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Chapter 21: Struggle To Know
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Chapter 21: Struggle To Know
I was overflowing up to the sky as Rowan gave me a chance and asked if I wanted him as his mate. I wasn’t sure how many of the alpha give their mates this kind of respectful opportunity. Maybe he gave it to me because I don’t feel the bond between us and thought I could reject him. At least he considered my feelings and accepted me with my flaws.
Not experiencing the bond creates a complex inside my mind, homing a vulnerability that he will leave me one day for not forging a bond of understanding. I don’t want to lose in his eyes as a mate. I want him to be proud of me. Only his enormous hand around me was keeping me sane in this world. He wasn’t speaking much, but his hands were continuously stroking my stomach delicately.
Everything seems brighter than before in
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