Griogair looked around at the bedraggled castle as he followed after the old king’s emissary, the drunken laird, and the terrified maid. It would kill him to live like this until the Laird died or he fathered a bairn. Even if he and his wayward lady conceived this very day it would be well into winter before he took charge and next spring before he could get this clan started on the path to prosperity. At least both of his brothers had a pretty woman that they knew they favoured and were lairds of decent keeps from the day they wed. This place was a disaster, and he hadn’t even known Sinclair clan had a marriageable lass as heir. He still didn’t know what she looked like!
There was not a single portrait of her in the keep as far as he had seen. On top of that, he’d have to wait to rule here until her father died, passed the title voluntarily, or the next blood heir was birthed. That had seemed fine at first. It would give him time to get used to the idea of being a Laird and taking on all that responsibility he’d never really wanted. He would have time to meet and befriend the people and learn what they were like, train with the warriors and come to know whom he could trust. He had never wanted to rule a clan, but he knew he could do it. He hadn’t expected to find the place near ruin though, with the laird deep in his cups before the sun was high and his wife’s whereabouts completely unknown. Her father had said she was missing again. Did she disappear often? Where did she go? Why did she not do anything to get the staff to care for the keep? As third in line he’d never expected to rule a clan on his own, but now that that was his future he didn’t want the clan to look like this one.The tapestries were filthy, the mortar by the windows crumbling, and what little rushes were strewn about made the place smell moldy, not like fresh straw or wildflowers. The staff all cowered in the Laird’s presence, but didn’t appear to want to do any task, or at least not put in the effort to do it well. He stumbled on loose stones as they stepped out into the back gardens and he thought the gardener snickered about it. It seemed nobody here took pride in their work. Then again, with a Laird who could scarcely hold himself upright, there probably wasn’t much to take pride in. Hopefully, his wife was not missing because she had passed out from too much drink.“There ye be daughter!”
Griogair turned his attention forward and caught the barest glimpse of wild red curls before his view was blocked by the emissary who exclaimed,“Why are you dressed like that?”“I always dress like this in me own home! Who be ye to be asking such a thing as that of the lady of the keep?”“I am emissary to your king.”“Oh,” she did an overly exaggerated and not in the least bit polite bow to the man. “Begging yer pardon then. Not a soul told me we were expecting you.”“Well if I’d a told ye, you’d a gone off hunting or fishing so as to be sure not ta be here!” Her father yelled. “You!” He grabbed the maid by the hair and hauled her forward, “take her upstairs and make her presentable. I expect her back down ta meet her man in ten minutes.”“I will meet my wife now,” Griogair’s voice was calm and firm, leaving no room for doubt. He knew his rights as her husband, and they superseded that of her father from the moment he’d been wed to her. Even if in all honesty, he hadn’t been. The king had wed her to Alasdair. Until he signed, Isobel was technically married to Alasdair, and his brother was currently wed to two women. Griogair ground his teeth. No matter what she looked like nor how intoxicated she was, he had to make this woman his wife before the emissary discovered the ruse. If King Charles had not intended the missive as a joke the emissary could have his brother hanged for having two wives. Or all of them for lying to him, and therefore to the king.The emissary and the drunken laird stepped to the side revealing his bride to him. She stood taller than most lasses, just past his shoulder. Her hair was shorter than what most women preferred, but the curls framed her face in a very becoming way and brought out the colour of her freckles. Her emerald green eyes snapped at his, though he couldn’t tell if it were anger or fear looking back at him. He was relieved to see they were clear and bright, not clouded by drink.
She wore a tunic the same shade of green as her eyes. It was a little longer than a man’s tunic, but not long enough to call it a dress, not even long enough for a young lass’s dress. Under that, trews clung tightly to her long, shapely legs. He felt his body stir in response.“Pleased to meet you, Lady Isobel.” He said calmly, bowing politely and trying not to show any reaction to her appearance show in her voice. The laird, the emissary, the maid, and likely even his wife, were expecting shock or outrage and he refused to play into that.
She wasn’t a ravenous beauty like Eliana, nor soft and serene like Mairead. But she was pretty in that unconventional way that had always drawn his attention. It was the look of a lass who didn’t know herself as beautiful so put on no airs, tending to be more humble and honest. So far her personality seemed to suit him too. She was hot and fiery, just like her hair.
