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Three days have passed by like three years… I realized waking up on the fourth morning after his death. I opened the iPad followed by the website where I had to type in,
‘New day. I…’ Dammit! Nathan, I can’t write without you. I used to do it when you weren’t there but now, I can’t even think. Helena started to cry reminding me that she needed her milk. I had taken leave from the office and Mrs. V was okay with it. Pouring the milk into the bottle, I dragged myself to her room. “Hey baby.”
Giving her a small smile, I placed the bottle in her tiny hands and helped her feed herself. “Mama... ma.” My fingers stopped moving and I stopped fidgeting in my place. I know I recently started considering myself her mother but I didn’t expect her first word to be that and in reference to me.
Laughing at the same time crying I picked her up and kissed her all over. &
-ANASTASIA-“Okay, you are clearly mistaken. Show me his will.” I asked putting my hand out for the papers. Nathan did tell me that he had done everything and we were divorced now, then what is his lawyer saying?Maybe Nathan doesn’t trust him with this secret and did it through another lawyer but how do I find out whom? His lawyer searched in his file before taking out one bunch and passed it to me. I noticed Stella’s intense glance at the papers and shook my head. “Stella, I guess you should go and please keep this discussion private.”She looked hesitant. “I can be of assistan...” I stopped her and shook my head in denial, she nodded and then took her purse from the couch before leaving after giving us one last glance. I couldn’t go through the papers with Helena in one hand, yeah, she is really fussy these days.I am not the only one who feels his absence. “Marco could you ho
-ANASTASIA-Nathan lifted me off his lap. “I have to hide.” I raised my brow in question, why? “No one can know that I am alive at least not yet.” Oh! I nodded and helped him up. He winced in pain making me realize that he was really hurt.Padding slowly, he walked behind the couch and crouched low while groaning, “this is turning out to be a bad idea.” He said through his teeth before keeping quiet. I had to stop myself from chuckling.Marco looked at us before opening the door widely, “Hello Dr. Melendez.” He announced loudly.The doctor came inside and gave me a small smile, “How are you doing Mrs. Dominic... sorry I guess it is Miss. Monroe? And how is Helena?” I was hearing myself being called Miss. Monroe after a long time and I hated it.“I am well. So is Helena.”He nodded before placing his bag on the couch, I almost stopped him but seeing that
-ANASTASIA-“I don’t still think that this is a good idea.” I said removing the bandage wrapped around Nathan’s chest. “Your job is miles away from mine and how do you expect me to do it? What if I mess up?”He stopped my hand from moving around. “If you mess up then I will fix it.” How romantic?! Shaking my head, I remove the bandage completely and threw it in the bin, the purplish hue had lightened but it was still there glaring at me. “And I am not worried about you messing up, because you already know what you are doing?”“Really?” I asked trying to think what made him think that.Nodding his head, he slightly stretched while groaning. I brought his hands down glaring at him and applied the medicine on his chest before wrapping a new dressing. “You fixed all those papers and you didn’t need any training for it.”Oh yeah that does make sens
-ANASTASIA-My throat became dry as I tried to call out Nathan’s name. Still staring at the laptop my hand reached for him and started to shake him. “Mmh...” He groaned in his sleep, I shook him harder but all he did was turn around. “I haven’t slept in days, Monroe.” He mumbled.“Nathan wake up, please.” Maybe it was the urgency in my voice that startled him but he woke up and switched on the lamp letting light into the room. Rubbing his eyes but at the same time trying not to put stress on his chest he took the laptop from me causing my eyes to divert from the screen for the first time since I saw the mail.He cursed under his breath as he read the mail. “This proves that the scum is behind my money.” Looking at me he realized how frightened I was. “I won’t let him touch you, Anastasia. I swear I will die before he reaches you.” But he didn’t understand my fear
-ANASTASIA-“Ma’am, he has informed that there will be a delay of at least half an hour, there is traffic it seems.” Stella said placing the files on the table.Nodding at her, I asked her to wait outside till they come. Traffic, huh? I opened my phone and went to the map to see the route from his office to ours, there was no sign of traffic. “Stella?” I called and she opened the door. “Can you ask Giana to get me a coffee from the Starbucks at No. 45 highway?”“Uh... but don’t we have a Starbucks right around the corner?” She asked probably confused at my odd request.I gave her a firm glare making her nod her head and go before closing the door. “Why are you sending her to the highway far from the office?”I kept my eyes on the clock. “Just to prove one of my suspicions. How much time do you think it will take her?”“Ten minutes max i
