Chapter 10

Ray's p.o.v

'There was no way I would have controlled myself'. I paused, wanting the information to sink.

'I had no sexually restrain whatsoever beautiful and I did not want our first time to be like that'. I continued.

'Infact, I wanted to kiss you so bad. It took every ounce of self constrain to push you back'. She nodded in understanding.

She was indeed a good person with an equally beautiful heart. Looking at her right now, with her face displaying the sexual after glow made me feel good about myself. After all, moments earlier I had made her scream as strong orgasm tore through her.

We'd really hurt Ava, I admit it was so immature of us and unfair to her. She never gave her peace of mind. Always taking chance we got to make her feel unwanted and unloved.

I wasn't happy for my actions at all. Guilt began setting in that night she told me about her family, especially about her Mum. I felt so bad about myself, wanting nothing but but to apologize over and over again.

We'd wanted Av