“Do you take the courtroom home with you?” She glanced around the group, her voice lowering as she added, “I think we’re all in similar stages of our lives here, but I wonder what it’s like for you. When you return to your house and Mrs. Shaw is waiting in the kitchen, a plate of cookies on the counter, can you eat the cookies and chat about where you’re going to vacation the following weekend? Or do you spend the entire dinner recapping every moment of the day’s trial before doing it again over coffee the next morning?”
Oh, Hannah …
I see right through you.
I had a reputation.
Bachelor. Serial dater. Playboy.
Whatever the fuck they called me.
I liked to think of it as not being tied down.
I was surprised Hannah didn’t know that about me.
Or maybe she did, and she was just confirming.
“When my driver takes me home every day, whether that be from the office or the courtroom, I leave work behind. Of course, there are evenings and weekends where I spend time doing paperwork or I take calls from clients. But when I’m out with friends, even if they’re lawyers, we don’t talk shop. When I’m eating cookies my private chef baked, I don’t think about the questions I should have asked in court or the points I should have made.” I gave Hannah a hard stare. “There’s work time and playtime. I don’t mix the two.”
I was immediately bombarded with another set of questions, taking my eyes away from Hannah. It didn’t matter. I could still feel her. Sense her. Smell her in the air.
Until I couldn’t.
Since I’d placed my back toward her during the last round of examination, I glanced across my shoulder to find her.
She wasn’t there.
I didn’t know if she was getting another drink. If she’d gone to the restroom. Or if she’d left the bar.
What I did know was that this meetup was over.
I gave my final bit of feedback to the student next to me and turned toward the group. “I appreciate you all joining me. Unfortunately, our time is up.” I decided to do one more thing to ease the blow. “Don’t bother paying your tabs; your drinks are on me tonight.”
Everyone stood to shake my hand, thanking me for my time and generosity. After I watched each of them trickle out through the main exit, I went over to the bar to pay their bill, ordering a scotch while I waited for the bartender to tally up the receipts.
That was when I scanned the room for Hannah.
But there was no sign of her.
Was our conversation too much for her to handle?
Did I misread what was building between us?
Nah, I didn’t believe that for a second.
Then, where the fuck is she?
I signed the credit card receipt and walked around the perimeter of the bar, looking to see if I could find her. When I neared the restroom, I spotted her. Her body was hidden because the man she was speaking to was much taller, blocking her from most angles.
They weren’t touching.
But Hannah was smiling, transfixed on his face.
Basking in his attention.
Only minutes ago, she had been doing the same to me.
And now, she was flirting with another guy.
Fuck that.
I downed the rest of my scotch and left the empty glass on a table before I headed into the restroom. I finished at the urinal and washed my hands, and as I was coming out the door, Hannah was walking into the short hallway, just about to turn into the ladies’ room.
Our eyes caught, and she stopped, leaning against the wall between the doors. “Where did everyone go? I just went to the table, and they’re all gone.”
“I sent them home.” I shoved my damp hands into my pockets. “You would have known that if you hadn’t been so tied up.”
Her stare deepened, and then she smiled. “You mean … with Gregory?”
“I don’t know who the fuck he is.”
She turned her face, giving me more of her profile. “Is that jealousy that I hear?”
I knew what she was trying to do. I wasn’t going to fall for it.
“I saw you two on my way to the restroom, Hannah. I wasn’t looking for you. Don’t make this something that it isn’t.”
Her teeth ran across her lip in a way that I couldn’t look away from. “Are you sure about that, Declan?”
Damn it.
She was pushing, attempting to control this conversation.
She would soon learn that the only thing she could control was the speed in which she sucked my dick.
“No, I’m not just sure,” I growled. “I’m positive.”
“Then, why do you appear so bothered by it?”
“I’m not.”
She switched positions and now faced me by leaning her shoulder against the wall, her hand clasping her hip. “Do you want to know who Gregory is?”
