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LUCIAN
I crash into my room and begin to pace. My human thoughts are being so overwhelmed by my natural wild instinct I can't even shift back. My muscles are screaming with pent-up frustration, and all I want to do is attack. I want to inflict pain; my werewolf nature is calling for it.
"Alpha, I have the cuffs," Beta Kohn says, and I snarl at him.
"I understand, Alpha...How about we place them on your ankles....keep them hidden along with the fever? If you keep on like this, you will continue to harm the females," Beta says, and I stop in my tracks.
I give him a brief nod, and he dashes forward to cuff the thick strips of silver around my ankles. It only takes a minute for the poisonous bands to do their job, and I begin to shift back.
Kohn exhales a sigh of relief as my fur recedes and my naked form once again becomes human. My senses immediately take a nosedive, and my thirst for inflicting pain recedes completely. The only emotions I have left in me are grief and longing.
"Fuck," I growl, and Kohn nods.
He knows what I'm thinking......I've never taken a female against her will. I've never had to. Being an Alpha pulls females to me willingly. And I've never been interested in the slaves. Only my lower males bed them. Not even Kohn messes with them. Just the third in command and below go to them for sexual comfort. And my third Ruben has a special thing for the Dany female... Maybe my pack member also has a secret. Shit. I used her...his eyes even flashed gold when I ordered her to be brought to me. I let my rage consume me, which gave way to the fever faster.
"Millie can be trusted. Tell her about the fever, Alpha. She understands you are mourning. Combine that with the mating fever....she will forgive. You didn't take her maidenhood. She will understand that your human emotions are new and overwhelming," Kohn says softly in an attempt to ease my growing guilt.
"No, I just made her bleed out her ass. Even an emotionless animal doesn't deserve what I just did to her," I growl sarcastically, and Kohn flinches a little.
Millie's injuries will take at least two days to heal since she is a lower female. And that entire time she will be thinking about me and what I did to her.
"Tell Millie she has the next 48hrs off.....I can't keep this up, Kohn. Ever since I scented her two months ago, the need to mate has been building and building. That's why Lucifer went to get her early for my birthday...he knew I was running out of time. She isn't a wolf, so she won't have a heat...My rage keeps building," I snarl, and he kinda grins.
"And it's not like you had the most charming personality, to begin with," he jokingly jabs, and I give him a low warning growl.
No other wolf besides Kohn and Lucifer has ever been allowed to be informal with me. My father raised me that way. As the only pack on the East coast, we have the responsibility to communicate with the human government. I have to be powerful, intimidating and educated. My members have to respect the very ground I walk on to prove to the human government I am always in control that their involvement is never needed in my pack's affairs.
So as a fourth-generation lawyer and the eleventh-generation Alpha in this territory, I have to be perfect. And the Goddess just had to curse me with a human minor as my mate.
"I need Agent Tran to have her here as soon as possible," I growl as my internal thoughts make my anger return.
Kohn nods.
"If he fails," Kohn asks, and my eyes flash gold.
"Get five of our men ready to hunt. If he fails, I will go after them for breach of Werewolf Law. Now that I have the cuffs on, I can think...Have Ruben, Dany, and Millie come up. Oh, and the healer. Senator Gavens is smart, conservative to the core, and a widower. He isn't going to hand over his high school-aged daughter without a fight, and now that he knows a simple no won't make me disappear...Just be ready, Kohn. I might not want her as my mate...I definitely plan on making her pay, but for the pack, she has to be here. I need my pack members safe. She is nothing more than a human slave," I order, and Kohn immediately bows.
"Yes, Alpha," Kohn says before leaving.
I go to my bathroom and get washed up. Millie and Dany's scents are all over me. Something I can not stand at the moment. I need Amber's sunflower seed smell back. Jolene's fresh lemon smell doesn't even sound appealing.
AMBER
"Well, stop standing there hiding. Get over here and snuggle me," Kenny whisper yells, and I smile as I peek around his door with damp hair.
I don't know how he knew I was standing there, but I'm not complaining. I quickly run towards his bed and dive in. Kenny laughs as he wraps his long arms around me, and I sigh.
"There's my baby sister who makes up tall tales," Kenny says, and I immediately stiffen.
"I did not! Every word was the truth, Ken. I witnessed them shift. I saw them kill and I escaped from them," I state as I pull back to stare him in the eyes.
