I pulled up next to my Dads’ car, a huge, industrial-looking black off-roader. My tiny Renault Clio looked pathetic next to it, with a fat dent on the front bumper and mud splattered up its wheel arches, but it did what I needed it to, and got me where I needed to be.
The sun was just cresting the horizon and I slipped out into the frosty morning air. My toes were going numb in my trainers, and I bounced up and down on the spot as I searched for the two familiar figures I was sure would be down by the lake.
I slid my tote bag onto my shoulder, shutting the door behind me as quietly as I could. The first glint of morning sun reflected off the window, burning orange against the cool blue light of the dawn.
I would’ve preferred to be wearing a rucksack or a utility belt, at the very least, but with my shift at the diner starting in a few hours it was easier, for a basic patrol like this, to come prepared for what lay ahead. It meant that I could go straight from the patrol to the diner, which in turn meant that I could avoid Harper’s early-morning round of sleepy questioning. My heart leapt at the thought of his heavy-lidded eyes, the sweet smile on his tired lips, but I forced the wave of emotion down.
That was another life. I was a hunter now, not a girlfriend, not a friend. I was barely even a daughter, I thought, stepping neatly through the dew-damp grass towards my two Dads. They were dressed up to their necks in neutrally coloured hiking coats, with matching walking boots and waterproof trousers. I personally preferred my outlines to be a little sleeker: black jeans, black jacket, black boots.
I already regretted leaving my boots behind today. The wet grass was soaking the toes of my trainers, making my socks squelch with every step I took. I wouldn’t have a chance to change before work. I wanted to sigh, to wrinkle my nose at that, but I kept my expression flat, blank, save for a tiny smile of greeting as I neared my Dads.
“Good morning, Cals,” my Paps beamed, giving me a little, excited wave.
I grinned back. He was more laid back than my Dad, and he still treated me like the little girl he’d adopted, so many years ago. I imagined, had he not been a hunter, he might have been cloying, protective. As it was, he was sweet. Caring, and more cautious than my Dad, but fiercely proud of me, too, with a solid belief that I could do anything I set my mind to.
“Morning,” I said, trying to stifle a yawn. My cut stung with the movement, and I felt the plastic butterfly tape stretch with my skin.
“How’s the cut?” My Dad asked, nodding at the injury. His eyes were quiet, assessing, like a general taking stock of his soldiers.
“Fine,” I lied. Usually, a slash like that would have started to close up. My wound was still open and sore, and I was certain that it was going to scar. Not that it mattered. We’d taken down the enemy, cut or no cut. The cold air bit at my nose and fingertips, and I repressed a shiver.
“That’s good, Cals, I’m glad.” There was a trembling warmth in my Dad’s eyes, something tremulous and searching. He usually took the bad-cop route when it came to parenting, but it seemed like it hurt him, sometimes. I wondered if Dad and Paps had drawn from a hat when they’d taken me in, and I wondered if he ever regretted being so firm with me.
I didn’t. He’d made me into a warrior, and, in doing so, he’d saved innocent lives.
“Me too,” I said idly, my gaze focused on the shining lake. “So, why here?”
Paps clucked his tongue against the back of his teeth. “Trigger thinks a new clan of vampires have moved into town. I disagree, personally, but she wanted a morning patrol with us stationed right across the town.” He leant closer to me, then, conspiratorially. “Your Dad and I volunteered to take the lake. We wanted the Falls, but,” he paused, rolling his eyes, “Susan had already jumped in and grabbed that spot.”
I couldn’t help but laugh, shaking my head. My Paps had taken an immediate dislike to Susan when she’d joined our band of hunters. Like him and my Dad, she’d moved to Seafall from London, but, unlike my Paps and my Dad, she kept referring to it as, “The City,” and gazing dreamily into the distance as she recounted the supposedly great times she’d had there.
“If it was so great,” my Paps had muttered to me once, in the middle of a meeting, “why can’t she go back?”
