Cindy was going through some of Jack's files. Something about his name struck something inside her. She recognized it, she just had to be sure where from. Cindy was aware that there were many people named Jack, it was a common name for people to name their children, but she had to check. The nagging feeling at the back of her head refused to silence itself until she finally looked into it.
'Jack Hill' Cindy read aloud, she read it again and again, attempting to find it in her memories. Until finally it hit her.
"Jack has been super busy recently. I feel like I'm losing my brother." A younger Annie Hill's voice swirled in Cindy's mind. Instantly Cindy read further, scanning until she found it. She finally found her name. 'Annie Hill'. Instinctively Cindy picked up Annie's file and scanned through that. For years now she had wanted to make an immense with her old best friend, yet couldn't find her. Honestly, using the mafia's resources hadn't occurred to her. She felt foolish. Annie's file had a big read 'CAPTURED' mark across it.
Cindy instantly got in her car and drove to the main headquarters, where she knew the cells to be. If Annie had been kidnapped then she would be there. During the short drive, Cindy refused to believe it. She must have the wrong person. Part of what held her back for all these years is not wanting to drag her innocent Annie into her world. The world of drugs and crime.
Cindy anxiously wandered down to the cells. Samial and Adam were sitting in the nearby office discussing something, she walked past without a care. At this point, she was practically Alexander's second. If anything happened to him, the role of leader would fall to her, since she was of blood relation.
Cindy opened the door of the cell she thought was empty, when cells are empty the doors are left open, this door should've been open. Cindy hesitated before she opened the door. What would she say to Annie? How would she say it? This wasn't a normal conversation people expected to happen with their friends. Eventually, Cindy opened the door and flicked the light on.
She saw that Annie had her arms wrapped around her legs, she was staring at the wall. It seemed that she hadn't cried, there were no tear stains on her cheeks. Just a far off look and a hard frown.
"Annie?" Cindy asked into the room, walking further in. "Annie Hill?"
"Yes?" Annie asked, confused by how someone who most probably was a part of whatever organization had kidnapped her, didn't know who she was. Annie considered that maybe she was just overestimating her importance.
"Um... It's Cindy." Cindy said softly. Memories of her best friend swarmed through her mind and a deep amount of sadness surrounded her.
"Oh..." Annie finally said, memories of her first friend swirling through her mind. Until finally their last memory swirled through Annie's head.
"Cindy, I didn't do it I swear!" Annie defended for the hundredth time. Her school life had gotten dramatically worse since she had fallen out. People shoved and pushed Annie into lockers, tripped her in the hallway and class, exiled her from the lunchroom and said hurtful things to her. They had argued before and always made up. Yet this time felt different and Annie wasn't sure this would be fixed.
"You're such a liar!" Cindy screamed at her. "Just a dumb lier. We were only friends because I felt sorry for you. You have no talents and no remorse. You're a psycho."
"Cindy please," Annie begged, but it was useless.
"You aren't trying to be friends with that bitch again, right?" Kate asked, looking at Cindy sympathetically as if she hadn't been the one to do it. Kate glared at Annie and Cindy looked closely at Annie before closing her eyes and shaking her head. Cindy didn't want to believe that Annie had been the one to ruin her birthday party, yet there was no evidence suggesting otherwise.
"I didn't do it," Annie said softly. "I swear it wasn't me." Now tears were coming to her eyes. She lost so much that year. She had lost her parents to some extent. They no longer cared, they were never home, they always argued, in their lives, she barely existed. Annie had also lost her older brother, he became absorbed in his own life. She had lost the little strand of respect she had from people at school. Most importantly, she lost her best friend. Her next few birthdays were spent alone. Now of course she spends her birthdays with Rebecca, but that was the first of many lonely years in Annie's life.
"I know. I'm sorry I doubted you. Kate was just so..." Cindy couldn't continue. The remainder of her ex-girlfriend broke her. She now knew just how horrible Kate had been, and all of the terrible things Kate had done.
"You aren't mad anymore?" Annie asked softly. Cindy shook her head. Cindy wanted to ask why she was there, but she knew. It was her brother's gambling debt that had gotten Annie into the situation she was currently in.
"I'm not mad," Cindy reassured. "We should have a proper catch-up, first I have to go and kill my cousin," Cindy said, closing the door and leaving the dim light on for Annie. 'My cousin' the words rang through Annie's head and a realization hit her.
The reason Alexander reminded her so much of the boy she had been in love with, the reason his eyes looked so much like she loves, is because they were the same. The boy she had been in love with since twelve years old was Alexander. Annie wasn't sure how she felt about that. She wasn't sure what to do with that information. What could she do with it? She had been hopelessly in love with him for years, and yet when he was right in front of her he hadn't recognized her. She had always thought he would. Annie had dreamed that it would be a magical moment that ended with them living happily ever after. They would have a nice life, travel, see the world, and do everything she had longed to do throughout her whole life. Yet now, she wasn't sure. Annie started replaying that night in her mind. Holding onto the memory of the broken boy she loved.
Cindy asked around, wondering where her cousin was. He had to be somewhere, right? Until eventually she called him. He didn't answer until the fifth time she called.
