I spent all night tossing and turning, unable to sleep. What I could do, though, was cry, and I cried until I had no tears left, and my pillow was soaked.
I knew, deep in my heart, that Adrian deserved someone better than me to be his Queen Luna. I loved him so deeply that I’d ignored the glaringly obvious: we were from two different worlds.
The closest I came to being royalty was having a dead stepfather who was a Beta in my old pack. He’d been a kind man, but he’d been unpolished, too. I came from a different life, and I’d be a fool to stick around and destroy everything by being a terrible Queen Luna.
Not to mention, if we stayed together Adrian would have to constantly be explaining our relationship to everyone. He was expected to marry a polished woman who knew how to play the game, not a nobody like me.
When the dawn broke, I kn
ChloeCaden and I spent the few hours between me barging in and Adrian’s arrival to plan out what we were going to do. I hated the idea of deceiving my mate, but I couldn’t think of any other way to make him leave me. He was far too forgiving where I was concerned, and I knew he’d look for any excuse not to leave me and break the bond.Unfortunately, since we’d done the marking ceremony, the only way to break our mate bond was to have one of us desire to break it with all our heart. It didn’t seem like a trick, except for the fact that the very last thing I wanted was to break the mate bond. I loved Adrian and always would. The only way to break the bond was to make him hate me enough to want to. The thought sickened me.Adrian arrived right at three. I didn’t know what his father had told him to get him here, but I had a sinking feeling from the angry banging on the do
AdrianI was a block away from the hotel when my anger finally faded enough for me to realize something wasn't adding up. I stopped walking in the middle of the sidewalk, nearly getting run over in the process by other pedestrians.Something wasn't right with Chloe's story, and I hadn't realized it initially because I'd been too shocked by Chloe admitting to having an affair with Caden. Or rekindling their relationship - whatever you wanted to call it. It felt like an affair to me, but I wasn’t about to argue the semantics.I turned on my heel and stormed back to the hotel, breezing past the front desk and back up to Caden's room. I banged on the door repeatedly, and after several moments, Chloe opened the door with a frown, still wearing Caden’s shirt. The sight made my stomach roll in disgust."Adrian?" Her voice was soft, and I could still see the fresh tear tracks stai
AdrianI knew Chloe was gone the moment she stepped outside of the city borders. Because we hadn’t broken the mate bond, I was still connected to her, although the clarity with which I felt her presence weakened the farther she traveled. I felt like I was losing a piece of myself, and I wondered for the first time if I should break the mate bond. We didn’t have to be together for one of us to do it.My father visited after dinner. I’d refused to go down, instead staying in my rooms. After my conversation with my brothers earlier, I was confused.“You didn’t come to eat,” Father said, joining me on the window seat I’d been sitting in for the last hour.“I know.”“Why?”“I wasn’t hungry,” I said, keeping my eyes fixed out the window at the gardens down belo
ChloeThe silence in the car was deafening. I hadn’t bothered to explain to Caden my relationship with Adrian, but I was certain he knew there was something going on between us after the hotel incident. To his credit, he didn’t ask, and I appreciated it. I could only handle so much, and I was already at my maximum.With an hour left in the ride, I finally worked up the courage to speak. “What are we going to tell everyone in the pack when I suddenly reappear?”Caden shrugged, his eyes never leaving the road. “Don’t worry about it. I’ve got it handled. I can promise you that no one will say anything to you.”I blinked, surprised by his response. “You already know what you’re going to say?”For the first time the entire drive, he glanced at me briefly before returning his gaze to the road, “Chloe, I’ve already addressed the pack. The discussion has been had, and everyone knows what I expect from them. Trust me, they won’t say anything to you.”My mouth fell open in shock. “What – when –
CadenI had decided it was best to give Chloe space. I wanted her to settle back into her old house, and it was still filled with memories of her family that no longer existed.That was easier said than done, though, My first instinct was to bring her over a coffee in the morning and help her pack up her family’s house, but I knew she wanted to do this on her own. She had the right to make that decision, and I didn’t want to pressure her into anything.It had been over a week since I’d last seen her, but we had texted pretty regularly. At first our texts had been simple check ins, but as the days progressed she even texted me first a few times. I knew she was lonely, but I wasn’t complaining about it. It felt good to know she still wanted to talk to me, even if it was about packing boxes and the logistics of moving things around.I decided to stop her house on the following Friday with takeout. As I approached her door, I hesitated, wondering if I should have called first. But a friend
ChloeI closed the storage unit door, a sense of accomplishment washed over me. It had been hard sorting through the remnants of my family’s lives and deciding what to keep and what to let go of.The house was finally cleared out of everyone’s belonging and they were all stuffed in the storage unit. I wasn’t ready to part with any of them just yet, so the storage unit stood as a testament to my indecision.Caden had offered to help almost every day, and I felt a twinge of guilt as I recalled how often I’d turned him down. I knew his heart was in the right place, but this was something that I needed to do alone. I’d probably accept his help on other things, but not this.Even though he’d been so kind, I couldn’t accept his romantic gestures. Maybe it was the weight of my own emotions, or simply the fear that I’d never love him the way I loved Adrian, but something held me back from accepting his offer.That night,
BylesI really didn’t want to go to family dinner on Sunday, but I knew Charles would have questions if I didn’t show up. I’d made excuses the last two weeks, and I knew another excuse wouldn’t be tolerated. Charles had always been big on family time. It was ironic, really, given the fact that neither he nor Natalie had been faithful to each other.I thought I’d gotten used to living with the guilt of my secret, but apparently, I hadn’t. As I walked into the dining room, my eyes were drawn to Adrian. I was genuinely shocked by his appearance; he looked terrible. Adrian was usually so put together, but today his clothes were disheveled, and his face was pale and drawn.I felt a twinge of guilt when I realized I had continued to whatever he was going through, even if I hadn’t meant to. I loved my nephew – he was more friend than nephew, far closer in age to me than my brother. That just made it worse, as far as I was concerned.
