MALACHI'S POV
It was a restless night of sleep. It was filled with intense thoughts of my mate, the woman who had seemed to have little interest in me, but I wasn't going to give up. I know she worked somewhere in the tiny town, so I explained what she looked like to a few of my wolves, and off they went, prepared to go to every business in town every day until they found her. Luckily for my anxious ass, it didn't take long.
My beta called me, and I immediately answered the phone before the second ring. Fueled by anxiety and desperation to find my mate.
"Hey, I found her. She is at a cafe in the town center called Morning Java. She is a barista, and I see what you mean about her scent. She smells different than anything else I've ever come near before. I'll stay here and keep an eye on her until you arrive." Morgan said, hearing my sigh of relief.
"Alright. Thank you. Make sure the others know, no reason to keep searching. I don't want them anywhere near her." I was very serious, and everyone knew it. No one messes with a lycan when it comes to their mate, but you definitely don't mess with an Alpha when it comes to his mate. And when the alpha is me, you shouldn't even test your luck.
I am confident, tough, and a terrifying alpha, but as I stood outside of the cafe seeing her moving around serving customers and doing whatever else it was she was doing that I couldn't see, I became terrified. Morgan stood outside beside me, probably feeling my anxiety.
"Are you nervous?" Morgan asked me curiously, knowing the answer he would get versus the true answer I wouldn't tell him. I was terrified.
"No, not really nervous about meeting her, more nervous on her reaction, to be honest. Since last night she walked right past as if she barely noticed me. That and I'm just obsessing over what she is, she isn't human, but she definitely isn't a lycan or vampire. I think that's what I am having the hardest time with." I replied, surprising Morgan with my much more honest answer. I wasn't a liar by any means, but I really did do my best not to reveal any emotions that went against my reputation as ruthless, cruel, and apathetic.
"Hhmm, the big bad Malachi is nervous about a girl? She must be something special to invoke something like that. And yes, I am joking; she is your mate, so of course, you're going to be all messed up over it." Morgan joked, "now go. Before some human decides to start trying to flirt. See ya."
I took a deep breath and walked into the air-conditioned cafe. It was bustling since it was the only cafe in the small town. I was pretty confident that having an extremely attractive woman working at the counter helped the numbers after noticing a good chunk of the customers were men. I could hear them commenting on her and could smell their increased testosterone levels, indicating they were most likely somewhat aroused and very possibly in a mode of feeling threatened by the other males in the room.
I walked over to the line drawing attention to myself, totally by accident, assuming it was probably my height and the way I carry myself. Not to sound cocky, but I tended to demand attention without even asking for it. I couldn't help myself as I watched her intently as she worked, her eyes constantly drifting up to meet mine. The more she looked at me, the more intense my feelings got. The stronger feelings didn't bother me when I was around her, but as soon as I leave and get away from her scent, I think like a normal person again, for the most part, and then I'm annoyed at how obsessive she's making me. She's making me crazy, and I hate it.
"You are a very pretty woman, you know that?" The man in front of me said, leaning onto the counter. I could see her entire body tense up; the man was making her feel uncomfortable. I was getting angry but waited to intervene; it was against what every cell in my body was telling me, but I couldn't risk scaring her away so that she couldn't see the angry part of me yet.
"So I've been told." She said dryly. I was actually feeling a bit impressed with her response.
"Yeah, well, have you been told how undeniably sexy you are?" He reached out to grab her arm; she snatched up his hand and twisted it hearing the joints crackling. "What the fuck? Let me go." I instantly knew if I ended up needing to intervene, she wouldn't be so easily scared. Never in a million years would I have thought a woman like that would be what I mated with. I truthfully expected a weakling. She seemed the opposite.
"You touch me again, or even try, and I'll break your goddamn fingers." I forced myself not to smile as I watched her. So calm and contained.