Carrying a sword, sharpening arrows... and her father had mentioned she would go hunting? He’d never considered hunting with a woman. Griogair almost grinned. He’d never known a lass who enjoyed the bush. They could get a lot more than hunting accomplished among the trees. Perhaps Dair had been right and Charles had been playing matchmaker. It did indeed seem likely that he would enjoy getting to know this lass.“And who be ye?” Isobel demanded, her hands on her hips, “for I have no husband and no plans on taking one.”“By order of his majesty the king,” the emissary said with less of his regal heir than Griogair had ever heard from him, “Alasdiar is your husband and future laird of the Sinclair clan. The king wed you by proxy and we brought a priest to seal the vows through the church.” Her eyes widened and she fumbled with the sanding stone she was using, dropping the arrowhead into the grass. Griogair narrowed his eyes. Something about the way she dropped it told him she had done it on purpose and was not as surprised as she wanted them to believe.“Ye should have warned me, father.” He didn’t miss the crack in her voice and the hands that came up to smooth over her curls seemed to be trembling. She may not have been completely taken by surprise, but she was not at all comfortable with the idea either.“Would ye a been in a dress and waiting in the keep doing something proper like stitching if I’d asked ye?”“Nay,” she admitted softly.“Take her to her rooms. See to it she is washed and properly dressed,” the emissary ordered the maid. “Be sure she knows what will be expected of her after the papers are signed and the priest blesses the union. You have half an hour.”“I have no objection to the lady wearing whatever she wishes,” Griogair said. He was rewarded with a look of shock and then almost a smile on his wife’s lips.“I suppose it doesn’t matter,” the emissary admitted, his distaste obvious as his gaze flickered over Isobel, “you’ll only be removing it again to provide proof the vows are consummated.” Now his bride looked terrified. Her father laughed loudly, making Isobel jump and Griogair scowl.“It is not so bad Lady Isobel,” the emissary said, “your husband can simply hand out the sheet when he has done the deed.”“She can no show you a maiden’s blood!” Her father seemed to be boasting about the fact. “I offered her hand to a warrior if he could get her with child. Not only can she no give ye a maiden’s blood she’s likely never gonna give ye an heir!”
Griogair saw his wife bite down hard on her bottom lip and her hands clasped tightly in front of her. Her chest looked nearly flat, her eyes wide and her skin smooth and although speckled it was free of the blemishes that came with age or illness. She barely looked old enough to wed even now, how old had the lass been when her father forced that on her? And now she thought herself barren? Of all the things to do to a young woman. His urge to protect her had him speaking almost without thinking.“It matters not. If I have no bairns of mine own I will gift the clan to a child of one of my brothers. Three lads and a lass have been born already so I am sure there will be no lack of kin to choose from.” He had no idea what had possessed him to say that just now. For some reason, he wanted to protect this lass from more hurt. Her father seemed to be heaping it on her by spades and the emissary was not being kind either. What sort of father tries to get his daughter pregnant before marriage?“With no maiden’s blood I will have to witness the consummation,” the emissary said, his voice sounding more than a little displeased by the thought. That struck Griogair as odd since he’d been so eager to watch the other two couples. Apparently, he didn’t find a woman in trews alluring. Gair’s eyes dropped to her legs again and he felt himself stir beneath his plaid. He definitely did not share the emissary's opinion. He'd never seen a lass in trews before. He didn't mind at all, though he expected he wouldn't be too pleased if he found other men oogling his wife. The trews left little to the imagination, and he definitely liked the shape of what he saw. “I watched Griogair and his new wife and will watch Padraig with the widow Fraser on my return trip. You aren’t the only lass in this deal to be put to a ritual wedding night. Let’s get on with it.”
