Dani spends the time that Eddy is gone with his father alone in the room, putting her clothes away. She brought clean sheets and her blanket that she wanted, because Eddy had told her that the ones they provide feel like hospital sheets.
This was pretty much like a dorm room so she had brought a few things along to make it feel more home like. Such as a huge box of junk food. A mini fridge that Eddy had to bring up later. She had brought some things that she could find only in New York.
She had brought two different kinds of toiletries. Shampoo and conditioner that was unscented and some men's body wash for through out the week. On weekends when she didn't have class and she could stay in her room, she brought her favorite Parisian body wash, perfume, shampoo and conditioner.
She had her razors and her wax, as well as her face cleansers. She brought her bras and panties, along with pajamas. But she also has two pair of boxers to put on under her pants. She has girl clothes for the weekends and boy clothes for the week.
The school uniform is tan pressed slacks, a tucked in white shirt, a blazer and a tie. They only had to wear them during class hours, which was from nine in the morning until two in the afternoon. After that they could wear whatever they want.
Dani is in the middle of sorting her bras when there is a knock on the door. She panics and flings them to the floor, kicking them under the bed. “Just a minute-” She calls out, sounding too feminine for her liking.
On the way to the door, she clears her throat, before she whispers in a gruff tone beneath her breath. She practices the voice on the walk. When she reaches the door she pulls it open a bit, peaking out.
An unfamiliar boy stands there in his uniform, looking way to chipper. When he sees Dani, he smiles at her. “Hi, I am Thomas. I am the sort of the class president of the school, so it is my duty to come and welcome you to the school.”
“Uh, thank you..” Dani says quietly, uncertain.
“Are you settling in okay? If you need anything, you can come to me. Trust me when I say that I can get it for you way faster than the office can. If you need a tour, I would be happy to show you around-” He tells her.
“That's okay-”
“It's kind of my job. Among other things. Have you met anyone here yet? Making friends would help you adjust, I am sure. By the way, what is your name?” Thomas rambles, talking quickly.
Lord, he has way too much energy. Dani is having trouble keeping up with his quickly changing topics. “Um, Dani. Short for Daniel.”
“Danny. Nice to meet you.” Thomas sticks a hand out.
“Yeah, you too.” She says, shaking his hand. She finds the whole exchange to be rather odd.
“Come on, Thomas.” A voice calls from down the hall and the guy straightens up quickly.
“Alright, well, I have to go. I am down the hall, first door on the left, if you need anything. The name is Thomas Carver, remember that.” With that, he turns away to walk down the hall, calling back “See you around, Danny!”
A figure joins him from where he leaned against the wall and Dani hears the guy say, “Class President? More like the school's bitch.”
“Shut up, Ash.”
Dani shuts her door quickly, walking back over to her bed and falling on it with a sigh. So far she had met two students at this school and both of them were odd. Maybe this was not such a good idea.
Although she had to admit, that first boy was pretty darn cute. And he got her refernece to William Shakespere, so he is intelligent. At least he has that going for him.
Another knock sounds on the door and she huffs. For the love of God, who could that be now? She moves over to the door with the same amount of enthusiasm that she would have if she were walking to the gallows.
But when she pulls it open to see who is out there, she feels her excitement return when she finds Eddy out there. “Hey, I wasn't expecting you
back so soon. I thought that you would hang out with your Dad for a long while, since you only have tonight.”
“Yeah, well, I didn't want to leave you alone too long on your first night here. I thought you could use a friend so here I am.” Eddy says, pushing past her to come into the room.
“Oh, well now I feel bad because I am taking you away from spending time with your dad.” Dani tells him, moving over to sit down on the bed with her legs crossed under her.
“Eh, don't be. We did all the cathcing up that we needed to do in the first twenty minutes. After that was just idle chit chat and polite conversation.” Eddy tells her, moving over to join her.
The words 'chit chat' make her think of her father. “Are you going to get in trouble staying the night up here? Like, with my father? For keeping the car?” She would hate for him to jeopardize his job for her, just to make her feel more comfortable about being in a new place.