I’d had to work very hard to keep my expression in check, feeling a laugh bubbling in my throat.
“Typical Susan,” my Dad said, shaking his head at me, a reluctant smile brushing across his face.
I jostled my tote bag, pulling it higher up on my shoulder. “Does Trigger really think we’re going to find any vampires hanging out round the lake?”
We fell into step, following the uneven trail around the lake’s edge. I stuffed my fingers into my pockets, stomping with every stride to try to warm my wet toes up.
My Dad turned back to face me, one elegant eyebrow arched. His dark brown skin shone in the golden sunrise, the first rays of light stroking artful lines across his hard-edged, handsome face. His dark, intelligent eyes said no, of course not, but my Paps spoke from behind me before he could.
“Obviously not, Cals. But she thinks we might find bodies. Or maybe a rogue werewolf sniffing around – the full moon is coming up, after all – or perhaps a will o’ the wisp, luring people into the water.” I heard his thick, waterproof coat crumple as he shrugged his shoulders. “I’m just glad we didn’t get stuck with the cemetery.”
My Dad shuddered. “Me too. Though the lake is a more likely ditching ground than the graveyard.”
“Maybe Susan will get what she deserves, taking the Falls from you like that,” I said jokingly, neatly side-stepping an exposed root. “If a vampire was looking to cover up a death, the Falls would probably be a good place to throw a body. Anyone could get caught up in the current at the bottom.”
“Good point,” my Paps laughed. I checked the path ahead – clear, I noted – and then turned back to face him, my eyes squinting against the sunlight. I’d expected rain, and the sudden appearance of the sunshine was more than welcome.
My Paps was the same age as my Dad, almost to the day, and he had the same dark brown skin, but that was where their similarities ended. My Paps had a softer, rounded face, despite the intense workout regime we all followed as hunters. There was a plump gentleness to the curve of his cheeks and lips that made him look younger and sweeter than my Dad, who was all hard lines and sharp looks. His hair was shorter, too, cut close to his scalp; my Dad’s was longer, coarser, and often pulled back in braids or one trailing French plait.
I loved them both, unique as my upbringing had been. All I knew about my heritage was what I could glean from my own reflection, and I’d spent years staring at my brown skin, my thick, dark eyebrows, and the ghost of hair across my upper lip that I’d waxed religiously. I’d decided that at least one of my birth parents must have been Indian, and then, one day, I’d decided that it didn’t matter.
My birth parents had left me, but Dad and Paps had taken me in. They’d loved me and cared for me, and I had loved and cared for them; as I still did, to this day. To become a hunter had been my choice, in the end. All they had done was led me here; I had been the one to step through the gateway.
It was how they’d met – at a hunter’s gathering, back in London, over two decades ago – and it was a piece of me, now, too. It was my heritage, more than my brown skin or dark eyes, more than my small, pointed chin or my straight, sharp nose. It was a way for me to carry on their legacy, and I’d been eager to begin.
“So,” my Paps asked, his tone carefully light and conversational, “how did Harper take you coming home with half your face sliced off?” It slipped into teasing, and I turned back to shoot him a look of amusement.
“Joseph,” my Dad hissed. “Did you drop your subtlety in the bin before you left this morning?”
“It’s fine, Dad,” I laughed, pulling the straps of my tote bag back onto my shoulder as they started to slip. “He was worried – he always is – but he patched me up and didn’t ask too many questions.”
My Paps let out a happy little sigh. “Oh, I do like that boy, Cals.”
“Me too, Paps. Me too.”
“Are you sure he wouldn’t be interested in learning the trade?” My Dad asked.
“Who’s lost their subtlety now, Marcel?” Paps teased.
I grinned, rounding the worst of the bumpy dirt track. My trainers were soaked, now, and scuffed with mud. I should have thought ahead, been better prepared, and brought a spare pair of boots with me for work. Maybe I would have to go back home, after all. I tried to remember what I’d written on the note I’d left him, my eyes squinting as I forced my foggy brain to recall my curling handwriting, the kitchen light too bright as I’d scribbled down my (fabricated) whereabouts.
