"What?" Dante asked sitting down on a large plush couch in the room after I told him that Fiona was my mate. Dante had a concerned look on his face and fired question after question at me. "Why didn't you say anything? Why didn't she say anything?" His knee was bouncing up and down with enough force to drill a hole in the ground. It was one of his nervous ticks.
I paced around the room and thought about why I hadn't said anything. It was a large room and looked like it came straight from a magazine. The room was mostly white with natural colours and dried flowers spotted through the room. There was a bay window overlooking a garden and several doors led to unknown places. I would have to explore the room later.
"I don't know" I admitted finally. It shook me, I was always so confident some might even say arrogant, here in the face of my mate I froze. I always thought the moment would play out differently. We would instantly recognise each other, she would run into my arms and we'd make love in the moonlight, marking each other so the goddess could watch in approval and share in our joy for finding each other. I was a bit of a romantic. The reality was far more confusing, one look from my mate nearly incapacitated me. "When she didn't seem to react I just...froze," I said more to myself than Dante.
"You're sure she's your mate?" He asked. I nodded, there was no doubt.
"Blaze tried to shift to claim her when I did nothing," I said "He hasn't shut up since I shook her hand." Dante's face was serious, he knew how Blaze could get when he was impatient. Blaze was not good at waiting when he really wanted something.
"We'll figure this out," he said firmly standing up to place his hands on my shoulders. "I know how important it is to you to be with your goddess-given mate."
"Thanks," I said knowing that I could count on Dante to do anything for me. He continued, "Maybe the King will stop this ridiculous competition when he finds out."
"More likely he will make her compete to prove herself." I sneered knowing better than to get my hopes up. The King had his heart set on a competition to select the most viable mate. "I'm not going to have my mate fight for me, she's mine and I'm hers."
"We'll keep it a secret until we figure something out then," Dante spoke. I nodded in agreement, I didn't want to stir anything up until I could be sure about everything. The last thing I need was to frighten her off. I was excited to finally find the one the goddess made for me, a perfect match. It seemed tainted, however, as my other half didn't realise it yet. Then there was Alpha David, I didn't like the comment Beta Liz made about him. I would need to find out what was going on there. If I let him, I'm sure Blaze would rip Alpha David apart, just for the way he touched her earlier.
"Let's go through what we know of this pack" Dante suggested pulling out a book from his bag that held the history of the Cresent Moon pack. "Maybe it will provide a clue." It was a long shot, as we were here to collect information about the pack, but it was worth a try. We sat on the couch with the book proped between our knees. The book was relatively empty. It seemed even before they shut their borders, the pack flew under the radar.
"Well they shut themselves off from the world for the past three years," I said "Everyone was talking about rebuilding after their last Alpha. It was brought up a lot. I guess the rumours of a coup were right." I didn't know who the last Alpha had been, he quietly paid his taxes to the King didn't cause a fuss, so we never needed to visit. Dante moved his finger down the page until he found a name.
"Alpha Hayden Kierran," he read "had two children, a boy Alex and a girl..." He furrowed his brow "it doesn't have her name, just that she passed away 4 years ago at 16. It was assumed...that she failed to shift properly for the first time."
"That typically only happens to the weakness of Omegas, not to children from an Alpha bloodline," I stated in disbelief.
"Maybe that's why there is no information on her. Maybe Alpha Kierran was ashamed." He looked at the page some more, "There isn't much on the former Luna either, maybe he mated with an Omega." It was highly unlikely, mates were supposed to match each other, so an Alpha and Omega pairing were rare. They did still happen though.
"For Fiona to be Alpha," Dante said staring pensively at the page "She would have to challenge and fight both Alpha Hayden, his son and who knows how many others. We know how those challenges end. Either your mate knows how to make get others to do her dirty work or she is a better fighter than she looks. Maybe both." I sat with that thought for a moment, an Alpha's challenge was a fight to the death. Fiona didn't stand out as a fighter, but there were plenty of warriors that didn't, often using it to their advantage. Even the King's army had she-wolves in high ranking spots. Her Betas were also fiercely loyal, I'm sure that we would find the rest of the pack was as well. Who knows what lengthens they would go for Alpha Fiona.
