The doctor sighed and looked away like he couldn't get himself to tell me what the matter was, but he still had to do his job, no matter how hard it was.
Anyone that saw me at that time would think I was relaxed about whatever news the doctor was going to tell me. I was putting on an act of being unconcerned and untouched it was a mere act that was helping me put myself together so I wouldn't cause chaos or havoc. But deep in my heart, I was scared, I was worried, and I was trembling inside with fear.The fear of the unknown, the fear of something worse, that fear tore me apart from my inside while I held a grip of myself outwardly." I am sorry, Master James but you lost a child," The doctor, finally voiced out. I stare at him numb and perplexed. His words sounded alien and false. Zack and the doctor stared at me hoping for a reaction but I could not react when it felt like my heart was not beating anymore inside me." Tony.." Zack called out butIt wasn't until the middle of the night that Christy, slowly opened her eyes, she wasn't fully aware of her surroundings, and when she finally opened her eyes she could only see the white ceiling. Her first reaction was, 'Am I dead? Am I in heaven?'She was surrounded by white and instantly thought it was paradise as described in the Bible.Before Christy could have a chance to speak someone suddenly rushed over to her, " Oh Christy...you finally woke up, you gave everyone a scare, girl," Tonia cried.Christy tried to speak but she could not. She tried to gather her thoughts and cleared her throat and asked, " Tonia, where am I? Did you die too? Tonia was shocked by her words. Tears started streaming down her cheek, she blinks twice as if she didn't understand what she was saying." Stop saying such rubbish, Christy, you are not dead," Tony's voice came from beside her, Christy turns her head to look at him, he was holding her
I stare at Christy who from the look of it was not aware that she was pregnant, how will I tell her what happened without hurting her? Where do I start? My heart broke within me when I saw how happy she looked when she got the news that she was pregnant. Telling her that the baby was no more was going to break her completely. Though we never planned on starting a family soon, I would have been the happiest parent on earth had we not lost the baby before we got to know of its existence, it was very heartbroken for me because I was not able to protect both the child and Christy " I am sorry, Christy," I mumbled while holding her in a hug, while tears flow freely from my eyes. I have failed her." What are you sorry about? You don't want the child," Christy still oblivious to what happened asks Tony bewildered to see him crying, is he going to divorce her for getting pregnant without his consent? She never thought she could become pregnant but it just came and she wo
"No this can't be happening,?" Tears rolled down Christy's eyes as she watched Tony on the television and Marie stands beside him, holding him in his arms while he was stepping into the previous office of the Governor's office which happened to be his present office. Reporters were swarming around them wanting to get their hands on information to print, Tony seem to be comfortable having her by his side.That can't be my husband with Marie holding onto his arms, no this can not be, he told me, she was not worth being his woman, so why then is she by his side, he has always refused to make known to the world that she was his wife. He always comes up with one reason or another which I accept for being the dutiful wife that I was. I didn't want him to see me as an unreasonable wife, I have always supported him in every decision he comes up with. How could he betray her trust and take Marie out to the public, what does he want the viewer to think of this open display by the two
I waited as he noisily entered the living room and banged the door shut, he might be walking steady steps but I know he was drunk. I wonder where he was coming from this late and drunk. He has always been somber and disciple, not someone to get drunk, and still drives.I turned around and my heart skipped a bit as I stare at the man I married, this was not the person I had gotten married to, Tony was the definition of cold on the outside and gentle on the inside and that was the reason I fell in love with him." Christy," My name rolled out from his mouth huskily but I am not going to fall for that, I won't let him deceive me again, my mind was made up, and I won't be his plaything again, I need to stand my ground." Why are you sitting in the living room and not in the bedroom, are you waiting up for me?" He asked.I don't know if he is asking because he cared for me or because I was not in the usual spot waiting for him in my sexy nightgown or n
" Leave me alone," I whispered as tears pour down like a river from my eyes, he released his grip and let me go breathing heavily.I lay on the ground crying and I try to breathe as quickly as I could, I didn't know how I was feeling anymore, my body was numb.I couldn't recognize the man standing before me anymore, he has changed into a different person, this was someone I fell in love thinking he was a changed man and he was not going to break my heart but he was doing exactly what I initially feared he would do to me, he deceived me that Marie was not in the league of women he would consider his woman but now he was being seen in every social media with her. Tony turned into a monster, a cheat, a liar, and a manipulator.We have been married for two years now, and I have always obeyed and respected his wish with understanding as the dutiful wife I am, and this is how he was going to pay me back. No, I can't live like this, I can not be married to a liar
Since her period wasn't regular, and she didn't pay much attention to her symptoms, she felt all the discomfort was caused by her lack of food for almost a week now that she has been sad since she left Tony because of his betrayal.It was not until she could not control the fever and vomiting that she decided to visit the hospital for a check-up and treatment. It was when she got to the hospital that she discovered she was four months pregnant. Once Christy got the report of the examination, her pretty face fell and her already messed heart shattered into million pieces because Tony will not be there for their child, her child was going to miss having the love of his or her father. She closes her eyes and wondered what sick game was fate playing her, suddenly her eyes were filled with the image of Tony's sexy face, she missed him because she had put him in a locket of her heart and it was difficult to get him out of her heart. But she could not forget hi
This is killing me, six fucking months, how I wish she was here, I miss her like hell, and I am going crazy as hell being away from her. My guards give me a daily update on her everyday activities, I need to see that smile on her face again, she has been acting like a zombie since we separated, and I wish I could bring that smile back to her face. The kids in her womb are doing okay, yea I have been keeping a close eye on her even though she is far away, and I have people watching over her, but she is not happy and I blame myself for doing that to her, she is my world, life without her has made this world hell for me. Alcohol has been my companion at night since she left, work is also another thing that keeps me going during the day while alcohol keeps me going at night. My father doesn't disturb me much because he believes I am obeying his every word and has not spoken of my marriage to Marie. Every attempt we made in tracking down this drug trafficker has prove
Rory stood there in shock to discover that his conversation with his boss has been going out without the knowledge of both of them, he has always been a faithful person and he was well paid by his boss so he had no reason to give out any information about his boss to anyone. He wondered who could be the one, he need to be very vigilant to catch whoever it was that is giving away the information about the company and his boss' every move. He did not even discuss his dinner meeting with anyone, so who could it be? I need to give the office a screening to see if there was a chip hidden somewhere in the office.He was brought out of this thought when Tony spoke, " We will be going to the dinner together because my attention is needed there," Tony said this because he wanted to discuss some issues with him and he discovered his office was not safe for such discussions." Okay, Sir, when do was leave?" I asked him because I know he was not needed but rather want a privat