I didn’t like that she kept saying his fucking name, implying that his title mattered to me.
Before I could reply, she said, “He’s one of my study partners and a good friend, and he also happens to be gay, so there’s no reason to worry.”
Fuck, she had a mouth on her.
“I wasn’t worried,” I told her.
But deep down, I felt relief.
I didn’t know why.
But there it was.
“You know, it’s funny …” Her lips pulled into a seductive grin. “You told me earlier that if we had met under different circumstances, I’d be going home with you tonight. But from the way you’re looking at me right now, it seems those circumstances have changed.”
“And you can tell that from my eyes?”
She nodded. “Looks like you’re about to ravish me against this wall.”
She was right.
If my hands weren’t shoved into my pockets, they’d be all over her.
I didn’t know what was stopping me.
“Is that what you want, Hannah?” I paused. “Do you want my lips all over your body?”
“Yes.”Then, there was no reason to wait.I took a step closer, halting directly in front of her, our bodies only breaths apart. I placed my palm against the wall above her head, her body caged beneath me. “Do you want me to make you scream so loud that everyone in the bar can hear you?” I leaned my face into her ear. “Is that what you want from me?”She was quivering.Panting.When her teeth skimmed her lip this time, it was a slow, painful scrape. “I don’t want an audience”—she took several breaths—“but yes. Yes to all of it.”I gripped her face, aiming it up to mine.I didn’t kiss women.Lips were something I could easily get attached to.They were the most personal part of a woman’s body.They expressed emotions. They spoke the truth. They even tried to mask and hide the real feelings inside.I didn’t fuck with them.But as I gazed down at Hannah’s mouth, it was so goddamn beautiful. Those full, pouty lips, silently begging for mine.She was giving herself to me.And I’d accept ev
I pulled away, my mouth hovering above hers. “You’re never going to forget this.”“Why’s that?”“Because you’ve never been fucked by someone like me.”I pulled out my wallet, removing the condom I always kept inside, and stored it in my jacket pocket to make it more easily accessible.“You come prepared,” she voiced.When it came to sex, yes.I had plenty of friends who worked in family law.Not using a condom was a gamble I wasn’t willing to take.“Aren’t you thankful for that?” I hissed against her lips.“In this moment, yes.”I kissed her neck, her skin tasting like the cake I smelled.I felt her swallow.And then she sucked in a deep breath.“How badly do you want me, Hannah?”I needed her begging.I wanted her neediness echoing through me.She tried to wiggle a hand loose, like she was going to steer one of mine toward her pussy. “If you felt me, you would know.”I didn’t budge.“I intend to, but I want to hear you tell me first.”“Declan …” She rose onto her toes, nipping my bot
Why I wanted to taste her exhales.But I locked us together, inhaling each of her breaths, rotating our tongues.Hannah. Fuck.She thought I was doing something to her … but she was the one doing something to me.Her fingers dropped from my dick, and her arms circled my neck, pulling me closer. The moment our lips parted, her head leaned against the wall, my mouth falling to her throat, feeling the purr that thrummed inside.“I need to feel you come.”She wasn’t far.Every sign in her body told me that.I left her throat and leaned down farther to take her nipple into my mouth, biting the end, sucking it as though she were feeding me. With my palm pressed against her clit, I worked my finger in and out, tapping that spot deep inside her, adding a second finger when she began to tighten more.“Declan …” Her nails stabbed the back of my neck, her body becoming slack. It only took a few more seconds before her moans turned higher, her wetness thickening as it coated my fingers.“Fuck yes
I slid in some more, and she squeezed her arms around my neck, her breathing labored.She needed something else to focus on.I slowly moved the rest of the way in and aimed my cock upward. “You have all of me.” As she pulsed around me, I pressed the short, coarse hairs above my shaft directly onto her clit. “Do you feel that?”“I feel”—she swallowed—“everything.”I kept myself sealed to her, urging her to accept me, and it felt like she was tightening even more.“Tell me when you’re ready.”She stayed put, breathing into my face, her body as stiff as stone, holding me even though she wasn’t going anywhere in my arms. And then, out of nowhere, she began to lift herself up, gently gliding me in and out.Bouncing over my cock.“Declan,” she gasped after several plunges.“You’re fucking ready.”I didn’t hold back.I couldn’t. And when I felt like my hairs rubbing her clit weren’t doing a good enough job, I reached down and grazed it with my thumb.It was like I’d flipped a switch