-ANASTASIA-“Guys I think I can manage for tonight.” I said trying to convince them standing on our front porch. They shook their heads simultaneously making me raise my brow at Suresh. “You just came now.”He shrugged. “I really think you are a nice person and you need friends right now.”Okay… sighing I opened the door and let them inside. Switching on the lights, I looked at the guys. “I don’t think I have any clothes for all of you unless you don’t mind using Nathan’s.”“I guess I can manage in this shirt.” Suresh said and Gabriel agreed with him.If I am not wrong then their problem is with the thought that Nathan is dead but you can remove your jackets and place it on the couch. I am going upstairs to change.”They nodded while Cain was already laying on the couch as if he was in his own house. I went upstairs and opened Nathan&r
-ANASTASIA-I miss talking to people through a live camera. That is the first thought that came to my mind when I finished reading through one of the files on Nathan’s table. It has only been a week but it is exhausting, I wonder how Nathan does it?Nathan only has one bandage left to remove and that is the one on his thighs, his ribs still hurt which he is stubborn enough to not show but I see how his forehead crunches whenever Helena sits on his chest or a laptop.“I am bored.” I heard through my ear. I think I am getting used to Nathan voicing his thoughts or opinions every now and then.The green file looked boring so I picked the red one instead. “Do something with Helena or watch a movie.”“Hmmm… Helena is asleep and what movie is there to watch?” right! Nathan rarely watches movies so I don’t expect him to know. “Okay I think I like the trailer of this one.”
-ANASTASIA-Jocelyn turned around while I looked at Nathan with widened eyes. What the hell is he doing? I shook my head at him but instead of listening to me he gave me a reassuring nod. “How dare you interfere?” Jocelyn seethed before looking at me. “Aren’t you going to say something?”I shrugged. “He is right.” She raised her brow. “I am not signing the papers and you can’t force me. Actually, I think it is better you go back to being the head of department in your father’s office, there might be something useless for you to do.” Nathan snickered making me glare at him.After all this I couldn’t let him give up the plan. “Mr. Simpson, please wait outside. Thank you for your interference but I can take care of this on my own.” He frowned while Jocelyn had a smirk. I signaled to the door and after hesitating for a bit, he stood up.“Yes, ma’am
-ANASTASIA-“There you go.” I said pulling the t-shirt over my three-year-old and as always it was a green t-shirt, the boy didn’t like anything other than green. He gave me a cute smile before jumping off the bed giving me a heart attack and ran off to the kitchen to steal one of the cookies that Nathan made the other day. “Don’t take more than one, Chris.” I yelled but I know that it is off no use.Hurrying I changed into a maroon formal dress and did a half up and down before getting out of the room. “Come on Chris, I have a reading to be done with and then we have to go to your sister’s play.” By the time I reached the kitchen I was panting.Chris had cookie crumble all over his face, “Mama can I have another cookie?” I looked at the plate, out of six cookies that were there only four were remain, I gave him a knowing look which made him pout. “Two mama, yummy dada&rsquo
-ANASTASIA-Oof! All the bags were packed but I was only taking one with me, Nathan said he could send the rest to Philadelphia. No, he is not okay with me going but that is how it has to be. My bus comes at 10 which means I have to leave now if I want to catch that bus.I read my response to Philadelphia once again with a sigh. I guess I am happy with my decision, this is for the best. “Are you packed?” Nathan asked making me turn around and see him leaning against the door.Last night I thought he would not stay with me in the room but he did, he hugged me tightly almost as if I would get up and leave at night. Then again, I didn’t complain because I don’t know when I will get the chance to sleep with him again. “Yeah. Helena awake?”He nodded. I removed the shirt I was wearing noticing my belly, it was not showing yet, Dr. Melendez said I would have to wait for three months to see the bump but he sai
-NATHAN-“Why did you lie to me?” She asked tears filling her eyes. I thought she was bothered by me not being Helena’s father but her problem was that I lied to her.Sighing I pulled at the ends of my hair, I was going to tell her when we went on that date but then she felt insecure and the day went with that. I tried many times but backed off afraid of her reaction. “I was scared.”She scoffed. “Is that the truth? Because Nathan as far as I can remember from the time, we met you have only been feeding me with lies and me, like a fool believed each and every one of it.” Her words hurt but I deserved it and I won’t ask her to take it back or apologize.“I am now telling you the truth...” I said trying to reach out to her but she stepped away like I was a stranger, this hurt way worse than when Jocelyn cheated on me and I can’t imagine the pain I caused her. “Anastasia