“You know I don’t want Harper involved in this,” I sighed, unable to keep a slightly glum undertone out of my voice. I’d imagined hunting with him – of course I had – but, as alluring as the images of us fighting side by side were to me, the reality of it wasn’t worth the risk.
I was happy to gamble with my safety if it meant that I could keep others safe in my place. I wasn’t willing to gamble Harper’s.
“I know, sweetheart,” Paps soothed from behind me. “Your Dad is only teasing.”
“No, I’m not,” he said. I watched his long, weaving braid slap against the back of his coat with each step. Thump, thump, thump. There was something ominous about it, like a ticking clock, something looming and watching and waiting, counting down.
I shook myself. Maybe I had a concussion, or maybe the blood loss was finally getting to me.
“Either way,” I shrugged. “Harper isn’t part of this. I chose this life. He didn’t.”
The sun climbed steadily higher in the sky, its light stretching across the horizon and then growing upwards, the first beat of heat rolling with the cold yellow light and touching the numb tip of my nose. We fell into easy chatter, discussing their dinner plans for the evening – a new Italian restaurant had opened on the high street – and if Harper and I had anything in the pipeline for our night off.
“Nothing much,” I said, kicking some upturned earth and stones out of my path, “it’ll just be nice to relax. He’s been taking on extra shifts at the ward, so we haven’t seen much of each other lately. What with Trigger’s paranoia about the vampires, and everything, I’ve not been around that much either.”
“Well, she was right about those ones last night, Cals,” my Dad said. “And she says there have been other signs. A trail of bodies down the west coast, and heading southeast from there. And then they just stop, right outside Seafall.”
“Okay, I’ll admit, it’s weird. But I just want to hunt something other than vampires,” I groaned. “What about a good old fashioned faerie dog?”
“The crossroads have been clear for the last year,” Paps shrugged, his coat bunching and crinkling. “Tell you what, maybe after we sort out these new vampires – if there even are any – we could go on a road trip. We could go up to Scotland, maybe.”
“You want to take on the Loch Ness Monster?” I laughed, turning back to wriggle my eyebrows at him.
That was when I saw the silhouette of a body, blackened by the bright sun, submerged in the pooling water at the edge of the lake.
Careful not to disturb the body, we swung into action. My Dad pulled out an on-the-go first aid kit from his thigh pouch, and my Paps checked for a pulse while I hovered above her mouth, listening for any signs of breathing.Her hair was wet, straggly, plastered to her sallow face. Her cheekbones stuck out, gaunt, and there were ugly, deep-set bruises filling her eye sockets. I didn’t have a second to feel anything for her: no pity, no sadness, no repulsion. I had a job to do, and, as we worked to revive her, I did feel a tiny swell of pride at our quick response, and at our flawless teamwork. I squashed it down as soon as it arose; there was no time to feel pride, not when there was a life on the line.Her lips were blue. She started to shudder, my Dad slamming his hands onto her chest behind me. Her head bounced, rolling onto one side, and my eyes narrowed in on a large bite mark scraped across her exposed neck. It was dark
The back of my neck prickled as I strode across the car park. The faded neon sign flashed once, and then emitted a drawn-out buzzing sound before half of the letters lit up in full. Ella’s Diner was open for business.I’d started working here when I was sixteen, desperate to save up so that I could travel and see the world. I’d wanted to hunt then, too, with a vicious burning in my chest. My Dads had only just told me about the world they inhabited, back then, a world utterly different to the one I’d thought I’d grown up in.They’d told me old folk tales growing up, scary stories with harsh morals that I’d assumed they’d enjoyed as nothing more than whimsy. They’d told me everything I needed to know, even as a child, filtering the information down into something palatable for a seven year old.And then I’d learnt the truth. My sleepy hometown didn’t seem q
