in his pockets, frowning.He wasn't reluctant to spend the day with me. When I revealed my motive, however, he was far more sceptical, wondering if my source of information is accurate.I need to see though...I need to come back here and see if anymore memories come back to me, so I can track my exact movements, and determine how I came to kill a Summoner, and who this mother is.And I already waited all week for Tai to spend a day elsewhere so I could sneak out and get this done.Marek glances at me. "So we are doing all of this because of...""A dre
~AkaraStaring out the window, I admire the sun setting over the forest as I wrap my towel around me, stepping from the bath.I wish the Jade Province still felt like home to me. But when I look out toward the forest, all I see is hidden memories, and endless amounts of pain and suffering.Out there, Marek is somewhere, hunting down who hurt me. I wish I could call out to him, have him come here and save me. But mostly, I wish I could save myself. All that matters is finding a way to get the antidote for Marek, to save his life, before I start concentrating on how to save my own.Yawning, I wander out from the bathroom, only to see Tai sitting on the edge of my bed."Ah!" I yelp, backing away a few steps."Woah, sorry, I didn't mean to frighten you," he says, holding his hands up defensively. He's trying not to make me panic, and yet I watch as his eyes trail down my body, only covered by a towel. I shudder. This isn't good.I narrow my eyes, wondering how I could physically force him
~AkaraI struggle to fall into an effortless sleep, plagued by flashing dreams...or memories.Through the haze of unconsciousness, I can feel someone's lips pressed up against mine, urgent, desperate. But they are unfamiliar, until my eyes open, and I'm looking at Grey.And just like that, my dream sucks me under."I could kiss you forever," he murmurs against my lips. My hands wind through his hair, tugging at the dark locks.I pull back, examining his face. "So you've decided then?""I'll take you anywhere you want, as long as I get to spend all that time with you." He grins, capturing my lips again. I allow him a few more kisses, before I gently push his shoulders back, holding that dark gaze of his. In some universe, he would be attractive to me, but my interests lie elsewhere."Of course. That's the whole point," I say coyly, tilting my head, painting a not-so-platonic smile upon my lips. He won't sleep with me...I won't allow it. But making him think he will is all a part of the