“I told him that my Dad lived really close by and I asked him if I could keep his car over night so that I could stay the night with my dad so that we could catch up. He said of course, which was really cool of him.” Eddy tells her. He lays a hand on her leg and smiles. “You know, your Dad is not too bad of a guy.”
“Hmm, that is a matter of opinion.” She says drily. She has issues with her father that he knows nothing about. He is a good guy, sure. She will give him that. He is great with other people. He is a well liked guy.
His only fault is that he is a shitty father. He does not do right by her. He can manage to have conversations with every person in the world but he can not even manage to have a single conversation with her. He can be there for any other person in the world but her.
“Alright, enough about your father. On to better subjects now.” Eddy says and Dani agrees.
The conversation stays light after that, with him making no more mention of her father, which she greatly appreciates. He helps her set up her room and unpack all of her boxes.
He organizes her book shelf for her in order of size and color of books, but he keeps the series together. It is the way that she usually does it and she is pleasantly surprised. “Thanks.”
“I figure if it's not how you usually do it then you can fix it later when you get time, but at least there are out of the box, you know?” Eddy tells her, putting the one box inside of the other so that they are stacked neatly.
She takes them and puts them with all the other boxes, before she puts them in the bottom of her closet. Now that they have unpacked her room, things get kind of awkward.
It is getting late, which brings to the front of her mind the little issue of sleeping arrangements. The fact that there is only one bed in the room has not escaped her notice at all.
It does not seemed to have escaped his either judging by the way that he keeps casting looks at it. To get her mind off of it, she asks him, “Is it always so cold up here? I am freezing to death!”
“Um, it's fall in Vermont. It is pretty much always cool up here. Just wait until it's January up here. That is when you will really freeze to death.” Eddy tells her, sitting down in the reading chair by the book shelf.
“Yay! Something to look forward to!” She says with a chuckle that is cut short by a yawn.
They woke up so early this morning to hit the road and she is exhausted. She is ready to change into her pajamas and get in bed. But she does not know how this is going to work.
But Eddy must be reading her mind because he tells her, “If I can borrow one of the pillows and the old blanket off the bed, I will make my pallet in the floor and we can get some sleep.”
“Oh, but um-” She begins but stops herself from speaking, afraid of how it might sound. But she can't let it go, so she just comes out and say it. “You can't sleep on the floor, it's too cold and you will catch pnuemonia. I don't see any reason as to why we can't, uh, share the bed.”
“Share? Are you sure?” He asks her, looking just as uncertain as she feels.
“Yeah. I don't see why not. I would feel like crap if you slept on the floor and then caught a cold or something, since you stayed with me to help me settled in. Besides the floor is hard on the back, I imagine. After driving all day, you can not be relishing that.” Dani says and he chuckles.
“No exactly.” Eddy admits.
That is how three hours later she finds herself laying in the dark next to a sleeping Eddy. She is afraid to even move or breathe too loudly for fear that she will bother him.
Every time that she is around him her biggest fear is that she will make a fool of herself in front of him. Like now, she is afraid that if she falls asleep, she will touch him in her sleep, or worse, curl up to him.
So she lays there in the dark just looking around until her eye lids grow too heavy to keep them open. She falls asleep against her will, no longer able to force herself to fight off her slumber.
But when she wakes up the next morning she is still on her side of the bed and he is on his, with neither one of them touching the other. She gets up quickly, climbing out of bed to move over to her closet to pick out an outfit for the day.
Out of habit she almosts grabs her favorite skirt and top, but then she rememebers that she is suppose to be a boy. So instead she has to grab her slacks and and her wig.
She goes into the bathroom to get ready, since it takes her a while to become a boy. After she takes a shower, she pulls on her sports bra and then wraps her chest up with a roll of thick elastic bandages.
Next is her waist thickening corset and the pair of boxers that she pulls on over her briefs. Then she pulls on her shirt and buttons it, before she tucks it into her pants. It takes her about fifteen minutes until she is finally dressed and ready for the day.
