Bella
“Will you just stop talking!” I snap. I was sick of the questions. Sick of him trying to make me out to be a victim.
“I'm trying to help.”
“I don’t need help!”
“Your father really did a number on you, didn’t he?”
He ignores my growling as he approaches me.
“What did he tell you? That you couldn’t be friends with others? That everyone was an enemy? Because if you believe that your entire life, your life is going to be pretty shit.”
He pulls off his shirt and tosses it into the laundry basket. He was going to hit me, just like my father did.
My father did the same thing when he punished me. The shirt would come off and then he would pull the belt from his jeans. The difference was Aiden was not my father.
“GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!” I scream at him. “I am not your punch bag and if you try to touch me, I will claw your eyes out.”
His eyes narrow and then widen in confusion, he looks down at his torso. “I’m just changing my shirt.”
He pauses to look at me and silently crosses to the drawers, pulling out another shirt. He quickly pulls it on.
“I’ve seen the things he did to your back, Bella. I can only imagine the other things he did to you. I’m not like that. I have no interest in hurting you. I want to help.”
Help? No one wanted to help. No one offers to help without expecting something in return.
“I can handle it. He is not the first idiot I’ve dealt with.” I keep my eyes locked on him, preparing myself for any sudden movements.
“But you didn’t deal with it, Bella. You let him continue to do that. You let him kill your sisters as you watched. He has you completely brainwashed.”
“I didn’t let…..” I trail off, looking into his grey eyes. Was he right? Did I just watch my sisters die? I was the best fighter around and he made me watch. He made me.... Aiden was right. I did nothing. I let him take their lives while I watched on, playing my own mind games.
Blinking back the tears, I turn away. "I didn't....." I take a deep breath, “If I tell you who my father is, will you pay him a visit?”
“Yes.” He answers without hesitation.
“His name is Alpha William Creedance. He is the Alpha of Black Bay.”
“Alpha William Creedance?” He repeats, cocking a brow at me.
“Don’t recognise the name? Aren’t you supposed to be taking over from your father as King? You should know all the Alph's by name.”
“I do. It's not that I don't know him. He is supposed to be dead. He was sentenced to death almost twenty years ago.”
“I don’t understand.”
“He enslaved a human. Used and abused her. I remember the story well. My mother was so disgusted when she found out, that my father ordered Creedance’s death. Bella, he shouldn’t be alive.”
His eyes linger on mine. “You shouldn’t be alive.”
I couldn’t even disagree with him, because for all I knew, it could have been true. I knew what my father was like. It may have taken me a long time to see it. But at the end of the day, he didn’t care for anyone but himself.
“You’re sisters, you were birthed by the same mother?”
I nod. “But what has that got to do with anything?”
He just stares at me, like he was looking into my soul.
“You’re saying my mother was the human he kept hostage?”
His head bobs.
“I’m a result of……” I couldn’t bring myself to say it. It all made sense. The Moon Goddess had punished my older sisters by not giving them mates. I was allowed to be tortured. She had punished us because we were the results of something so vile and sickening.
“I might never get my Wolf.” It was the one thing I was looking forward to. But being a half breed could mean my Wolf never comes forward. I drop on to the bed. Both Grace and Darcy had their Wolves. They were smaller than the average Wolf, but I had never questioned it until now. I had just assumed it was because they were weak. They weren't like me.
“You smell like a Wolf.” He was just trying to keep me calm
“It doesn’t mean I will get to shift!”
I start pacing. Trying to wrap my head around the information.
“How is he still alive, Aiden? How did my father avoid a death sentence?”
“I don’t know.”
“You must know something.”
He shakes his head at me. “Let me make a few calls.”
I sit on the bed, staring at him as he speaks to his father. He talks angrily and while he was on the phone, Leighton makes his way in. His dark eyes hover on me for a second.
“Is it true? You’re Creedances kid?”
“I’m not a kid.” I snap at him
His eyes flash to Aiden’s and Aiden nods his head. He slams down the phone.
“My father’s old Beta was supposed to have killed him?” Aiden mutters
“Why didn’t he do it?” Leighton asks
“I don’t know. We know he had issues after everything. My father should not have kept him on for so long.”
“What did he do?” I ask, trying to follow their cryptic conversation.
“Linc was my father’s Beta. He was turned.”
“Turned? You mean killed?”
They both shake their heads at me.
“He became a vampire.” Leighton mutters when Aiden doesn't say anything.
“Your father had a vampire as a Beta?”
“He was his Beta before he was changed. He became blood thirsty as expected. Killed a lot of people. But after five years, he walked away with nothing more than the clothes on his back and no one has seen him since.” Aiden shakes his head and turns to Leighton. “This doesn’t make sense, why would Linc leave him?”
