Gabriel POV
As river closed the door behind herself after she walked out, I focus on my laptop again. I have been replying to emails all morning and it’s giving me a headache. I pinch the bridge of my nose throwing my reading glasses on the table while I sit back on my chair.
I massage my temples as I think about everything that still needs to be done. Fuck I need a coffee.
I get up and open the door to find Vanessa talking to Jason. Jason is putting a strand of Vanessa’s hair behind her head while she looks at him as if she’s going to melt.
“What is going on here?” - I ask resting my body against the door frame and crossing my arms
“Excuse me” - She says blushing
“Get me some coffee” - I s
So, you were all right. She WAS pregnant. Let me know what you think.
Gabriel POVRiver has been in for five days in the hospital. She had a proper mental breakdown and the doctors decided it would be better for her to stay there. She witnessed the guy that robbed the cafe kill Ally. She tried to keep her alive but the guy didn’t let her. I have Jason and Angelica looking into that matter with my IT guy. I need them to figure out who did that and why. Why he killed Ally and why he stopped River from trying to help Ally. He ended up killing my baby. I have been sitting in my office for more than one day just drinking. Alcohol is my best friend right now. Mike and Mel tried to come and see me but I stopped them. I didn’t open the door. I am grieving and I need my time alone. I only had to grieve for one person that I really cared about and it was my mother. I know my father had som
Gabriel POVI open my eyes and I have a throbbing headache. I blink my eyes trying to figure out where I am. I’m in my office at the safe house. I sit back lifting my head from the desk and stretch my back. I stand up and I feel my mouth so dry as if I had eaten sand from the beach.Come on Gabe it’s time to get your shit together and go to the hospital. You need to be strong for River. If you think you are suffering River is worse. So pull your self together. I see two bottles of bourbon empty on the floor. Party for one was a fucking success. I shake my head opening the door. I walk out of the office and down the corridor into the replica of my bedroom. Once I open the door I see Angelica laying down on my bed naked.
Gabriel POVAfter I left the building I couldn’t think clearly. I just couldn’t. I sat in my car just thinking how I’m gonna bring River back. How am I going to make her mine again? She’s the love of my life. She’s my person. I need her like I need air to breathe. I drive to the safe house and I lock myself up in my office. No alcohol. Just me and my thoughts. How am I going to do this? First I need to let my anger out. And what better way than to kill someone? I walk to the holding cell area and I see a teenager sitting in one of them. His eyes go wide open when he sees me opening the door and walking in. “What’s your name?” - I ask while I cros
Gabriel POV“This is breaking my heart, probably more than you will ever know but I need time to heal, I need time to be River and then I will have time to fix us” - River says with tears streaming down her face. I know this is as painful for her as it is for me. Maybe more for her. River stands on her tiptoes and plants a small kiss on my nose as she did every day when we woke up. It was our little thing. God, I’m going to miss her so much.“I am sorry Gabe” - She says before she turns around and leaves the apartment. My heart breaks once again. I don’t know how it is possible for it to break some more. She walks out and doesn’t look back. I feel as if I can’t breathe and I feel my dark side taking over. The same way I remember it di
Trigger warning ⚠️This chapter contains extreme violence and sexual assault content.If this is a trigger for you don't read this chapter.Read at your own risk.River POVI sit in the changing room resting my feet for a minute when my phone rings. I look at the screen and I see Jonah’s name flashing.“Hey babe” - I say answering the phone“When are you coming back? Things have gone batshit crazy here” - he says“What’s up?” - I ask as I put my jacket on. “Alicia showed up with a black eye, Pedro kicked her out, Gabriel was on the news yesterday “ - he says“Hold on, what?” - I ask, Gabe was never
Gabriel POVEveryone was silent in the room. “She had Ally killed” - I add and everyone’s faces twist in anger. I can see their eyes on her. Ally was loved by everyone. Her father was one of my father’s friends. She trained with me and some of my guys. As we all came from mafia families we knew each other. Friendship wasn’t allowed as we were growing up but working together made us a family and everyone loved Ally. She was kind and she treated us as if she was our mother. I feel my heart skip a beat thinking about her. Angelica starts shaking her head. Jason slaps her face and her head turns to the side and her tears keep streaming down her eyes.I walk to her“I tough you better than that” - I whisper in her ear and her eyes focu
River POVIt’s been a while since I moved away from New York. I have now my own studio apartment. I got a really good deal. Elliot is the owner of the building so he made me a really good deal.I know I didn’t like him when I saw him but he’s not a bad guy. He’s caring and he takes care of his grandparents. We have been going to the cinema and coffee. We are not dating or anything like it. We are just friends. I miss Gabe with all my heart. I keep thinking I made a big mistake leaving. But I am only now recovering. I have forgiven his betrayal. I know he didn’t mean for that to happen. He loves me and I know that. That girl on the tape was taking advantage of him. I hope he is okay. I hav
Trigger warning ⚠️This chapter contains extreme violence and rape. If this are themes that trigger please skip the chapter.Read at your own risk. Gabriel POV“What are you laughing about?” - Mike asks Mel still laughing“Just... just remembering how Gabe smelled” - She laughs Mike is cleaning a tear that falls from his eye and I look at the both of them.“Smelled like a wet dog” - Mike says laughing hysterically again. Fuck my life. I keep my eyes on the both of them and I have to admit that I feel like laughing. They are funny. I allow myself
Gabriel POVI leave River with mom and I walk to stand next to dad, Michael gets drinks for them and keeps an eye out for my woman. I don’t want her anywhere near the shit show that is about to happen. “How are we playing this?” - I ask grabbing a glass of whiskey from the waitress that passes in front of me.I drink the entire content and Amelia walks to us with Ethan.“All ready” - she saysI look at them and Ethan nods his head.“He brought the bitch” - Dad says“Good, I’ll end them both” - I say and Mel smiles“Just don’t forget she was her friend” - Mel says“The im
River POV“Where are we going?” - I ask once I see the dress on the bed.It’s a beautiful long red dress with a thigh split. I know it will hug all of my curves and show all my attributes. I look at Gabe and he smiles. “It’s a surprise” - Gabe tells me“You know I don’t like surprises” - I tell him crossing my arms“You just have to trust me. You will like this one” - He tells me. I take a deep breath and I walk into the bathroom and I turn the shower on.I am brushing my teeth when Gabe walks in and wraps his arms around my waist from behind me.He presses his body against mine and I feel his bulge against my ass.