"You're fucking crazy, man. What is wrong with you?" The man snapped at her. I was getting angry all over again with the name-calling. He didn't know it, but I'd intervene if he called her something again. I could hear the stretching and straining of his fingers as they became closer and closer to breaking. Breaking a bone, no matter the bone, by your hands is hard, and she seemed to be close to doing it with ease. I was, in fact, beginning to get aroused by her toughness.
"What's wrong is you think you can say and do whatever you want to women. To me and get away with it. You won't with me, and if you think I'm joking. Do it again." She got real close to him, bending and twisting his fingers more as she spoke and as he struggled.
"Okay, okay, I'm sorry." He cried out, tears streaming down his face. She let him go.
"I have the right to refuse service...I think you should leave now." Her tone was very matter-of-fact, which angered the customer.
"You know what, you better hope I don't find you alone in a dark fucking ally, you whor..." At that moment, I grabbed the back of the man's head by his hair and shoved his face hard into the counter, interrupting whatever he was about to call her. I didn't like the name-calling, but whore was definitely one of the worse ones to call a woman.
"You shouldn't threaten women like that...especially not ones like her," I spoke just as dryly as River did.
"Jesus Christ, all of you are fucking crazy." I whipped the man around to face me, and I made my eyes blacken, and the man was suddenly no longer mad. Instead, he was terrified, exactly how I wanted him to feel. I released him, and the man took off out of the building like a bat out of hell. A few customers applauded the whole thing so, River went ahead and took a bow. I couldn't help give a slight smile. She may not be mine yet, but I was proud of her because she was my mate. It made me want to pull her close to me and tell her how grateful I was the moon Gods were so kind to mate me with her.
"I had it under control. But thank you." She said sweetly and smiled, making my knees feel oddly weak. Her smile makes me want to melt, "what can I get you?"
"Well, since now probably isn't the best time to ask for your number. I'll take a cup of black, large." I smirked, and the two of us were frozen in time as we stared into each other's eyes. Then, finally, she broke from it and nodded. I was annoyed by how weak she made me feel, but also she made me feel strong. The confusion of all these emotions was frustrating. The toughest lycan there ever was made weak by a woman who isn't even his yet.
"I'm River, by the way." She offered up as she poured my cup of coffee.
"Malachi," I replied, not seeing what she was doing behind the coffee machine. She handed the hot cup of coffee to me, our fingers touched lightly, and a volt of electricity ran up my arm and through my body. By her reaction, she seemed to have felt it too.
"On the house." She stated, "have a great day." She flashed me another beautiful smile before I left.
"Thank you," I nodded and walked out, unsure of what else to do. I got into my car a bit frustrated and noticed writing on my cup as I lifted it to my lips. "We'll see" was written nicely in sharpy. It may not be her phone number, but it at least wasn't a no. I couldn't help my smile, I felt like I was being played with, but I'll play. It seemed as if there was a prize at the end of the game.
RIVER POV
His name was Malachi. The tall, ridiculously sexy man with a Scottish accent defended me. I normally hated people trying to defend me when I am perfectly capable of doing it myself. But it didn't seem like he did it because he thought I was incapable, but more like a significant other defending their loved one's respect. I wasn't annoyed by it, I know he wanted my phone number, and after what Lilly and Brice had told me about him, I wasn't so sure I should. I didn't want to cut off my choices completely. Perhaps they were wrong about who he is.
"Hey, babe." Lilly greeted me, so I began to make her regular. I noticed her facial expression get serious, and she sniffed the air, which was really weird to me, but she did it a lot. Then, Brice came up beside her.
"Hey, guys. How's it going?" I asked while Lilly was scrutinizing me as I worked. She had this weird ability to tell when something is different with me.
"He was here, wasn't he?" She asked, and when I turned to look at her, she had her hands on her hips and a raised eyebrow.
"Who was here?" I played dumb, which was pointless because I knew she knew better.
"Malachi. Listen, we warned you about him. He's bad news. I don't want you to get hurt, and with him...you will." Lilly said, sounding more serious than I'd ever heard her sound before.