Leighton shrugs his shoulders. “What did your father say?”
“He didn’t. But he is angry.”
“This doesn’t change anything, right?” I ask. “You said you would pay him a visit. You will still help me kill him, right?”
They exchange looks.
“No!” I shook my head, I knew that look. It’s the one father gave me when he wanted me to bring home someone alive. “You're going to keep him alive until you have answers, aren’t you?”
“Linc isn't around for us to get answers from him.” Aiden sighs, “You will get your chance Bella, but until I have spoken to him, you need to stay here. He can’t know that I have you in my care.”
“This is ridiculous. You said he is supposed to be dead, so just kill him.”
Aiden steps towards me with a smile. “Just think of it this way. Me being there will be torture for him. He knows that he shouldn’t be alive. He knows that we have figured out that he somehow managed to slip under the radar."
He looks at Leighton with a smile. “Bella, he will be expecting us to kill him. He will be prepared, probably ready to put up a fight. It will be like torture too him. Don’t you think after everything he has put you through, a little bit of torture is a good starting point?”
Torture was exactly what I would have done. Yet, I wasn’t sure why I expected it not to be Aidens.
Slowly, I nod my head. But I wasn’t going to be there to witness it.
“One condition.” I mutter. “When it’s time, you let me finish him off.”
He stares deep into my eyes. Deciding on his options.
“Deal.”
I tell them everything. Where my fathers pack is based. Who the Beta is, the guards. Everything that I can think of. I don’t let either of them get a word in.
When I’m done, I smile at the thought of my father finally getting everything he deserved.
Looking up, both of them were staring at me.
“Bella, you’ve hardly said anything about him until now.” Aiden mutters, studying me.
“I want him dead.”
“You have made that very clear.” He turns to Leighton. “We leave in an hour. Bella, you are to stay with Halle.”
“Can’t I just stay here on my own?” I didn’t want or need anymore attention from anyone and I certainly didn't want a stuck up babysitter.
“You could, but the question is, will you actually stay here?”
I nod my head. As much as I hated it. I knew my presence would screw everything up. And I would need to agree to Aiden's rules if he was going to let me kill my father.
“Good.” Leighton smiles at me. “Because I’m pretty sure your future mate will be pissed if anything happens to you.”
Mate???
AidenWhy the hell did he have to go and say that?!I glare at Leighton as Bella looks at both of us. Her golden eyes dance between us.“I don’t have a mate.” She mutters with a frown. “And I probably won’t.”“You never know what’s around the corner.” Leighton cocks a brow, a crooked smile appearing.Bella screws her face up. “Thanks for your concern, but even if I was mated. I wouldn’t want the man.”“Leighton, go make sure we have what we need in the truck!” I mumble. Giving him a warning look, daring him to say another word.“As you wish.” He gives me a nod and a smirk as he leaves.“I guess you haven’t told him.” Bella asks as she walks away.“I assumed you wouldn’t want me too, so I only shared the basics with him. But he is my Beta.”“You can tell him that I’m cursed.” She shrugs her shoulders and sits down on the bed like it was no big deal. “You might as well tell him that you have a monster living in your care.”She stares back at me with those golden orbs, like it was some s
BellaI watch from the window as they leave. They drive off without even looking up to see if I’m watching. I knew what they would find. I knew that Aiden would pick up the scents in my old bedroom and he would know that things had been a lot worse than what I had let on. The scarred back was nothing.An hour goes by before I check the door. I was surprised it wasn’t locked. But we had made a deal. I could at least stay here until there was news.Heading back to the window, I pull the chair over and make myself comfortable. Watching the people on the street below.The knock interrupts my thoughts. Halle doesn’t wait for permission to come in. She swans in, her raven hair fanned out over her shoulders.“Are you okay?” She beams at me.“Fine.”“Do you want to grab something to eat?”“No.”“Is that all you ever say? One word answers?”I flash my golden eyes in her direction and don’t say anything.“Geez, I’m just trying to be nice.” She folds her arms across her chest and pouts.Rolling
Trigger warning: Talk of past sexual abuse and suicideAidenI knew what to expect when she had nightmares, but nothing could prepare me for this. She had tried to kill my sister. But it was like she was in some kind of trance, trapped in a dream while she was awake.Why the hell had they been in bed together?If we hadn’t made it back when we did, Halle would likely be dead.Leighton glares at me as I try to reassure Bella. Bella keeps asking me what is wrong with her. It was obvious what it was, it was past trauma, but she wasn’t ready to hear that. Or ready to accept it.“Take Halle downstairs, make sure she is alright.” I snap as Halle rubs her throat and Leighton continues to glare at me.Bella starts pacing as I let go of her. She takes the same steps, back and forth along the carpet. Not quite making eye contact with me as she frowns.“Bella, you need to talk to me!” I demand as I grab her shoulders.She looks into my eyes. “I didn’t know.”“Nightmares?”She slowly bobs her he
BellaMore than forty eight hours had passed since I tried strangling Halle. Aiden didn’t mention it again.We hadn’t talked about my father either. It seemed that my confirmation of what my father had done to me was too much for him to handle.He left in the early morning only to return late evening to lay next to me and sleep. Leighton was put in charge of me instead. He didn’t speak either. He would mostly sit at the laptop, typing or reading.He wouldn’t look at me either. But maybe that was a good thing.I stick to my usual spot by the window and spot Aiden’s vehicle pulling up.“He’s back.” I mutterLeighton doesn’t speak. He closes the laptop and walks out of the room.A few moments later, he is standing outside with Aiden. Deep in conversation. Leighton gets in his van and drives off.Where was he going? Where had Aiden been?Aiden appears. His grey eyes settle on me. I knew he regretted saving me.“Have you eaten?”It was the same routine.I shake my head.“You need to eat!”