"Where are you?" She demanded.
"My house," Alexander answered. Cindy rolled her eyes.
"Go nowhere, I'm coming over. You have some questions to answer," Cindy informed and hung up, not giving him the chance to speak.
It took twenty minutes for Cindy to reach Alexander's house. This was his main, known house. He never actually lived here. It was a decoy house, only really used for Alexander to chill in between meetings and such. Cindy stormed in and found Alexander sitting at the kitchen side, drinking a coffee.
"Kettles just boiled," Alexander said smoothly, although he knew he was in trouble. Cindy never got angry, at least not this angry.
"Annie? Of all the people to kidnap you had to kidnap my best friend!" Cindy exclaimed, her blood boiling as the image of Annie huddled up on that poor excuse of a bed ran through her mind.
"Leona is fine. What are you babbling about?" Alexander asked, although he gave the impression of being bored in reality Cindy had piqued his interest. Maybe he could get some answers on why Annie pulled at his heartstrings and attempted to summon his most inner, deepest memories.
"My childhood best friend." Cindy corrected. "Of all the people, there was nobody better than my childhood best friend to kidnap?" Cindy let out a frustrated sigh, needing more answers than some dumb file could give.
"I have no idea who you're talking about. You have lots of friends, am I expected to keep track of all of them?" Alexander purposely taunted. He wanted to find out more, the origins, the ins and outs, and most importantly how it affected him.
"That party, Kate destroyed my cake. I blamed Annie." Cindy said, hinting at something for Alexander to grasp.
"Nope, the name doesn’t ring a bell," Alexander smirked, he just wanted more. He needed more.
"Don't be a twat. Something happened between you two that night, and you know it. You went after her, you disappeared for hours and when you came back you seemed... free." Cindy said, longing for Alexander to stop playing dumb.
"Oh... Her..." Alexander frowned and looked into the eyes of his black coffee. The memory of her threatening to break through his well-constructed wall.
"So, I'll ask you again, of all people in London that you could kidnap, why Annie Hill?" This time Cindy sounded calmer and darker. Her posture is firm. Cindy knew Alexander well enough to know that she had struck a chord.
"Her brother owes me money, a lot of it. I just need him to pay up." Alexander said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. Honestly, it was. To him anyway. He had been taught to do whatever it takes to get what he wants, and of course, he wanted his money.
"The cells though? Really? It's freezing down there, she gets sick easily." Cindy sighed. She almost felt sorry for Alexander, who hadn't met her eyes since the revelation.
"I know," Alexander mumbled. Cindy just turned to storm out. "I didn't know it was her," Alexander spoke out. Cindy paused and turned around.
"Would you have still done it?" Cindy asked. Alexander's silence said everything. Maybe Annie wouldn't be in a cold cell, but he would've still taken her. He had to get what he wanted. It was vital. Annie was the only person Jack seemed to care about, in Alexander's mind he had no other option. Cindy continued her storm out, slamming the door behind her. The action made Alexander flinch, something he rarely did. Suddenly, he felt like a young boy again. He was searching for something to make him feel whole. He was searching for completion. His salvation came in the form of a small sad girl. The two shared their hopes, dreams, secrets, and then they went their separate ways. Until now that is. Until their dreadful reunion. Where they are both grown up. The little boy is now the big bad wolf, who lived and controlled the big bad world. While the little girl, a little lamb barely understanding the darkness of the world around her, lives on the edge of danger. The big bad wolf accidentally hunted it's the little lamb of salvation. His new fear is that his little lamb will be corrupted by the hunting world around them.
"I'm such a twat." Alexander mumbled to himself. His coffee somehow got darker and colder as he stared into it. Staring into the depths of his coffee, he realized all the things he and his coffee had in common. None of its better qualities. His self-loathing growing.
"Can I take you somewhere?" A much younger Annie asked, a much younger Alexander. She was nervous. Maybe it was because he had been the only one there for her at that moment. Maybe it was because he had been the only male, apart from her brother, that ever gave her real attention. Maybe it was just the high emotions of the night. Either option was entirely possible because all Annie knew was that she wanted to get to know Alexander, and she knew that in order to do this she would have to be more open and forthcoming about herself. Although the thought terrified her, Annie considered it a small price to become closer, more intimate, with the boy in front of her. "Sure?" Alexander's answer was hesitant. He knew he needed to get to know Annie. After all, she was Cindy's friend. Or perhaps that was just an excuse he was allowing himself to bel
Annie shivered as the cold seeped through the thin blanket and her clothes. The clothes she was wearing just wasn't enough to protect her from the freezing air around her. The door opened again and Cindy walked in, now as Annie looked at her friend, she could see how different Cindy seemed from when they had been friends. Her physical changes were to be expected, but Annie could see through to Cindy's core and soul. They both seemed different, altered. She wasn't sure what had happened, but she wasn't quite the same person. If Annie was honest with herself she knew she was jealous of the changes Cindy seemed to show because Annie knew she hadn't changed much. Physically, yes, she was different. Her spiritual self hadn't changed. "I'm sorry, Alex is such an impulsive twat." Cindy sighed, sitting on the chair that was always left a little away from the cell. Annie stayed silent, she was too cold to risk looking any more body heat. "You must be freezing, I'll call Chris h
Chris and Alexander were sat at the kitchen table. Both had a coffee in their hands. Their conversation had started much more civilised than Cindy's had. Chris hadn't even mentioned Annie yet, he had to wait for his moment, it had to be naturally brought up or steered towards. "So you got Jack's sister?" Chris asked, he purpousely avoided Annie's name. That could be a raw scar, he didn't know enough about the circumstances towards the girls friendship, or if Alexander had any kind of relationship with the girl he could only describe as a victm. "Yeah it was easy to catch her." Alexander's tone was sharp, he tried to push a smile on his face but his anger was noticed by Chris. Alexander was almost angry at Annie for being such an easy target. The lack of protection she carried, it was almost as if she didn't know how dangerous the world around her was. Which she didn't. How could she? She had lived a previously relatively shelted life. No drama, danger, threat.