"Well, we have our work cut out for us." I said giving up on getting anything useful from the book or our speculation "You're good at gathering information, see what you can find." I told Dante and he nodded understanding. I would be trying to find a way to spend some quality time with my mate.
*Fiona*"Well, that went as well as I could hope," I said sitting on the couch in my office placing my legs across David. I was not happy that the King had managed to worm his way into the pack, but at least we were ready to take him on. This might also prove useful for me to gather information on the King. I was naturally distrustful, but even so, something about the King just seemed off to me. Not that would tell Alpha Astor or his Beta that. Skylah was pacing inside me, which made me nervous. She only got that way when big things were about to happen. She had a sixth sense about things, although they were always feelings and never anything concrete. I was left to guess why. This time I chalked it up to nervous excitement for David's birthday tomorrow. David spoke; his words kept me from wandering off with my thoughts.
*Cyrus*"She's late" I mind-linked Dante at the dinner table. Normally Dante and I would joke about our insatiable appetites. Werewolves had high metabolisms and could eat a lot, but Dante and I, well even for a werewolf, ate a lot. The Omega who stocked our kitchen in the Golden Moon packhouse learned that my idea of a snack was more of a meal for a small family. After months of pulling his hair over how much we ate, he finally gave us a separate fridge, which we'd still clear out daily. Today was different though. All the food in front of me look delicious, the pack had done their homework and had a lot of my favourites. Yet, I couldn't find my appetite. I pushed around a piece of brisket on my plate, not wanting to be rude. "Dinner has barely started" Dante replied via mind-link. 
*Cyrus*Everyone was quiet for a moment, looking at the ground. Fiona inhaled deeply, the anger clearing from her face. When she spoke it was in a neutral tone."This garden honours her legacy and reminds us what happens when a pack is run with greed." She said it with finality, shutting the book on the conversation. "Let me show you the inside of the community centre," quickly shifting focus back to the tour. "We offer classes for pack members who want to learn new skills. We teach everything from art courses, trades and courses to help pack members who wish to attend university. It is all run by volunteers from the pack who want to support growth and wellbeing. Normally it's older pack members looking to explore new horizons, but we will get some high schoolers who want to study something beyond what is offered at the school."
*Cyrus*"If she wasn't your mate," Dante mind-linked me when Fiona stepped out of her office the next morning for a break. "I would have a few choice words to call her." A growl from Blaze shut him up, but I knew Dante was right. Surely, it was just the stress of answering to the King. Fiona had been snippy all morning as we looked over her income reports. There were a few times she outright glared at me, not needing words to get her message across. To be fair, they were times when I would be trying to flirt or make 'unintentional' contact. In the most recent offence, she simple threw her hands up in the air and walked out, leaving Dante and me staring at each other, wondering what we had said to offend her. There was a knock on the door and an Omega girl came in with a platter of snacks and a pot of coffee."Alpha Fin asked me to bring yo
*Fiona*I felt odd sitting on the plush couch in my closet, letting two near-strangers go through my clothes. It was a little exciting despite the situation. I wasn't allowed to have friends inside the packhouse growing up, and even when I became Alpha, I found my time for socializing limited. It was even stranger to me that two male wolves were inspecting my clothes. I didn't think they would agree to it, honestly. It felt like I was the main character of a movie, having her big glow up montage to win the man of her dreams. I mean I was, wasn't I. Alpha Astor and Beta Clifford were helping me find a dress to woo David. It was a nice distraction from the anxiety growing in my stomach. Why hadn't David shown his face at midnight or even called me? It was odd for him to not do something when he said he would.Beta Clifford had brought a