His wife led the way up the stairs, her head high, her back straight. She would have looked confident and proud if it weren’t for the nervous way her hands gripped her tunic. Though most women had the option of hiding their hands in their skirts so likely many wives felt as she did now. His brothers had both known the women they were wed to and even coupled them before when the women had been willing and glad to join with them. This moment was not a happy or solid beginning to their lives. As she opened the door to her chamber Gair decided this was not going to go the way the emissary expected. The man would be in the room, as required, but he would not be getting the show that he had no doubt had while ensuring Paddy and Eliana were wed. Izzy stepped into the room ahead of him and Gair stopped, bracing his arm across the door and preventing the Emissary from entering. The man’s eyes widened and he opened his mouth, but before he could speak Gair told him the way things were going to h
Isobel watched her husband as he walked to the door. He took his shirt off and tossed it onto the edge of her bed. The muscles rippled across his tanned back like waves on the ocean and her breath caught in her throat. He was every bit as large and powerful as she’d imagined. There was no way he could couple with her and not hurt her. Besides, how could he couple without entering her? What he promised was impossible. Why would he make a promise he could never keep?This wasn't his fault, Izzy tried to reason with herself as she swallowed around the hard lump in her throat and fought the tears that burned her eyes. She knew what he had to do. It was the king's command, it had to be so. She had survived this many times before, and now she was fully grown so she would surely survive today as well. Perhaps the pain would be less since she was fully grown now.Scooting under the counterpane she pulled it quickly to her chin. She closed her eyes and took a deep, shuttering breath before tell
Griogair stomped up the steps to the castle in a very bad mood. He had spent the day talking to some of the men in the village, introducing himself and learning what he could about his new home. He was not impressed. At all. The ramparts and shops weren’t in any better shape than the castle. The crofters' homes were in shambles. The people feared their laird but wished to only grow enough to pay their rent and survive until spring. There was not a single happy, motivated soul among them. If the crofters in his clan lived in these conditions they would likely leave, but these people didn’t even have the motivation to walk away and look for something better. Most annoyingly, the men had all snickered at the news that their lady was wed! The women looked him up and down, a couple even flirting with him! Not one person that he had met had offered a single word of congratulations or well wishes. The sound of drunken laughter further soured Griogair’s mood and pulled him towards the gre
Once the door was firmly closed, Gair turned to look at his wife. His eyes were drawn first to her chest. Where and how had she hidden those under her tunic? Even if she had a padded corset on that was way more than just a handful of flesh spilling over the top of the low neckline. He felt his mouth water as his tarse rose. Bloody hell. Why could he not keep his body under control around this woman? He knew his wife would not be a willing partner yet. Probably not any time soon either. He cleared his throat and drug his eyes up to hers.“Mo bhean bhoidheach...” he couldn’t stop his eyes from travelling over her from head to toe and back up again. Her curls were pulled tightly back from her face and pinned up in a way that almost hid the shortness of it. It accented the lines of her face and made her look older, perhaps very near his own age. The skirt was green on top and grey on the bottom, the top green with silver laces and grey sleeves. The neckline was lower than some that he h
Isobel’s mind was flickering around more than the flame of the candle she was staring at. She tried to blink back the tears that burned her eyes when she realized that her mother’s old wool shawl wasn’t bringing her the comfort and warmth that it normally did. Instead, it scratched at the top of her breasts, making her feel foolish, half-naked, and scared. Why had she trusted the advice of a woman who did everything in her power to draw a man’s attention? Of course, the emissary's whore would give her a promiscuous dress! Now the womanly part of her that she kept most hidden was on full display, beyond even what a decent lady would show, tempting a man who had every right to do whatever he wished to her. Would he be angry that she was dressed this way but not eager to couple?Her husband had certainly gotten angry with Dairmaid quickly enough. Would he react as violently when she angered him? No doubt he would. He would likely be more difficult to get away from than the men of her cl
Gair was not impressed with the disaster the maid had sent him into. The expression on her face when he asked for a different room to sleep in should have been a good indication that there was nothing suitable. The bed stank so badly he could smell it from the hall! The stones under the window were growing moss and the dust over everything looked like a thin coat of snow with footprints around the rim to each wall torch and to the bed where the linens had been dropped. She hadn’t even made the bed up. He stood in the doorway, staring at the space and not at all sure what to do. He should have checked out the sleeping arrangements this afternoon rather than going to meet the clansmen. Now there was no time to fill himself a new mattress, no time to order the room scrubbed clean, no time to prepare a pallet in the hall, and no time to make himself a camp in the bush. He had searched the keep but found no staff except the cook who had just sneered at him and insisted there were no w