I heard Grace gasp beside me, but I couldn’t draw my eyes away from him to check on her. The coffee jug felt too hard against my palm, and I realised distantly that I was gripping onto it with all my strength.“I don’t recognise you,” I said, a little playfully, something flirtatious slipping into my tone. I’d not heard that quality in my own voice in years, not since before I’d met Harper. “You aren’t from around here?” I asked.He laid down his paper, leaning forward and propping his head up on his hands. His face could have been chiselled from white marble, smooth and sleek beneath his tousled almost-black hair. I let my gaze wander up his face slowly, taking in the elegant, arrogant curve of his sensual upper lip, the hard, sharp lines of his jaw, the faint brush of stubble covering his cheeks and chin, and the perfectly straight line of his nose. But it was his eyes that made something deep within me tremble. They were bright blue at their centre, ringing his wide and open pupils
“Hey, Cals, I’m in here,” Harper called. Steam pooled out of the open kitchen door, blasting heat and the smell of rosemary and butternut squash through to the hallway. It was a warm and comforting scent, hearty soup and freshly baked bread, and I felt the tension in my shoulders drop. I was home.“Hi,” I shouted back, shrugging off my coat and hanging it up next to his on the hook, black faux-leather next to a worn corduroy jacket with a sherpa lining. It felt so wonderfully ordinary, to come home to a hot meal after a day at work.“How was your day?” He yelled, over the sound of running water and something bubbling on the stove. I unlaced my converse and toed them off in the hallway, kicking them to the side of the doormat, and slipped through the house into the kitchen.“It’s just improved drastically,” I grinned, shutting the door behind me, wary and w
I smoothed down the front of my blouse. It was neat and crisp, freshly ironed, but I needed something to do with my hands. I tucked my necklace under my collar, only to pull it out again moments later. It wasn’t like me to feel this nervous, this pressured. Then again, I hadn’t been feeling much like myself lately at all.I was stood on the high street, dithering outside the coffee shop. Waypavers, the wooden sign creaked overhead, swinging blithely to-and-fro in the cold breeze. To meet here had been my suggestion – it was my favourite coffee shop, after all, it had made sense to recommend it – but now, standing by the doorway, peering in, I regretted saying we should meet here.The writhing pit my stomach churned again, its vigour increasing with each passing second. I was early, albeit not by much, and I was beginning to wonder if agreeing to meet Cyrus had been a good idea, after all.Then I heard quiet, confident footsteps behind me. I wanted to turn, to ogle, but I made myself fa
I couldn’t help but feel worried about seeing Harper as we sat down together, tucked into a cosy nook at the far end of the coffee shop. There was a towering lamp beside us, casting strange shadows across Cyrus’s face. He’d carried our drinks over, and I got the feeling that he enjoyed playing the part of the gentleman.Whether he truly was or not was another question entirely, and one that I doubted I’d find the answer to today.“So, Callie,” he said, taking a small, careful sip from his white mug. His teeth chinked against the ceramic, and he winced before putting it back down. Then he turned the full force of his bright-blue gaze on me, and I felt a tremble in the pit of my stomach. He was handsome; it was undeniable, a fact.“Yes?” I squeaked, and berated myself for it immediately.He smiled, and the fluttering in my core only increased. &ldqu
“It doesn’t make any sense,” I said, cracking my knuckles. I needed something to do with my hands.My Paps shrugged, and then gave me a friendly nudge with his elbow. “Think about it, Cals. She could’ve talked.”“So you think they just took her?” I frowned, digging the toe of my boot against the floorboards.We were gathered in one of our favourite meeting spots – the town hall. Most of the time we hired it for training sessions, under the guise of martial arts lessons or dance practice, but it was also a useful meeting place for important discussions. If it was something small, we’d squeeze into one of our houses, but Bethan’s disappearance called for something a little bigger.All of the Seafall District hunters were present, hovering around the edge of the room and waiting for the meeting to officially start. Beau, a lean blac