*Fiona*When we arrived at the party, my nerves were at an all-time high. I was glad that I had asked Alpha Cyrus and Beta Clifford to come. I had not expected the King's Alpha and his Beta to be so down to earth. Beta Clifford kept the mood light, making jokes with Liz during the ride over. Liz had been keen to come as well. She had not left the pack in three years, neither had I. We'd been so busy training and building the pack from the ground up, tonight felt like a new chapter, one where we could let loose a little. Liz even agreed to be a sober driver that night. I took her up on her offer seeing as we manage to polish off a few bottles of wine, during my 'make over' as Beta Clifford called it. While Beta Clifford was the life of the party on the ride over, Alpha Cyrus was relatively quiet, deep in thought."So much for being a party animal," I thought."Ma
*Fiona*I stood at a tree, out of view of the tent silently crying. The image of David kissing his mate burned into my brain. Skylah had gone silent and disappeared. Before she left I could feel her sadness. I was tempted to shift and run home, leaving quietly without a trace. After all, I hadn't officially made an entrance, so few would have realised I showed up at all. With Skylah hiding, however, I wouldn't be able to shift. I didn't have the energy to try and convince her to resurface."Fiona?" Called a voice growing closer."What?" I snapped at Alpha Cyrus as he approached. Without a word, he pulled me into a hug. At first, I stood there rigid, but he held on tight. After a moment my muscles started
*Fiona*Instead of heading for the dance floor, as I originally planned, I turned to go outside. I didn't make it very far, however. I blame my stupid heals, making it hard to run. Cyrus wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me up."No fair" I pouted sticking out my lower lip as Cyrus turned me to face him. His face was unreadable, eyes dark. I swallowed hard. Before I could speak Cyrus kissed me. His lips were hard and demanding, at first at least. The kiss was different from anything I had ever felt before. I melted into the moment, placing a hand on Cyrus' neck giving into the kiss and returning it. His lips softened as he pulled me closer. I could feel a fire in my stomach growing. His lips had been the match to the kindling inside of me. Then it was over. 
*Fiona*“Mate.” The words rang through my head. Cyrus was my mate. I felt that I had finally let go of a breath I had been holding since his arrival, realising only now that I had even been holding my breath. “Why didn’t you say anything?” I asked. I wasn’t angry, at the fact he hadn’t told me, just curious about why he didn’t. “It was the hardest thing I have ever done,” he said embracing me tightly like he was afraid I was going to run away. “I didn’t know how you would react. After what happened with David I didn’t want to put you in the same situation.” I thought about it for a moment. Would I have believed Cryus had he told me? At first, no. The past couple of days I felt like I knew, but refused to fully accept it for fear I was wrong. “I think you made the right choice,” I said after reflecting on it.Cyrus lifted my head to his and pulled me into a kiss. With the mate bond now in place, it was more electric than ever. Pleasurable sparks danced across my lips a
*Fiona*“Where are we going?” Cyrus asked as he followed me into the forest behind the packhouse garden. I could feel he was on edge as we wandered into the forest “It’s vulnerable out here.”“There are patrols out” I reassured him “They will know where I am and keep watch.” Cyrus had tripled check all of our security measures, so he knew how many wolves would be out on guard. Still, he didn’t look convinced.“You’ll see.” I tried reassuring him again. “I have a tradition on the eve of my birthday. Something I want to show you.” I sushed him when he asked what we were going to do. “We need to be quiet, to get in the right headspace,”
*Fiona*I woke up the next morning to Cryus watching me closely.“Good morning,” he said drawing me closer for a cuddle. I was enveloped in his scent and Skylah immediately started egging me on, sending graphic images of what she would like to do to Cyrus. I ignored her as best as I could, there was too much to do today.“Cyrus we need to get ready,” I whined, “the next pack will be here soon.” I started to feel my anxiety come forward. It was only one day before my birthday. I wondered what that meant for Cyrus and myself. I pushed the feeling down, I would worry about that tomorrow. Today I had to think about the other pack arriving. Hopefully, everything with the new packs arr