"Listen, Lil, you sound like you know a lot more about him than just things you've heard." I was now getting annoyed. "So spill it." Lilly and Brice shared a look which only annoyed me more. "I thought we were all best friends, that's what you said, Lilly. You too, Brice. And now you're keeping secrets from me that are obviously a big deal." They both stood there silent, and it got awkward, "I have work to do. Here are your drinks. We can talk again when you two decide you wanna tell me what's up."
Lilly began to speak, but I held up my hand to stop her. "Come on, River." Brice started, but I leaned around them to see the person behind them.
"Hey, how can I help you?" I asked the woman behind them, "I'm working. You have time to think. See ya later...Maybe." I felt like I was the butt of some big joke between them and this Malachi guy. I knew for sure they all knew each other in some capacity, and I was damned if I was going to be in the middle of some game or feud or something. I've always hated secrets, and this seemed like it was a big one.
At this moment, I felt a bit annoyed that I didn't give him my number, but another part of me was telling myself it was a good thing, that I needed to be smarter.
LILLY POV
I hated that I could smell Malachi all over the cafe, so near my dear friend. The poor girl didn't know what Brice and I are or what Malachi is. I honestly don't think she knows what she is. I sure as hell have no idea, I just know she isn't human.
"Brice, maybe we should consider telling her," I said. He whipped his head to look at me like I was the dumbest person on the planet.
"What? Are you serious? Why?" He seemed a bit panicky at the idea.
"Yeah, I'm serious. She has to know at some point, and maybe after we tell her and show her what you and I are, we can explain to her about Malachi better. And maybe we can keep her away from him." I was thinking through ideas of how to tell her, "besides, she isn't a human, that's pretty obvious. So just say we can think about it."
"It's a bad idea. But for you and for her, I'll think about it. I'll give it real consideration." Brice replied, running his big hands through his thick messy hair, releasing a loud, overly dramatic sigh.
"I know where Malachi is...We should go talk to him. Explain to him that she isn't something to go after. She is a good person, and he doesn't need to kill her." I said, and Brice just stared at me in total disbelief. It felt like I waited forever for a response from him and all he did was laugh at me. "Listen, I'm going to talk to him with or without you. Your choice."
I got in my car and waited a few minutes to muster up enough courage to see Malachi. Just as I was about to back out of the driveway, Brice hurried out and got into the passenger's side.
"We are going to die." He said matter-of-factly. I smiled at him, and we drove toward Malachi's home. "What are you going to say?"
"I have absolutely no idea."
We were both frozen when we parked in front of his home, unable to move. I just stared at the place, unsure of what to do next, feeling really damn stupid for this. Then, just as I was about to back up and leave, we were stopped by a large lycan tapping on my window.
"I think you need to come inside and chat with the alpha Malachi." I didn't know who this monster-sized lycan was, but I was totally taken by him. In fact, he was just about all that I noticed, and as we walked inside, he seemed to be having a similar reaction. I was suddenly worried that this werewolf, part of the evilest pack there ever was, was potentially my mate.
"I remember you two from the bar." Malachi greeted, and I stiffened up. "Why are you here?"
"We are here to tell you to stay away from our friend River." I'm not sure where I mustered up the confidence and courage to speak out, but it worked.
"Is that so?" His emotionless expression and way of speaking made me more uneasy.
"Yes. She knows nothing of our world, and if she doesn't know, she shouldn't." His smile though beautiful, made me feel more and more stressed.
"She isn't human." He said there was silence for a few moments before he walked right up to me and looked down upon me like I was an ant under a magnifying glass. "I won't be going anywhere. No matter what."
"Why?" I asked quietly, feeling much less confident.
"She's my mate, and I won't go anywhere without her." My heart dropped, and my stomach twisted. I felt dizzy and as if my feet were cement bricks. If River is his mate, he really isn't going anywhere, and the war will be brought right to us.
