Bella had already started to clap for Maverick when he announced her name. Her smile turned into a stiff grimace, and her hands hung limp in mid-air. “What?” she choked out.
The announcer came back over to her, holding a coiled leash and collar on a satin pillow. The collar was made of red leather with what she really hoped were just very convincing rhinestones rather than diamonds encrusted along one side.
This couldn’t be happening. Bella leaned away in case he planned to put that thing on her, still convinced there was a mistake. Unfortunately, the panic-induced bout of nausea and vertigo she’d been fighting off all night kicked in, and she wobbled.
“Whoa, easy there. Can I get a Wolf to come up here and leash this pup before she falls offstage?” the announcer laughed awkwardly.
Clearly, this evening wasn’t going according to plan for him, either.
Bella’s panic wasn’t helped by the fact that Darian and the Wolf who had been glaring at her stood up at the same time. They were suddenly the least of her worries as her head started swimming like she’d just taken up deep-sea diving. The floodlights weren’t helping, either.
The ceiling seemed to open up for an instant, high and barely visible through a set of blaring white lights that were eclipsed by the silhouette of a man’s head coming toward her. She raised her hand to block the light out and leaned away.
The hallucination lasted just long enough for her to lose her balance, but by the time she realized there was no one in front of her, it was too late.
She felt the horrible surging feeling of falling deep in her core. It happened in slow motion, and her body felt too heavy to contort into some position that might give her a chance at landing well.
Before she could hit the ground, strong arms caught her once again. Her rescuer was just another silhouette against the stage lights, but the upper body that cradled her was undeniably solid.
“Easy there,” he said in a voice that definitely wasn’t Darian’s. He moved just far enough out of the lights for her to realize that it was the Wolf who’d been watching her from the front row with all the intensity of a serial killer. Darian would have been a more welcome sight.
“I’m fine,” she assured him, squirming to get out of his arms. It would be true if she could get away from him.
“You could have split your skull falling from that height,” he muttered. “I told them the pedestals were an irresponsible idea.”
Well, that didn’t sound like something a serial killer would say.
“I’ll take her, Victor,” said Darian. He looked uncharacteristically stern as he reached for her.
“Of course,” said Victor. She was passed between them with the ease of one adult taking a child from the arms of another.
“The presentation will have to wait. She needs medical attention,” said Victor, turning to the announcer.
“Oh, right,” the announcer said, obviously displeased. Just not displeased enough to argue with a Wolf.
Bella’s head was still foggy from what she now recognized as a hallucination. It had seemed too real, too solid to be just a trick of the light. A doctor probably was what she needed, she just wasn’t sure it was the kind they had on hand.
Assuming the whole “she needs medical attention” thing wasn’t just a ruse to get her off somewhere alone. The Lodge had a literal dungeon, after all. As the Wolves carried her off down the hall behind the stage, she began to regain her lucidity enough to realize what a bad situation this was turning into.
“Put me down,” she demanded, pushing against Darian’s chest. He ignored her. “I need to get back to my friend.”
“Sandra can wait,” said Darian, turning a corner. At least the hall was well-lit. “I’m not letting you go until you get checked out. Anyway, you have to meet the Alpha.”
“Can’t I do that tomorrow?” she pleaded. She hated how pathetic she sounded, but she had used up all her spunky points on that ill-thought-out revenge plot in the dressing room.
“Nope,” he replied in that infuriatingly matter-of-fact tone.
She tried to look behind Darian for any sign of Victor, but she couldn’t see over his mountainous shoulders.
“Settle down,” he said gruffly.
Rage burned in her gut, but she complied.
They were far enough from the stage that screaming would be a moot point now. As he headed up a flight of stairs, any hope of escaping disappeared. In hindsight, she saw a million things she should have done.
Run, scream, whatever it took to get back to the crowd. As always, she had been too worried about what people thought to put her own well-being first. What if she was wrong about Darian’s intentions? How silly would she look then?
Now it was too late, and her gut told her she wasn’t being whisked away to a secluded part of the Lodge just to get a bandage and a lollipop from whoever passed as a doctor in this bizarre fraternity.
They came to a stop in front of a huge wooden door. She groaned inwardly. If the dungeon was downstairs, she didn’t want to know what was behind the heavily secured door upstairs.