BylesI stood there silently, watching Adrian absorb the life changing words.“I am not his son?” he choked out, his face deathly pale.“You are not,” I confirmed, shaking my head slowly.“And my brothers?”“They are his sons. They are technically your half siblings.” I could see the hurt flash across his face at my words. I thought the pain of finding out he was the only one with a different father might be even more painful than the initial revelation.“Then whose son, am I?”I knew the next bit of information wasn’t going to be any less painful for him. “Your mother, the Queen Luna, had numerous affairs during her reign,” I explained, my voice steady, “Just as your father had his affair with Suzanne, your mother found comfort in the arms of other men.”Adrian’s eyes widened as he realized that his parent’s marriage was far more complex than he’d imagined. “So, who is my real
Adrian“You know I don’t remember being Crown Prince as this exhausting,” I sighed, tearing off my tie.Chloe lounged in bed already, half asleep. She’d been in meetings all day and I knew she was exhausted. “I think being Crown Prince and being King Alpha are two different things, Adrian.”“Well, I’m tired.”Chloe shot me a sleepy smile. “Me too. Are you ready to come to bed yet, oh great one?”I chuckled. She’d started calling me that after I’d been crowned and while I normally would have balked at someone calling me that, with Chloe it was different. I knew she meant it only with love, not mocking at all. “I am ready.”I crawled into bed and collected Chloe in my arms. She felt so right pressed against me. If I wasn’t so tired I’d be all ov
KnoxI came home from my travels just long enough to watch Chloe and Adrian be crowned King and Queen. Over the last couple of years, I’d traveled to 43 countries and met more shifters than I’d ever imagined. Some were werewolves like me, but I also met leopard shifters and dragon shifters, entire cultures with their own legacies and rules. It was incredible, and I felt like I’d grown so much as a person since I’d left.“I guess I have to call you Your Highness now,” I laughed, patting Adrian on the back.He shot me a bright smile. He looks happier than he has in years. Alexander and I made the right choice; Adrian should have always been on the throne. It was never our place. “You can just call me Adrian.”“Not brother?” I asked, raising an eyebrow.He rolled his eyes. “That works too, I suppose.&r
Chloe"You don't usually ask to see me without the kids," I teased Alexander as I sat down next to him on the bench. We'd agreed to meet at our favorite spot in the gardens, one we’d frequented often in the years since Adrian, and I moved our family back here at Father’s request. He hadn’t really needed to convince us; we loved the idea of our children being raised with their grandfather and uncles."There's something I need to speak to you about," Alexander sighed, unusually serious. He seemed more and more serious as of recently and I worried about him. He seemed to be wearing thin."Is everything alright? Did Father's cancer return?" I knew he'd just had some routine scans done and no one had mentioned the outcome. Maybe they’d been keeping them from us on purpose?"No, nothing like that. No, it's something completely different." He closed his eyes for a moment as if he was gathering himself."I'm all ears," I said, leaning back. I was nervous about what he wanted to speak about.A
ChloeI debated for hours on whether or not I wanted to take the pregnancy test on my own or tell Adrian what I suspected. I’d been alone the first time with Charlie, and I’d been terrified, but things were different this time. I was married to my mate, and we lived in the Capital City near my father who doted on his grandson. In fact, both Alexander and Knox took their roles as uncles very seriously. I had a whole support system this time instead of just Caden.I almost told him I was going to take it but before I did I called Caden. He’d been around the first pregnancy, and I knew he’d give me good advice.“What’s up, Chloe?” Caden said when he answered the phone.“I think I might be pregnant,” I said in a rush.Caden was silent for several heartbeats. “Am I supposed to be happy or… supportive?”“Happy,” I laughed. “I’m happy about the idea. But I don’t know whether I want to take the test with or without Adrian.”“Oh,” Caden said, understanding. “I see. Well, there isn’t one right a