I wrung my hands together nervously as I waited for Cyrus. I felt silly for being so on edge – so excited – so I forcibly dropped my hands and held them limp at my sides. That felt unnatural, so I leant against the trunk of a nearby tree. But the tree was further from me than I’d expected, so I stumbled, my arms swinging, until the palm of my bare hand made contact and scraped down the frosty, rough bark.There was a snicker from behind me, and I yanked myself upright. I sucked in a lungful of bitterly cold air, and a blush crept up a neck as I turned to look back.Cyrus, cool as ever, was leant against the old stone wall of the crumbling bank. It had been an independent bank for years, but, hard as the locals had tried to keep it, it had eventually succumbed to a pay out from a chain. This particular wall had become infamous within the Seafall community, as groups of protestors would spray this area of stone &ndas
I braced myself, lifting a bandolier weighted down with silver bullets and resting it across my chest. My knife was strapped to my ankle, a gun was slung low across my hips, and a silver dagger rested at my thigh.I’d laced my boots with resolve, each knot a promise. I was doing this for the right reasons. I was a protector, not a monster. The sword down my back was double-edged, both killer and saviour, but I wielded it with the power to choose. I would not allow myself to be what I had been, and what many of the others still were.Cyrus caught my wrist, pulling me close. Our lips met in a heated kiss, his tongue and teeth searing my core. Hands tugged the plait from my hair, and fingers tangled in the dark waves. My skin tingled with his touch, and bolts of lightning fractured down my spine.The bond between us swelled, crackling with glossy sunlight and soaring blue waves. The heat of Cyrus’s affection bec
Gaudy lights flashed above, drenching Cyrus’s face in bright reds and blues. With alcohol humming in my veins and his arms holding me close, I moved past the flashing, burning image of blood that overlaid the reality of the coloured, moving lights. Even as my mind whispered that it was blood, blood and pulsing blue veins, Cyrus swept me into a spin that threw aside my fears.I grinned at him before he pulled me in again. His joy brushed mine, intertwined within my chest. It didn’t lessen the ache that I dragged with me, but it smothered it, forcing the pain to submit.“As much as I like it when you curse and tease and fight,” he murmured, his lips ghosting across my ear, “you are truly beautiful when you smile, Callie.”Before I could respond, Cyrus tugged me around so that my back was pressed to his front, and his hands cradled my hips. We swung from side to side together, my steps cl
I had to move on. At least, I had to try. And, though understanding and enacting were two different things, it was easier to try if I kept myself focused on the present – rather than my jarring, pain-distorted past, or the murky and indistinct waters of my future. Looking back brought forth only blood and terror, and I couldn’t see through the thick, cloying mist shimmering softly ahead. It coated my crumbling relationships, Cyrus’s vampiric nature, and my comparatively short lifespan. Behind, my Dad’s words had carved themselves into my bones and tattooed themselves onto my skin. I could taste Veronica’s fear with every swallow. The walls closed in around me whenever I was alone, and the neat, sharp clicks of Alice’s footsteps followed me around every corner. Even in Wiley Manor, a hotel so detached from my old life in Seafall, monsters found me in my sleep. Sleepy, soft kisses to my forehead, my temples,
“Get out,” Dad hissed, his face contorting. Shadows crept across his cheeks and nose, distending it into something twisted and evil. Fear filled my gut, and I stepped backwards. My hands trembled as I reached for the door.My fingers turned to claws as I scrabbled behind me. Dismay rose in my throat as I flattened my palms, feeling desperately for the door. I turned slowly, knowing before I saw it that the door was gone.I was trapped. The windows shuttered, and my Dad loomed before me. Paps cowered at his side, shrunken and rat-like with front teeth that slipped from beneath his lips. As I watched, they sharpened into points and became fangs.My feet skidded under me, slipping on something wet streaking across the floorboards. I looked down to get my bearings, to get my balance, and bile clung to the back of my mouth. It wasn’t just something wet. It was blood.Flames shuddered acr