“I’ve got it,” said Victor, his voice coming from somewhere behind them. He came into view and unlocked the door.
“Thanks, brother,” Darian said as Victor opened the door so he could carry her into a surprisingly homey area. It was a massive room with a fireplace not much smaller than the one downstairs. It seemed to be a study of sorts.
Massive bookshelves covered an entire wall from floor to ceiling, and there were huge leather sofas arranged around a large wooden coffee table with a glass surface. A few shallow steps led up to an office area with a massive mahogany desk and an intimidating high-backed leather chair.
The mounted head of a lion hung over the desk, its jaws stretched open in a fierce roar. She stared into its soulless black eyes and felt queasy again.
“Don’t worry, his biting days are over,” Darian said with an amused chuckle at his own joke.
Bella didn’t find it funny. Judging from his silence, neither did Victor.
“You’d think you just came out of a funeral instead of winning a contest,” Darian remarked, placing her down on a plush leather couch.
She tried not to get comfortable as she sank into the buttery soft leather. Darian had laid her sideways, so she tried to at least sit up, but he put a hand on her bare chest to keep her lying down.
“Until our doc takes a look at your head, stay down,” he ordered, his puppy brown eyes infinitely intense as they locked on hers.
Suddenly, she understood why the announcer hadn’t argued with either of them.
She began to wonder if anyone ever did.
They were taking the medic gimmick a little far for it to be a ruse. Maybe they really were just worried about her.
A club that size had to have its litigious element. Maybe they were just worried she would try to sue. She had been so unsteady on her feet that night, they probably thought she was trying to stage an accident.
Warmth rushed to her face at the thought. As her embarrassment rose, her fear began to decline. She had a twenty-three-year streak of suppressing her gut instincts, but they were still telling her that she probably wasn’t in any real danger. She had just made a fool of herself onstage, and now the Wolves were trying to minimize the damage.
“She looks hot.” Darian frowned, pressing a massive hand against her forehead. It was only when she pushed his hand away that she noticed the absurd difference in size between his and hers. “Where’s this doctor?”
“Technically, she’s a nurse,” said Victor, taking a seat in the ottoman across from them. “I fetched her before I followed you up here. She said she’d be right up as soon as she finished looking over a college kid who slipped on the dance floor.”
“There’s always one,” Darian muttered, confirming her theory.
“I’m fine,” she insisted. “I’m anemic, and I have low blood sugar. It was stupid of me to get up there in the first place. Although it wasn’t exactly my idea,” she added, shooting Darian a dirty look.
He tilted his head and frowned, like he was still clueless as to why she was accusing him. “Well, I’m not taking that chance. Not after it took me this long to find you.”
It was Bella’s turn to frown in confusion. “What are you talking about?” she asked. Victor cleared his throat, and Darian went silent for a moment. “Never mind,” Darian said in a tone of resignation. “I’m gonna get you something to eat.” “What?” Bella asked. “Why?” “For your blood sugar. That’s like diabetes, right? You need to eat something so you won’t pass out again.” She hesitated. Bella hadn’t eaten lunch that day, mistakenly assuming they would be serving food at the club, and she had been too nervous to keep anything down after throwing up in front of Sandra anyway. “That would be nice, I guess. Thanks.” At least if Darian was this worried about her, as misplaced as his concern was, he probably wasn’t going to kill her. Victor, on the other hand… Darian disappeared, and Bella was left alone with him. She brought her knees to her chest and tried not to look at him for fear that the stran
