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Chapter 141

Author: lordiron21
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Now Bella knew that it was Sarah, even if she didn't want it to be. Reliving the past was excruciating, but hindsight was powerful. There was always someone else watching her, guiding her in ways her young mind was too chaotic and self-centered to be aware of.

There was no time to marvel at this new revelation. Jeff's debut was coming up soon. She watched him from a bird's eye view as he stalked her and waited for the perfect opportunity to approach her during her shift at the strip club she had been waiting tables at to pay her way through school. There were signs now, big neon ones, and she couldn't understand how she had missed them before. She wanted to scream at her younger self not to buy into Jeff's honeyed words and his obvious lies, but as she soon learned, there was no changing the past, only learning from it.

Sometimes learning was painful. She watched as she confided in Jeff about her teenage habit of cutting and wretched at the way he twisted and manipulated it
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    Bella flinched at his scolding. It was probably deserved, but it still hurt. “Leave it to wolves to turn something fun into a big ordeal,” Sarah said, draping an arm around their shoulders. Normally, her inappropriate lightheartedness would have bothered Bella, but it was a welcome distraction under the circumstances. “Cheer up. None of this is completely out of your control, sweetie. If lover boy is the one, he'll come out strong in the end and neither of you will have any of those nasty, lingering doubts to spoil your happily ever after.”“She's right,” said Victor. He gave Bella what had to be the most pathetic attempt at a smile she'd ever seen. “I'm not giving up anytime soon. As far as I'm concerned, if that oaf is able to steal your heart, I was doing something horribly wrong anyway.” “Har-dee-har,” Elve grumbled. He grew serious as their eyes met. “He's right about one thing, though. I'm not gonna force you into anything. You know me better than that.” Bella

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    Bella watched. “We don't have to do this if you're uncomfortable.” Victor's reassurance was directed at Darian rather than her. His hand rested on Darian's shoulder, and she recognized the same shift in demeanor he had shown when taking care of her. There wasn't a hint of mockery or insincerity in his offer. They were in his dungeon room again, which they had both mystifyingly agreed upon. Bella was beginning to realize that the dungeon's sterile setting actually put the wolves at ease. It made things somehow less intimate, offered a boundary that ensured that whatever transpired within its walls wouldn't seep into reality. “I'm fine,” Darian growled, shrugging out from under his touch. “Let's just get on with it.” Victor left his side and grabbed a pair of cuffs off the wall. Darian eyed them like they might bite until Victor brought them over to Bella. “What are those for?” asked Darian. Victor gave him a look. “I know you ha

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    She dared to hold his gaze for a moment, but even though they weren't in session, the intensity in his gray eyes was enough to ensure that it was a short moment. Her eyes darted away instinctively. Something was different. Before, she could have gazed into Victor's eyes for hours and felt nothing but love and infatuation. Now she could understand why he made the other wolves so nervous. There was a force behind that stare that her inner wolf read as a challenge at best and menace at worst. “It's fine, kiddo.” There was doubt in Darian's voice, but his smile was genuine. She couldn't help but notice the droplets of moisture gleaming on his forehead or the fact that his heart was going at a steady clip, but his hand didn't waver as he offered her his wrist. “Gotta lose my V-card sometime.” She couldn't help but smile. Leave it to Darian to handle his biggest—and probably his only—fear by making bad jokes. “It won't hurt,” she promised, determined to mak

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    “Of course,” Bella said, startled that he felt like he had to ask. “Well, I know you didn't like him so I just thought...” He trailed off, losing his enthusiasm for a moment. “Thank you. It would mean a lot to have you there. Victor is coming, and he said your dad would probably want to come, too.” He glanced toward the stairs. “I'll let you go; I have to find Brendan.” “He's probably still out with the others celebrating, but I know he was planning on seeing if you wanted to go out later,” Bella said carefully. “Oh, darn. I wanted to invite him, but I'll just have to wait until later. Bye, Bella!” he waved, already halfway down the hall. “Bye, Mav.” Bella waved back, mystified. Barely recovered from the macabre interaction, she knocked on Victor's office door and waited for permission before she entered. “Aren't you supposed to be with him?” was his immediate response. “Hi to you, too,” Bella muttered, walking over to his desk.He gave her an apologetic sm

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    “I'm fine,” Bella lied, brushing past her. She grabbed Bella's arm before she could head up the stairs. “You're a terrible liar,” she said, sounding a bit disappointed. “You get that from your father, obviously. Tell me what's wrong, maybe I can help.” “I went out to watch the others shift,” Bella said, leaning on the railing. “Now there's an all-American pastime,” she said, casting a lustful glance in the direction of the forest. “Honey, trust me, if your boy toys are upset about you sneaking a little peek at the competition, they probably don't have the equipment for the job in the first place.” “That's not it!” Bella snapped. “And they both have plenty of equipment for the—they're both well equipped, okay?” Bella stammered. “That's not what this is about.” “No?” She blinked. “Then what?” “I left the Lodge by myself. Months ago, Victor put a mental block up that would keep me from leaving the Lodge without permission,” Bella said. “It was our trade

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