Chapter 233

"I've never seen Meredith like that before," Bianca told Jagger as they drove to the clubhouse.

"She was in a bad spot after she was raped, but since then, I've never seen that blank stare in her eyes. Back then I was newly patched, so I wasn't privy to everything that was going on, but I can remember Tyler bringing her to the clubhouse. For months afterwards, she had this blank stare that could see straight through you—even when she seemed happy. It was like there was a part of her that would check out and go to this place where she wasn't sure how she felt about anything." He shook his head. "I saw that today, and the thing is, I don't understand it. She and Tyler have wanted this for a long ass time."

"I imagine she's scared," B speculated. "I mean, think of it this way. Say you were never able to get pregnant, they told you everything was fine, but for years, you weren't able to have a child—never even got pregnant. Out of the blue, she's pregnant. I'm just saying if it were me