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MALACHI'S POV I paced back and forth in front of the vampire chained to a wall in my dungeon. The silver burned enough to keep him from moving. Instead, he smirked at me, looking far too confident for my liking. "You'll never find her, you know?" He said to me, I glared at him, and he smiled, "by the time you do, Victor will have fucked her till she can't stand popping out little hybrid babies that she will never get to love." I hit him, leaving an echoing crack across the room. He spat out blood and smiled at me. Morgan entered the room holding a large syringe with a thick needle. The liquid inside of it was purple. The vampire looked at it confused. "It's garlic, wolfsbane, blackthorn, and I know your species' personal favorite verbena. It's been sitting in a large pot soaking together for days now. It's a recipe I found in the library here. Something made by Malachi's ancestors." Morgan explained to the vampire, who lost his snarky grin sometime during the explanation. "You s
MALACHI'S POV River seemed off as we spent the last night before the battle not too far from Victor's home. It didn't seem like it was nerves regarding the war, I couldn't quite place it, but she wasn't talking and I knew she wouldn't. I also knew she could tell I could tell something was off. "Goodnight. I love you. Everything will be okay." I curled up around her to comfort her the best way I could. I didn't fall asleep until she had. RIVER'S POV "Hello." A woman, who looked similar to me said in a long flowy black dress, as she strolled towards me. I was sitting on an old dead toppled tree. "Who are you?" I wasn't scared or even nervous with her. I was totally relaxed in fact. "I'm the last hybrid in our family line, before you of course. I've been watching you for awhile now. I'm just on the otherside of the vale. I know that dream you had a few nights ago, it was false foretellings to throw you off this fight. The three witches that work for Victor did it. Your babies are
MALACHI'S POV After the threats River's parents made I was too angry to keep letting this fight build organically. I'd learned over my life, and the stories of my ancestors rushing into a battle doesn't tend to work out well. The exception is when they attack first, or someone from the pack needs to be rescued. But things are different now, we're hybrids and this is for the entire future of lycans and actually according to Victor, humankind. I began to train River how to fight properly. She was powerful, so strong, at first I went easy on her. I think it was purely because of my love for her, the need to protect her, but then I realized going easy on her wasn't going to do her any favors. So, I went all in and she quickly got it down kicking my ass. I got the other hybrids to fight her at the same time as well, increasing the number going at her at a time since vampires tended to swarm. As the original hybrid her speed, grace and strength was far superior to all of ours. It took
RIVER'S POV I woke up beside Malachi for the first time in nearly two months. It felt great. Especially when he woke up and rolled over on top of me to kiss me. Of course, it always leads to sex. Great sex. And this time was no exception. As the inevitable war grew closer and closer, I enjoyed the mornings before reality and it's shit show came crashing back at us. The time when it's just Malachi and I, making out, making love. Just being together with nothing else around us mattering. That fantasy has to end though, and it sucks when it does. "I'm going to go for a run." I said to Malachi as I put on exercise clothes, he nodded. "Please don't go too far. I know you can handle yourself just fine, but I know Victor will be lurking about or have some nasty little parasites watching you." He walked over and kissed my forehead and I nodded. I went joking through the wooded area a little ways from the castle grounds, and I could feel eyes on me as I ran, so I stopped and turne
VICTOR'S POV I lost River, and her birthday has well since passed so I lost out of that as well. But as fortune would have it, I have a few witches in my arsenal. A few very old and powerful witches. Witches were nearly as rare and unknown as the hybrids, both lycans and vampires had slaughtered them to near extinction thousands of years ago. These particular two witches are hundreds of years old and to my advantage had their loved ones killed by wolves not vampires, they have no love for lycans. Hidden away from everyone's knowledge the witches help cast spells on the vampires I turn so they can control thier blood lust and impulses. They need to be focused solely on war and new vampires can't stop thinking about blood. The witches were also nearly finished with the spells and tools I'll need to trap River and weaken her. I may not have been her first but she can still have offspring with anyone. I'll still be able to get my hybrid army out of her. "I was quite surprised that Ma