-ANASTASIA-My eyes widened. “Ar… are you sure?” I asked trying to remember whether we used any protection, all the times we did it but I am not sure. I didn’t take any pills but about Nathan, I am not sure.“Yes. WE checked twice since we were shocked.” Should I panic? No, I am not sad, I have a life growing in me, in nine months I will get someone like Helena there is nothing to be sad only happy. But I don’t know if Nathan felt the same. “Anastasia, we took your blood with you pregnant that is not good.”I frowned. “How so? The baby is fine right?”“For now, yes but I don’t know about the future, because as you can see you have intense pain and that is not going to reduce. During the delivery you are going to have complications and anemia is something you will have to suffer throughout the nine months.” I smiled at him, making him raise his brow. &ldqu
-ANASTASIA-I had stopped listening to the doctor and had my eyes on a frantic Maria. Moving away from the others I walked over to her, somehow my mind kept telling me that something is wrong. But what could go wrong? Maybe Helena was being fussy so Maria brought her to me.Yeah, that is the best explanation. I touched her shoulder, she turned to me and heaved a big sigh of relief. “Tasha... Helena is not well.”I raised my brow before taking Helena from her, “What could be wrong? She was fine when we left her in the morning.” I said chuckling nervously. I touched her forehead, it wasn’t warm but she looked pale and wasn’t opening her eyes. “She doesn’t have a temperature but why is she so pale?”Maria shrugged. “She was playing with her toy when it dropped from her hand, I thought it was normal but when I looked at her, she was on the verge of fainting. I picked her up and calle
-ANASTASIA-Their eyes were wide like saucers when the door was bashed open and Nathan came in with the cops. “Surprised?”I smacked his arm. “Stop being so dramatic, they get our point.” Nathan glared at each one of them and I saw his clenched fists, I didn’t want him to fight in here no at least not in front of the cops. I took his hand in mine releasing the knuckles and then entwining our fingers.“You. Were. Alive?” Jocelyn asked still in shock.“Yes. If you only wanted to kill me and take my place in the company then why did you pretend to be in love?” Jocelyn’s head bowed in shame, his eyes were on Stella. Even when he says that he doesn’t care, I knew he did after all it was his cousin and first love.Stella was screaming and throwing her feet in air as they dragged her out. “Nathan we are cousins, why do you think that I would plot to kill you? I am&hel
ANASTASIA-Surprisingly Dave wanted to meet today, that is a week after our conversation. I wonder why he did that? “Park how long till we reach?” I asked him leaning over.“10 minutes ma’am.” Nodding my head, I continued to look outside. I knew Nathan was ten feet away from me but I couldn’t help but feel slightly nervous. If everything goes well, then according to the plan Nathan will announce that he is alive in the afternoon and from tomorrow I can go back to reporting and Nathan can go to his second home, his office.Dave wanted us to meet in a hotel, not a very pricey one but considerably cheap. It was a motel more than a hotel. When Park parked the car, I took in a deep breath before praying in my head. I am scared, I don’t want to do this. Shit! I am panicking. “Relax, I am right behind you.”Nathan’s voice calmed me and I smiled at myself. “Let’s go teach thi
-NATHAN-Jocelyn had entered my list as number three, yes, she managed to pass five other people. Seeing Anastasia’s shocked face, I could understand why she would think that I wouldn’t put Jocelyn’s name in the list. What she didn’t know was that I am way too rational and practical, I don’t trust anyone easily.And Jocelyn had stepped down from my trust list the day she cheated on me. Also, her sudden interest to be with me again was way too obvious, she wanted money which was actually greed but I knew what she wanted more and that is power. “Stop looking surprised, Monroe and tell me if you think of anything else. I will run this with Marco.”She nodded and went out of the room only to come back within minutes. I smirked at her, “Missed me already?”Rolling her eyes, she came near me past my desk and stood in front of me with one hand on her hip making her look sexy, the crop top she
-ANASTASIA-“I am sorry but you are wrong.” They looked confused and Cecilia’s face suggested that she thought I was crazy. Standing up I took my purse and said to them, “Come on, I will prove it to you.”Without waiting for their answer, I left the office and Stella glanced behind my back, I hope they don’t talk to her about what happened inside. I watched through the open elevator doors as they came out of the office eyes filled with tears and passed by Stella. Thankfully, they did not speak with her. “We will follow your car, Tasha.” Michael said getting out of the elevator.Nodding I got in the car and asked Park to drive to the Dominic residence. This was a better idea because then I might get a chance to warn Nathan. He is not going to expect this which makes his reaction almost unimaginable. I don’t want him to be mad at least not after last night.Last night’s memories au