The door swung open and Clara appeared, Darian’s hand on her back as he all but pushed her into the room. “She face is hot and she went all swoony onstage,” the Wolf announced. Clara gave Bella a perplexed look and set a black bag on the table where her scotch rested. “Thank you, Darian. I’ll take it from here.” Her gaze traveled disapprovingly between her and the glass, but she said nothing of it. “Hi again, Starr. I hear you’re not feeling well?” Bella reiterated for what felt like the hundredth time that night, “I’m anemic and I have low blood sugar. I just got a little sick on the pedestal with the bright lights, but I’m fine now.” “Oh shit, I forgot the food,” Darian exclaimed, rushing towards the door. “I had it, then I saw her and—shit, I’ll be right back, don’t faint.” He pointed at Bella, as if she had any control over that. Clara rolled her eyes. “Now that the mother hen is gone, let’s take a look at you,” she said, retrieving a smal
“How did you know my phone was dead?” “Because I can see it in your pocket and it stands to reason that’s why you haven’t called your friend,” he replied. Bella touched the rectangular outline in her back pocket, feeling embarrassed. “Oh. Thanks. She’s probably in bed anyway, but I’ll send her a text.” “Think nothing of it,” he said, walking to the door. “It was a pleasure meeting you,Bella.” He stopped, looking back at Darian as he raised his already half-empty glass. “Take care of this one, brother. She’s special.” Bella was left to wonder what that meant, but a glance at Darian revealed that he was just as confused as she was. “Night, Vic,” he muttered before turning back to her. His brow furrowed in disapproval. “You didn’t eat your food.” She glanced at the partially eaten banana and the untouched granola bar. She picked up the latter and held it up for his approval. “I’ll eat this in the room, since you’ve decided to appoint yourself my perso
As soon as Bella slipped the T-shirt over her head, she realized it had been worn. His scent was powerful but not at all unpleasant. She rolled her eyes at what was either an attempt at psychological manipulation or just the product of a messy room. The shirt hung off her like a hanger and hit her mid-thigh. A glance in Victor’s mirror revealed that she looked like one of the after photos on Internet ads for diet products. She returned to the bed and hesitated in her decision to peel back the royal blue covers. There were lighter blue leaf patterns stitched onto the fabric in gilded thread. The bed was made so meticulously that it seemed like a shame to muss it up. She finally gave in and slipped in between the silky smooth cotton sheets that were paradoxically cool and warm. They felt fresh, but a different scent greeted her when she turned her head into the pillow. It was subtler than Darian’s, but still intoxicatingly masculine. As she
Two massive, snarling beasts circled Bella on either side. One was black, the other a light gleaming gray. They looked like opposing knights on a chessboard, and she was the pawn in a game she had never asked to play. Their glistening white fangs were bared as they made such awful sounds they seemed almost demonic, and their eyes glowed as they inched closer to her. She stood frozen, incapable of moving. Whichever way she ran, she would be running away from the one only to run straight into the jaws of the other. Both sets of gnashing teeth would soon know the taste of her flesh no matter what she did. Standing still would only prolong her fate by a few seconds, a minute at the most. The gray wolf crouched and sprang into the air, followed by the black wolf an instant later. Her scream echoed through the trees and scattered the jet black crows into the sky of the red harvest moon. She would’ve sworn she could feel teeth caressing her arms as she ros
Bella found herself in a rather large tiled room that looked more like a spa than a bath. There was a door leading into a sauna on the far end, along with a locker room and a row of showers that were completely open, lacking walls or partitions. She hoped that no one else would be using the room. The door swung open, and to her relief, it was just Darian. He had a towel and what appeared to be a robe draped over his shoulder. In his hands, he held a black T-shirt identical to the one Bella was wearing. “Here’s a clean shirt, too,” he said, handing her the pile. “I really appreciate it,” Bella told him. “Uh, about the shirt you gave me last night. Was it the one you were wearing before?” Darian grinned. “Well, you were sleeping in Victor’s bed. I had to give you something of mine, too.” Bella couldn’t help but laugh. “Is that some sort of Dom thing? Marking your territory?” “Nah,” he replied. “Not really. Need anything else?”