MALACHI'S POV I woke up the morning following the big annoucement dinner. River wasn't there beside me so I assumed she was probably downstairs cooking. She seemed to like to cook for a lot of people and since every one of my guys had agreed to be turned, and thier mates were supposed to arrive today she had a lot to cook. When I got downstairs I saw Morgan, Brice and Lilly all helping her. It was a funny sight. I wanted to walk over and give her a kiss but with how busy she was I knew it wouldn't be a good idea. She'd kiss me when she had a moment. My men greeted me and the entire house was filled with the chatter of what it would be like as a hybrid. "Alright alright everyone!" River hollared over everyone they got very quiet as they shoveled food into their mouths like uncivilized beasts. "So, the way it works, this is proven as you can see with Malachi and Morgan and the others...You must feed off of me, I will feed off of you and then we will snap your necks killing you. It ha
RIVER'S POV I was so exhausted turning people. Nora had been first, followed by Brice and then my brothers. Malachi demanded that everyone give me a break. I understood his reasoning, it was kicking my ass turning them. Being drained of blood faster than my body can replenish. Morgan was anxious about Lilly not being a hybrid yet, he tried to hide it, but we could feel it coming off of him. I felt bad about it, that he was struggling with the terror of her dying before she could be turned and then he would spend eternity without her. Despite how I was feeling, so exhausted and drained I pulled Lilly aside and turned her. Much to Morgan and Malachi's dismay. But that did it, I was tired. I need food, fluids and sleep. The draining had a lot to do with the lycan side of me, the side that still needed real food for energy. There that was it, everyone was now done and I could finally relax. I knew at some point we would turn some of Malachi's most loyal werewolves into hybrids as well,
MORGAN POV I sat there waiting for the results of the test. I watched Brice and Nora for a while seeing how comforting he was to her and her transformation. I could see the same peace on his face as I did when I first saw Lilly. But there was also this alertness that he now had that he didn't before and it made me wonder if I did too. Malachi did, but he was always a bit cautious and intense anyway. "So, did you know mom and dad?" Micka asked drawing me back to the forefront of reality. "No. Like you as you were told I was abandoned by them too. The only one they raised was River, and I don't know if you could even call it that." I said annoyed that the test was taking so long. "What did they do to her?" "Tortured her. Starved her. Beat her. They were involved in her torture when she was held prisoner at Victor's." "Jesus. So, we didn't miss out on anything good huh?" "Nope." The test finally finished with a loud ringing sound. I looked at the results between all of us. River
RIVER POV Well, that was stupid of me. I didn't mean to tell Malachi that I worried about him abusing me essentially. I wasn't concerned about that. Even if I was a hybrid, it hadn't been a concern. But now I needed to find a way to fix it without him thinking I'm just trying to make him feel better. I needed him to know I meant it. I don't blame him for being upset about it. He would die for me, and I knew that, and yet now he thinks I think he will hit me like my parents did. I heard our bedroom door slam, and it made me jump. "Do you think he would ever hurt you?" Lilly asked, her eyes looking sad. "No. Never. It was just reaction." "You better go fix that." Morgan was stern, and I felt it coming off of his glare. "The sooner, the better. He will obsess over it." "I know," I said with a sigh and then began up the stairs slowly. He sat on his side of the bed, his head in his hands. I shut the door softly. "Without scaring you, River, leave me alone for right now." He said
MALACHI POV I was up early that morning. Not sure if it was excitement or if I was anxious about testing the theories Morgan had on turning others into hybrids. If we could do it successfully, then that meant we could turn ourselves. And I could spend all of eternity with her. I wanted a child, too; the more I was around her, the more I wanted it. I know it was a lot of the animal part of me desiring the child, but I think I wanted a child with her in general. Now wasn't the right time, though. We weren't in a position for child-rearing yet, as Morgan said one thing at a time. First, we needed to make hybrids, so we knew how to turn us into them. So, I strolled down the stairs to our soundproofed room containing the cells that housed our rival lycans. "You are going to regret this, Malachi!" The woman said she was the only female we got. We hadn't wanted a woman because we expected that perhaps River would have a harder time risking a woman, but we needed three to test the theories