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2024-10-29 19:42:56Alpha Hades
How stupid can I be? How deep in delusion I allowed myself to sink? Zeno Silver and I? Yeah, as if!
It won't be long before I hear another round of rumours about what a terrible person I am. But this one won't be something I could ignore because it will be Zeno who thinks I'm anything but a man who could be enough.
I'm never fucking enough.
Perhaps I shouldn't have left like that, but I couldn't stay around him anymore. I tried. I fucking tried.
I didn't know where I was going when I stormed out of the kitchen, and apparently, neither did my brain, because now I'm facing a completely destroyed bedroom.
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