Lucas POVMy father had decided to hold Victoria and I's engagement party at an elegant rooftop restaurant downtown that Victoria's parents owned.Instead of glowing golden chandeliers, the stars in the sky were the highlight, creating a lavish setting.Even though my father said that he wanted this to be a small gathering of people, I'd never seen so many people before in my life.It didn't help that I hardly knew any of them.A sea of well-dressed Alphas mingled, their snotty and obnoxious conversations filled the air. The conversations only surrounded topics of business, status, and connections.It was typical of them to continue to network, even at a more personal event such as this. This was to be expected.As much as I hated events like this and how fake everyone was, I had promised my father that I would be on my best behavior tonight. I didn't want to embarrass him in front of all of these people.It was one thing to do it in the private of our own home, but I didn't want to m
That weekend, James had called me over to his house with an urgency in his voice, mentioning something about Victoria.Ever since James had told me about his new relationship with Victoria, I hadn't been able to stop thinking about them.As much as it wasn't any of my business to pry, I wanted to know as much about them as I could. I loved hearing him talk about how he felt about her or what they were getting up to.I didn't have any real girlfriends, so talking to James about relationships was the closest thing I could get. And if he was willing to talk, I was willing to listen.But the tone in his voice on our phone call earlier made me feel a bit nervous. He made it seem like it was something important. I couldn't tell if the news was going to be good or bad.I rushed over to his house which was luckily in the same neighborhood as Grandma Jo's house. Memories of James, Lucas, and I hanging out as children went through my mind as I drove with a fond smile on my face.It helped ease
Who the hell are you?" James asked Edwin, furrowing his brows in confusion.James turned to me and in a low voice he whispered, "Is it just me, or do his eyes look strangely familiar?"My pulse raced as I stared at Lucas's mysterious cousin, his presence sending shivers down my spine. I couldn't shake the eerie feeling that he had some ulterior motive for being here.Fear and panic rushed through my body as I stared at Lucas's cousin. Had he followed me here? Was he actually crazy after all?If he was mentally insane then James and I weren't safe right now. I had no idea what Edwin was capable of, and suddenly, I remembered how he wanted to seek revenge on the Busch family.What if he was going to hurt me? What if I was a part of his plan for revenge?I grabbed onto the side front door, attempting to shut the door in Edwin's face, but he stopped me."Wait!" Edwin shouted, putting his hands up on the door, resisting my efforts to close it. "I know how this looks—""You know how this lo
My emotions continued to surge uncontrollably, making my vision blur as tears streamed down my cheeks.The weight of everything crushed me, making me feel like I couldn't breathe.The one person that I thought I could trust had been lying to me for who knows how long. I didn't know what parts of Lucas were real and what parts were fake.I clung to James, my fingers digging into his back as if he could anchor me to reality.Breathe, Shana. You're fine. You're not going to lose control. You've got this. Just breathe.I squeezed my eyes shut trying to remind myself that I was okay."Shana, you're really worrying me," James said from somewhere above me as he continued to hold me. He started to rub my back gently in a soothing motion. "Are you feeling okay?"I nodded, unable to voice the words. In reality, I wasn't feeling okay - not in the slightest."Don't worry, Shana. You've got me." James's words comforted me, but also made the pain worse.I thought I had Lucas... I thought I had his
Lucas and Victoria were glancing at each other with smiles of happiness.Happy. The two of them were happy."Are you seeing what I'm seeing?" James asked me and I could feel the heat radiating off of his body.They both appeared to be relaxed, holding champagne flutes in hand. My heart did somersaults in my chest, and I could feel James's anger simmering beside me.We were getting more and more upset the longer we stared at them."Maybe we should go," I said to James, suddenly regretting the decision to come here.I didn't know what to make any of this and I didn't know how to handle this situation. We were just going to go up to Lucas and Victoria, and what? Yell at them? Stomp our feet like little kids?What else could we really do?They obviously didn't care about our feelings. Why should we show them our vulnerability and allow them to see how much they've hurt us?"Hell no, Shana, I'm not going anywhere! Not until I get some kind of logical explanation for all this!" James shoute
Lucas POV"Security, really?" James asked with an eye-roll. He turned toward Shana, not deigning to even acknowledge Victoria and me any longer. "Come on, let's get the fuck out of here."Mrs. Covington looked more than pleased with herself as Shana looked like she was on the verge of tears.Suddenly, I regretted every single action I had taken. I regretted going to my father with the idea to get engaged to Victoria again, and I regretted keeping it all a secret from the two most important people in my life.Seriously, what the hell had I been thinking? Clearly, I wasn't thinking because no one in their right mind would ever do such a thing, knowing that their friends could potentially get hurt.I hated that Shana was looking to James for comfort instead of me right now. I should be the one to reassure her that everything would be okay, and I had just lost that privilege.Neither of them said anything else to us as James steered the both of them out of the party.I was fighting an int
Lucas POV"I'm sorry?" My father asked as his eyes hardened.I decided it was finally time to come clean with my father. I couldn't keep living my life in a web of lies. It was taking a toll on me, and I couldn't handle the pressure anymore.The realization that I've been lying to every single person in my life hit me like a ton of bricks. All it's done is confuse me and hurt people, and I knew I was about to hurt someone else by revealing this.I glanced up at my father, trying to gain the courage to speak the truth."It was all a ploy," I admitted, my voice thick with certainty. "Everything."My father faltered, confused by my confession. He raised an eyebrow, looking genuinely surprised for the first time in a long time. "A ploy? What are you talking about?"Knowing that there was no reversing the damage I had done or the consequences to my own actions, I continued, "Yes. A ploy. I pretended to want to get engaged to Victoria again to help Shana with her debt."My father's face was
I felt numb as James drove us away from the party. My anger and confusion had morphed into disbelief. I didn't even feel like I was living my own reality.James and I had been quiet for the last five minutes. We've been digesting our feelings in the silence.Knowing that the people closest to you could hurt you so brutally and recklessly felt dangerous. I gave Lucas parts of me that nobody had ever seen before.I'd shared things with him that meant something to me, and he just went behind my back.I think what hurt the most was that Lucas was doing it willingly, knowing that there was a possibility I would find out.My brain just couldn't process the fact that Lucas would do this to me.Glancing at James, it felt weird to see him without his normal cheerful smile. I hated that they had done that to him.He looked like he was depleted of any joy, and I missed hearing his constant annoying and obnoxious jokes.How could Lucas and Victoria betray us like this? Did they even care?"I can'