AdrianI had never been as nervous as I was standing at the altar waiting for Chloe to walk down the aisle.Alexander leaned over. I had chosen him as my best man, although I had been close between him and Knox. “You look like you're about to puke,” Alexander said.“Gee, thanks,” I said. In reality, I thought I was about to pass out.“Nerves?” Caden asked from beside Alexander. I had chosen him as one of my groomsmen as well. To my surprise, we actually got along really well, and I considered him a close friend now, not to mention an uncle to Charlie. He loved my son, and I couldn't stay mad at anyone who loved my son.“Don't worry if you pass out, I'll pour some water on you,” Knox offered.I ignored them and focused on trying to calm my breathing.The music for the bride started and we all turned towards the giant double doors, glancing over our 500 closest friends and family members that had been invited. The door swung open, and Father stepped out with Chloe on his arm. She was abs
ChloeI stared at the dress in the mirror, feeling absolutely helpless. “How many wedding dresses do I really have to try on?” I asked aloud.“Until you feel like a Princess,” the seamstress said. “Really, I don't remember any client being this difficult before.”“I'm sorry,” I sighed. “It's nothing with your design, though. It's absolutely beautiful. But ever since I gave birth to Charlie, I just don't feel comfortable in my skin anymore.”The seamstress gave me a sympathetic smile. “I understand,” she said. “I felt that way after the birth of all of my children. Don't get me wrong, I love them all very much, and I would do it 1000 times over if it meant I got to keep them. But it's hard adjusting to the new body you have as a mother.”“I just want my body to go back to the way it was before I gave birth,” I admitted. In fact, I hadn't admitted this to anyone, and it was a relief to get it off my chest.The seamstress tutted. “The sooner you get rid of that notion, the happier you'll
AdrianI really really didn't want to go see Elizabeth she had haunted my doorstep for years and the thought that I was about to enter her house was too much for me to bear.Unfortunately my wife had other ideas, and I couldn't tell her no.I didn't bother sending Elizabeth any warning that I was on my way. I didn't want her to get anything ready for me. With her, who knew what she would come up with.I knocked on her front door and when the Butler opened it his eyes widened in shock. “Prince Adrian. It's been a while.”“So it has. Is Elizabeth home?” I askedHe nodded slowly. “Are you sure you would like to see her?”“I would,” I confirmed.He led me into the drawing room and motioned towards the couch to sit down. “I'll go grab the lady.”The couches were made for style more than comfort and I was still shifting around trying to get comfortable when Elizabeth rushed into the room. It was clear that she had sprinted from whatever other part of the house she'd been in in order to get t
AdrianAs I watched Chloe prance down the hallway of the palace, I realized there were few things in this life that I loved more than her. In fact, I couldn't think of any besides Charlie, who I loved just as much as his mother. I couldn't believe my life had gotten so bright. I never would have been this happy as Crown Prince and I knew that although Chloe feels somewhat responsible for me stepping down, it was one of the best decisions of my life.“Chloe,” I called after her when she was halfway down the hall.She paused and glanced back at me. “What?” she asked.“You're going the wrong way,” I pointed out.Chloe frowned at me. “What do you mean? The practice area is out back behind the gardens.”“It is,” I said. “But the gardens are this way,” I said, pointing the opposite direction of where she was headed.Chloe looked at me, embarrassed. “Sorry, I only had just gotten the hang of the palace when I was here the first time, and I've been gone for so long, and with pregnancy brain I
Chloe“Adrian,” I sighed, pressing back into his chest as he kissed down my neck.“Yes, my dear?” he said, the words whispering against my skin.“We don’t have time for this.” I could feel his growing erection against my ass.“Charlie is with his uncles,” Adrian pointed out. “When do we have a moment alone these days?”I considered him. “I have a better Idea than sex.”“There is no better idea than sex, but I’m willing to add something to our to-do list if it sounds interesting enough.”I rolled my eyes. “Can we go for a run? I haven’t shifted since I gave birth, and the Healer gave me the all clear yesterday.”“Fine, we can have sex and then we can go on a run. Happy?”“Thrilled,” I said, turning in his arms. “That’s exactly what I wanted to hear, actually.”Adrian chuckled and lowered his lips to mine. I sighed into his mouth, and he swept in, our tongues tangling. He tasted like sunshine and warmth and happiness.He rolled over me, bracing his arms on either side of my head. “Do you