"It is hard to believe...Are you sure it wasn't some big hairy guy? Like a real ugly lumberjack that needs me as his stylist," Ken asks while trying to make the conversation a little lighter.
"I swear, Ken. Big huge hairy creatures that shift between men....and ugly wolf-men hybrids...They also talked about vampires at the place they held me for four days. We don't live in the world we think we do...I swear on mom. The girl I escaped with...they shot her in the back of the head. To escape from the basement I made the furnace explode...I killed people to get away from them, Kenny. I became a monster to escape monsters. I would never make that up," I declare, and Ken's eyes widen as he digests my words.
Suddenly dad comes striding into Ken's room looking panicked. He softly closes the bedroom door, and we both sit up. He gets right next to the bed and crouches down to just under our eye level.
"Okay, listen up. Officer Curtis is passed out...I need both of you to pack a bag. We have to get out of here. I've booked us all different flights. Ken, you are going to Aunt Michelle's. She is going to enroll you in some fashion camp for the next few months. And if this all doesn't blow over, I have given her permission to enroll you for your senior year...Yes, I know about your secret plan to run off and go live with her so you can be in California. I'm old, not stupid," Dad says quickly as Ken's mouth falls open.
Then he shifts his eyes to me, and I see the same fear my dad had when mom got sick in his eyes.
"Baby girl, I'm so so sorry. I failed. I took you to the office to expose you to politics, but I exposed you to those supernatural monsters. I'm sorry I called you a liar, honey. It was just the easiest way to relax, Officer Curtis.....What you saw was real. Five supernatural species co-exist on this Earth with us. The most dangerous being vampires and werewolves. The others have never been seen. They keep to themselves or use magic to stay hidden I don't know which. The day I took you to the office, one of the werewolf's leaders was there. He works closely with a department upstairs in my building. Anyways he scented you, or so he claims. It's very, very rare for a werewolf to be mated to a human and even rarer for the wolf to be an Alpha...I've actually never heard of it happening before. But...Honey, he won't stop. He will kill anything and everything to get you. They aren't human. With those creatures, there is only black and white. Kill or be killed...It's barbaric...Now, Ken and I can't go with you. He will be expecting that. He might be a brute, but he isn't dumb. He is one of the top lawyers in the country, and he has hundreds of foot soldiers under his control. I tried to refuse him taking you that day...but he must have hired the kidnapper to take you anyway.......
I can't protect you, sweetheart. According to the law, they are separate beings. They don't fall under the laws of man. He can kill. He can steal. He can hurt you, and he will. Since he is claiming you are his mate he is protected by law as well," Dad explains as tears begin to pour down my cheeks yet again."Dad, we can't leave her alone! If what you are saying is true, we have to stay with her. We have to protect her. We already lost mom. I can't lose Amber," Ken pleads, and dad's head falls before shaking back and forth.
"We can't, son. I'm sorry. In their eyes, you are both of mating age. He will see you as a male keeping him from his breedable mate. He will literally decapitate you in front of her. We aren't strong enough to fight him off, and only special types of weaponry can kill them. I'm sorry, Ken. I know I'm letting you down once again. I know I haven't been here like I should...I'm sorry I couldn't cope with your sexuality. I'm sorry you lost your mom...." Dad apologizes before his sobs overtake him.
"Dad...why are you acting like this is goodbye," I whisper, and Ken's eyes become saucers.
"You didn't get you a flight, did you? You plan on confronting him. Or do you plan on stalling him," Ken guesses, and our father nods while crying.
"No, daddy. No! I've seen what they do. They kill without mercy," I plead before throwing myself at my crouching father.
Ken stays frozen as I hug my weeping father tightly. After a few moments of silence and crying, dad looks back up at us. His fear is gone. Nothing but protective determination is left, and I know his decision is final.
"Pack. We have thirty minutes to get you both on your way," dad says before untangling my arms and striding out of the room.
My wide-eyed stare shifts to Ken as soon as dad disappears. This can't be happening. Where is dad even sending me? I highly doubt I will be able to stay hidden...., but I'm probably not safe here either.
"Go pack, Amber," Kenneth whispers, and my already shattered heart breaks even more.
What has happened to my life? I murdered a room full of terrified girls to save my own skin. I witnessed a new friend being carved up for breakfast. I escaped death and managed to find my way home, but I'm still not safe. Now I am losing the last two people on this planet I care about.