The three stood outside of Annie's cell fear mixed with guilt in her eyes revealed her thoughts. The mix of shame is what confused them the most. Annie was the victim in this situation but acted as if she were the criminal. She was innocent, the rare innocent they came across in their world."You can kill me," Annie whispered those being the first statement she could think to say. She wouldn't complain. She had already figured out that that was how this would end. "But please pay my half of the rent. My roommate can't afford it alone." Annie's head was bowed in shame as if she had done this to herself. It angered the three on the other side. Annie had done nothing wrong. She was the victim and yet acted as if she were the criminal. "We aren't going to kill you," Alexander stated. There was no humour in his voice. There rarely was anymore. He didn't get that privilege."Oh..." Annie responded, looking down. Again she felt the shame of assuming the worst. She could not
Annie's eyes opened. She's in a strange, unfamiliar bed, in an unfamiliar room, surrounded by an unfamiliar scent. It wasn't bad. None of it was terrible. Yet she has a tingling fear running through her. She felt weaker. She knew that. Now that she was warmer she recognised the familiar feeling of a developing cold. She sighed, she got sick so easily. Annie looked around the room, slowly rising to her feet, the carpet that met her was soft. It was nicer than what she was expecting. She vaguely remembered being told that she would be moving in with Alexander, she expected her new room to be just as unaccommodating as the cell has been. Instead, she was met with a large room, filled with basic pale greys and whites. Her bedside table had some water on it. She smelt it, although she quickly realized that even if it were drugged she wouldn't know what it smelt like, so instead just took a sip. She stood up and carefully walked to the wardrobe. The sun had started to set, but she had enou
Annie awoke from her light sleep, feeling anything but refreshed. Knowing Alexander was in the same house made her uneasy. This was not what she had imagined him to be. She had imagined many things over the years, but this was not one of them. She had imagined him travelling the world, living an exciting life as a pilot. She had imagined him being a CEO at some fancy company. She had imagined him as a doctor. She had imagined him as so many fantastical, wonderful things. The leader of a mafia was not one of them. In her head, he had always been someone that helped, and protecting people. Instead, he killed and took advantage of people. Annie couldn't hear the sounds Alexander made as he wandered around his house. It was too big, or maybe he was just a master at stealth. That only put Annie further on edge. She tried to close her eyes again, maybe a vague sleep could come back to her. She tossed and turned for another hour. An hour of thinking, fearing. She gave up. Annie explored h
Annie didn't have to wait long for Cindy to come over. She had just about eaten her toast when Cindy barged through to the kitchen, making her presents well known. Cindy's eyes lit up when she saw Annie sitting at the counter. "Annie!" Cindy exclaimed. "I am so glad you're up! You look great in the new clothes I got you, they all fit right?" Annie smiled, she had almost forgotten how energetic Cindy could be. "You got me the clothes? That must've been so expensive!" Annie exclaimed, a wall of guilt building high."I just picked, Alex paid." Cindy collapsed on a chair next to Annie. They were silent for a few seconds. Neither really knew what to say. "Annie, I'm so sorry." "You didn't know I'd be kidnapped, really it's fine." Annie was trying too hard to be calm about this whole kidnap thing. She was holding onto the belief, the hope, that eventually when Alexander was sure she could be trusted, she'd be let free. On the surface, she longed to go back to her ordinary boring life. Al
Cindy left only a few hours after the pizza was finished. Alexander and Annie were left in awkward silence. The two sat on the other side of the room from each other. Alexander studied Annie, she had the same wonderful eyes he remembered from that night. Her lips looked so plump and soft, that he wondered what it would be like to kiss them. He wondered what Annie thought of him. She had only really been shown the cold business version of him, he wanted to show her more. He wanted to show her the tender side of himself he wasn't even sure really existed anymore. Even for Cindy, that tenderness came out as cold. Any good intention he had seemed harsh as if it came with a condition. Many things in his world had conditions. The world he lived in was dark, he wanted to keep her in the light. Only he didn't know how to. The light that shined around her spoke of hope, a hope he hadn't experienced since he found out the truth about his mother's death. It seemed his father was incapable of lov