Love was not what I wanted to confess without being sure. I have not accepted this feeling yet. But drove me, it carried me and stirred me toward my acceptance of his marriage proposal and getting married to him. The feelings were like a heavy current pushing me toward him and wanting to spend my entire life with him but I need to identify what name this was.He got up from on top of me and I sat up, I stare into space refusing to look him in the eyes." Can you say something," He added and I sigh, I guess I have to come out straight with him." I don't know," I said truthfully to him. I knew there was a feeling I have for him, it was like a pull, it was not lust or mere affection. Deep within me told me it was love but accepting it was difficult for me to do. I probably need to discuss it with Tonia and she might be able to explain it to me. It is so confusing." Are you still finding it difficult to trust me after all I have done to prove my lov
I went back home grudgingly. My heart felt heavy and I knew it was going to feel heavy when I got home because I knew too well that my father was waiting for me. Zack noticed my mood and said absolutely nothing to me all through the journey home and I was grateful for that.He drops me off and sped off immediately not wanting to see my father while I walked through the entrance of the building like a zombie.My room was his usual meeting spot and I knew too well he was there. I went straight there and he was sitting on my bed." You can't just be going around without a mask, you know what danger lies there for you," He said immediately after I walked in, and turns to me." What are you doing here?" I asked instead, wanting him to leave as immediately as she came." You reflect a governor who speaks for the people, it's not because they are dumb but because of oppression and a lot more. You represent them with your mask and that gives you
Each day I felt lonelier and dull than the previous day. Each day I found myself missing Tony, my heart didn't stop hurting not for one day. When he left the last time he came with his friend, he explained that his father was making things difficult for him and that he will not be coming to see me for a while to divert his father's attention from him. It is almost a month now and no news from him. The only way I get to see him was on TV with his mask on because he doesn't want his identity to be revealed. His campaign is ongoing and he is always very busy, and also doing a lot to keep his father from disturbing him and making life difficult for him.One thing I regret is not telling him how I felt when he asked me if I loved him, I discovered that it was a mistake I made, if I had told him, it would have given him more strength with everything that is going on presently. I sighed at the pancake in front of me. I missed him, I missed everything about him and I neve
I sat down in my office and I wish not to be disturbed as I placed my hands on my forehead in an attempt to ward off this nagging headache I was feeling. There has been a series of meetings after meetings and campaigns. This has been my schedule every day and I was not finding it easy but I had to do this to prevent my father from tracking down Christy and deceiving him that we were no longer together again. I just had to do this, and though I am not happy with this, I had to do it in other to protect her and find a way to deal with my father's dominance. This seems to be working because he has stopped pressuring me and doesn't show up at my house. He only comes to the office once or twice to my office. Though he might act convinced, I still need to be mindful so I don't fall into his trap because I know there was one he has set out for me which I am careful not to fall into.I ran my hand through my hair and pick up my phone reluctantly before listening to the voicemail, O
I have sent lots of texts and tried calling several times but he was not responding to any of them. I left voice messages that got no response too. His absence from my life was giving me sleepless nights. I don't want to go to the office because I don't know what danger that will pose for me since he said his father was out looking for me and there might be someone spying on us, so we need to be careful.This is killing me, I realized that I didn't want to lose him, I was scared of losing him more than I have ever been in my life. All at once my insecurities, all my fears, all my pain, and my confusion were all gone. I love Tony, I loved him so much and that was the hidden truth, the truth I was scared of admitting to myself.I stare at the phone like it was an alien thing in my hands while I waited for the phone to beep or ring. I wanted anything this instant, anything from him was going to be fine, as long as he was not going to leave me. But nothing ca
He stares at me and didn't say anything, his expression was unreadable, I was confused and did not know what to do but his eyes remain on me as he moved closer, much more closer and he wrapped his hand around my waist protectively. I missed him, I missed the way he held me, I missed us. But when he wrapped his arms around my waist again, I felt butterflies in my stomach and allowed myself to breathe out in relief. His cologne cloudy my sense just as they did and my heart leap up in joy." Shhhh!" He raised his other hand, he moved close, and brought out a handkerchief to wipe the tears from my eyes.I looked into his eyes and decided to confess my feelings to him, " I love you, Tony. I have misses you so much and thought I was going to die if I don't see you," When the words came out of my mouth, I didn't regret it, I didn't regret any of it. They were all that I felt and I had nothing to lose anymore. He gaped at me with wide eyes, his looks showed he wa
When I turn round, I wrapped my hand around Tony's waist and looked at him with a grin on my face." I missed you," I said and his grin widened." Yeah! You left a zillion messages to prove that," He teased and I hit his arm." Jerk!" I cursed and he pulled me back to himself." I missed you too," He said and places his lips on mine again. I kissed him back and moved closer to him while he took charge as always and did a lot of magic with his lips as he always did. he suckled on my lower lips and lifted me from the ground while I wrapped my legs around his waist. He grabs my butt cheeks and I moan in his mouth and then he turns towards the bedroom while walking with my body warming up at the nasty thoughts that came to my mind immediately. When he got to the door, he kicked it open and I chuckled at how much our need for each other grew. He placed me gently on the bed and came on me. Then he pulled away from the kiss for a while and allow us to ca
Ana stomped her foot on the floor when Christy pushed her out of her house, and she was so angry that Christy pushed her out of her house not allowing her to seduce the man she saw in her house. Who does she think she was, pushing her out of her house? How can she treat her that way? This made her angry and she promised to make her pay for doing that to her.When she remembered the look of the guy that was in Christy's house she was more stupefied, she never imagined that a man would even look at her and dated her, she was known by all to be a rape victim and never expected her to have a man in her life and not just a man, but a sexy god.She was amused when she sized the man up a few minutes ago, and it left her bewildered. He was like a god that fell from heaven. He was so sexy and breathtakingly handsome. He doesn't look like an ordinary person but someone wealthy.He was tall with a well-structured body and graceful movement. The man looks like a prin