Bella followed him out to the parking lot that looked like a small car dealership. He took his keys out of his pocket and pressed a button. The headlights of a huge blue Silverado roared to life. It seemed to be in good condition, if a little worn and muddy on the outside. “He keeps the nice stuff in the garage,” he explained, pulling open the passenger door and offering his hand in a surprising display of chivalry. She couldn’t help but smile as she took his hand. The cab was so high off the ground she was more than grateful for the hoist up into it. “I like it,” she told him. “I’ve always kind of had a thing for trucks.” Darian grinned at her before closing the door. A moment later, he climbed inside with ease and the engine roared to life. The radio came on, blaring some rock song she didn’t recognize with a crunchy-sounding guitar and a deep-voiced lead singer. He turned the volume down to a more bearable level. “Nothin’ like a good ol’ Chevy,” he
Bella took the elevator, too exhausted to keep her usual habit of taking the stairs whenever possible. Sleeping twice as long as she did most nights had done nothing but make her even sleepier. To her relief, Arthur was nowhere to be found when she entered the room. She slipped out of the robe and T-shirt as well as her pants and dropped everything on the bed. She fished her cards and Darian’s cash out of the pocket and separated them, putting the unsolicited gift in a box on her dresser. She put a sticky note on top and wrote a reminder to give it back when she saw him. Now she had to call him. Sneaky bastard. Satisfied, she went over to her closet and put on the nicest pair of jeans she owned along with a turtleneck sweater before she set to work on her hair. Even though it was still damp from the shower, it was already growing frizzy. She squirted a bit of macadamia oil serum into her hands and worked it through her frazzled tresses. Male or
Bella froze when she realized what she was doing and tossed the pieces in the empty bread basket to hide the evidence. “Sorry,” she murmured, blushing. “You uh, get my blood boiling.”“I can tell,” he said, blinking. He looked down at his hands. “I'm sorry. I had no idea I was that intolerable.”“But you're not,” Bella said earnestly. “You make me angrier than anyone else, but you also make me laugh more than anyone else. You push me, sometimes to the brink of sanity, but she's a better person when she's with him. He's all of those annoying things, but he's also sweet and funny and protective and so compassionate toward the other members of the pack. He's a natural-born leader, and a good one. Whenever she sees the way he is with the other wolves, the way he cares for them and puts their needs above his own without even thinking, she falls a little more in love with him.” He stared at her in shock. “You love me? And you're admitting that freely?”Bella laughed, embarrassed. T
Bella reached across the table and rested her hand on his forearm. “You make it sound like I'm the one who's out of your league and not the other way around.” His eyebrows knit into a perplexed frown. He finally relaxed as if he'd given up trying to figure out whatever it was that was bothering him. “You are. Even aside from the fact that you're probably one of the mythological creatures our entire religion is based on, I don't deserve you. Neither does he, but I'm a big enough man to admit that Vic is a hell of a lot closer to being worthy of you than I am.” “Don't be so sure about that,” Bella said with a wry smile. “You both have your positive qualities.” “And negative ones, I'm sure.” Bella smiled wider.“Well, let's have it. Give me the side-by-side analysis,” he said, sitting back and folding his hands studiously on the table in front of him since he had already finished his meal.She laughed, but stopped abruptly when she realized he wasn't kidding. “You're
Bella reached across the table and rested her hand on his forearm. “You make it sound like I'm the one who's out of your league and not the other way around.” His eyebrows knit into a perplexed frown. He finally relaxed as if he'd given up trying to figure out whatever it was that was bothering him. “You are. Even aside from the fact that you're probably one of the mythological creatures our entire religion is based on, I don't deserve you. Neither does he, but I'm a big enough man to admit that Vic is a hell of a lot closer to being worthy of you than I am.” “Don't be so sure about that,” Bella said with a wry smile. “You both have your positive qualities.” “And negative ones, I'm sure.” Bella smiled wider.“Well, let's have it. Give me the side-by-side analysis,” he said, sitting back and folding his hands studiously on the table in front of him since he had already finished his meal.She laughed, but stopped abruptly when she realized he wasn't kidding. “You're
“Not sweet, innocent Clara,” Bella said doubtfully. “Oh, I've caught Jason coming out of her apartment once or twice.” “Jason and Clara?” Bella blanched. “But he's so... He chuckled at her reaction. “I know. Doubt he's her type, but the moon makes everyone go crazy, especially unmated fleurs. The rest of us try to stick to our subs, but what happens on a full moon stays on a full moon.”“Until now,” Bella reminded him. “You just told me.”“Hey, you didn't hear it from me.”Bella grinned mischievously. “Nope. I'm thinking now I own you.”“I don't go that way, kiddo. Not even for you,” he scoffed. “Now, if you ever decide you want a new master...”“My contract with Victor isn't exclusive. And don't try to change the subject.”“Sheesh. Okay, fine. It's probably already pretty obvious, but Brendan and Clarence don't just take care of Foster's emotional needs. They share him as a sub, but there's no relationship there otherwise. I'm pretty sure even that's tapered off since