It hadn’t taken nearly as long as she’d expected to get her father’s friends down and locked side by side in the pillory. Their feet were locked in tight and their hands shackled behind them. She and her husband had been grinning and trying not to laugh out loud the whole time! It was more fun than she’d had in years. Hopefully, he wouldn’t be too quick to retire to his bed. As she took the stairs quickly behind him her breath caught and she stumbled a step. She stopped on the stair, staring at the ground in front of her.Did she actually want to spend time with a man?“Izzy?” She looked up to see him a few steps ahead, he had stopped and turned when she stumbled. She smiled shyly and started back up the stairs.“Stubbed me toe,” she said softly. They stopped again in the hall outside her door. He looked in, then looked down the hall to the room that had been shown to him.“Do they clean yer room?” She winced. “Nay. I clean it. None of the maids here goes in a bedroom if she can help
Gair smiled to himself when he heard a soft snore coming from the direction of the bed. His wife had finally drifted to sleep. He hadn’t been at all sure she would manage it. In fact, he’d been about to ask if she would prefer he took the stack of furs into the hall. If it had taken her any longer to settle he might have had to go find himself some ale or wine. He kept talking, letting his voice grow slowly quieter until he was certain the silence would not wake her.Rolling onto his side Gair looked out the window at the night sky. He could just as easily be looking out his old bedroom window on MacInnis land. The stars looked just the same. A smile touched his lips as his eyes blinked closed. He would dream of his soft feather bed and the gentle scent of the beeswax candles that were always used in the bedrooms of his family’s keep. Mayhap he would dream of the summer solstice festival that would be happening soon. He would miss that. It was unlikely this clan put any effort into mak
“Are you sure about this Izzy-bee? Ye don’t have to. I could go first.”“I want to,” Izzy insisted. She stepped quickly forward and lowered her naked bottom slowly onto the padded seat. “I am the one likely to back out. It is only right that I first see if I can do this before I ask it of ye.”“I will stop whenever ye say.”“I know,” she took a deep breath, spread her legs wide, bent forwards, and fastened her own ankles. Gair didn’t miss the change in her breathing.“Maybe just yer feet this time?” She shook her head and leaned back in the seat, resting her wrists in the cuffs. Gair looked down at her. In the past, seeing a woman held open this way, willingly putting herself at his mercy, had excited him. Seeing his wife struggle so mightily with it was not appealing to him at all.Her chest rose and fell quickly with each breath. Every muscle seemed taught as a bow ready to fire. “Izzy, I -”“Please, Gair. I want to try.” She looked to her wrists, then her ankles, and licked her lip
Gair watched the arrow leave Fann’s bow and heard it thunk into the oak high above them. The gasps and mutters from the men behind him told him that Fann had hit the mark as easily as his wife. Before he could comment, Johne’s voice came through the bush beside them. “Ye have come at last, old friend.”“There was narry a sign of ye when I came to lay claim to all ye had promised.”“Aye. I failed in that. But I did nay fail completely.”Gair smiled at Davina as she stepped out from behind a tree. She was nearly as silent as his wife. She tipped her head to one side, looking at Fann.“I donna remember ye,” she said softly. Gair saw Fann’s fist clench at his side and then relax. “I am nay surprised. Ye were quite wee when I left for London.”“And ye have come to marry me off now?”“Nay.”Giar saw anger and surprise both in Johne’s eyes. He seemed about to speak, but Fann spoke first.“I donna know the woman ye have become any more than ye know me. As yer kin, I could choose a man for y
The icy water ran from her hair and clung to her wool tunic, but Izzy barely paid it any attention. She forced her nearly frozen fingers to uncurl themselves, then curl again around the rope to pull herself forward again. And again. The tunnel had always seemed longer and steeper in the cold. Izzy could hear the scurrying of rat feet on the rocks around her. There seemed to be more of them than usual, but their numbers usually increased in the winter. Hopefully they hadn’t started to gnaw at the rope yet this year. If it gave way, the plunge back into the icy water would not be pleasant. It could very easily attract the attention of some of the guards too. There were so many more of them standing out on the walls! Either the mercenaries really had taken over, or her father had noticed there was a threat.She found the torch and flint against the wall at the top of the slope, just where she always left them. Cursing the cold and damp, Izzy struggled with the flint, trying to spark the