The drive to the hotel was quiet, but comfortably so. Perhaps because there were no words that could have made the situation any easier, Cyrus and I allowed the silence to swallow us whole. He rested his hand on my thigh, a steady pressure that kept me grounded enough that thoughts of shoving myself out of the car and rolling across the road – just so that the physical pain overshadowed the emotional for even a moment – seemed nonsensical.Without him there, I wasn’t entirely sure what I would have done. I heard my Dad’s last words to me on every inhale, and I saw the dull look in my Paps’s eyes with every exhale. I breathed, but it didn’t make me feel any better.Get out. Get out. Get out.The sun was just starting to break through the clouds as we pulled in to a car park, nestled alongside a shaggy stretch of woodland. I turned to Cyrus, confusion drawing my eyebrows down. H
My back stiffened. Any attempts at lounging went out the window the second my Dad entered the room. I curled my hands into fists, digging my nails into the soft, broken skin of my palms.His face was shadowed. I ached to go to him, to bridge the gap between us. He’d placed a blanket on me as I’d slept mere weeks ago, and now he was staring at me as if I was a stranger. My breath latched in my throat as I tried to speak.“What is your decision?” I asked. My voice did not sound like my own.“This has not been easy for me, Callie. For us. You have made it incredibly difficult.”I stood on shaking legs. There was a softness to him beneath the hard shell that forced his mouth into a downward tilt. It spilled out rarely, but it was there.“I am sorry for what I have done,” I said. “But I do not regret it, nor do I wish to t
The world collapsed in on itself as I waited for the door to open. My right hand remained curled in a loose fist, raised against the wood, knuckles bared. I flexed my fingers and, slowly, lowered my hand.I focused on my breathing, caught in that everlasting moment. With every rise and fall of my chest, I could feel the passage of time. It had to be moving. I was not trapped here.I turned halfway back towards Cyrus, needing to see him, to reassure myself that he was still here with me, when the door finally opened. I caught a flash of hair so dark it shone blue even in the dim light, and then hard arms were pulling me inside.“Callie,” Paps breathed, his body warm and unyielding as he held me close. “Oh, thank God.”I stilled against him, my arms at stiff angles by my sides. My heart leapt – he seemed glad to see me – even as it twisted and tangled, knotting itsel
“You know,” Cyrus said, his tone carefully casual, “I could do the same for your Dads – and the other hunters, too.”He set down the photograph he’d been holding, the wooden frame knocking against the hard surface of the kitchen counter. I didn’t have to look to know which photo in particular he’d been about to pack into my old, worn suitcase, scraped from years of overuse.The day had dawned slowly, the sun hiding behind blank white clouds that had grown grey as they had settled into the sky. The kitchen was dim, though Cyrus’s eyes still somehow glittered like stars on a calm sea as they met mine.I sighed, shoving the last of my cutlery into the same wicker basket I’d used to move my utensils to and from university for the last three years. It smelt faintly of fruity cider, and my nose crinkled slightly at the faded red stain down its side.
“Harp?” I called out. It was the first time I’d spoken to him since our argument. I’d heeded his wishes; as such, I had no idea if he’d even still be at home. I hoped he was. Whether for me or for him, I longed to offer him this chance to move past this. I had ruined myself. I didn’t want to destroy Harper, too.“Callie?” Harper thundered into the hall, eyes wide, chest heaving. “I – I went to find you, and you were gone.” He pulled me into a crushing hug, pressing me tightly against his chest. “Fuck. I was so worried, Cals.”My heart ached. “I’m sorry.” My voice sounded tiny.“I – I thought–“ he spoke wildly, the words spilling out between panted breaths. “I thought you were – oh, shit,” he swore, and then pushed me away, holding me at arm’s length to appraise me. &ldqu