"Are all the others out?" Bella asked, noting that the lot was almost empty. "Most of them," he said. "Clara and your dad are still around, as usual. Vic has been holed up in his office all day. Hunter and Clarence are still frolicking in the woods somewhere. Brendan was heading out with Maverick last I heard and uh, I think I saw Sarah with Jason." Anger started to boil inside Bella, but it couldn't take hold for some reason. "Oh, whatever," she muttered. "As long as she's leaving Dad alone." He glanced at her as he turned onto the road that led past campus. "That's a surprisingly zen attitude you got there." "I'm trying out a new approach to life," Bella said, admiring the heavily forested path. He shrugged. "Hey, I'm not complaining as long as you're okay.""I'm okay," Bella said. For the first time in a long time, she meant it.No one said a word for the rest of the ride. Darian took them into the city, or at least what passed for one in their little section o
A knock at the door jolted Bella awake from the most delightful nap. Despite the dull throbbing in her head, she woke feeling more refreshed and alive than she had in recent memory. “Be right there,” she called, yawning as she sat up. Her head spun a bit once she got to her feet, but it wasn't bad enough to make her stagger.On her way to the door, she noticed something strange about her room. All her stuff was there, but it looked like half of the room had been cleared out. Before the thought could trouble her too much, she remembered that Victor had probably just come for the remainder of his old things. She did have his old room, after all. Strange that he wouldn't have mentioned it, though.She shrugged it off and pulled the door open to find Darian waiting on the other side. At least, she thought it was Darian. The man before her had lightly slicked back hair, a stark contrast from his usual tousled brown locks. He wasn't wearing a suit or anything, but for Darian, a gray b
When Bella turned around, he was walking toward her calmly. She pressed herself against the door and struggled to slow her fluttering pulse as she looked around the room for escape. The window was too far to reach, and even if she did somehow manage to escape, she would only be prolonging the inevitable. Once Victor set his mind on something, no matter how horrible that something was, he got it. It briefly occurred to her that maybe that was why he was doing this. Maybe he thought his will had been strong enough to conquer her own and that removing all traces of it was the only way she would truly be free to choose. “I'm sorry, pup. I didn't want this to be a traumatic experience,” he murmured. “I was planning on waiting until tomorrow night, but it's just as well that I don't have time to talk myself out of this.” “Please don't do this,” she begged for what seemed like the hundredth time. “I don't want to forget you.” “You won't forget me,” he said softly. “J
“Of course,” Bella said, startled that he felt like he had to ask. “Well, I know you didn't like him so I just thought...” He trailed off, losing his enthusiasm for a moment. “Thank you. It would mean a lot to have you there. Victor is coming, and he said your dad would probably want to come, too.” He glanced toward the stairs. “I'll let you go; I have to find Brendan.” “He's probably still out with the others celebrating, but I know he was planning on seeing if you wanted to go out later,” Bella said carefully. “Oh, darn. I wanted to invite him, but I'll just have to wait until later. Bye, Bella!” he waved, already halfway down the hall. “Bye, Mav.” Bella waved back, mystified. Barely recovered from the macabre interaction, she knocked on Victor's office door and waited for permission before she entered. “Aren't you supposed to be with him?” was his immediate response. “Hi to you, too,” Bella muttered, walking over to his desk.He gave her an apologetic sm
“I'm fine,” Bella lied, brushing past her. She grabbed Bella's arm before she could head up the stairs. “You're a terrible liar,” she said, sounding a bit disappointed. “You get that from your father, obviously. Tell me what's wrong, maybe I can help.” “I went out to watch the others shift,” Bella said, leaning on the railing. “Now there's an all-American pastime,” she said, casting a lustful glance in the direction of the forest. “Honey, trust me, if your boy toys are upset about you sneaking a little peek at the competition, they probably don't have the equipment for the job in the first place.” “That's not it!” Bella snapped. “And they both have plenty of equipment for the—they're both well equipped, okay?” Bella stammered. “That's not what this is about.” “No?” She blinked. “Then what?” “I left the Lodge by myself. Months ago, Victor put a mental block up that would keep me from leaving the Lodge without permission,” Bella said. “It was our trade