Gair stared into the fire. He’d kept on the road to Campbell, but his eyes had been searching the bush for any sign of Izzy or her dogs. He knew it had been hopeless, even if she’d come this way she would not have stayed near the road. He tensed as Fann took a seat beside him and refused the flask of ale.“Most men,” Fann said, “would be glad for a wife they favour and a clan to rule. Why is it you are not?”“Have you been there?”“No. I should have been, but when I heard the Laird was not the one who had invited me to visit I left. Mercenaries are not usually welcome unless they are invited.”“It is not a clan I can rule. The men are everything I despise.”“Why?”“They are all lazy drunkards who rape and beat their women and children.”“When the women see that Izzy expects better from you, and gets it, the women of Sinclair will expect better too. Young men who wish to wed will have to do better to get their attention. Your reputation for putting rapists in the stocks naked won’t hur
Once again, the smaller pup broke his stay. The runt was cute and liked to snuggle, but he was not very smart. The larger one looked back and forth between Izzy and his litter mate, then yipped and bounded out from the cover of the trees. There was nothing she could do for them this time. The mercenaries were too close, if she made any noise at all they would find her. Once they saw how well-fed those animals were, they’d be combing the bush for their owner and the pups would help them. Her only option was to make for the water.Suddenly a hand grasped her arm and Izzy found herself standing with her friend Johne in front of her. He scowled at her, “Ye daft lass! Now that yer full grown ye can nay pass so well for a lad.” He slammed a hat on her head and pushed her ahead of him out of the bush. “Yer nose is too fine for a lad this tall and yer legs! I wish those trews were baggy ones. Just keep yer chin down and say naught or ye’ll get us both killed.” His whistle pierced the air and
It had been three days since Gair had arrived home to find Izzy’s note. He had no idea what to make of her prolonged absence. At first, he’d thought she was off hunting. He was ticked that she’d snuck out without the guard, but not really all that surprised. Leaving would have been a way to rebel against her forced confinement. She was not prone to staying put just because a man told her to. If anything, she would do the opposite just on principle.Paddy had been furious the guards had let her escape. He had ordered them to track her at once, but the rain had washed away any trace. He had looked himself as well, checking the areas he thought she might have gone for shelter, but none looked recently used. Gair folded up the paper and worked it into the seam of his tunic so he could take it with him. It was foolish he knew. But Izzy didn’t keep trinkets or embroidered kerchiefs. This was all he had of hers that he could carry with him. He scowled at himself. That had been careless of h
As the cold rain drizzled down around the tiny home, Izzy sat by the fire with her dogs and watched her husband prowl the room like a caged beast. He was not accustomed to such small quarters. She remembered having the same restless feeling he seemed to be experiencing the first time she took to the tunnels for an extended time. There had been a lot of changes in the last few weeks. They’d enjoyed much time in each other's arms and it was nice to do so without interruption. There were no more meals atop the tower, though they still often ate under the stars. They had hunted until dark many nights at first. That was stopping now too as the air got colder and the rain more frequent. The colder and rainier it got the more moody and restless Gair became. She wasn’t scared of him exactly, but seeing him so agitated wasn’t comfortable either. She looked to the corner where the play stocks were tucked up against the walls and just barely peaking out from under a pile of furs. She shivered a
Izzy skipped along the trail with the two pups yipping at her heels. With her swaying hips and bouncing curls, there was no doubt she was a lass. She looked a wee lass in her excitement. He had never seen her so happy. It saddened him to think that it was leaving his home that made her so light-hearted. She turned to catch his eye and he couldn’t help but grin back at her. She laughed as the pups bumped her knees to get her to continue down the trail. Gair sighed as they dipped out of sight.He could understand her contentment, to be in their own space would be nice, but he couldn’t help but feel he was losing some part of himself, leaving it behind in his childhood home. He scowled for a moment. Izzy had already done that. And as the only child, she was heir to all of Sinclair. He followed along the trail as it dipped down over the edge of the cliffs and looked at the cottage. It was tiny, but it would be warm and cozy. He and Izzy would have plenty of peace, quiet, and time alone.
Gair looked towards the river and smiled as he saw the group on their way back. Izzy and Ellie seemed such unlikely friends. At first glance, they seemed opposites in so many ways, but they were fast friends nonetheless. Izzy still was not certain that he didn’t fancy his childhood friend more than her, but in reality, what drew him to Ellie as a child, Izzy had simply magnified and carried with her into adulthood. “I had an interesting chat with James today,” Dair said as he leaned back against the tower wall beside his brother. “The proxy marriage was even more mixed up than we thought.”Gair scowled. “How is that possible?”“Apparently, the original plan was for me to wed Mairead, Paddy to have Lia, just as we thought. But you were to wed Ellie and Fann was to be the one on Sinclair with Izzy. He changed his mind at some point on that one, James wasn’t sure when or why, but that had been the original plan.” Gair looked at his brother, then back out at his wife. “Given his reputati