*Fiona*My head was reeling at all the information that was flying at me. I had never thought much about my mother’s family. They had never been mentioned growing up. Now that I knew they were family, it was obvious why they had looked so familiar. Every time I looked at Alpha Thomas or Luna Shae I would see traits that reminded me of my mother. At first, it was the eyes, but as the evening wore on I also realised there was more. Shae carried herself in the same way my mother had, light as a feather. I saw my brother's smouldering looks in Thomas’ eyes. Shae’s voice was even light like my mother's when she comforted me. I felt pain for her loss, but from that pain, something new was growing. I felt a cautious excitement to get to know this new family, hoping that they might hel
*Fiona*Standing on the steps of the packhouse waiting to greet the new pack, reminded me how little time had passed since I had greeted Cyrus in the same fashion. I remember how nervous I had been and how much I had wanted to prove myself. While I still felt like I was trying to prove myself, I was more assured and less nervous, this time around. I hoped that this time things wouldn't be turned upside down, as I was still processing all the changes that had happened in the past few days. I felt like a different person, with Cyrus, more reckless. I couldn't bring myself to see it as a bad thing."Who are we dealing with?" Cyrus asked taking a place next to me.
*Cyrus*When I awoke I was struck by a momentary panic, by the lack of Fiona's presence in bed. I nearly jumped out of bed, when I saw her sitting quietly on a couch engrossed in a book. I took a breath. When did I become so anxious? Normally I was fairly level headed, but ever since the threats against Fiona, everything seemed to be a threat. Fiona was my weakness, but I couldn't bring myself to see it as a bad thing.I watched her sitting on the couch reading. Her legs were propped up on one of the arms, making them look longer as her shorts rode up, nearly invisible under her large tee shirt. I could hear Blaze making some suggestions on how we should start the morning. I had been hesitant with Fiona so far, holding back. She was pushing me though, as she become more comfortable exploring. I would hold back for her until she was ready.&
*Fiona*I sat in my office chair, processing what Andre had said, staring at the wrapped gift on the table. When Andre had left, Cyrus walked me back to the packhouse, hand on the small of my back the whole way. As we enter my office, I could see him finally relax and take a breath. He sat across from my desk staring at the gift with much more suspicion than I."I mean it's so unlikely that I would find a mate the day of my birthday," I commented. The end of our conversation with Andre ran through my head."David did..." Cyrus commented, "You just might." There was something in his tone that caused me to look up at him. An emotion flitted across his eyes so quickly that I questions whether I had really seen it."You mean, like from one of the packs invited?" I thought out loud "I guess it's more likely if there are more wolves ar
*Fiona*The garden behind the packhouse was even lusher than the garden at the community centre. It held many different flowering plants while the community centre was more food-based. Rows of roses lined the path and lavender plants filled in empty spaces in the gardens, attracting a number of butterflies. It was a favourite spot of mine in the pack. The first thing I did when I became Alpha was to restore all the pack gardens to their former glory. The few memories I had with my mothers were of her gardening. Being here made me feel close to her, even years after her death.Cyrus and I sat in a white gazebo on the edge of the garden, watching the sunset over the packhouse. The hues in the sky complimented the colours of the blo
*Cyrus*When I woke up to Fiona in my arm, I thought I must still be dreaming. I didn't move for fear that when she woke it would all come crashing down. I watched her sleeping peacefully in awe, so delicate yet so strong. Never had I met someone who overcame so much without being jaded to the world. I debated whether or not to tell her I was her mate. Although her birthday was only a few days away the wait was proving torturous.I need to go at her pace though. I was devasted when she wanted to keep the events that transpired between us a secret, I want to shout to the world that we belonged to each other. Yet I would see in her eyes that she was still unsure about me. I didn't want to push and risk losing her so I agreed. It was difficult, as my body called out for hers. After last night, I was sure her body called out for mine as well.It proved m