When she opens the door, she finds Eddy sitting on the side of the bed, looking at her. He grins at her when he sees her in her full costume. “I am never going to get use to you as a guy.”
“Yeah, I don't think I am either.” She grins back at him and all the awkwardness from the night before is gone. They have fallen back into their old familiar friendship.
She is sad when she has to wave him off and watch him leave. She is all alone there at the school and she looks at the huge building looming over her.
She just might be in over her head.
Dani spends the time that Eddy is gone with his father alone in the room, putting her clothes away. She brought clean sheets and her blanket that she wanted, because Eddy had told her that the ones they provide feel like hospital sheets. This was pretty much like a dorm room so she had brought a few things along to make it feel more home like. Such as a huge box of junk food. A mini fridge that Eddy had to bring up later. She had brought some things that she could find only in New York. She had brought two different kinds of toiletries. Shampoo and conditioner that was unscented and some men's body wash for through out the w
Dani has been at school for a week now and she has fallen into a routine of sorts. She does not socialize, which is pretty different from her old school experience where she knew every one there and they knew her. She had a billion friends. Now she goes about her day all alone. She eats her lunch alone in her room. After classes are over she is back in her room. That is where she spends all of her time, reading books or watching tv on her little portable tv. Mostly she just gets grainy images and garbled speech. Yet she still finds that better than being around a bunch of rich guys that at like idiots. Her first day in class these
Asher Steele rolls his eyes for the fifth time in as many minutes. His friends seem to be acting even more childish today than usual and it is bugging the hell out of him. Normally he does not mind when they act like morons because he can just retreat into his own world and ignore it but for some reason today, he can not seem to get past it. “Tyler, man, that is-” Thomas says to the guy who just told everyone a story about how over the weekend when he was visiting his patents back at home how his dad caught his younger sister giving her female best friend 'special attention' under the covers at a sleepover party.
Dani sits in the floor at the foot of Asher's bed since he sat in the chair by the window. There was no way in hell that Dani was going to sit on his bed. The damn bed that he sleeps in every night. “The Revolutionary War was from April nineteenth seventeen seventy-five to September third, seventeen eighty-three. It was also called the American War of Independance.” Asher tells her and she nods, writing it down. “Basically it was a war fought because the British Americans in the thirteen colonies wanted to get
Dani sits in the floor at the foot of Asher's bed since he sat in the chair by the window. There was no way in hell that Dani was going to sit on his bed. The damn bed that he sleeps in every night. “The Revolutionary War was from April nineteenth seventeen seventy-five to September third, seventeen eighty-three. It was also called the American War of Independance.” Asher tells her and she nods, writing it down. “Basically it was a war fought because the British Americans in the thirteen colonies wanted to get
Asher sits at a lunch table with his friends, but once again he is seriously annoyed by them. Tyler is still pouting because of what Asher said yesterday. James and Elliot are pissed at each other for some stupid reason and Thomas is blathering on like an idiot about shit that no one cares about in the hopes of getting everyone out of their bad mood. He wants everyone to talk and get alog, but today is just not the day for it. Asher has the beginnings of a head ache and the sound of Thomas's voice droning on and on is making it worse by the second. When he sees Danny walk into the room, he stands up from his seat and moves over tow
Asher watches Danny watch his friends. This is the second time that they have hung out with them and he gets the impression that Danny does not really like them. Not that he really blames him. They can be pretty annoying at times. Hell, sometimes he has a hard time even liking them. Especially Tyler, who he notices that Danny really seems to dislike. But he never says a word about it. He will talk (kind of) and he laughs at jokes. He answers any questions asked of him and sometimes he asks questions back when they are talking
Dani followed behind Asher as he carried the bags up the stairs to their rooms. Dani was going to get them but he stopped her by grabbing them before she could. That leaves her to carry the pizza that they bought while they were out, since they knew that they would miss evening meal. Even if they did get back in time, they did not want to waste the time in having to go get it, eat it and then take the plates back. It was easier to just get a pizza that they could eat in the room and not have to leave. “Can we do this in your room tonight?” Asher asks her suddenly and she freezes.