HANNAHWhen a BFF 911 text came through from Oaklyn, it meant drop everything and call her. So, that was what I did the second I got out of the alley, rushing inside the bar.“Oaklyn, what’s wrong?” I asked the moment she answered.I really needed a drink, and as I waited for her to respond, I went over to the bartender and mouthed, Water.Declan had fucked everything out of me, including the saliva in my mouth.“Hannah, h-he broke u-up with me-e.”I gripped the edge of the wooden bar, my eyes closing, my head falling forward. “What? No. Nooo!”“He d-didn’t even h-have the decency to c-call me. H-he did it th-through text.”“That asshole. I’m going to kill him.”My heart ached for my best friend.She loved Trevor.Oh God, she loved him hard.I lifted my head, opening my eyes, already wincing as I asked, “What did his message say?”“You’re n-not going t-to believe it-t.”But I would.Six months ago, when they’d first started dating, every alarm went off in my gut, telling me that Trevo
“Declan?”The only sound was my breathing and my feet swaying as this dreary space started to freak me out more and more.“Declan, are you back here?”When there was still no response, I took out my phone and turned on the flashlight, holding it up so I could see.Our condom wrapper was on the ground, and I could pinpoint the exact place where Declan had held me against the brick building, pulling sensations out of me that I’d never felt before. But he wasn’t here, nor was he on the other side of the alley or the small walkway that had led me here.Didn’t I tell him to wait for me?Right here?And not to move?Or did I dream that?Did I dream this whole thing?I went to the front of the building and scanned the entrance and the sidewalk, searching for his handsome face, but there was only a bouncer and a few girls standing out here. The girls were holding each other up—a sign that they wouldn’t be the most reliable source—so I walked over to the bouncer.“Have you seen a guy in a suit
“That’s what we always think when something new and fresh and exciting starts. But the dickhead showed what he was really about, and we hate him for it.” I twisted a chunk of her long brown hair around my fingers. “If there’s a silver lining, it’s that he showed his dickish side six months in rather than a year. Could you imagine how much we’d have hated him then?”She looked at me, all doe-eyed. “I don’t hate him any less.”“Of course you don’t, but it’s my job to find a positive in this situation, and that’s the only one I can find.” I cupped her cheek, wiping away the mascara. “Other than the fact that your future son won’t have that dreaded dimple, like Trevor’s.”She exhaled, her breath quivering from crying. “But I loved that dimple.” The tears started to flow a lot heavier. “Am I not worth it? Am I asking too much?” She sucked in a breath. “Am I a nut to think that some perfect guy is going to sweep me off my feet, someone worthy of taking my virginity? Maybe I should just have
I wasn’t the least bit surprised she’d made Declan her next target.What surprised me was him.That he’d stoop so low. That he’d go to her after he was with me.But should I really be surprised with a reputation like his?No.What should surprise me was that I’d ever thought Declan was interested in me. That we had a connection. That whatever had happened between us had potential to lead to something more.He was as disgusting as Trevor.I opened Instagram and pulled up the message I had sent him earlier, noticing that it was unseen.Of course it was. He was too busy to check his phone.I unsent the message and deleted the entire conversation.I didn’t want that dick to have my number.I didn’t want him to know that I’d made an effort.I never wanted to see him again unless it was in the courtroom, where I would show him what happened when you messed with a woman as fiery as me.“What are you going to wear?” Oaklyn yelled out from her bedroom.I glanced up from my phone, my hands stil