Gabriel POVIt’s been three weeks since River is back in my life and I couldn’t be happier. River went back to work in Michael’s hotel. She missed having a life. As she put it out. She said working did good things to her and I’m not stopping her from doing whatever makes her happy. She resumed her training with my guys and she’s shootings a lot better. Not to mention she wants to fight me now. So here we are at the gym. I take my t-shirt off. I know she gets distracted by my muscled torso. I can see river going red and I smile walking to her while I adjusting my sweat pants lowering them so she can imagine the rest. She gulps and I place a kiss on her head.
River POV Gabe assaults my mouth with his tongue and I am happy with it. I start untucking his shirt from his jeans and he lifts his chest from mine just so we can take his shirt off. Gabe leans down again kissing my neck as my hands touch his soft skin on his back. I feel his erection growing under his jeans. I struggle to get his belt opened and Gabe lifts himself up from the bed stripping the rest of his clothes. “Your turn” - he says I stand up and push him to the bed. He sits stroking his dock while I bend down turning my ass to him stripping my jeans seductively. I run my hands through my legs and up to my stomach lifting my t-shirt and throwing it to the corner of the room.
Gabriel POVRiver caresses my hair as I sob holding her. I thought I was going to lose her completely. But here she is. In my arms. Holding me as I let myself get vulnerable. I decided that I will never let her go again. I will never let a woman look my way ever again. I can’t lose her. I can’t lose this.“Boss” - I hear and I lift my head as River plants a kiss on my forehead. “Yes” - I say“Ambulance is here” - I stand up and see them coming in. it is complicated to explain what happened. So Jason starts talking to them while they assist Mike. We can’t afford to have the cops sniffing before we handle the situation. We can make it go away anyway. I just didn’t want to be handling cops wh
Michael POVI drive there carefully. I know that Gabe will have someone following me from far. Just to keep it safe. He doesn’t trust his own shadow. I take a deep breath and I stop the car in front of two massive golden gates. Talk about showing off money. I don’t know how the cops haven’t gotten all over his ass. He probably does what dad did. Hides behind some corporate bullshit. As I stop the car two men with guns approach me.“I’m here, they’ve seen me” - I say so that Gabe knows what’s happening. I honestly hope this crap works. I really don’t want to get killed today. The two vultures knock on my window and I smile at them showing off my white smile.
River POVWhen we arrive at Elliot’s house he opens the car door for me and I get out. I open my eyes widely not really believing what I am seeing. This is a huge mansion and it’s absolutely stunning. Too bad it belongs to this dickhead. “Welcome home” - Elliot says wrapping an arm around my waist.I slap his hand and I take one step away from him.Elliot grabs me by my neck and makes me look at him.“You will respect me, you will behave” - he says letting go of me and I fall on my knees gasping for air.I’m on my hand and knees and when I get up I see two guys looking at me smirking.“Fuck you” - I say looking at Elliot while I get up and he slaps me
Gabriel POVI don’t know how long it’s been since they arrived but we are really drunk. Mel is babbling something about Ethan and how he only cares about work and the kids and barely pays attention to her. “I need to tell you something” - Mike says sitting up and resting his back against the couch. “What is it?” - Mel asks looking at him. My phone starts to ring and I look to see River’s name.I answer the phone making them a signal to shut up.They both look at me as if they were about to burst into a fit of laughter when I put it on speaker and we could hear River talking to someone else. “She butt dialled me” - I say“Shush” - Mel says and that’s
River POVHe looks down at me and his face softens. “I’m sorry River. I got jealous, please forgive me” - he says offering me one hand to get up.Tears are streaming down my face and I shake my head. Elliot starts pacing and I manage to sit on the floor with my back against the wall. “What does he have that I don’t?” - he shouts at me and I close my eyes tightly.I start to remember all my training and everything that Ally thought me. If I could get my hands on a phone. I look around and Elliot stops in front of me.He grabs me by my hair lifting me up from the floor and I wrap both my hands on his wrist while he lifts me up so he doesn’t pull my ha