Bella“What did you say?” I mutter in disbeliefShe stares with wide grey eyes, “Shit, you didn’t know!”“How am I supposed to know that? I’m seventeen. I don’t even have my Wolf. How do you know that? I’m not even supposed to have a mate.”“Leighton told me.”“Leighton?”“I thought you knew. You spend the whole day and night in his room. It made sense after Leighton told me the news. I thought you guys would be doing stuff.”“You are wrong! I’m a Creedance. We don’t have mates.”She shrugs her shoulders at me and mumbles something about how it was obvious.“Obvious? Is Aiden going around telling everyone that we are mates?”“Noooo. Just Leighton and then Leighton told me because I kept asking questions.”“Why didn’t Aiden say anything to me?”“Because you keep spouting the stuff about being cursed. That you won’t have a mate and all that. How do you think he feels?”“You’re screwing with me, aren’t you? Some kind of game, to try and prevent me from running.”She shakes her head.“Thi
AidenShe rakes her fingers through her copper hair as she climbs the stairs in front of me. Bella was annoyed with me. She lets out growls of frustration trying to put her anger into words. Halle was swearing at me through mind link too.“I wasn’t doing anything wrong!” Bella snaps as she reaches my door.“I don’t want to hear it.”She spins around to glare at me. “Halle pulled me into her room.”“I have already told you once, you need to stay away from my sister.”“She knows I’m sorry for trying to strangle her.” She folds her arms across her chest. Her golden eyes narrow as she glares at me, blocking my bedroom door. “She knows I wasn’t in the right frame of mind. That it was a mistake!”“I don’t care. You stay clear of her. That’s an order.”“You are not my Alpha.” Her eyes are almost slits as she continues to hold her spot in front of the door. “I don’t have to listen to you.”“You’re right. I’m not. So first thing tomorrow, I will drop you off at my parents house. Maybe you will
BellaTurning eighteen sucks. It was just a reminder of what I did to my own mother and how another shitty year had gone by.Every second that passed, his scent grew stronger. It was rich and warm like chocolate. The kind humans make at christmas. He had told me that mates had their own personal scent, but this was not what I was expecting.I stare at him as his grey eyes go to the clock on his desk. He couldn’t deny it. He could reject me, but he couldn’t deny it.His grey eyes come back to me as it hits him. Today was my birthday. The day I finally turned eighteen.“Why didn’t you tell me?” He mutters through clenched teeth. “Why didn’t you tell me your eighteenth was so close?”“Does it really matter?”“Yes.”“Why? You’re the one who has been pretending a bond between us doesn’t exist. Everything that comes out of your mouth is some sort of lie.”“It’s just….”I start laughing. My laugh grows until I’m almost hysterical. Tears run down my face as my stomach cramps from the insanit
Aiden“Are you serious?” She stares at me. Her golden orbs narrow as her arms cross over her chest.“I’m tired, you’re tired.”“I’m fine thanks, I’ve been longer without sleep. You can leave, go, get the whore back.”She was so angry with me, but she said it herself, she didn’t want to be mated. Why was she mad?“Fine!” I mutter, making my way to the door. She steps out of my path. I turn around and face her. “It wasn’t my plan. None of this was my plan. I can’t help it”She scowls and turns away. “And it’s not like we can even talk about it, is it? Because you shut down, giving me the silent treatment!”Her golden eyes flash back to me. Pure anger, I could feel it. Was she going to attack me again?Her hands ball up into fists. “Get out!”I hover for a moment. If she lets me get close enough, I could make her feel better.I take a step towards her and she snarls at me. I didn’t care. Her body stiffens up as I grab her wrists. Her golden eyes widened. It wasn’t her usual instincts.