November 25, 1999Three Years Later Asher looks around the room for his wife, but she is lost in the sea of people. Their family and friends have only been there about fifteen minutes and already he is regretting his and Dani's decision to host Thanksgiving in their new home. But Dani had been so excited when they finally got the renovations done, after three months of contractors and paint samples.
Dani waits at the closed door until someon gives her a signal. Her hands are shaking and she is tapping her foot. A hand grasp hers tightly. “Nervous?” “No, not at all. Impatient. I am ready to get in there.” Dani says and he nods. “It shouldn't be long now.” Just then the doors open with a florish and Dani gets ger first sight of it all. Her wedding. She sees all of the people filling the seats and
Asher sits across from Fred Millman in a slightly awkward silence, because he does not know how to start the conversation that he wants to have. He knows that Fred already knows everything going on. He and Dani are close, so she tells him everything that happens in her life. “Mr. Millman-” “Call me Fred. If you are going to be my son-in-law, you should probably call me Fred.” He says dryly and Asher winces. “Ahout that.. I wanted to say- I'm sorry that I did
Asher looks back at Dani, knowing that she is nervous. She has nervously chattered the whole way here, being worse than their sons. He smiles when she catches his hand and asks, “They founded the publishing company, right?” “Yes. They put the A & J in AJS Publishing. Adrien and Janice Steele. They started it nearly twenty years ago. I worked their off and on in my teens, but last year when I graduated college, they gave me the company. It was between that, a technology company, a medical supply company or a hotel.” “That is an odd assortment of companies.” Dani tells him.
“I checked on the boys and they are okay. They're both still sound asleep.” Dani feels the bed move as Asher joins her. When he had left the bed a few minutes ago, she had no idea what he was doing. A part of her thought that maybe he was trying to sneak out on her. He moves over until his bare body is flush against her naked back and he puts his arm over her waist, anchoring her to him. She can feel his warm breath on the back of her neck. When she does not respond to him, he kisses the back of her neck.
Asher tells his uncle all about his plans with 'Holly from the second floor' and Leo nods along, apparently approving this choice, while Dani's heart breaks inside of her chest. She waited too long. Asher has already moved on. Asher notices Dani slowl withdrawing from the conversation and he assumes that it is because she is tired. He knows that the twins are as well. When she moves over to sit with the boys, casually talking to Jace, Leo leans forward. “So, kids, huh?” He asks and Asher knows that means that he wants the full story.
Dani trails along behind Asher as he walks a few step ahead of her, holding a boy by each hand. Nik is dressed as a teddy bear and Nate is dressed as a lion. Nate has a drawn on brown nose and whiskers thanks to a brown eyeliner pencil. Nik wanted his face colored on too, so she drew him a brown nose as well. With their fuzzy suits on, they both look so cuddlely that she could not stop hugging them. “Are we almost there, Daddy?” Nate asks Asher looking up at him with tired eyes. “Are you worn out, buddy?” Asher asks him and the child nods.
Dani rewipes the table with the wet washcloth for the thirs time; not because it is sticky but because she is stalling. She just will not admit that to herself because then she would have to dig deep enough to admit to herself just why it is that she is avoiding Eddy. And she does not have to dig deep to admit why, because she knows the reason. Asher. That morning when she had woke up and seen a peacefully sleeping Asher beside her, it had just felt to right. It had felt like old times between them and she had been con
Asher did not want to go home. He wanted to stay with his boys. They had supper together, then he and Dani had given them a bath. He read them two stories with a lot of character voices which the boys loved. Even Dani was laughing. This is the fourth night this week and they were together three nights last week. But it is not enough. Because at the end of the night he still has to go home to his lonely apartment across town. Each night the boys still ask him why he is leaving. Why their Daddy isn't staying their with them, with mommy. They just tell them that it's because daddy's house is closer to his work, which is easier for him.