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Chapter 25: Living the Pack to start over

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Killian's eyes become apologetic.

"You're right. I'm sorry. I just want to feel it again one last time."

"You can't just reject me, then waltz into my house like you own this place, fill me with hurtful stories and then kiss me. It doesn't work like that. I understand your wolf might have pushed you to come over, but that's not an excuse. Isabelle is your mate now, not me," I said, making my voice a little louder.

I was surprised that it didn't hurt me to be so blunt about it. There was a twinge of sadness in me, but I was hollow once more with my wolf gone again.

He looked away from me in shame. He was staring at the fully open suitcase on my bed.

"So, I guess you are going then," he said.

"Yes, tonight."

His head snapped at me. "So soon?"

"There is no reason to prolong my stay here, is there? I need to pick up the pieces and move on with my life, and getting out of this town is the only way to do that."

"I think it is," he admitted. "But where will you go?"

It took a moment fo
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Yes little wolf you deserve to be happy. Go live your life.
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The spelling is Leaving the Pack. Not Living the Pack
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