"Please, Selene, slow down. Where are we going," I ask as the Goddess in front of me practically sprints down the wide corridor? Selene makes no sign of hearing me and presses forward at the same speed. Forcing me to run to keep up with her. It continues like this for a while until she reaches a door that looks like it has been carved out of the night sky. Stars included. "Wow," I breathe out in amazement. Selene stops and brushes her hands over her long white dress before finally looking at me. The stark difference in her Goddess appearance and her mortal appearance is still a little unnerving to me, but I am adjusting. Gone is the brunette hair and blue eyes I met in the fairy pit. In their place is nothing but black. Black hair. Black eyes. The angelic face is still the same, but the colors are all wrong. But I must admit I have grown to like the pitch-bl
LUCIAN POV "What was mommy like," Octavius asks as he skips next to me excitedly. I look down at my five-year-old son as thousands of memories begin to play over in my mind. His light blue eyes stare up at me, waiting, and I gulp before answering him. "She was wonderful. She had a kind heart and cared about the wellbeing of others more than she cared about herself," I manage to whisper, and he gives me her signature smile. "I wish I got to meet her," he says, and I smile at the innocent wish before continuing down the familiar path. "You did meet her. You just don't remember her. You and her were both very special to the werewolf species, so she had to leave us after bringing you into the world. But you did meet her, son," I explain for what seems like the millionth time. He nods, already knowing my words are true
LUCIAN POV "I don't know, Kohn. She's only nineteen. How can her body do this? I mean, have you seen Mouse. She is tiny. I don't like it. I should have never knotted her. She can't do this! And if my child kills her, I will never be able to love it," I growl as I pace back and forth in my office. All my fears over the past few months are exploding out of me. Something about the labor is terrifying me. I don't know if it's the pain she will experience or something else. But I am scared of my pup coming. I glance over at Kohn and grit my teeth. He is watching me sympathetically, but he is just like all the others. He has held off having a pup with his mate, just so his wouldn't be born cursed, just like all the other members of my pack. They are all excited to have my Little Mouse go through childbirth. They don't care that it has been a difficult pregnancy for her. They don't care that her
AMBER POV I can't stop pacing. Three minutes has never felt so long. I mean, it's only 180 seconds. Why does it feel like I have been pacing this bathroom for an hour? Probably because I have. I mean, it took me at least an hour just to work up the courage to take this damn test. Another fifteen minutes to convince my bladder it was okay to pee. Then another thirty minutes for me to drop that pee on the test. I glance down at my timer and groan when I see that I have 36 more seconds. I need to know now. I need to know if the miracle that will free all werewolves is growing inside of me. "Knock, knock," Marie says from the other side of the door, and I pull it open. She quickly slides in and shuts the door behind her. "Does he know," I ask, and she shakes her head. "I told him you we
AMBER POV R-Rated My hands slide over the small silky piece of fabric I chose to wear tonight nervously. I can't believe it's happening. Tonight the ache in my chest will be connected to Lucian. We will experience the same type of connection Lupin had with his mate. We will become one! A special bond meant to repair all future werewolves. I meet my own gaze in the mirror and smile. My graduation makeup has held up pretty well, and my hair still looks nice. I can do this. I can accept my mate's knot and get marked. I have experienced being marked before, and Marie said that when it happens, you are too consumed with pleasure to feel the pain. I can become a true Alpha female. I have trained for this position. And it isn't like Lucian, and I haven't touched and kissed before. This is just the next step. The rightful step. "Mouse, are yo
THIRD-PERSON "I can't believe my baby sister is graduating," Kenny yells as he grabs Lucian's shoulders and shakes them excitedly. Lucian grins but keeps his excitement to himself. Today his mate finishes high school. Marie graduated last year, so Lucifer isn't here to enjoy this moment with his brother, but Lucian is happy about that fact. He has been waiting for this day for two years, just as Senator Gavens has. Gavens didn't have any faith in Lucian's self-control for one second during these past two years. He thought his daughter would graduate mated to a werewolf, but he was wrong. Lucian held true to his promise to wait, and that fact has built a good foundation of friendship between the two. "She looks so grown up down there," Kenny squeals before screaming out Amber's name and waving. Lucian smirks as he w